At this moment...

在这一刻，我好想念大姐。。我想念她对待人的真诚，我想念她教我很多东西，我想念她对我的好，关心。。。在我不开心，她会开导我，她看到我哭，给我一个拥抱。。我现在好想她的拥抱。

大姐，我真的好想你。。你知道吗？我不敢sms 你，告诉你我好想见到你这一刻，因为我知道你不可能马上飞过来找我。。。我的Hp，wallet, office photo frame, my house & office computer wallpaper, 全都是你的照片。。。

**2009 is going to end, I will write abt 2009 my life chapter soon, once I get the moods back to write..

Want me say how many times?

U want me to say how many times? The place is not I choice 1.. And someone choice.. And I had already reply u on msn.. If u still think is me, and dun believe that.. Go ask someone urself.. That all, I want to say.. If everything voice out, will u believe meh?

Fuck up cope up thursday & make a complain to GM................

Yahui Xmas gathering (25/12/2009)

Today, early morning.... I went to Lina Church service... Start at 10am - 12pm.. After Service, I quickly took cab from Katong to Marina Square Hong Kong Cafe.. I was REALLY FUCK UP with the Taxi Driver... Cos told him, drop me at City Link Citibank the small road, he dun know where is City Link, dun know there got Citibank..

I reached MS Hong Cafe around 12.30pm, Alice & Evonne sms me, asked me where am I? Cos Yj late, shall be she arrange meet up fans & go location.. So, I quickly arrange the table of with Marina Square staffs, then go to City Hall meet fans..

Around 1.05pm, Yahui arrived.. We had a introduce of ourselves & Yahui make effort chat with everyone.. She even bought 24 pcs Muffins for us.. She really keep her promise of get us Muffins.. Thanks, Yahui for keep ur promise.. And we have our lunch, after sing "Xmas" songs & cut log cake.. Then, after that we have group pic.. During the group pic, Yahui use her leg to kick me.. Thanks loh.. Make me scream.. -_-..After that we walk to Marina Square for pool... Actually Yahui want to play bowling, but cos Xing Yu run up, the staffs ppl say "Ful hse".. So, we go Pool 1st, then when we heard got 2 lane, half of us when to bowling to book the lane 1st..

During the bowling, Yahui keep go my lane throw bowling...Thanks loh, keep going to "long gou" 3 times...-_-

Around 6pm, the gathering end... Yahui said "bye bye" to everyone....

**It is a fun gathering, cos seldom Artiste will go have gathering with fans at Bowling & Pool..


Thanks Yahui treat us Muffins

But just fuck up with ppl today..

NO SENSE..

Yaya.. I NO SENSE, THEN U GOT SENSE.. I know the MAIN POINT of U thinking, why u keep think tat it is shall be ur plan?Stop telling me Bullshit...

But do u know what is the MAIN POINT i want to tell u?

WTF

I had lost my hp..........Those who have my nos 9326 xxxx, pls call me after Monday, then I get a new SIM Card..

Got to waste $$ to get a new phone.. All thanks loh.... before my birthday 1 mths, this things happened..

《真情無障愛2009》梁文音

《真情無障愛2009》梁文音＂哭過就好了＂










《真情無障愛2009》梁文音&柳藝恩共譜感人樂章







SPD Charity Show 2009 [You Raise Me Up]





**希望以上3个Video, 会感动你心。。那晚，我在AMK Hub, 被她们感动。。尤其是柳藝恩。。到现在，我才被她感动。。。。

Welcome back Felicia

Ytd Felicia come back from KL.. Me, Delphine, HS & LQ meet 7.30am at Jrong East MRT. Then, meet Yh & LJ at City Hall station & took train to Changi Airport..

When we reached Airport, it was still abit early.. So, we slacked & chat.. When the time for Felicia arrived, we went to the belt & wait for her to come out.. When she come out, she was shocked to see us there.. She said "Hi" to us, we was shocked. Cos she had a "sexy voice".. OMG.. (She lost voice).Then, we as usual, we have chat & photo taking... Alot of fun there.. (Those was there, shall be know what happened)

After Felicia left, we all go Suntec have our lunch, Delphine went to meet her clients.. After lunch, I go back to work.. Cos I took half day leave..

**Thanks Delphine for informed us. And this news ONLY for Felicity fans club memebers to know the news of Felicia come back.. I believe that we all have a fun & nice memories"

Joanne Event @ City Squre Mall

Today, after work I on call cab down to City Square to see Joanne event, she was performed with Nat.. There was traffic jam during peak hours... Zzzzz. It's spend my $27 on cab fare... I reached around 6.50pm, Joanne & Nat already at back stage, they sittng there...

Around 7plus, the event started, Joanne & Nat on stage, have some interview.. Then, go sit down again.. Then, on stage again 10mins later, sing song ..Back to backstage, 10mins on stage again, for light up the Christmas Light... Then, back to stage... Abt 8.10pm, the event end... We all walk behind Joanne, send her off to carpark... Her PA drove her car, we wave & say "bye bye" to Joanne...

**Thanks Nat for ur help, really pai seh.. cos I not ur fans, but u still help me a hand... Appreciate...Joanne still like to make those funny face.. Hahaha...Special when she hold the bear, let me think of her "gd friend piglet".Haha

I got 2 Hamster NOW

Hoho.. Today, I just bought another Pearl White hamster... Also Female.. Actually, I plan to buy 1 Male, but cos scare wait they "make love" & Male bully Female.. So, I got another 1 Female hamster, to let her accompany my "Xiao QQ".. I gave her a name "Baby".. Hahaha...

**Hope my 2 hamster can be GOOD Friend.......Just like "I have a pen, my pen is Pink/Blue. I have a friend, my friend is PINK/Blue".. Haha...Today, is a HAPPY day....Shhhhhhhhhhhh..........SECRET..........

My new Pearl White hamster

Ytd I got a cute & small Hamster, is a Female.. 1 yrs old.. She is cute & active & also naughty..
Whenever I see her looks, make me think of "someone". Hahaha.. And that "someone" asked me to give her a name as "Xiao Q" or "Xiao QQ".. OMG....

