Where r U?

MC King, where r u? How is ur life at Heaven? U at Heaven, do u heard my prayer on u? Do u heard alot of unhappiness things I told u NOW.. Do u see I crying NOW, when I blog on u? Do u know that I so much hope u can heard me & I also hope to heard ur laugher & ur RA jokes.. But I know that NOW, I can't heard ur laugh already.. Cos u not in this world....

MC KING, I MISS U.

I MISS UR LAUGH.

I MISS U CHEER ME UP..

Officially Quit Fiona Fans club

At here, I just want to tell whole of the world, I had FINALLY quit Fiona fanclub as Vice Chairman post..

Thanks for Xueting for let me go & also thanks for understand my difficult.. Thanks for release my stress.. (cos I dun like someone keep asked me to forcus on her fansclub, like force me to do something I dun like). I hope in the future, u will work well with Liping as Vice Chairman/Treasurer.. And remember that that time, I meeting with you all. The guideline for what fans club shall do.. Hope u will follow my guideline.. If u follow it, I believe u can do it well..

So now, me had no related any relationship with Fiona & Fiona fc.. She is not my dessert or part time anymore already.. So, stop said she is my part time.. And my previous all entry is not talking abt Fiona... So, dun make any wild guess..

Lastly, just want to tell Fiona, all the best for ur future in your path at Media.. And Skai, I will still help u updated any Fiona news at the http://welovefionaxie.blogspot.com/.. And also Xueting, I also will help u spread news at above website.. But all the other M.I.S.C, u just got to done by ur own strength... I can't help u anymore.. Sorry Xueting...

Felicia event at People Park Centre 30/05/2009

Ytd I never go Felicia event, so I take this video from Peiling.. Thanks Peiling for upload the video..

When I see this video, I can see & FEEL that moment when Felicia singing, that moment..

**Today, Felicia got event at PS.. I will be going down.. Alot of ppl asking me, am I going down? Now, I tell u all.. I will go down.. Cos I dun want to let Felicia & any ppl who asked me, am I going later msg & disappointed everyone of u?I not so bad temp...So, dun force me to do smt I dun want to do or dun like to do.. Any dun even email me, told me that the card is done by her. Since I never received any card from it at this moment.. Unless I had received it, I will blog & post honestly, cos I dun like to lies & "wearing mask" to ppl too often... Tired..

Yahui Food Fair @ Expo 30/05/2009

Today, actually noon, QQ & me shall meet up for discuss of her birthday party.. But she around 12pm told me, she got meeting.. So, I no choice, sms to yj.. Asked her what time she go Sim Lim Square? She told me 1plus. So, I eat lunch at home, then meet her... Around 1.30pm, we at Sim Lim Square lah..I accompany yj eat lunch.. I just have a drink... Then, after that we go Sim Lim, she want to buy laptop case, while we walk walk, I saw a BLUE smalll sling bag.. Haha.. So, I decied to buy it.. It's can use for me, when I go event & HK trip... We from level 6 to level 1, yj still can't get her lapto case.. So, we walk to Bugis Parco Tweety shop, see what they offer? At the end, we all never buy anything...Then, around 3.30pm, we take MRT to Expo to see Yahui..

Today, I never go Felicia event. Cos my moods is still low & I dun want her to see me like tat..I believe QQ shall know that when she talk to me smt, when I dun wish to talk, my tone wil changed very fast.. Thanks Yihui for let us heard Felicia sing "Tian Hei Hei" on event... Even I was on there, I still care of her movement..

Around 4.35pm, we reached Expo.. Then, we go to Food Fair Hall 5.. When we reached there, saw Evonne.. Then, I passed my new bag to yj, tgt inside got "my hubby" go to toilet.. When I come out of toilet, I saw Yahui is Q up to go toilet.. Then, yj told me, Yahui is here.. I said I know, she at toilet now.. Then, I wait for her come out, then we go out tgt, while yj & Evonne waiting outside.. We had a short chat, then her manager come, told us she need to prepare.. we all said ok.. Then, we all go to the front... Around 5.30pm, the event started.. me & yj sit in the front, while Evonne stand up.. 2 of us take turn to take pic of Yahui while she on stage. Cos Yj love to play with "my hubby"..

6pm the event end, we all run to the backstage & take pic with Yahui.. I asked Yahui, can I take pic with u? Then, she said "No"... Then, I told Yj, someone bully me.. Then, she smile & say "can lah, come".. Then, I run to her & pull her arm.. Then, she push away my arm.. Then, I "act" to go away.. Then, she pull my arm back.. Haha.. Then, take pic with her, really can't stand her. I believe that only me, yj & Yahui will know what is happened that moment.. Thanks loh..

