Why shall Joselin get in Top 4?

When I write this entry is I had keep inside my heart for long & long. I think I shall write & say out from my heart. Cos I can't stand anymore lah...


Yesterday, I went to see Campus Superstar 2009.. The result is as my guess & cfm answer & result from last week.. And it is really come true...


Last week, revival round.. Ai Jia, Benita, Ridhwan, Rachel Lim, Joselin & Mavis.. Then, the 4 in for revival round. (Ai Jia, Benita, Rachel Lim & Joselin)..


When I know Joselin get in Top 4 Revival.. I know & can see the game of "cheating" started lah...She can get in, cos her mum use some "cheating" way... I don't like.. I believe all of us also don't like it..Why Joselin just can't use her own strength to get in Top 4 or revival round? I don't find her voice is special? She like to sing Rock style, but not all slow songs, must use Rock to sing..Today, her perform, I don't find she shall deserve get 39 points loh...And actually yesterday SHALL be 1 contestant get in for Final. But just cos of want JOSELIN get in top 4 & final...


Have Mediacorp think of other contestants feeling? Or have Joselin & her mother think for other contestants feeling?NO right? Like Benita's mum had said on stage, "IT IS JUST A GAME, DON'T TAKE IT SO HARD".. Even u get out in the 1st place, why want to keep beg ppl for revival? Even u win the winner, so what? Is not by ur own strength... U will just make more & more ppl don't like u & HATE U. Do u think it is worthy? I don't think so loh...

Mediacorp had advertise on TV said ONLY 1 ppl can go for Final.. And how come got another ppl to get in Final also.. It is very clear that Mediacorp is playing "cheat".. Cos they know that Ai Jia had very strong voice & point, she sure will get to Final in 1st round.. But 11.30pm result, give JOSELIN to final.. like Mediacorp want Joselin in.. PLEASE LAH. Even ppl who is blind also can see loh..

**I hate this year Campus Superstar compeition.. Can it is not A FAIR COMPEITION.. IS ALL CHEATING..And JOSELIN fans club blog, if JOSELIN never done anything wrong, those ppl who tag the msg, even how bad, also shall not delete or even banned ppl. ONLY THEY REALLY DO THOSE THINGS THEN THEY DELETE & BANNED THOSE PPL WHO GIVE HER BAD COMMENTS. IF U NEVER DO, DUN NEED TO SCRAE.. GROW UP MEH, ALL "AH LIAN" FANS OF JOSELIN..

Touching Nite...

Today, I as usual went to see Campus Superstar.. Alot of ppl, cos got "Fei Lun Hai" fans.. B1 & B3 also no place to sit..I, Evonne & Ken was sitting with Hui Shi & Mama G of Benita side which is centre...

I had bought a birthday present for Hui Shi, which is Ipod Classic..which is in her blog had put & I just make her wish come true only.. When I passed to her the present, she opened & was kena shocked.. She keep asking me, is it ex? I don't want to tell her. Then, she asked Evonne, Evonne also never told her. Then, she looked at Mama G, Mama G also never told her..Her look like so touch & "Pai Seh".. She told me smt & I also answer her back..

**Rachael, glad that u like the Ipod Classic, I gave u this birthday present is not cos I want ppl to say I try to catch attention or what?Is I treat u as my "little sister", a friend who I care & concern on..And I also just doing a small part of make ur wish come truth..And I know is abit early for ur birthday (04/05), but I don't know when I will have chance to see u again? When we will go out again? All this answer u & me also dun know.. Just want to tell u, thanks for let me to know u the past 2mths.. Thanks for giving me alot of fun, "lame" stuffs. Thanks for also start to care of me.. All this I will remember it inside my heart & appreciate.. And also hope that u had received all my endless care & concern & protect for the past 2 mths..

After 12/04, I will go back my own life already. Maybe starting will not get use of not "Campus Superstar" life..

Stop saying Rachael bad words....