This 2 days, I see her, make me feel happy.. Cos she so sporty.. Keep playing the circle & running... Just me... so playful... Haha..........

I told myself, everyday me got to wash the cage & feed her 1 time. Cos the person - in- charge said cannot feed more than 1 time.. So, everyday b4 go work, feed her..Then, come back, wash the cage & bath for her & feed her..

**Those who want to see my hamster, shall know where to see it? Hahaa.. LOVE HER..

Spending Weekend with Suet (04/12 - 07/12) & SPD Charity

Last Friday (04/12)

Suet from KL come to Singapore.. She arrived around 8.40pm, I go Novena Square fetch her.. Then, we took MRT tgt to mu hse.. I let her stay at my hse for 3 nite...We walk from Boon Lay MRT to my hse...When we reached home, Suet washed up & have a short chat..... Around 1am plus, we sleep..


Sat (05/12)

We work up 9am, cos Suet want to go JP to collect "Together" Calendar. So, I accompany her, to wake up early & Q for calendar.. Actually, I was not plan to Q, but scare she lonely, so I accompany her...(Just never told her, cos I know she will say "it's ok, I can Q myself") Cos she dun want trouble me.. Haha.. We reached JP around 9.45am, We Q & also chat, to kill our time.. Hahaha.. Around 1pm, they started to issue Calendaer to top 100 ppl, lucky we are the top 100 ppl.. Then, around 2pm the event started, Artiste arrived.. Then, Artiste have some short interview & start autograph...Around 3pm, the event end.. Me & Suet Q again to help Rina collect calendar, cos she said she want... They got issue another 400 calendar for public, after the event end.. After got calendar for Rina, me & Suet went to Orchard meet Rina.. Suet said she want to take Xmas Light Decor, so I bring her to take Day Xmas Light Decor, while waiting for Rina come.. After Rina come, we meet at Istan, slack at Mcdonald.. Around 5pm, we left Orchard. Rina bring Suet to AMK, while me go Kbox with my boss & collegue, cos my another boss treat us for K buffect from 6pm - 10pm.. After Kbox, I & Suet meet at Somerest MRT.. Then, we took alot pic of Xmas Light Decor Nite.. Around 11.40pm, we took MRT back home.. Sleep around 2am plus..

Sun (06/12)

We wake up 10am & left my hse 11am, bring Suet walk walk JP, cos she said never see the place of JP, so I bring her walk walk 1hrs.. Then, received Jan sms, told me, she can reached 2 plus.. So, we took MRT down to AMK see SPD chairty, suppport Joanne.. Around 3pm, Joanne arrived for rehearsal, we Jolliteers stand at the front of stage.. She saw us & waves to us... At nite, 12 Jolliteers volunteers to arm flex hang but at the end only 6 Jolliteers on stage (Me, Rina, Suet, Vincent, Elaine & Jan).. Acutually, we plan 2 group take turn go up, but alot ppl, we say can't go in to the front.. So, we plan to go 2nd time... I feel not easy to do arm flex hang, cos need alot of strength....When we inside, we of course never forget take pic with Joanne, all use my "hubby". Hahaha...After the show, we all go down RG awhile. Joanne not going back, cos she told us b4.. Rina & Jan go find Nat, Suet also took pic with Nat.. After Nat left, we all left...Suet & me took cab home, cos already no bus for us to go back home.. We had some washed up & sleep 2am...


Monday (07/12)

My hp alarm ring at 5.30am, cos to wake Suet up.. She said abt 6.30am, she got to left my hse.. So, I wake her up.... After she wake up, she told me to sleep. Dun need to send her off, she can walk to Boon Lay MRT & took train to Novena, cos she know I tired & sick also.. Cos past few day, never have a gd sleep.. So, I just send her off of my hse, then go back to sleep again.. And took MC...... Cos sick...


**Have a Great wkend, fun & enjoyable.. Just feel super tired after the 3 days...Suet also got took pic with my 2 newphew & niece. She said they very cute.. Want to take pic with them again next time when they come.. Hahaha....

Asian Television Awards (03/12/09)

Yesterday is Asian Television Award.. Ytd day, I just know that Da Jie arrived Singapore, cos it is her last mins to come here to attend the Asian Television Award, cos the schedule is tight up and 6.55pm she sms me, she at Singapore.. I was ah.. Kena Shocked.. Cos I was OT that nite. So, I was quickly rush home, eat dinner & wash up.. Then, change & rushed down to Pan Pacific wait for the event end & wait for Da Jie come out....

Around 11.10pm, the event end.. All the guest come out, I see Da Jie still not out, then I go in see, she was busy interview & alot of ppl want take pic with her.. So, I also took some of her solo pic & also took pic with her.. Around 11.35pm we left the place, and go to her hotel at Ritz - Carlton.... We had some short chat & have room service, order alot of foods, until me so full..
Then, after that Da Jie asked me stayed at her hotel, cos is already 2am. And she today (04/12/09) 6.30am got to check out hotel.. So, I stayed at her hotel, then me around 2.30am sleep.. 5.30am wake up.. Wash up & preapre to check out............

Around 6.20am, we check out hotel, then 6.30am car fetch her to airport, me never send her off to airport, cos Da Jie dun want me to send her off to airport.. Cos she know that later I got working, will be very rush.. So, I just send off from Ritz - Carlton hotel... After send her off, me took cab home, rushed to work..

**Da Jie, thanks for everything.. Even I know I was so tired on Friday when go to work...But still think it is worth it..Cos she always so thiughtful person...

鍾嘉欣 MV

日夜想你MV [HD] - Linda Chung (鍾嘉欣)





鍾嘉欣 - 其實我不快樂

My life now days

Now days, I dun like to blog everyday, cos there is sometimes, I like to keep as private... I not like last time, whenever happy, unhappy or anger? I will blog it.. NOW.. NO.. If those who want to know where am I? What I have been? All is in secret...