After event, me & Yj go back Hall 5. Cos Yj want to find her mum, she was working there.. So, I accompany her.. After find her mum, 2 of us walk the whole place.. Yj buy alot, I told u all, what she buy; Dodo 10pcs $3, 1 BIg hot dog, 2 packets Maggi noodles, 3 can chcolates, 5 small packet chocolates, 1 packet eggs...... OMG.. see her hand is FULL carry of foods.. LIKE "Aunty" Yijing loh.. Haha.. some more her mum passed her 1 tin Milo & 1 pkt bread.. Wow.. "super" like aunty.. I keep called her "Aunty Yijing".. Wawa.. It is my 1st time, see her carry so many plastic bag.. Haha... Around 8plus, we left Expo.. We go home by different way...

**Thanks Yahui for bright up my moods today... Thanks QQ for keep sms me, asked me how am I? Really appreciate.. I already told u everything.. Thanks for "Aunty" Yijing for all the image u had make me laugh 2dae.. Thanks Yihui for let me heard Felicia sing song at event, appreciate....

Not my Friend

If I was sad and tears were flowing down my eyes
I'm sure you wouldn't comfort me
If I was chocked by an unpleasant surprise
I'm sure you wouldn't be here for me
If I was hurt and my heart has been broken
I'm sure you wouldn't be here to help me
If something so terrible happened that it couldn't be spoken
I'm sure you wouldn't be here to listen to me
All you do is hurt me, I realize in the end
But still you want to call yourself my friend...

Ending of a friendship so close

Friends for years
Now is Fading away
what to do, But, sit here and cry
My feeling away
I dont know what to do
With a broken heart from
some i thought would never do a such thing

Best friends for ever
is what you said
Now is no more
than a memoried
that will stay

I dont know why im crying
It feels like there is something missing
An it hurts

what happened to friend
for ever
now its nothing more than

a friends heart broke
for year spint on something
that is nothing

best friends
heart brake

Jolin Tsai-妥協

**I found this song nice, got 1 part said "I was tired".. Yes, I admit I was tired for some stuffs....Tired until tuesday, I went to my favourite place, to listen to wind blow & cry.. While Delphine called me up & heard my voice...

蔡依林 - "新歌发表会" @ Max Pavilion

Today, I went to see 蔡依林 "新歌发表会", maybe u all will think, I like Jolin meh? The answer is NO..Just cos Angie got 4 tickets, asked me want to go & see? So, I go with them...Since I was in break down the past few days, go out & take a deep breath.. The event started at 8.30pm, end at 9.15pm.. Jolin sing 5 songs... During the break, got 4 ppl was choice to go on stage , to sing Jolin those songs, she got sing b4.. Got 1 guy won it, cos he dance very well.. His dance make all of us laugh until non-stop... Thanks for make me laugh...

After 蔡依林 "新歌发表会", we go to The Cathay & have a drink & chill out.. Cos Angie drove... Around 11plus, we all left The Cathay.. On the road, I thinking alot of things, think until make me to force my eyes to close my eyes to sleep in the bus..

** Thanks Angie for the tickets & invite me to see Jolin "新歌发表会" . Really Appreciate...

Totally depressed

I was despressed & heart break cos of "U"...It is the 2nd time, u let me cry for u again. Why u want to hurt me so deeply? WHY? Don't feel like say or talk abt it to anyone what actually happened? Unless u r my buddy.. If not, then Sorry, I dun feel like to share to anyone..

Temp just leave me alone, will be MIA, dun know when u all will see me online & blog again? My blog still open for public to see..

**Note: Abt Felicia event for sat & sun, I maybe going, maybe not. See how my moods that time... If really depressed, then just want to say Sorry to Felicia & Felicians..

"Er Xin" & Thick face..

Sometimes I just wonder why in this world, there is a person who had a very thick face? Can't they see that the person dun like him meh?OMG.. Wat Bull shit & What the Fuck? When ppl who see the pic is already know that the person was not "LOOK HAPPY" to SMILE at UR CAMERA.. Just wonder is it he BLIND or is it he mad? Need to go MENTALLY HOSPITAL.. Dun always act "SMART", to ppl U R A CLOWN, make urself A FOOL...Even a Blind ppl also can see & FEEL it, why U can't see it? I just wonder WHY GOD will create u to this world? OMG.. God, Pls Kill HIM. If dun Kill Him, then KILL me.. Dun make me vomit with him..

Pls dun tell ppl, u treasure everything mins.. To her, SHE NOT TREASURE with U.. I think she also will vomit..


