Abt My Blog

I think that some of you have discovered that why my blog can't been see like last time? 1st, I at here, like to say "Sorry" to all of u. I know some of u like to read my blog. Starting when I create this blog, is cos of Felicia. And I rememeber that I don't know how to create this blog. Is all "thanks" to Banana, Delphine, Teddi & "the 1" who don't treat me as friend now. I haven't never forget all. I know that alot of you have know abt abt me & "the 1", what had happened between 2 of u? At here, I want to tell u, not I scare of u.. I just don't want to quarrel, cos I remember what Felicia told me before;

felicia:
ill be v sad, i want all of u to be happy.

So, I want my bao bei to be happy, so I choice to be Silent & block this blog.. So, my this blog, I will be open for all of u until 1 week (7/12/2007), After 1 week, I will block & only invite ppl can see my blog.. I only invite some of them.. So, hope you all understand.. Anything, U all can email me; joeychanke79@gmail.com. I will reply all of u email. Don't worry.. Take Care, all my friends.

Specially felicia, always love u, no matter where am I. No matter now or in future, my care for u will never change.

What Happened With Me & ICE?

NALEL says:
the fact is, no one is asking u to go
NALEL says:
if u help delp, then maybe she will tell u more abt the committee thing
Hope my wish will come True. says:
she never told me to help so i never help
NALEL says:
yeah lat
NALEL says:
*lar
NALEL says:
she never ask for ur help
NALEL says:
why are u complaining abt this thursday meeting that no one informed u
NALEL says:
then y she tell me
Hope my wish will come True. says:
i t complain, is feli suddenely ask me, am i going, how to i answer her back, the action on me is like wat l... haiz...
NALEL says:
so Just say u not going la
NALEL says:
cos no one informed u becasue no one is asking for ur help now
NALEL says:
y i knowabt this meeting then>
NALEL says:
delp never ask me to help anything
NALEL says:
i have been helping her n vincent organise n plan a lot of things
NALEL says:
give idea, suggestion
NALEL says:
naturally, got any meeting, she will tell me
NALEL says:
as isaid
NALEL says:
if u ask for help, 9 out of 10 will turn away
NALEL says:
those who want to help, no need to even ask
Hope my wish will come True. says:
.. i belong to tat of ppl who ask for help.. cos i dun want overboard
NALEL says:
u not helping anything, why do u think she will be asking u for the meeting
NALEL says:
is like suddenly, darren or sean or whoever tell me the same thing
NALEL says:
they never help because no one ask them to help
NALEL says:
n they not going to the meeting, because no one inform them
NALEL says:
well..true, they are not going to the meeting
Hope my wish will come True. says:
( WHEN U SAID THIS WORDS IS VERY HURT PPL, I DUN LIKE. I KNOW THAT I NEVER HELP U ALL, I DUN ASK FOR CREDIT FROM U ALL ). u not helping anything, why do u think she will be asking u for the meeting

NALEL says:
wat do u mean i not helping anything
NALEL says:
the fact is u know nothing of wat is going on
NALEL says:
yeah la
NALEL says:
u never help we all wat
NALEL says:
u already say we never ask for ur help
NALEL says:
so for now, u are the same as other ppl
NALEL says:
just ordinary ppl
NALEL says:
then why u keep saying abt this meeting never inform u
NALEL says:
ok
NALEL says:
i ask a veri simple question
NALEL says:
why must we inform u
NALEL says:
inform u for wat U never even help anything in the first place
NALEL says:
u say we never ask for ur help
NALEL says:
but how the hell we know u wanna help
NALEL says:
u keep quiet oni, u think we god Can read ur mind
WHY ALL PPL LIKE TO HURT ME? says:
nvm, i dun want to aruge with u or del or any1 from feli fans, cos we all luv her ..
WHY ALL PPL LIKE TO HURT ME? says:
aruge with u, make my side headache more pain

NALEL says:
i aso dun want to argue with u, but u have been making illogical n senseless statement most of the time
NALEL says:
u just think
NALEL says:
tommrow, every single fan member going to say the same thing
NALEL says:
we never ask for their help, so they never help
NALEL says:
n this meeting, they were not inform
NALEL says:
so they not going
NALEL says:
of course they not going la!! Why we inform them for wat
NALEL says:
n anyway, this meeting

NALEL says:
is actually between amelia, aiwah n delp oni
NALEL says:
if we are going
NALEL says:
we are plainning n discussing abt this coming nov 24 thing
NALEL says:
this meeting original purpose was to tkeep it clear to amelia after repeat n repaeat to her from aiwah
NALEL says:
tat delp is taking charge n doing the website
NALEL says:
but ameliahave not been making up her mind
NALEL says:
suddenly, want to assisst, suddenly want to be head
NALEL says:
told her liao, delp do web
NALEL says:
she dun listen
NALEL says:
insist she do
NALEL says:
this thursday settle everything
NALEL says:
so now u tell me
NALEL says:
WAT DOES ALL THESE GOT TO DO WITH U
NALEL says:
unless
NALEL says:
we are doing planning, n u want to help, then we can consider asking u to come or i can suggest it to delp
NALEL says:
for now, it is to settle their problem
NALEL says:
we are here trying to settle the problenm tat is in place for us... we have to set up the website for the upcomming starawards
NALEL says:
but u are here trying to save ur faces when fel ask u got go or not, u like malu
NALEL says:
u think we do this for fun We are trying hard to settle the problem with amelia.
NALEL says:
so tat things can go smoothly, n as fast as we settle, we can do the iceskating thing aso
NALEL says:
n tat is y we never offical announce anything
NALEL says:
everything is all said by aiwah one
NALEL says:
so please understand