Thanks QQ for sms me ytd, asked me how am I? I was fine.. Even I was not fine, even I was angry with work, angry with buyers, angry with some ppl, but all will tell much... I know you care & concern me.. Sometimes when I feel stress, I received ur sms, make me REALLY want to KILL u.. cos u everytimes make me laugh & vomit....U always say I busy no time date u, haha.. Dun know who no time to go out with me? But no matter what "将心比心".. Even we half mth or 1 yrs never see each other, inside we still have each other as buddy, is MORE THAN ANYTHING..

QQ, dun forget hor, our date soon.. And also u promise me smt, must keep promise..

**Christmas coming, quickly get a small gift for someone u love, no matter is Love one or friends, let this lovely Christmas fill up of SWEET & LOVE in the air..

AGAIN

BACK TO THE SQUARE AGAIN.

I HATE IT.

I DUN LIKE IT.

DO ANYONE OF U KNOW WAT IS CALL LOVE?

DO ANYONE OF U KNOW WHAT IS CALL SHARE?

DO ANYONE OF U KNOW WHAT IS CALL GROUP?

DO ANYONE OF U KNOW WHAT IS CALL TEAM WORK?

DO ANYONE OF U KNOW THAT U ARE A SELFISH PERSON?

Spa with Rachael (22/11/09)

Today, I went Spa with Rach. She do fanical & I do body Message... Our appointment is 2pm, she told me meet her 12.30pm, but she as usual late for meeting....zzzzzz

We reached the spa 1.50pm, then we went toilet & sit down for a cup of tea.. Then, we go in to our own rm, do our spa.. Our appointment end at 3pm, then after that we went to hub to eat Lunch Pepper for lunch..

After lunch, we go separte way, she go meet her friends to downtown east, while I go Suntec walk walk awhile & go home..

Kbox with Rachael (21/11/09)

Ytd go Kbox with Rachael & Doro.. We meet at 2.30pm, but the 2 of them late, specially the PIG rachael, always late. Make us wait so long....haiz..Then, we took train down to cine Kbox....




Stupid Rach keep go in & out meet her frez, left me & Doro sing ONLY, we sing until going to lost voice..we sing until 7pm, then we left Kbox....Then, we go down, cos Rachael want to find her frez awhile..After find her frez, 3 of us go & eat, at Hong Kong cafe our Dinner..



After finished our dinner, we slack at cine.... Then, Serene sms Doro, told her she will come down find us.. So, we wait for Serene to come, then we plan what is our plan later... Around 8.40pm Serene come.. We walk cine awhile, then Rachael & her frez go somewhere, while me, Doro & Serene going Lucky Plaza, C.K Tang & Shaw slack..



Around 10.30pm, we go Shaw Mac eat, cos Serene haven't eat Dinner, so we accompany her. Then, I suddenely told Doro that is it she forget to take house key from Rach? Cos she asked Rach help her keep in her bag.. Haha.. really, Doro forget.. So, we sms her, asked her wat time go back home? She told us last train, so we meet last train at Raffles MRT... Then, 4 of us took same train to Boon Lay..

Around 12plus, we reached Boon Lay, then we plan to have a drink.. We go NTUC, me buy breezer Peach, Doro & Serene drink Heineken & Rach drink long Island Green Tea.. Doro left at 1am plus, after awhile me, Serene & Rach go back home...Me & Serene send Rach home, cos it was 2am plus, going to 3am.. After send her home, 2 of us walk back tgt to our house, cos we stay nearby... Reached home, me bath & send all the pic which we took ytd... Abt 4am plus then I sleep..


***Super tired, but enjoy the fun, cos we almost 1 yrs never see each other, so it is a gd time for catch those frez who we have so long never see each other...

Asia Pacific Food Expo @ Expo (20/11/2009)

Friday, I went down after work.. I rushed down & take cab from West Coast to Expo, it was cost me $13.10. But never mind, cos no choice, want to rush down to see Yahui, which her blog put 7pm start...

I reached there abt 6.50pm, once I reached I go search where is the stage is? When I reached stage area, saw Evonne, Ken & their frez at there.. Then, have a short chat with them, then after awhile, I go & buy muffin for Yahui to eat.. I walk 2 round, see & dun know what to buy for her? At the end, choice muffins..After bought it, me go back stage find her, cos going to 7pm.. She was inside backage, but haven't start.. Abt 7.45pm started, OMG.. I told Evonne, if 7.45pm started, then I shall took MRT, so tat dun need waste $$$$$$..

Abt 7.21pm, Yahui come out, have a short chat with us.. I make fun of her, call her "Aunty Sotong".. Then, she said she cut hair lah, "Mushroom hair", then, I qucikly start change call her "Aunty Mushroom"... Haha.. She can't stand me... Hope she dun mind.. I just want to make fun of her, cos long time no see.. And when chat with her, is alot of funny things come out...

On stage, there is 2 games, 2 of Yahui fans was select to play games on 2nd games.. Cos we point & "sabo" them.. Haha.. Yahui saw & called them up.. After the games, the event end.. We quickly run to backstage & I pass her the Muffins which just now I buy for her.. Then, we started to asked her for photo-taking pic, while we take pic, alot ppl come.. Then, her manager want to pull her off, some of Yahui fans haven't take pic with her yet.. I saw more & more ppl, I pull Yahui off, she was shocked. I told her, faster go, if u stucked there long, u will never end. And Rayson waiting for u, want to send u home...Then, I gave Evonne they all a sign, follow behind us. So, that at near carpark, they can con't take pic with her..

After send her home, we all go home.. Take MRT back...

**Happy can see Yahui, cos we have 6mths never see each other already... The fun & chat still there.....Gal, u take care & see u again....

米雪 - 祝福

祝福 - 米雪 阮兆祥

"Blossoms of Love in Genting 2009" (12/11/2009 - 14/11/2009)

12/11/2009

Early the morning, I took 7.30am from Boon Lay to Genting, me go alone.All the way, even I feel lonely cos no one to talk or accpmpany me.. But never mind.. I just sleep on the bus & catch up some energy for later when I at Genting....