**OMG GOD, PLEASE quickly SEND this person WHO WIRES IS LOSE TO MENTALLY HOSPITAL & LOCK HIM UP. Dun let him come out & harm PPL.. And Pls dun go tell me WTF of comments.. I DUN give a DAMN FUCK of "Ur words".. Who u think u r to me? U just a "MAD PPL".. Wawa..

Why all man is the same?

This few days, I had read newspaper abt Marcus Chin (陈建彬) & his wife news... Afte I read all the news & had go to his blog, alot of things appeared on my minds..

Marcus is the Artiste who I worked with last time.. He is a nice guy & his wife also nice.. His wife give me image that she love 陈建彬 alot.. When she follow him to rdshow, she just him take care of his clothes nicely after he wear..

I really dun wish to see this things happened between.. Really dun wish to.. cos they have been tgt for very long time already..If really 陈建彬 date with his PA Elieen (24yrs) old. I think his wife will break down..

*Just want to tell 慕容英, u must be strong oh.. If really smt happened to both of u... Cos 2 of u have no child...And u from Taiwan come to Singapore marry to him..Is not easy.. Really. I understand..

http://showbiz.omy.sg/Showbiz/E-News/Story/OMYStory200905231505-63137.html

http://marcuschin.blogspot.com/

**Note: I just want to say 1 simple words, if any of u reading my previous entry think I was talking abt u? I dun think I was talking abt u? It is better u all come to asked me, then go make wild guess & thinking... And mistaken is getting worse & spread around.. Not good...

双子星The Ultimatum event at Plaza Singapura

Today, my entry got alot to write.. Got Happy, extremely annoyed & Feel bad... Let me start now...

[1]Extremely annoyed - I reached Plaza Singapura 1pm, I never thought I will reached early.. Never thought, when I reached there, I saw some ppl is already there to chop the place lah. I was standing at the front of centre.. Around 1.30pm, Yijing, Hui Si, Hui Peng, Yihui came.. So, they join me & stand behind me... Then, after awhile, they all go toilet change fc tee & buy lunch.... Then, Delphine asked can She, Lj & Von join us also, we all let them squeeze in..

And of course, I won't forget to thanks Elvin's fans let us have some space, cos I knoe they had book very big space, but they let us have it.. Thanks, Meling..

(I)Then, got a Fucker guy who wear GREEN tee, come in & cut our Q... HE damn Fuck loh.. I told him nicely, "Sorry, u cannot sit here, cos got 8 ppl sit here & they went to toilet..Then , He fuck said he knoe the guy beside him, then I told him, when I come, I never heard the guy got chop any sit for his frez, then he keep squeeze in.. Then, make until our place is getting smaller.. DUN KNOW IS IT HE DEAF OR WAT? OR HE IS A FUCKER ASS... STILL DUN GO OUT, STILL THICK FACE, Still the Place.. Really DAMN FUCK OFF.Very extremely annoyed with him..

(II)Then, got another FUCK China woman with her kid come in squeeze to me & Yijing side.. Her daughter look at me, my eyes was fierce look at her. I told the China Woman, can dun cut Q or not? U like tat, unfair to behind ppl who come early.. Wow, DUN KNOW IT IS SHE DUN UNDERSTAND OR WAT? REALLY DAMN FUCK OFF.. Her daughter dun want to see, but the FUCKER CHina woman want to stay & see..

(III) Fucker Ass "Mo Bing", He called me "奸女人", in front of Felicia. What the Fuck? He want to take solo of Felicia pic, then said can take 5? Felicia said take 1 lah.. Then this Fucker Ass, like liars loh... I saw his finger keep press the button, then still told Felicia not yet...Then, once I see he took pic, I told Felicia turn her head.. Then, Felicia listen & did it.. Then, Fucker Ass not happy, called me "奸女人" in front of Felicia & everyone at RG.. Then, Felicia stunned, thought "Mo Bing" scold Felicia. Then, the Fucker Ass said loud to Felicia, he not said Felicia, is said ME.. What the Fuck? I heard he said "奸女人", I just keep quiet, cos I dun want to lose temper & fierce in front of Felicia. But at the end, he said me out.. I no choice, I scold him back.. All Felicity stunned, including Felicia.. After the fucker had left our area, Felicia asked me, "Am I ok?" I said "I ok". Even I not ok, I also dun want throw "boom" at Felicia.. Then, after Felicia left, the fucker started to find every ppl around there trouble. E.g Paul, Valerie & her mother.. They all also scold the fucker.. Then, after he scold finished, come & find me to quarrel.. Said I not happy, come & hit him lah.. I shout at him, I hit u, police will catch me.. Then, I said if u dare touched me, I will called police. Then, he said, if he touched me, police will catch him, he won't so stupid. Then, he said: Come lah, hit me.. I said "I not stupid, i hit u, dirty my hands, will I will get Poisoned.. Then, he after left RG.. He really the Fucker Asshole...

