23/9/07 Silver Fans Club gathering @ Bugis Memoirs Cafe

When I start to write this topics, there are alot of things appear in my minds. Let start the story;

I reached Memories Cafe 12.30pm, then I see no peoples Q up or sit inside, so I go "Guan Yin Miao" Pray. When I go in, I pray for Silver for 1st album break record. I also pray for HK Mixue & Xue LI safely & healthy. Then, aorund 1.30pm, I go back to cafe again.. I saw some of "superstar" fans, awhile I saw Wenting come with her 2 friends. Today is Wenting birthday..

Then, 1.45pm, Silver arrived the cafe..Abt 2.30pm the event start. Starting the management play wrong songs, lights went off... Then, I sms to her manager, want me to help up back stage, cos he interview Silver @ stage. then, he reply, ok. So, I quickly when to back stage help out. Now, I know when keep play wrong disc, cos the disc not in order..And the manger like so blur, don't know the music. No choice, I see the run down & follow up & listen wat they said..Silver sang alot of songs, most of the songs, she sang is Yan Zi songs.

Half of the event, Silver manager "sabo" Silver bf, asked him to come on stage & said "I love U" to Silver in front so many peoples. I saw Silver feel so touched & cried. This event, Silver cry alot, cos talk abt how she step in Super Star & all the path she had walk through not easy. After that, her manager gave me a sign, ask me prepare birthday cake for Wenting, I took out & carry so long @ back stage, he said that some1 @ backstage hold the cake very long lah.. Yap, it was very long (15mins). And also thanks me for helping them for the sound effect.. Haha.. I so "pai sai". Then, Silver "sabo" Wenting, ask her use her mouth take out candle... Haha.. I never thought Silver is so "naughty gal".. But over all it was a fun gathering...

Silver, no matter how is ur path of singer after u release new album & fly to Taiwan.. I hope u will be a strong gal which I had know.. Pls don't ever give up, even u fall down. I & ur manager will pull u up..I will always stand behind u, protect u.. Maybe u & I know each other not long. Like Wenting, but I a faithful ppl.

Ella - 蔷蔷

When I heard this song, sang by my favourite Ella, which she wrote to her favourite dog that had died. I feel so touched & cried. Why? Cos in this songs had said Ella thanks 蔷蔷 for spending those "happy day" with her & also got some picture that Ella had took with her loving 蔷蔷 which he still in this world.

This songs remind me something, we shall treasure those peoples who always around by our side. Cos we don't know when our beloved, friends & family leave us in this world. When they go other world, we bless them living HAPPY & bless us when they see us suffer.

Hope Ella will live in HAPPY & STRONG when 薔薔 had leave her not by her side.

Pls see this website: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ORICB01Vx4

What Happened To Me & Felicia?

Hmm.. When I started to post this title, I believe that it is what all of you will try to ask me the past 2 weeks. After so long, I think that I had to explain all of u. Here, it is..

1st: I was not hate or angry with Felicia. I just don't understand 1 thing that why she don't trust me, since we had know for 3 yrs & I had so care, concern & support her. Pls don't ask me why, cos it is between both of us personal things.

2nd: Whether Felicia & Joanne like me or don't like me, I want to tell =)) , it is none of ur business. What rite, u said me? My english Suck, got ur prombles. It is my blog, wat I want to write, is my promble, none of ur fucker business..

3rd: If Felicia think that I dun like her or care or concern of her anymore. Then, I had nth to say. Cos GOD know that inside my heart, whether I still like, love, care & concern Felicia or not?
Felicia, I still treat you as my frez & Godsister. Joey Mummy this name is always there. Cos Joey Mummy is A LOYAL FRIEND, won't leave u alone.

So, lastly hope all of don't think we quarrel or I hate Felicia.. Let us have a PEACE. Thanks for co-operation & understanding.

4/9/2007 wif Joanne @ Chijmes Fliming

When I start to write this blog of talking abt Joanne Peh, there are alot of things that make feel so touched, Joanne u know what I mean, Right? Let start our days;

Today, 4/9/07, I was fliming 《黄金路》 with Joanne. Early the morning wake up & go Mediacorp. Today, the scene is abt Felicia & Tay Ping Hui wedding & Joanne & Nat attend their wedding. Joanne told me she will be reached Mediacorp 8am but I wait until 8.16am, she haven't come, (Think she wake up late.. haha.. piggy). So, I no choice, Mediacorp got to leave @ 8.16am. So, I took their bus to location. Around 8.45am, we reached location. After awhile me, Delphine, Teddi, Ice & Hoetian was asked to stand @ 1st entrace for fliming, with Li Nan Xing, Chu Ming & Chen Li Ping. Wow, I was so Pai Sai, the camera shoot me so big of my face.

Around 10am, Joanne & Felicia reached Location. When I see Joanne, I called her. And she was so surprise & shout "Hi". Then, I said "shh..shh.." cos they still fliming. Then, she also make that pattern. She was so "high" the whole day. Specially when Teddi gave her the doggy, she said alot of funny things., make me can't stand her. And we also take alot of her Pictures.