I reached Genting 1.30pm, I quickly Q up for register... Then, quickly go to my room, put my luggage.. And catch up with Angie, cos she was already at Genting on tue (10/11).. Then,Angie come my rm find me. Then, I go & collect my ticket at the Box office, while she go play Jackpot..After collect tixs, i go back my rm, put my tixs & charge battery & poster.. Then, I go down find Angie & my also playing " Da Xiao"... Around 6pm, Da Jie called me.. Said she had 4 tickets, asked me want or not? So, I told her, I want.. So, I took 3 tixs for me & Angie & her hubby.. Then, we quickly go back our rm bath, cos the smell of cigarette @ Casino.


Around 7.15pm, we meet up again for Dinner.. After Dinner, then we go & collect tickets from Da Jie's PA.. Then, 3 of us go in & see the show... Cos the show start at 8pm.. There was alot of ppl, the show is nice., took alot of Video.After the show, we all go back rm, me put my camera & then go Casino... While I playing, "Da Jie" sms me, told me, she can't meet me later, cos they got meeting. So, I told her, it ok.. If u tired, after meeting, want to sleep, can go & rest.. We can meet next day. Angie go back hotel early 3plus, while I stay until 5am.. Cos me alone stay at hotel, scare of lonely.. Haha...Go back bath & sleep, around 5plus..


13/11/2009


Around 10am, Da Jie called me.. While I still sleeping.. Cos she very funny, told me 11.30am meet, then so early called me to meet.. I set alarm 10.45am. So, I quickly wash up & meet her at her rm... They stay at Genting Hotel Maxims rm, 16th floor..When I go in, OMY..SO BIG & Nice... Then, we go walk walk at Genting, from Genting Hotel to Indoor Theme Park shopping centre..Around 12plus we go for eat lunch at Chinese Restaurant.Cos 2.30pm, they need to rehearsal.. After awhile Xia Yu come join us lunch.


After lunch around 2pm, we go back rm rest awhile, then 2.25pm, we go down wait for bus come fetch to Arena of Star.. Da Jie, bring me to backstage..Haha.. She very nice, she introduce HK Artiste to me, tell them I was her Singapore friend - Joey.. Thanks, Da Jie. For the introduce, then I go to the front see them rehearsal.. It is the 1st time, I had so close distance with 钟嘉欣，黄宗泽，李司棋 & 夏雨。。。Heard they sing; 黄宗泽 - “全角度爱你" & "Hey You".. 钟嘉欣 - “日夜想你”& "Last Christmas".. Around 4pm, they finished rehearsal. We go back our own hotel rest...


Around 7plus, me prepare to left my rm to see the show....This nite, there is some changes of the show, better than 1st nite. But 夏雨sing out of beat.....Overall is still nice...After the show, Da Jie asked her PA, bring me to back stage took pic with 钟嘉欣，黄宗泽，李司棋，夏雨 & Da Jie. After took pic, me go back rm rest awhile, then go Casino, play until 4.30am.. Sleep at 5am..


14/11/2009

Around 9.45am, Da Jie called my hp, while I still sleeping.. She always make rushed to meet her.. So, I quickly washed up & pack my luggage, went to her hotel meet her... Around 11plus, we check out the hotel, we put out luggage at lobby & went for our lunch.. After our lunch, we sit at cafe, have a short chat... While waiting for bus fetch her to KL 1pm... 1pm sharp come & this is the time for both of us.. We had a BIG HUG tgt, this time me bear my tears again... Never cry in front of her....When we BIG Hug, I told Da Jie, see u in SINGAPORE NEXT YEAR.. cos she told me, she will come Singapore next year.. Hahaha.. HAPPY..

After she left, me walk walk Genting, since I still have 1 hrs b4 left Genting.. Around 1.45pm, I walk to bus terminal, took 2.30pm bus back to Singapore...On the way, my tears started to cry, see the view, recall all the HAPPY memory with Da Jie for the past 2 days..... Me reached Singapore 9pm.......

**感觉：无数的谢谢向跟大姐说，谢谢你送我HK 老婆饼，笑伯hp chain, 谢谢你带我去后台，谢谢你让我有机会能跟他们一起拍照，谢谢你请我吃这２天，谢谢帮我叫他们签poster, 谢谢帮我去KL 买<<唐心风暴>> DVD ,谢谢你的ENDLESS LOVE & CARING on me.妳对我的好，跟亲人一样。。。。大姐，I LOVE U DEEPLY & DEEPLY, MORE & MORE... MISS U so much NOW....

Super HAPPY

I was super super Happy now... cos tml i out of town.......

Can see someone,

who I miss so much ......

And who I love so much.....

And who can make me so so so so HAPPY...

WHO

IS

THIS

PERSON?

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

DA JIE...

S.H.E uKimono Press Conference Ion Orchard 06/11/2009

Last Friday (06/11/2009), I on leave to see S.H.E. uKimono Press Conference. I reached there abt 1plus, the event start at 4pm.. Once I reached there, I sms Elaine, asked her where is she? She told me she at B3, so I go & find her.. We stand opp & face where they sitting... Saw alot of S.H.E fans club fans.



Around 5pm, S.H.E arrived. All of S.H.E fans started to slap pic of them...3 of them on stage was very cute....Specially ELLA..After the Press Conference, Elaine & me go down took the board pic & also Elaine got to told the sales girl, put the uKimono at the shop 1st which she bought it b4 the event started. Cos we want to go walk walk Ion 1st..We walk Ion & taka.. Elaine having dinner at Taka food court...Around 8plus we left Orchard, back to home.. Cos we want to have a GOOD NITE.. Cos Sat will be a long day for us... Haha...

小S ** 愛不持久MV

爱不可能持久
尤其当一个人怀疑自己的时候
本来更甜美的话
现在却象在吵架
如果没有人想承认自己还爱对方
爱就变成挣扎
爱不可能持久
尤其当你怀疑我不爱你的时候
本来想牵你的手
现在却觉得尴尬
如果没有人想承认自己还爱对方
爱就变成挣扎
我不想失去你
又不知道如何去表达
我爱你明明在心里面回荡
我不想失去你
又不知道如何去表达
下次多希望你能够鼓起勇气说爱我
爱不可能持久
尤其当你怀疑我不爱你的时候
本来想牵你的手
现在却觉得尴尬
如果没有人想承认自己还爱对方
爱就变成挣扎
我不想失去你
又不知道如何去表达
我爱你明明在心里面回荡
我不想失去你
又不知道如何去表达
下次多希望你能够鼓起勇气说爱我
我不想失去你
又不知道如何去表达
我爱你明明在心里面回荡
我不想失去你
又不知道如何去表达
下次多希望你能够鼓起勇气说爱我

剪爱 - 张惠妹

人变了心,言而无信.