[2]Happy - I finally had passed Felicia the HEART shape straw... Felicia was stunned & touched. Maybe she never thought I will do & passed to her.. I always want to do smt for her by my own hands.. But always dun know what to give? Maybe i always want smt specially to ppl I like & love.. Felicia even asked, is my hand pain when fold the heart straw? I said ok lah.. Even now I plan to do Heart Straw again, but I know, my finger can't do fast like last time anymore.. Cos some reason.. But nvm.. "Kai Xin Jiu Hao" to those I like...

[3] Feel Bad - Today, Felicia finally see me so fierce & angry in front of her & Felicity fans when I shouted at "Mo Bing". I also dun want to do it.. But is no choice, Fucker Ass force to lose my face at Felicia.. And all the anger inside for the past few days still inside. So, I just keep control my temper, but I failed.. I know my face is black when at PS when after scold the Green Tee guy.. I know I wearing Felicity tee, so? Sometimes is really anger, dun voice out, I will feel uneasy.. Like Yihui said, I always like "Big Sister" protect everyone, when "Mo Bing" scold, I dun care of image, I shout him back.. Cos I dun want Felicia, will Emo or feel bad whole day.. I know, Joey Mummy is always a fierce gal, always scold u.. But I not want to.. I just MISS the days when we "suan" each other.. I want to find the days back, BUT I know can't already...

After Felicia had left, we hang around Rg awhile.. Then saw Belinda, then I go & find her & take pic with her. Cos we are same church.. (City Harvest).. It is the 3rd time, I saw her...She share & chat with us quiet long.. She told us smt, "She know that everyone of us, maybe like alot of Artiste, but she dun mind ppl come & asked her take pic & sign, cos Artiste need supporters to give them the power to move on... If she got time, she will try her best to stay longer, chat with us, sign & take pic with everyone...What she had said is Truth.. But got how many Artise know that? I think sometimes some Artiste dun understand, specially when I had support them so long & always there for them.. But at the end.......I know that I maybe not as Good like "XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX"but at least I not fake to the Artiste I know.. .

After we left RG, I join them to eat Dinner at TPY.. Then, after that go home...

**Thanks gals, for "Cheer me up", like wat I wearing the tee 2dae.. thanks Yihui for help me get Mac BLUE cup.. My Favourite... Thanks Yijing , (u shall know what I mean)... Thanks Felica still concern me.. Thanks Felicia, give me the SMILE.. Hope u like the gift.... Zoe Tay was Damn funny when I was on stage shake her hand, she asked me smt.. Am I look like tat meh? I dun think so. Cos I always know I not so good... But really Zoe Tay, still remember me & make fun of me.. U R MDC "Nos 1 Ah Jie".. The Best & Nice overall Artiste..

The Power of LOVE in the house..

Today afternoon, I went to Hui Hui Spa as usual every mth end.. Then, after that go to City Harvest Church service 5.30pm, end at 8.15pm...

Today the service is DAMN GREAT & POWER.. Why cos is REv Mike Connell speak to us.. And he keep praise for us.. He give some words; Mark 1:40 - 43 & Psalm 145:8. (No matter how shame r we? How much Sins we have? Just come to him, Jesus will welcome us. God has the power to change our life, God has the power to change our future...) Yes, HE alwasys have... "Great is the Love, poured all of the world....".. I can FEEL & Touched by GOD 2nite.. HE had let me just cry for him, when at service.. Without thinking of any prombles or any unhappiness prombles, I had face in the past.. I know HE will help me solve the prombles, I had NOW..

I was happy with 2 things.. 1st is cos tml I know some of Ex Felicia fans will go down the event to see & support Felicia... REALLY HAPPY TO SEE U ALL AGAIN...Really Appreciate & thanks...Cos LONG TIME never see u all.. Like MIA like that? Wawa.. 2nd things happy things is ONLI 3 PPl know.. Haha.. Shhhh... Dun feel like to say out.. Wawa...

**Tml is Felicia event, HOPE EVERYTHING WILL BE NICE & NTH HAPPENED..QQ MISS Diaz, dun MISS me lah.. Everyday keep playing Diaz.. Haiz.. Me SAD...Me Jealous... I admit...