Around 2.30am, we all shoot finshed but Joanne & Felicia still got scene after lunch. Then, we all @ the church company Felicia, cos Delphine got asked Joanne where to eat but she said she don't know. Then, we see Felicia alone here, scare she lonely, so we stay here with her. Wait for Joanne come back after lunch.

After lunch, Joanne start to fliming, I asked Joanne to write some words in my Sketch Book. When Joanne take over from me, she sitting down & think for awhile & look @ me. After awhile, she start her pen write on it. I see her writing, can see that she use her TRUE HEART write it. Cos inside the book, she said something which she had never said that to me in sms or even in front of me when I know her for more than 3 yrs.

Joanne, after I read it, I feel so touched until want to cry. U look @ me, asked me, am I understand what u try to tell me? Of course, I understand. I not stupid.
The things I share with u, is a TRUE STORY. Until now, I still have't called him. Maybe my charcter same as u, very straight forward, inside our heart we know that we appreciate & care the person but we always never say out or show out. That why always let peoples mistaken us. But never mind, cos at least GOD know that we know that person, our heart is clear. Don't need to care & explain to everyone. As for me, I share with u my path, cos I know that every1 will face & walk thought this path 1 day. Maybe cos of my age is younger than those aunty, but I had see & walk alot 1st then they 1st. As for Mical, I believe that HE IN THE HEAVEN LIVING HAPPY THAN US. COS THE PAIN OF HIS BODY HAD TAKEN AWAY FROM HIM. AND GOD WILL BLESS GOOD PEOPLES.

Joanne, thanks for all this yrs, U so understand me, TRUST ME & my charcter. Haha.. All those care & concern I had given to u. I had never asked for u to repay me. Cos I know that GOD will reward me. Cos those LOVE is GOD gave me, HE teach me don't be unselfish to peoples. Don't offend peoples. But sometimes I never offend peoples, peoples like to step on y head. What I can do is BEAR. BEAR until I CAN'T STAND, I WILL QUARREL WITH PEOPLE.

Lastly, Joanne I want to tell u. Don't worry, no matter what happen to u. U need some1 share with ur promble, I will be always be there for u & don't lend my ears & shoulder to u. Hope u can find the "happiness"from ur own life. Abt relationship, take our times. Don't rush, cos "FATE" not here yet. Take Care.

Always care & concern u (Joey)

4/9/2007 wif Felicia @ Chijmes Fliming

~When Panda Felicia Feel "cold", is like that looks~

When I start to write my this blog talk abt Felicia, there are alot of things inside my heart which I want to cry out in front of her but I control my tears. I believe that Felicia, u know what I mean? Let start our days;

Today (4/9/07), I wake up 5am, 6am left my house & 7.10am reach Mediacorp, which AP told me to me @ there 7.45am. So, I do so..When I reached Mediacorp, I go & see has Felicia reach Mediacorp. But she haven't come, cos I didn't see her car. So, I wait. Around 7.45am, I saw her light blue car. She stop & I passed her something & put @ her car. Then, she said see u later. I wonder, how she know me will be there? Cos I never told her. Ah... Dun care lah... Since she know I going..Then, Mediacorp bus left @ 8.16am.

When I reached Chijmes, I saw Delphine, Teddi , Ice & hoetian. Cos they said they will @ location. I quickly go & sit with them. After awhile, PA asked 5 of us go to the entrance & fliming us. Oh.. my God this scene, I don't care to see.. Cos got my big face. Chu Ming & Nan Xing stand beside me, Chen Li Ping stay in front of me.. Wow lau, why AP & PA put me "so special". Make me so Pai Sai.

Then, while Felicia free, the 5 of us & alot of her fans took picture with her. As for me, also. She was so funny, alot of funny things. She don't like to move, cos of her wedding grown, make her no easy walk. And she so cold that keep on wearing jacket.

During Lunch time, She want to sleep, can't sleep, cos she not used that so many eyes look @ her while sleeping. She asked PA packet of her, while the 5 of us order Mcdonald & accompany her eat @ church. There are 4 peoples keep taking her pitcures & talking with her. Make her can't sleep. Specially the 2 sisters. And there are 1 gal, keep saying our bad words, make me so angry & "HOT". Even @ Mediacorp also said us, wishper to Felicia. I HATE THIS TYPE OF PEOPLE. IF DARE, SAY IN FRONT OF US, DON'T SAY OUR BAD WORDS IN FRONT OF FELICIA.

Felicia, when u told me that things, I can tell you honestly. I was very sad. And want to cry. But I can't do that. I control my tears. I believe u can see that I suddenly keep quiet. I know that you keep walking in & out, see how am I? But I just don't want to see ur face. Cos will make me cry. Iceberg saw me cried. When I asked u write the book, I want to see what u going tell me? In the picture, I know what u going to tell me..

Felicia, what I can tell you that, Joey Mummy is very doting on u. What u had told me just now, I will not forget. But I will proof u that no matter whenever u need help, I will always be there for u.. Like today, u ask me for "eyes mo" & tell me ur file spoil. I quickly go & get for u. This are all the love & care I show to u. Which I don't know u care see it or TRUST ON ME or me or not? I believe that Times can proof u that who is a loyal friend to U one day.

Anyway, u take care, cos u sick, Remember to drink more water.. God Bless U.