NALEL says:
no one is hurting u
NALEL says:
u are asking me to hurt u
NALEL says:
n u told me u are like malu dunno wat to say when fel ask u got go or not
NALEL says:
so Never go, never go la
NALEL says:
so are u saying if thursday, meeting u not there, u will be veri malu
NALEL says:
no rite
NALEL says:
then if u never go, never go la
NALEL says:
is none of ur business on that day wat, is none of ours as well
NALEL says:
was intended to be 3 ppl oni
NALEL says:
aiwah, amelia n delp


I believe that alot of u will asked what going between me & ice? Now, I going to tell u all. Cos IN ICE EYES, I JUST ORDINARY PPL & FANS. SO, THIS WORDS ALWAYS IN MY HEART.
I SUPPORT, LIKE & CARE FELICIA FOR 4YRS LONGER THAN ANY1 OF U HERE. 4YRS AGO, JUST ONLI ME, AMANDA & AMELIA SUPPORT FELICIA. NOW, ALOT OF FANS LIKE FELICIA, I FEEL HAPPY.

I NOT ASKING FOR ANY REWARDS FROM FELICIA, JUST HOPE THAT SHE LIVE FINE & HEALTH. THAT WHY I PLAN TO GO BANGKOK, PRAY FOR HER. BUT AT THE END, GET FROM ICE WORDS, U JUST A ORDINARY PPL & FANS, NOT COMMITTEE, WHY SHALL TELL U? THEN, U ARE COMMITTEE MEMBER MEH? PLS LOH.. U R NOT.. DUN THINK THAT U R GREAT. IF NOT ME FROM STARTING, WILL FELICIA KNOW WHO IS ICE?

I STILL REMEMBER TAT TIME WE ALL GO ENCO SUPPORT FELI WITH DELPHINE, VINCENT, AMANDA & AMELIA. I INTODUCE FELI TO ICE.. COS HE SAID HE SHY..

AT THE END, I GET HURT FROM HIM..

Felicia, sorry, I don't want to post those words that ice had said abt me, but he make me until i can't stand him anymore..

Ice Skate With Felicia 24/11/2007

Will type the entry tml.. Sorri, for those who always read my blog.. Amanda, Amelia thanks for wat u told me yesterday.. And i never disappointed those who long waiting for my entry.. I just post some pic 1st. Tml then type.. Cos no mood to type.. Sorri, guys..

Lina Ng "The Mission" 24/11 @ Lau Pa Sa

Today 24/11 is the super tired day for me,why I said that cos morning I go Lau Pa Sa support Lina Ng "The mission". 8.30am wake up, 9.30am left home. Before I go Lau Pa Sa, I went to see the river & take a breath & write something @ there to some1. When I write the things, make me my tear come out.. (Pls dun ask me why?) Thanks. Then, around 10.45am, I reached Lau Pa Sai, after awhile Lina reached. She saw me & wave to me. When I see her, she keep coughing very bad. I feel bad, cos she sick still fliming.. But she dun take it to heart.. She keep looking @ me & smile @ me & make alot funny faces.. Maybe she can see that I look like not happy.. But I just care cover the feeling. Then, she come to my desk, chat with me awhile, said I look "fat" lah.. Better than last time, cos I look so thin.. Lina & me have know each other for 9yrs from Star Search until now, I still care, concern & love her as my close friend. I remember that time, ppl asked me, why I support Lina? Not Sharon & Kim, when they fliming "Cheng Ren Za Zhi". I reply, cos her charcter is same as me, belong to straight ppl. Sometimes, we will aruge, but after awhile, she will always the 1 who start talk to me 1st.. cos she know that I had support, love, care, concern more than other fans who she know. (IT IS WHAT I LOOKING FOR & WAT WE CALL TRUE FRIEND & NOT FANS, LIKE OTHER ARTISTE, IF "ONLY 1" KNOW THAT WHAT I THINKING INSIDE LIKE LINA & CHEN HUI HUI, FRIENDSHIP WILL LAST FOREVER UNTIL LEAVE THIIS WORLD).

I had see Lina change alot from a gal who is very "38" until now very "mature". But her charcter still the same.