Calling all Ex-Felicia fans

Yoz... Calling all Ex-Felicia out there, I know maybe some of you still reading my blog, I like to say "Hi" to u guys.. How are u all? Getting well or not? Long time no see u guys already..

I hope I still never forget some of u name; there are Jerena, Jiahui, Keane, Ade, Aili, Charlie, Darren, Delwin, Glenn, Yiwen. I hope can see u guys this week or next week, Felicia event...

[1]Event: "The Ultimatum"at The Bi8 Idea Roadshow!

Date: Sunday, May 24, 2009

Time: 4:00pm - 5:00pm

Venue: Plaza Singapura Outdoor Plaza

[2]Event: Live It Up Without Lighting Up

Date :31 May 2009 (Sunday)

Venue :Plaza Singapura Open Plaza

Time : 7:30pm.

Why I suddenly I will Specially post this entry, cos I know that now Felicia fc is not like last time, so many of fun & memories..Everything had changed already.. I just very simple in mind, I just hope to see u all again & I believe that Felicia also wish to you all again. Cos Felicia is belong to everybody, not just belong 1 people.. Felicia need all those who love & support her before to come down & show u guys still haven't forget of her.. Just a small favour from you guys..

So, hope to see you guys either on 24/05 (Sunday) or 31/05 (Sunday)...

Take Care.....Hugs...=)

Happy & Thanks U had Left

Today, my salesman called Jester.. He had left office.. Thanks.. And happy for it.. Cos he is a Damn Fxxx loh..In the office, alot of ppl dun like him. Specially me.. Cos whenever I told him smt, already told & explain to him.. He still asked me same questions again.. Then, I will SHOOT him, the paper below, wat did I put updated date? And got wef what date?

His pattern is Ah Beng loh.. He evem got asked my partner to lend him $200.. WTF.. Just start work with 1mth asked people lend him $$...And he everytimes make my boss angry, I dun like ppl make my boss angry..Today is his last day, company give him hp, he had return company.. So, this 3 days, I got to help to answer called & take down order.. Until Monday new salesman come, then passed him the hp.. And I also got to prepare all the stuffs as salesman shall have, for his start work Monday.. Ytd I had prepare already, today I put at my boss desk.. She said wow, I so fast & how I know got new salesman come? I said cos my partner told me & like every 2 mths change new salesman, so I know what I shall prepare already.. She smile, cos she herself also know. Cos tired of explain & teach new ppl, specially got to show them how to do & make our product to them...

I just know that today I was busy with print report & answer the hp & take order from customer.. Didn't do my own stuffs of work for Hari Raya Promo Proposal yet..

**Hope Monday the new salesman will be the last & nice one.. Dun like those passed salesman.. Haiz.. tired & tired of shoot them...

I had learn a new things in life

During the past few days, I had know & learn anything path of life.. I keep asking myself a few questions;

[1]Why human like to do alot of "xiao dong zuo"?

[2]What they trying to proof others abt it?

[3]Why human want to be "that" things to be "Urs" alone?

[4]Why human want to make their own friends jealous & get angry & hate with them?

[5]Why human alot of liars in this world? Even u r a christian.. In bible had said lies is SINS..
Don't u know it?

[6]Why human like to backstab their own friends?

[7]Why human want to from starting a very close friends, become a distance?

[8]Why sometimes when a friend who u have know so long, still want to force u to do something u dun like to do?

**All these I had an answer already.. Cos I had know who those friends who I will treasure & hold on it.. Thanks for those who have try to do "xiao dong zuo", Liars, backstab on me the past 2 week..The answer is DEVIL is COMING to HURT those WHO LOVE GOD so much... Just like how much I love those ppl who is around me..Sometimes, even how much a person had said many times "Sorry" also no use.. Cos what done is already done. Like a Vase, had broken.. No matter, how much we try to heal it, it's still broken.. Like human being, we had done wrong & we still repeat the mistake again? Why we want to be so silly? Just cos want to make UR ENEMY ANGRY & JEALOUS..

ohh.. My New Sky Blue Wallet....

~New Sky Blue Wallet~

~Old Red Wallet & New Sky Blue Wallet~

Today, I meet QQ's friend @ 9.30pm CCK.. While I reached CCK early 8.40pm, I go for walk walk 1st.. While walking, I go BHG see see wallet. Then, I saw a wallet is SKY BLUE long wallet... Haha.. MY favourite colour loh.. I know that someone will say DAMN Boring.... I dun care.. This Wallet can put 2 photo, alot of cards & Notes layout inside loh... It is not ex wallet, just ONLY $29.90.. But I dun mind whether is it cheap or ex.. Just know 2 points that make me to buy it.. [1] cos SKY Blue. [2] Cos can put alot cards & note layout..After buy my wallet, the time is 9.10pm, so I plan to walk to Mac to meet QQ friend..