This few days, I keep going Rachael fc blog, saw alot of ppl said her bad words like;

[1]mars.: SHe cant sing. If she can she wouldn be out so fast -.- IF she can sing she would be eliminated so fast. The judges dont even choose her for the last revival. that proves. but its true she ah lian wat

[2]passer: serious luhs, her singing sux. She cant even sing high notes, choose easy songs. I also can sing ah. chicken. just that i don't want to join campus nia. waste time. and and, she really ah lian wat.

[3]Simin: rachael is cheap like duck...

I don't like ppl said Rachael any bad words..Like ppl whoever say QQ, Felicia & Joanne... I will also help them said words... until the end.. I know we can't stop ppl mouth to say their words.. But I just can't stand ppl said Hui Shi can't sing, never get in revival round, judges never choice her, cos she can't sing.. PLEASE lah.. Not she can't sing... Is she never play "cheat" in front of MDC ppl.. Not like other contestants....

No matter, how ppl said Rachael "Ah Lian, cheap like duck, can't sing".. She still a nice gal who I know from starting until now. Rachael, Jia You for Tue Preview.. We will go CHEERS loud for u...

Happy 6th Birthday Dennis

Today is my nephew Dennis 6th Birthday....My family & I celebrate his birthday.. My mum, me & my 2nd sister gave him "angbao".. Haha.. Then, we sing birthday song & cut cake 1st, b4 we go for our Dinner at Jurong Point...

Around 6.30pm, we go Jurong Point “店小二"eat together with my 1st sister hubby's family..We had order alot of foods, which u all can see it...Their foods nice, Speically the Roast Duck & crisy prawn...We all eat the foods finished.. After our dinner, we go bakerzin buy cookie cheese cake to eat.. Then, we walk around JP.. Around 9.30pm, we reached home....

**Today is a relax day for me.. cos morning (11am) go Chen Hui Hui spa for body massage, then after that, we go buy 4D tgt, then I go AMK walk walk then go home....Then, accompany family celebrate Dennis birthday....

My Belated Birthday Present from Jesslyn

Hmm.. Actually this present is Last Thurs (19/03/2009), I get it.. Just no time to updated my blog...

Last Thursday, I meet up with Jesslyn.. We meet 2pm at Orchard MRT... She was late...We go Far East Plaza, Wisma, Taka & Cine walk walk.. We walk until tired, go to Far East Plaza to eat Ice Cream.. Haha. Long time never eat.. Love Ice Cream....And have some chat..

When Jesslyn passed to me this belated present, I opened up, I saw a keychain of Letter J, which is my name start of J. Then, I read the card inside, which she had wrote to me...There is 1 part, I was touched by her "I'm deeply sorry for what I had done. But I'm thank you for forgiving me".. Why I will said, I was touched by this words? Cos she had been betray me before, when I was working at Travel Agent b4..That time, cos of her betray. Me & my manager was quarrel & ......

After a long time healing of my soul & broken heart, I had choice to forgive her.. Maybe cos we have a lot of fun b4... And I also got read her blog, which she had also say she is "sorry" for what she had done to me..

After our gathering, I meet up my another group of friends to Kbox for K-buffet 6.30pm - 10.30pm...Long time no singing.. Miss Kbox........After 10.30pm, we all go home...reached home around 12am...

**Thanks Jesslyn for the belated birthday present.. The keychain, I using now.. the card & bear, I keep it.. Just for ur informed.. I dun like soft toys...Dun think that I like. Haha.. I like perfume, wallet, rings & necklace.. Haha.. Those can use & wear..

I don't like friends who is betray me, cos I have always treat friends good & nice. But I don't the way of peoples who ignore me, betray me, make use of me, passerby... The feeling is really bad... So, I still alright & fine...Stay "Cool"....