人断了情,无谓伤心.

我一直聆听,

我闭上眼睛,

不敢看你的表情.

满天流星,无穷无尽,

我的眼泪擦不乾净,

所以绝口不提.

所以暗自反省

终於我挣脱了爱情

把爱,剪碎了随风吹向大海

有许多事

让泪水洗过更明白

天真如我

张开双手以为撑得住未来

而谁担保爱永远不会染上尘埃

把爱,剪碎了随风吹向大海

越伤得深

越明白爱要放得开

是我不该

怎么我会眷著你眷成依赖

让浓情在转眼间变成了伤害

满天流星,无穷无尽

我的眼泪擦不乾净

所以绝口不提所以暗自反省

终於

我挣脱了爱情把爱,

剪碎了随风吹向大海

有许多事,

让泪水洗过更明白

天真如我

张开双手以为撑得住未来

而谁担保爱永远不会染上尘埃

把爱,剪碎了随风吹向大海

越伤得深

越明白爱要放得开

是我不该

怎么我会眷著你眷成依赖

让浓情在转眼间变成了伤害

Steamboat gathering with Sabrina & Dawn

I just come back from Steamboat gathering with Sabrina & Dawn. We enjoy the Steamboat at XXXXXXXXXXXXX Hotel....(I won't said which hotel, u all go & guess).. Hahaha..We chat alot & eat alot.. Got crab, Tempura, prawn, ice cream & so on... I LOVE XXXXXXXXXXXXXXX HOTEL Steamboat.. I LOVE the soup..

I want to go there again when my birthday.. Cos it is the place that make me feel so warm like a Family.. Thanks the peoples there.. Thanks manager treat me drink & also give me SPECIAL DISCOUNT..

I LOVE U GUYS,

COS U ALL MAKE FEEL

I WAS SO DOTE BY U ALL...

I ALSO LOVE U ALL...

I MISS THE DAYS & TIME

WE TOGETHER...

黃鴻升－不屑 (小鬼)

事情如果那么简单那就好了

想让自己不见

瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了

受伤不会流血

悲伤也不会流泪



不需要有同类

传染颓废

不需要愚昧的尊严

不需要去偷窃你的思念

自我安慰


就让我伪装

我嘴角不屑

让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍

允许我保留我最后一点点特权

赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神里闪烁不屑

可能我心里一半地已经残废

那一半跟着你走远了的那一天

这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年
如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许有一天我们会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍

Stop & Pause, Just give me a mins

At this moment, no matter how r u all? What you all doing? Where r you all? Busy or not busy?
Just want to say to above ppl that I Miss u & Love U;

大姐 - 米雪

Baby - 许美静

宝贝- Felicia Chin

Joanne Peh

Ah Teng - QQ

Rachael

Mama G

今天，我在回家的路上，听着歌， 脑海出现了大姐的样子。。。。我都在忙做工最近，所以，我发觉我很少updated blog & sms 一些朋友。。不代表我没有sms, 我就忘了我认识的朋友，你们的blog, 我每天都风雨不改在读。。。 我一直都在。。。只是你们不知道。。。

Happy Birthday Felicia Cin

Felicia,

Happy Birthay...

**Wondering, how r u now? Miss u & Love u....Bao Bei....

Minli farewell 23/10/2009

Today, is my another collegue Minli last day.. We had took alot pic of her.. And I also have help her take pic with collegue...(Which I had put at my facebook..)..

Sad - Sad that another NICE collegue left....

Happy - for she had found a better job than my company


Hope we can still keep as contact as whenever we free... 08/11/20009, we going to meet up for lunch.....

The Great Singapore Sing-Along滨海湾万人大家唱

昨晚，我和我的朋友和家人一起去看。。 原本，我和我的朋友很早就买票。昨天下午，我去慧慧Spa, 她有14张票，我就问我妈妈和姐姐，要不要去？她们要去。。。 她们要去。。。

美静， 10pm plus 出来， Baby 一出来，我就一直在叫“Baby, Baby". 她听到熟人的声音，她就说看到老朋友." Hahaha.. 我要跟Angie, Susan & Josphine's hubby. Thanks for take turn help me hold the banner..

昨晚，Baby 唱 2 首歌 "阳光终在雨后”& " 城里的月光" .. 很高兴， Baby 一直看过来。。。希望能快点听到Baby 的新专辑。。。。

SUPER SUPER PISSED OFF

Today, SUPER SUPER PISSED OFF WITH MY BOSS.. COS SHE ALWAYS NEVER THINK OF PPL SHOES..

WHEN WILL THE DATE OF MY "FREEDOM"

COME FAST????????????

I WANT TO BE LIKE

SABRINA..

Samsung M8800

Ytd I go this NEW hp, which is my contract is expiry for 2 yrs.. And I got 100 discount Voucher. So, I get a NEW hp.. I just top up $48, which is this hp cost $148. But I pay $48. There is 2 colour, black & pink. Pink out of stock.

Before I buy this hp, I keep ask ppl what model hp is good? Got ppl say Nokia & Sony Ericsson.. But this 2 hp, very ex.. Me need to top up alot.. So, at the end I use this brand & model...

This week, is a busy day for me..... Cos next week, I will be invole Yogurt Promotion at Tampines 1.. Haiz... For those who want to drop by & say "Hi" to me, can always sms me, see what time I there? And when? I will told you all...

** Take Care everyone. ..

Stop control of my Freedom

More & more dun like my boss.. Cos she too much.. Keep over control my FREEDOM & other collegues Freedom..