When I step in, looking for her.. She just called my hp.. Then, I sit down. Then, she treat me Ice Lemon Tea.. Thanks, gal for the treat.. We had a chat abt what we shall talk abt some stuffs.. I won't blog wat is it? Only me & QQ know. Haha.. We chat from 9.15pm to 10.35pm then go home & take same bus 172..

**Next Tue 26/05, me going to meet her again.. To discuss abt stuffs again.. I want to get Macdonald the BLUE cup start from 21/05 - 28/05.. My favourite BLUE.. I still love Blus as my 1st choice.. 2nd is Black.. Other colour is not my favourite. So, pls dun think I wear purple cap mean I start like purple.. NO WAY...

Happy Birthday, Wendy

Today is my niece Wendy 8th birthday.. After work, I go JP Swensen buy Ice Cream cake for her.. Which she like of princess, so I make her wish come true..

Last year her birthday, I never give her any present, so this year, I double pay back.. Give her Angbao & buy her favourite cartoon charcter & Ice Cream cake...At least, I had make my promise of last year to her.. Cos last yrs, I quit my job & hardly find a job.. And no income.. So, I can't give her any present... This yr, I won't forget wat i had make as promise 1 yrs. Cos I dun like to break a promise to ppl...

**Wendy, hope u like the Ice Cream cake.. I want also dun have.. Haiz... No one give me. Haha..

We had finally break the "Cold War" for 3 weeks..

Ytd I was hang around in Singapore.. I was walking here & there, while waiting for a friend off class at 10pm @ TPY..

We had talk out those things that we are angry with each other of stuffs.. Both of us know that we care & concern of each other. During the "Cold War", both of us know that our friendship is worthy, cos we know that we will treasure each other more & more.... Thanks for the card, when I read the card, make me "又愛又恨" with u. U really KNS.. Actually, u know that I was worth for u as a friend at the end..

We sit the bus & chat alot abt how is my moods the past & share alot.. When I share with it, I just know that I try to control my tears.. Cos I know that I shall know let anyone see me cry again. Cos Monday Nite, I had cried until eyes red. Then, Tue go office, collegues asked me, why my eyes sore? I just keep say nth.. Cos I know that I had bear for very long already everything inside my heart.. And in a short period, all my friends mistaken me & try to do all "funny" things on me. Make me explore once in a short awhile..

When I reached her around 12am plus, I on my computer.. Got few ppl msn me, asked me what happened to me? Cos my nick put "I break down already".. i just want to say "thanks for the concern".. I ok.. Just need to be alone.. Cos I dun want to explore & scold ppl again... I share with a friend at msn.. I told her, we as human being got to "open eyes to see everyone of ppl we know", cos not everyone CAN be TRUST... I even told my friend, I had even try to let go of hand of many things, If one day, I let go of my hand on u, pls forget me, dun remember me.. cos I not worth it for u to remember me..

**Sometimes, we got to learn to let of our hands, dun keep holding it & make ourselves so miserable... Maybe if we let go of hand, we will be happy, dun u think so? I always like dead peoples, cos I know that only when we dead, we lay down at coffin, then we can see who cry for us? Who sad for us? That person is ur TRUE friends in ur life.. It is what me & my friend who had quarrel for 3 weeks, think the same way.. This few day, I just know that when I running awhile, my heart will pain... maybe 1 day I will leave this world PEACEFUL.. Looking for it...

Blue Monday

Today is not a day for me.. Today, is a Damn BLUE MONDAY to me, which I had never face it b4.. I dun like today 18/05/2009, Cos I had aruge with someone.. Is the someone who think I not a supportive person?If u think I'm that person, then that is me loh. Cos u dun know what had happened between whole of things..

Now, I know is it the way u looking of me.. Do u know that U R my No 1 innside my HEART.. But I just never told u b4.. But today I get HURT from u.. Do u know that my tears can't STOP after what u had send me.. Cos I know that our gap is slowing to be far away..I want the friend, I know b4.. I hope u won't listen anyone words... "Use ur eyes to see, who is TRUELY TO U."

** Dun feel like talking the following of my days.. Just leave me alone.. No Mood at all....

Yahui, Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday Yahui

Today is Yahui Birthday.. May all ur wishes come true.. And also enjoy urself... Dun get drunk hor.. Hope u like the present, I gave u that time.. And also hope ur exam will passed with flying colour.. Take Care... ^_^...