Never trust & be gd & help ppl

Today, I was really pissed off with my ex-kbox college who is called Shirlynn.. Why? Cos in 3yrs ago, she is under 21yrs old... And that time she is 18yrs.. She want to buy PC at Courts Furniture.. So, I trust her & willing to use my name to help her buy the PC.. But the installment payment is she paid. Starting, she is very gd, maintain every mth mid week 16th, will transfer me $98.50.. BUT until 1yrs ago, she started told me, she will pay me 26th cos she get pay on 26th. So, I ok.. Cos I trust her alot...But sometimes she is over 26th, and Courts ppl will automatic call my hp or come to my house chase me for the payment & late payment charge.. I was so pissed off with my frez & Courts ppl.. [1]My friend never keep her promise & keep late transfer me $$.[2]I already told Courts ppl, once my friend transfer me $, I will make payment at AXS...But they keep chase me for the payment & I told them the PC is not I buy one..They don't understand..

Then, every mth, If I never received $$ from my friend on 26th every mth, I will sms her to remind me.. This morning, I also sms her remind her.. But u know what she reply me? She sms me;"Can u pls don keep reminding. Do u know how irriating to receive ur sms early in the morning talking abt $. I wil transfer once I got pay. Thanks don need to reply."

When I see her this sms, I got pissed off. I reply her:" U also know irriating. If courts ppl keep call u, go ur hse. U will feel more irriating. B4 u say ppl, say abt urself 1st. Starting u maintain midwk transfer, now is mth end. Get chase by courts is me, not u. "

Then, she reply me; "U should be glad that I'm still paying. Just rmb I'm still paying, in other words, I got the right. Ok now u know why I don't wish to give u my new contact? U r making ppl who know u to keep a distance from u. Tat so bad.. Go n tin abt it. Pls don reply otherwise, I will change no.."

**I just want to say some words to my this friend, FXXX off.. Who u think u r? And in the 1st place, u r the one who promise me, will make the payment by when? And now, u find I irriating cos I chasing u for payment.. Have u ever think for my shoes? U just a selfish person... And dun think u can threat me, just cos u change ur nos. Dun forget that that time PC, send to ur house, the Courts got ur address.. I can find lawyer to sue u. Just I dun want to make it to be happened.. Cos u r my friend...And dun u think that u shall prepare & put extra $100 aside 1st every mths. So that u can transfer me $98.50 every mth 16th. R u stupid or what? I so hope that Oct can quickly come & end, cos the contra of the installment is end.. Then, I dun need to keep chasing u for $$. And I won't get chasing by courts ppl..To u think, I will still treat u as my gd friend meh? NO. After Oct, u r not longer to my friend already.. Cos u not fit to my friend, who shall help & protect anymore. Cos is a gd frez won't say those hurting words to their own friend..

Css, is it a competition or cheat?

I found this year Campus Superstar is not a competition, is more like a cheating competition..Why I will said that? Here is some of the point, which I feel unfair to some contestants.

[1]How come there is ONLY 6 ppl (Mavis, Ai Jia, Joselin, Rachel Lim, Bentia & Ridhwan)revival round for monday (23/03/2009)? And not all the contestants who is out also have a chance to stand on the stage? They had left out 4 contestants (Hui Shi, Shelly, Adrian & Jeremy).

[2]From the 6 ppl, they choice 4 contestants (Ai Jia, Joselin, Rachel Lim & Bentia) to next monday (30/03/2009), revival round..How come the result is like that?

[3]How come Joselin can get in also? Cos in my mind, Joselin all the while, her singing is normal.. Just she like to sing "Rock" style..But when she come to sing "slow" song, she also sing "Rock" style.. I think is not correct.. Even how much she love to sing "Rock" but she must know what is suitable to sing "Rock" style.. And for wat I know, she can get in Css revival round, cos of some "cheating" skills... I don't like this type of "cheating" skills..It will make me look down on u, cos u knoe using ur own "Shi Li" to win this competition but use some cheating way..Sorry, for saying bad of Joselin, I know some of u is Joselin supports, fans & friend. But I just speaking the truth & from wat it is I heard from "secret" ppl. (MDC ppl)

[4]How come Mavis will out? Until now, I also dun understand? She good in rap, just sometimes when she sing, her "yao zhi" is not clear. Even I myself dun like her, cos her supporters had found my friends "trouble", but I know what is call “公是公，私是私"..