Today, I had finally write an email voice out my feeling of how I feel of her.. "Stop thinking that I will keep online on facebook while working & play game.. I dun play "Pet Society". I not like Jolin, who u had Fire b4.. I was already so busy & give me so many things to do, where got time to online play game.. I just feel she too "Ming Gan", of whatever I doing.. If you have NO TRUST on your own staff, I believe that sure those who work under u won't work for you long..

Like, I work 1 yrs plus, how many salesman had resign? Ann Chew, Peter, Jester & Sam. Marketing Dept. Winson, Jimmy, Kim & Sabrina.It is all cos ur problem, that why all can't work long with you.. I think me also going & now I plan to also...

Looking forward for my FREEDOM SOON

友情的魔力，爱情的魔力

突然脑袋出现这首歌，心里面有很多想说。。。。

I had found my Pendant

Yeah.. I had finally found my necklace & Pendant at my house.. After I search of my room, bathroom...

So Happy.. But my necklace break into half.. Dun know why? Haiz..Think me, going to get a new necklace by this mth..... Earn more $$ at this moment...

QQ, I had found ur "Big Sis" Pendant,

which you gave me as

Birthday Present.

Hahaha..

I had lost my necklace

Haiz... today when I go for lunch, while I was eating, I touched my neck, I discovered that my necklace had lost.. I also dun know when I lost it? Where I lost it? I just know that the last time, I saw my necklace is on Sat..

I had lost the Pendant which is QQ had gave me from my birthday present.. I didn't mean to lost it.. I like the Pendant, not cos is QQ give me. Is the cost of words "Big Sis" that make me like it. And also sentimental value...

QQ, Sorry that I had lost the Pendant, u gave to me.

Jollity 4th Anniversary Fans Club gathering

Today, early the morning wake up to meet Jollity fans at ECP for our Jollity 4yrs Anniversary. We meet 11am at ECP mac, for those who want to have early early lunch with us..(Including me, Rina, Elaine Ken, Ted, Ken's 1 friend & Jimmy)..

Around 12pm, we walk to the beach, while waiting for Vincent to come 12.30pm.. We sit on the rock, take pic & "ice break" ourselves.. 12.30pm Vincent arrived, then we all go rent bikes for cycling.. We cycling from Mac to food centre, then have a break & rest awhile. Then, we play captain ball for 2 round, then break & rest awhile.. After 10mins, we went to Bedok Jetty, the view there is DAMN NICE & windy.. Alot ppl fishing... We enjoy the view & windy.. But too bad, the weather not fair to us, want to rain...Before raining, we took 2 pic & cycling back to rent bikes place.. Cos the time is going up, until 2.55pm..

After return bikes, we slack at Mac, eat & chat...And of course won't forget take group pic, before left... Around 3.40pm, we said "bye bye" to each other.. Me, Elaine & Melvin walk to Parkway to took bus.. Me took bus 36 to Orchard, meet Angie for Kbox singing....

**Even it was not a "well plan" gathering, but at least it is a gathering for fans to know each other well. Cos sometimes, I always think that we shall not cos just event of fans club gathering, then meet up..Sometimes fans also shall have some plan of "OWN" gathering.. Cos if not the idols we support, I think we won't have a chance to know everyone.. So no matter is which fans club I join, have "fate" to know each other, all cos we all love same idols.. So, it is great to share everything, news of idols to each of everyone.. If dun hv idols, I think them also dun have their own fans club, who so support them.. Don't u all think so?


**Those pic, which u all can see from my facebook, have upload at there.. my blog can't upload any pic lah.Cos have over limited of pic upload...

Happy Jollity club Birthday..

Hua Song Museum Mooncake Event (Part 1)

Today, after work I meet with QQ go for OMY Mooncake Event @ Hua Song Museum, which is at Haw Par Villa. The event started at 7pm, I reached there 6.40pm.. My "Siao Cha Bo" reached there b4 me.. "Kiasu".. Hahaha.. She wait for me outside Hua Song Museum, when I reached, called her hp.. She told me mosquito bite her.. Haha.. Then, I make fun of her, who asked her wear shirt, of course "Male mosquito" will "Love bite" her..

Then, we go in Museum & walk walk..While we walk walk at the same time, me take alot of pictures..After walk walk, take pic.. We go to the Hall, which all the ppl gathering for eating.. QQ eat alot of mooncakes.. She see enjoy of eating.. Can't stand her.. Hahaha..

Around 8plus, we had left 1st. Cos nth else there already.. Then, we took bus to Vivo City, took MRT home..

**Thanks QQ for invited to this event & also have a Great fun while taking pic.. Alot of funny pattern.. Those pic which can see at my facebook...

Happy Birthday 陈慧慧

Happy Birthday

陈慧慧

Today, I was giving her an advance birthday SURPRISE.. Hahaha. I specially make an order of Tulip & forget me not flowers to my 18yrs old "OLD FRIEND"..陈慧慧

Last mth (19/9), I went to her spa.. We have alot of chat in the shop.. We chat on, how long we have know each other? (18yrs) How we know each other? (from her fan Jennifer who have make use of her & hurt her b4) How old when she know me? (12yrs old).. All the image is inside of both of us HEART..

18yrs is a very long for us, which we can maintain our friendship so well.. Cos I always feel that it is very hard to find ppl who can REAL understand what we thinking inside of our heart, minds? If want me to say out, there is alot of ppl who I know, I know & can see through their charcter.. Got Friendly, Understanding, Caring, Loving, Unselfishness Love, Selfish, Heartless, Petty, Jealous, Shy.......

Those who I can maintain VERY CLOSE friendship long is those who REALLY REALLY know & understand me.. And Treasure our friendship... Like Hui Hui had said, "I was always so sweet, how can she bear to scold or quarrel with me?"...

Lastly, Just want to say "Happy Birthday To 慧慧".. Enjoy ur Special Day TODAY.. Cos GOD create us to this world.........

Do u know the meaning of "tolerate"

Pisssed with my NEW partner... Just saw her facebook status : "M":i feeel happy even if im cashless. lovely friends, wonderful company.. at least im not lonely like some people who are 30 but has the mind of a 15 yr old teen ((="

The whole story is just a very simple things:

Me : Did u print smt?

M: I think so.

Me: What u think so? got wheat grass & email, pls take it.