Wei Wei getting Marry 31/12/2009

I just received a callled from Cheryl's cousin Wei Wei.. (The one wearing black).. Congrat Wei Wei, she marry to Korean guy...Happy for her... She told me, she will be out of town until year end then come back.. So, she quickly called me up & asked me whether can come for her wedding? Haha. Of course, I can come & will come lah.. Some more, we have long time never see each other lah..

She still so lovely & funny gal.. Make fun of me.. Thanks ah.. Her wedding is on Lunch, so I plan to apply leave on that day.. Then, at night we can make "21 card" again & dinner... Cos maybe after that day, I don't know when will see u again? Cos she marry to Korea, maybe need long time then can see her again...

**Hope she & her hubby will have a SWEET marriage in future.. Take care of friend....We will miss u when u not in Singapore.. The most important dun forget to come back & visit us sometimes.. We all wait for u....

Human THOUGHT...

Today morning, I recieved a friend sms me.. When I saw this sms me. Really make me pause for 1hrs, thinking what to reply? I finally had give a large encourage to reply the sms.. What I want to say already told u in sms..

I just want to say 1 last time, "how long u have know me?", "how much u have knoe me?", What u have mistaken me in 2 weeks ago & now, I just want to tell u, I was tired.. I dun want to explain too much already.. From the begining, I have never say U r fake to me... But I dun know why in ur mind thinking of that way? If u want to think that way, then u keep on con't to think that way.. I can't stop ur mind of thinking... Yap, always THOUGHT.. Why not? We human always THOUGHT we will won 4D every week? Why not we THOUGHT we will LIVE in Rich family? Why not WE THOUGHT we willl marry to rich family? So many THOUGH...

I appreciate u had said I was a rare friend & a gd sister.. I thanks u for said I was not selfish & magnanimous person.. But after our "cold war" for 2 wk, do u understand what is my MAIN point in 1st place of 2 wk ago or not? If u still dun understand & dun know my charcter, then I think we better dun contact each other temp.. Let ur mind cool down & think careful, what I trying to tell u..

Cos I know that I always try to be good & nice to peoples BUT i can't pleasure everyone..

**Thanks Pig for comfort me.. I know my this friend dun want to lose me as frez & treasure me. But I just dun like my this friend mistaken me.. And say I think the person is fake to me. Temp I was not interest of think of anything or talk anything, dun ask for any advise of fc name, any pic, Cos I know that now I temp lost interest of alot things.. I just know, I want to know more of GOD, the LOVE HE has give me....cos Human too much of selfishness, show off, jealous,mistaken.. it is not the world, I want to see....

I still the Joey who u know all before. My charcter still the same.. Just maybe my mind of thinking will be abit change, become abit mature, less selfish, less of dun kpo, less of dun mind whether how close or far I with everyone of u.. Cos I always believe that who really know me & treasure me, won't let go of their hand on me.. Once they choice to let go of me, is their lost.. I also dun force anyone must treasure me.. Let's ur heart tell u wat u all shall do...

Take Care alll my enemy, passerby, normal friends, gd friends, best friends & buddy...
Lastly, the person once u had think careful of what I had told u in sms, then u tell me.. What I told u, is it right or not? Whether we will be gd again or not? I also dun know the answer temp.. Cos my heart had been broken by u.......

"Open wide your mouth"

Today, I went to Church.. Today the person share with us speaks is Rev. DR. Kim Sung Hae...She share with us 4 points;

[1]God fill us with His Love
[2]God fills us with strong faith
[3]God fills us with miracles
[4]God will fill your live with abundance

And the praise song, today is Damn Great.. And I was like cry in front of God, when I talked to HIM..I talked to him abt what I had face the past 2 wk & also wat I had face 2dae....He had give me a comfort answer... Thanks Jesus.. I know what to do & I also know how to face my prombles.. Thanks Jesus, I know I can't live without u.. Cos of Ur Mighty Love that has make me change alot.. Even I know that, I was a child of u, I was still not a perfect person.. But the Love, u have give me, still inside of my heart.. Make me know what is call Love is endless..

**Wonderful of Jesus, Mighty Love of Jesus, I will prasie u Lord...

Finally got the stuff I want..

Today, I finally had bought the stuff I want & which I had promise that I will get for the person... I can set my heart & mind..... Abt the detail, I temp dun feel like to explore..

Canon Roadshow @ Taka

Today, I went to Taka to find Shi Qian,cos she got roadshow @ Taka...Haha.. This gal very funny loh...When I reached Taka, I go down her booth. The 1st thing, I saw her is YAWNING... OMG.. Why she Yawn, never cover her mouth? So ugly? Then, she kena shocked.. Haha...