[5]Calling for phone voting, all the while, they just using public $$ to call for voting the contestants.. Cos they already know who is & who is out? So, I always think that we shall know waste & spend so much $$ on voting call. Since after "U R The One" show end.

[6]I don't want to see next wk, Joselin get in Grand Final. I hope Ai Jia will get in Grand Final. If Ai Jia lose, mean MDC play "cheat"...


**I just feel unfair for Hui Shi for this competition...Media is a GREAT things for everyone who always think Media can make ppl become popluar.. But actually, there is alot of "darkness", which we all can't see. Unless u had been work for Media b4.. Then, u know how they working like? My advise for those ppl, who really want & interest to step in Media, have to think twice & be careful.. Cos alot of ppl is wearing a mask inside, which u can't see it.. So, u got learn to be strong. Fall down already.. Stand up again...

**Note: Next Monday, I maybe 80% won't go down & see. Cos I dun want to see & know the result.. And cos of some personally things.. Hmm.. What the state we having now? Even I myself also dun know the answer?

Campus Superstar 23/03/2009

Yesterday, I as usually went to see Campus Superstar. This time, I never sit with Felicia fans, not cos I quarrel with any of them, is cos they sit beside Mavis supporters, I dun want to sit beside them, just to avoid of any quarrel later on.. So, I sit at another side...

After 9pm, as usual I go RG & find Felicia. In her car, sitting 2 ppl, Dai Yang Tian & IXF.Felicia yesterday not feeling well. We all never take pic with her, cos she likr rushing to see doctor.. After that, I go back theatre to see the result.

I don't like yesterday voting Revival Round result, cos Ai Jia, Mavis, Benita, Rachel Lim, Ridhwan & Joselin get in the Revival Round.. The final get in Revival round is Aijia, Benita, Rachel Lim & Joselin. I dun like the 3 ppl get in...cos of some reaons..(I dun want to say out).. I dun understand why Hui Shi, Adrian, Shelly & Jeremy also have a chance of Revival Round? I just feel unfair for the 4 of them.. Specially Hui Shi.. In this competition, I see another things of production of doing things.. It is which I dun like to see it..

After 11.30pm the result show, I as usual wait for Hui Shi to come out.. Hang around recept awhile, then take cab together with Dorothy & Hui Shi to JP. On the cab, I all the long is very quiet, cos I not happy for the result & feel pity for Hui Shi...Hui Shi, Dorothy & Hui Shi's frez go to JP E.A.T, while I go home.. Cos Hui Shi said "Bye Bye" to me. So......Nvm..

** Dorothy glad for ytd had a very long talk with u at recept & also thanks for help me & Hui Shi take pic. And thanks for took Hui Shi hat & put on my hair.. I just feel uncomfortable with when I was not close with the person & took their stuffs. Cos maybe ppl dun like it.. I dun know? Anyway, thanks & appreciate....

Hui Shi, thanks for asking me to share cab with u & Dorthy. Thanks & Appreciate..

Fireflies Trip on 21/03/2009

Yesterday early morning, I going Malaysia with my mum, 2 sisters & my 2 niece & newphew to see the fireflies.. 7am the bus come around our house bus stop fetch us... The tour guide is a Damn Nice gal loh. When we on the bus, she plan of give us playing game, inside the bus around 40 pax..

They bring us to "cao yao", alot of places where sell "local goodies". I had bought some back home.. Lunch time, we eat at the seafood restuarant..The foods is NICE.. (Which u all can see from the pic above.. Haha...).. Then, at nite, is the time to see FireFlies.. OMG, when is our turn 8pm, It raining... Lucky, it was not rain long.. Then, I see alot Fireflies, it was DAMN NICE. But too bad, I can't take picture of them, cos they said that, once we take pic, they will run away.. Haiz.. Then, they bring us to see BAT, where it is just under the bridge.. We see the Fireflies until 9.15pm, then we took the coach back to Singapore.. Reached Sinagpore around 12am.. Tired, cos 5.30am wake up...

** I love the fireflies, cos it was so Pretty. Just too bad can't take pic. Haiz...