M:leave it there first.

Me: I just want you to learn 1 things, whenever we print something, remember to go & take. If not, then wait ppl take or see how? cos some docement is confident. So, stop throwing temper.

M:you have no right to tell me to take my things, if I need it, I will take it. Im not asking you take it for me, don't push my patience. Don't come & brother me abt such trival things..

M: u better learn to show some respect, I will not tolerate you questioning me like how you did abt the printer. I'm not here for you to question. Do u understand?

Me: I not question u, [1]I just want to ask u, is it u print smt? If yes, pls remember to take.
[2]I can't always keep remind u or boss that u print smt ah? [3] I can't always like keep pass u all the things print....Got to have a habit to remember whether we all got print smt or not? From starting I have never questions u anything.. I dun care wat u doing.. Just like Sabrina, also got smoethims ask me, is it I print smt? Or sometimes I also got ask her, is it she print smt? Just remember to take,,,, It is a simple things...

**I MISSS WORKING WITH SABRINA.. SHE IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN "U"at least she know how to "tolerate with ppl"..And won't feel like been questions. Cos of u, I avoid to join lunch with purchasing & marketing dept, which we usually go with.. Just cos let u to have more soical with ppl.. I never eat lunch...

Just cos "U r New fresh, so what? Just cos ur post is exective so what? Just cos ur pay is $200 more than me, so what?" Work is to help one another when collegue.. U think u alone can do so many things meh? No way.. So dun be so "hao lian"..

M think the word i say to her :" what u think so" is Rude word to her.. Hey, come on, it is my straight charcter..

I love a friend give me 1 word : "gnd"..Thanks.. I agree..

Genting Trip with my family (25/09 - 27/09/2009)

Friday (25/09) Nite, I was alone took coach to Genting.. My mum & 2nd sister & her daughter go on Friday morning... I took 9.30pm coach @ Boon Lay.. Actually, I was scared took nite coach, cos I scare driver was sleeping when driving.. Lucky, the drivers was not.. If not, I won't be at here blog....

I reached Genting Sat (26/09) 4am sharp, when I reached I went to my mum & sister rm, press doorbell, cos 4 of us share 1 rm. Was damn tired, taking nite coach.. Cos keep stopping every 2hrs for toilet break.. Dun have nice sleep...

Then Sat morning 8am, we all wake up eat breakfast @ First World.. Then, go find my uncle & his family, bring them walk walk Genting.. I bring them take cable car.. Cos I got FREE cable car tickets.. Hahaha..Thanks my ex company operation give me 10 tickets....Then, around 3plus, they go back rm rest, while I go Casino gambling... Meet them Dinner time....After Dinner, I bring my uncle & mum to Casino see see, walk walk.... Then, they go for their shopping, I go back to gambling again... Gambling until 11pm go back Hotel sleep.. Cos Sun my uncle & his family go left Genting 6am, so we all want to send them off downstair..

Sunday (27/09) 5.45am, I wake up & brush up & quickly go to uncle rm & send them off downstair...My mum as usual cry when send her familt off. As for me, no cry... Just dun bear.. But still hv to say "Bye Bye" to them...After send them off, I con't go back sleep.. Around 8am, my mum wake me up, ask me go eat breakfast, I told her, help me packet.. I want to sleep, cos really super tired.. Around 10am, they come back.. Wake me up.. Me wake up eat breakfast, after awhile bath, then prepare to go down check in... Cos we took 11.30am coach back to Singapore...On the way, sleep & wake up for toilet break every 2hrs...

**It was a short holiday trip, but it was a worth it family gathering.. Specially my mum can see her brother & family... Since I was not working this wkend, I make use of my wkend to join my mum the trip...Even it was a rush & tired trip.... Even when come back, I was flu... But I had never complain of any single words.. Cos I also miss my uncle... He asked us Dec join them to Bali, he treat us... I also want to go, but need to wok out my leave & $$$$$$

Pissed with my partner....

Today, I was pissed with my partner.. What the fuck is u telling me today? I will remember what today you had told me..

Don't ever ask me smt, I won't be nice to help you anymore...

QQ OMY Blog interview Video

QQ OMY Blog award

QQ, congrat had won "Best bedroom suit" Award.. Happy for you... U R still the same always so supportive whatever things.. Haha.. When I haven't see the pic & news, I already know you will wear PINK for the party.. Cos u like PINK so much.. Haha.. My guess is always right..

For those who still like, support, care & concern QQ, as same as me.. Can go see the link as above ; http://lifestyle.omy.sg/Lifestyle/Leisure/Hobby%2B%2526% 2BInterest/Story/OMYStory200909172030-91374.html, and I also have updated Video.. Can go & see...

**I have a pen, my pen is PINK. I have a "siao friend", she is PINK. And who is that PINK? Her name is call "ANG CHIEW TING"..

I feel that my work is getting more & more stress.. My memory can't store so many at work already.. Even take down notebook also not enough for me to write..When I can like Sabrina & Grace "freedom"?

Next mth I going to go down watch over the Yogurt Promo for 4days for 4 or 5hrs at Tampines 1...I think my wkday going to waste half of my day, can't do my own work which is on pending... HELP..... keep looking at the sky, want to fly......Get freedom....

Ex - M5 Royal Music Boss

今天，我看了新明报道一个新闻，"肃毒局前高官替男生口交　判监18周", 看到照片的觉得这个人很熟，原来是“老爹”。。。 为什么他会是这样的人呢？ http://news.omy.sg/News/Local%2BNews/Story/OMYStory200909181507-91616.html，他自己也有开一间公司，http://www.gw-agency.com/

我想现在那个Fat William应该很开心吧？因为他到处sms 给人，跟人讲这件事。。。。。希望一切都能没事。。。。

一天让我很静的日子。。。

昨天是一个让我很静的一天，在工作的岗位，我完全没有讲到话，也更不想开口讲话。。。我的同事都在问我，你什么了？为什么这么静？为什么不吃饭？为什么脸色这么白？心里有很多话想说，以下；

[1] U seem to be a stranger to be now The answer- "Yes, maybe to everybody's heart NOW".