12pm "The Mission" start , I was the 5 person, go to Lina fruit stall buy fruits from her. I go up when the cameraman not beside her, but never thought the producer said want some 1 to eat the chocolate cream with friut on it.. Then, Lina told producer asked me to flim, cos we know each other.. then, my face is shocked, I told Lina secretly, U "sabo" me.. She smile... Then, she asked me choice banana, then I said ok loh.. After bought the fruits, We go to the choclate cream. Then, Jeff & Lina asked Rong Ming to feed me, with banana & chocolate cream on it so much & want me to bite. So, I bite small mouth, then Jeff said why u eat so small bite? Ask me try again, open "big mouth" & bite. Then, I look @ Lina, she said, I a gal, "shy".. Wow kao... I can feel that my face is "red & hot". Then, no choice, I bite with "big mouth". Then, Jeff asked me alot of "yellow questions" , my minds is ??? Then, asked me, I come here to support who? I said Lina, then, they asked Lina feed me again.. Oh my god.. want me to bite how many times?

(IF U ALL WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED THE TV ON 27/11, U WILL KNOW THE ANSWER)..

Around 12.45pm, Lina's hubby come & support her, bring his youngest kid. I like this youngest 1,cos he very cute, which u all can see from picture.. Haha..

Abt 1.30pm , I said "bye bye" to Lina, cos I running down to Ice Skate. Lastly, I want to say

"thanks" Lina for treat me the fruits, dun want me to pay.. "pai sai" & happy to see after so long we never see each other from this yrs CNY @ genting until now. Hope our friendship will last forever & lastly. Thanks for so trust me so many yrs...

How am I going to celebrate my bdae 12/1/08?

Hmm...when I post this entry.. 1st in my mind is how am I going to celebrate my bdae? Will I be alone on this day? Who will celebrate for me for my bdae? Cos my birthday fall on Sat. And I had a habit every yr my birthday, I will request off. Cos give myself a break. And will some 1 remember my birthday & gave my present? Cos I had long time never recieve something from the 1 who I care & concern so much.. I remember that the 1st time the person gave me is cookies. I dun bear to eat for 1 weeks. My mum scold me, crazy ah? Keep so long dun want to eat.. I told her cos it is the 1st gift the person gave me.. haha..

As for my next yrs birthday, REALLY HOPE THE PERSON WHO I CARE SO MUCH WILL REMEMBER MY BIRTHDAY & KNOW HOW TO MAKE ME HAPPY. COS 1YRS ONLY 1 TIME BIRTHDAY. If not, i got to listen & sing WEN LAN " 祝我生日快樂" for myself.

If the person who had read my blog, hope u know what i trying to tell u.. During this few yrs, we have know so long & walk through the difficult path & alot of memories times inside our heart. I believe u also know that. At here, I like to say "Thanks" giving me so many happines, even sometimes I will cry in the dark in my room. But I want to tell u that I have never fail in giving my care & concern on u. I believe u also got eyes to see & know inside ur heart.

Lastly, hope my wishes will come.. God I believe that U can heard that my heart, know what I mean & want..

Felicia @ Campus Yummy Hunt (SP) 05/11/2007

~why never go back RG?~

Today is the day that I was so tired which i had never been before go going Felicia fliming..Why I said so? Cos I reached Singapore Poly 9.40am, then when I reached SP, i quickly go & find where is Court 4, Court 1 & Court 3? From Court 4 to Court 1 is so far away, then I go & find where is Court 3, I gave up find Court 1, cos had to walk so many staircase.. cos I old lah, can't climb too many staircase. I meet Lijuan & Melissa @ SP Court 4. We from 10am wait for Felicia until 11.45am then they come. The MCS prodcution late for fliming.. I wait until eyes want to closed lah.. Cos waiting is a tired things while nth to do.. Then, when we see their bus come, we go outside car park, wait for them. Then, the "38" Desmond in the bus saw me, told Felicia that Joey come lah.. Then, Felicia look @ me & said "Hi" to me. I want to give her surprise but Desmond lah... Then, the team come down from bus, they waiting for seats cos when they reached SP, is already alot student having break. So, they start fliming 12.30pm @ Court 4, they introduce Thai food @ KOU FU foodcourt. After they fliming Court 4 1.30pm, me, Li Juan, Melissa, Ade, Ailin, Keane & Pam walk to Court 1 before the bus going..

When we reached Court 1, they had reached, so all of decide to buy some drink, cos tired after walk so long & hot weather. After awhile, Felicia they all come.. Then, 1.45pm, they start to fliming. During the break, got 1 kid went to say "hello" to felicia & take picture with her.. And Felicia also make fun of him, called him "Elmo" cos he carry "Elmo" bag & while playing, felicia try to dare see the kid will kiss her or not? The kid was really dare, which u all can see the above picture. Haha.. (cute, rite?) After that kid said "bye bye" to felicia, then Felicia gave him a sweet hug. 3pm they flliming Court 1, so we all walk to Court 3 which is th last location.

When we fliming Court 3, we reached there 1st, cos I bring Lijuan they all walk short cut. After awhile, felicia & desmond come, he said that we so fast.. Haha.. during the break, Desmond told us to take 1 by 1 picture, cos he want to put @ his blog @ gave us 1 nick name of felicia "四大保姆". Can't stand Desmond, can think each of us nick name.

Around 6pm they fliming finished, So I told Felicia<>

That all for the day fo SP story. Nice to know Ade, Aili & so on @ SP. And hope u all enjoy that day.. Take Care every1. Lastly, Felicia "MISS U SO MUCH" heehee... dun forget to hug the things I gave u when sleeping..