Then, we have a short chat... While I waiting for Evonne to come & meet me 1pm.. 1pm Evonne come.. Then, Shi Qian come & chat with us again.. Haha..She really KNS.. Keep eat snake... Haha..After awhile, she asked us, have we eaten? Want to go & accompany her to go & eat lunch? So, we accompany for a short break of lunch.. Haha.. After eat finished her lunch, she keep told us, tired.. Then, she want to zzz.. Haha.. Then, I "suan" her, someone want to eat snake.. Haha.. Then, she told me, wow, work 12hrs tired leh.. Haha.. Yap lah.. I know.. But dun look so restlesss at work.. Not nice..

Around 1.45pm, we left taka.. Then, we go Cityhall find Shi Ying... We go all the place of near City Hall. (E.g Funan, Raffle City, Citylink, Suntec), can't find Shi Ying.. Cos Shi Ying also got rdshow 10am - 2pm.. Thanks loh.. Shiying, reply all my sms, all KNS, wat answer is it? I & evonne find her until 3pm, still can't find her.. I choice to give up find her lah.. Cos leg tired.. Then, we walk to Sim Lim Square to buy my stuff, which I had keep my promise to someone...

**Happy still can catch up Shi Qian, no matter is she is a passerby, normal friend, gd frez or best frez to me, I still always try to catch up with her.. Cos it is the fate that we had know each other.. Shi Qian, keep told me, we have know each other 1 yrs lah, so fast...

The feeling had GONE..

This few days, My feeling keep telling something.. I was just wonder wat how come it will appear & come & tell me something?

[1]The time how we know each other? Slowly, slowly gone...

[2]Do u know that how much I have do for u & club is lose of interest?

[3]Do u know that I keep thinking of the fans club name until I siao & can't think much anymore?

[4]Do u know that I plan to let go of hand on support u?

[5]Do u know that I have always dun mind how u will repay me back?

[6]Do u know that I dun mind who u go out with? Just hope u won't forget the promise u have make on me b4...

[7]Those stuffs u have given me, I always dun treasure so much already...

**the above detail is talking abt 2 peoples.. Maybe some of u know, maybe some of u guess wrong...Whateveer it is, if u want to know who is that person? U can come ask me, see whether I want to tell u or not? Better than u keep thinking, the person is u..

Joephine's Wedding Dinner (14/05/2009)

Yesterday Nite, I went to Josephine Wedding Dinner..Their invite of guest was not alot... Around 10 tables... Around 6pm, I already reached Bugis, but cos still early, so I went to Sim Lim Square to check the stuffs that I want to buy for someone... I finally had found 1 shop, Sat I will go down again to buy it..

Around 6.40pm, Angie sms me told me, she reached ParkRoyal Hotel 5mins. So, I quickly from Sim Lim Square walk to ParkRoyal Hotel.. I reached there around 6.50pm, once I reached there, I go to the ballroom find Angie. She told me, groom asked her to do MC.. While chating with Angie, Josephine called my hp, asked me where am I? I told her I was at downstair.. She asked me to come to her room... When I reached Josphine room, we had a short chat & also photo taking with bride.. Then, 7pm I & Josephine go down to Ballroom.. Then, we hang around the hall of ballroom..

Around 8.20pm, the Wedding Dinner started.. We sit on our own table.. Me, Angie, Jean & Susan sit on the same table.. Me was keep coming out of table, to take their pictures.. Around 9.30pm, the Groom & Bride come to our table & take photo-taking session.. Our table of course won't forget to "sabo" them lah.. 1st, we phototaking, follow by "Yam Sheng", but the RED wine groom & bride drink inside got "add extra things", we put pepper & chilli inside.. Then asked them drink finished, groo, after drink finished, said HOT.. Haha.. cos he dun eat chill one.. Then, we going for our Dinner.. Me drink alot ytd, I drink, 1 cup coffee, 1 cup coke, 2 cup Red Wine (very Ku", I dun like "Ku" Red Wine, I like Sweet type.), 3 cup ice water..

Around 11pm, the dinner end.. We the last table left the dinner. Me & Susan share cab home.. When I reached home, brain abit stone.. Think cos tired & alot drin Red Wine..

** Happy & Tired after doing 1 day "Jie Mei"... But very for them.. Cos they are my friend.. And glad can busy with them whole day.. Hope their marriage will be happy & blessing.. And also enjoy the Honeymoon 17/05... See u all when come back Singapore..