[2] Do we changed? - The answer is "ME NOT.. I still the same, who everyone know me..BUT have you ask urself, R U the one who have CHANGE?

[3]R we happy of who we are now? The answer - "Maybe to u all is YES.. But I not..Cos the feeling of always been left out is not A GD TASTE & FEELING".

[4]Hurt? - The answer is " We all get hurt, BUT who the ONE GET HURT MOST, when have been LEFT OUT BY PPL"

[5]Friendship - The answer is "WHAT IS A TRUE FRIENDSHIP, do we all know?" To me, I know, but other dun know 。

[6]Do we know the meaning of "Must really treaure ppl who we love & who u love when they still around us? I think maybe some of us know, but maybe some of us know BUT never make DO IN ACTION..


谢谢，我的同事们对我的关心，我真的不想开口讲话，只想一个人静一静。。

"A BIG STRANGER TO "U"...

不要每次说不知道，我有没有空？因为你没有用心去问我到底有没有空？每次都 throw me aside. R we support same ppl?" Or just ONLY you all? I just "A STRANGER" to "U"..


只要有心问，就算有没有空，我都会给一的答案。。。

请不要给自己太多的理由，凭自己的良心去问自己。
我已经知道答案了，“We are not close, if I go, will be very weird.. Thanks for the TRUTH.. All the 5yrs support & 2 yrs know u all is "NOT CLOSE & Weird"..

**Thanks ah...YES, WE R NOT CLOSE,so not like same ppl also can't cos of tat ppl, make it close..yes maybe can't.. COS I was from another world to "U"

How many times I have been left out, "U" shall know the answer better than me. But how many times I can just close 1 eyes, treat it NOTHING HAPPEN?


**Note: 1mths ago, ask me whether free go out? Even I not free, I also make an effort to go awhile & treat you..

2mths ago，I also treat another ppl.. 我不计较请多少钱，就算当时，我口袋只有少过$100让我"tanhan"
到我发薪日，我也不会去跟你们计较。。因为我一直把你们当朋友，有那个心。。可是，你们的良心在哪？只记得常在一群的人吗？也许，让我学会了多一个道理，“不要对人太好，因为自己永远都被伤害”。。。

心牆

一个人眺望碧海和蓝天

在心里面那抹灰就淡一些

海豚从眼前飞越

我看见了最阳光的笑脸

好时光都该被宝贝因为有限

我学着不去担心得太远

不计划太多反而能勇敢冒险

丰富地过每一天快乐地看每一天

wooh～第一次遇见阴天遮住你侧脸

有什么故事好想了解

我感觉我懂你的特别

你的心有一道墙

但我发现一扇窗

偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光

就算你有一道墙

我的爱会攀上窗台盛放

打开窗你会看到悲伤融化

wooh～你的心有一道墙

你会闻到幸福晴朗的芬芳

**在回家的路上，我听到这首歌，我觉得很好听。。我觉得我们每一个人都有一道墙，可是我们要什么走出这道墙？也许，我们自己也不知道？我刚刚都到Rachael 的blog, 要跟你说的，我已经告诉你了。。 你不只是一个人， 你才有爱你的朋友，Mama G....Dun be unhappy, forcus on ur 'N' Level exam...Jia You..u Can do it..

You will be in my heart (TARZAN)

Send off Grace to Airport (13/09/2009)

Ytd went to Changi Airport T3, send Grace off back to 云南.. Me, Pig, Sabrina,Jenny & Iris send Grace off.. Around 8plus, we meet at JP. Then, me, Grace & Xiao Lin go back to hostel to take Grace luggage.. Xiao Lin never send Grace to airport, cos she scare that when she send Grace off, she will cry badly.. Yes, she did.. When outside hostel, send her off on cab.. When we see it, me & Iris also want to cry... Cos 2 of them was very close, go work tgt, eat dinner tgt, go home tgt, shopping tgt....Now, one close friend left, sure will sad & lonely.. cos a close no longer accompany by her side...

Grace told us at T1, when we reached T1, we see the teletex, dun have China Eastern Airline.. So, I go asked information counter, the person told me, is at T3.. Thanks loh, Grace, told us us at T1.. Me going kill her.. haha.. We took Skytrain to T3..When we reached T3, we go weight Grace luggage.. OMG, her luggage was over weight 34kg, over 14kg.. So, we help her & asked her, which things she dun want, we help her send back? Finally, we have help her clear until 21kg... Haha..Then, we have a seats & eat our mooncakes.. Then, after eat mooncakes, we took some pic, before we go back.... (Which you all can see the pictures).. Also have some fun.....Before we left, we all give Grace a Sweet Hug... We all never cry, just have a feeling of DON'T BEAR HER LEAVE..

Around 11.40pm, we left the airport.. We took MRT to Tanah Merah, then took bus to Bedok, then from Bedok took bus to Paya Lebar, then took cab.. Cos last train of MRT to West side no more.. And we want to try take bus, see whether got any bus to West side. But none.. Haiz...

Reached home 1am plus..

**I just know that this entry, I holding 3 days to finished to blog, cos the feeling is not gd.. And some more everyday passby JP, will pass by the places we have go b4.. And when go to office, passby the desk, see the desk Grace had sit b4... Is no more there... Now, my office com wallpaper put me, PIG, Sabrina & Grace sit flyer pic... Whether how is Grace now? Hope she fine.. Xiao Lin also become more quiet at office.. Now, office is so much quiet...

Suntec Comtex with Shi Qian (13/09/2009)

Ytd after send Suet off, I went to Suntec Comtex to buy Camera Memory card. At the same time, me also go find Shi Qian & Shi Ying.. When I reached there, both of them was busy service Customers... So, I was standing aside wait for them service finished customers, me go & find & talk to them...

Shi Qian told me, she need to go toilet, so I go accompany her to toilet.. And took some with Shi Qian... alot of fun while we taking pic...

After taking pictures with Shi Qian, we go back to Shi Qian working place.. And chat with Shi Ying awhile. Then, go buy memory card.. After buy, me took bus went home...

**Glad to have some catch up with Shi Qian & Shi Ying again... And also everytimes find them at IT Fair....