MC today...

Today morning, I went to work.. Actually, I plan to do my stock level weekly finished then talk my boss I want to take MC half day.. But when I passed her my Medical Fee claim & MC, she said me what happened? Then, asked me to go home.. Don't work...

She said me, "leg got bubble still wear 3/4 pant.".. I reply her, actually I want to wear sport short, but scare wait u scold me..Then, she said I shall i wear short skirt, I said can't.. cos my leg got alot of marks..Then, she asked me how I get hurt? So, I told her wat happened.. She said why I never told her? I said, "how to tell u?" Ytd u go off 2plus, no1 at my dept.. So, no choice, I asked my HR dept for help... Then, she keep quiet...But thanks lah.. I know she care when she is in gd mood...

So, 10am I left office & go home to rest... and sleep from 2plus to 7pm.. Really feel gd. But leg can't turn to much, cos scare bubble explore..Haiz...


** I was happy to see "someone" msg me, "ommg. ue takecares lehs! ue must takecare of it. dun get infection ok! ;)will miss ue. hehs"... Thanks & really appreciate...me miss u & love u too..

Kena Burn...

Today is not my day... Why? Cos my lap was Kena Burn by HOT WATER. OMG.. It was DAMN HOT meh & red..Tell you all what happened?

Lunch time, I was cooking my cup noodles at my Bubble Tea panty, then i put the cup noodles on tray tgt with my water bottle. Then, when I want to go to kitchen for lunch, the floor was wet, cos lunch time period raining. Then, i step on the water, then fall down.. Then, the soup split on my lap.... Then, my whole lap was DAMN HOT & see all RED.. OMG.. I can't scream, I got to quickly stand up & walk to kitchen, put down my tray.. Then, go HR dept ask for First Aid box, to apply my lap....After I apply, I still my lap Damn hot.....Then, no choice, after lunch time, I asked HR dept can I go out awhile, to see doctor? Cos Dr Yeo work until 4pm. So, I rush to see Dr Yeo, take cab to & back.. Go at 3.09pm, back 3.58pm...

Then, when I reached Dr Yeo, he apply cream & bandage for my lap.. He give me cream & Antibiotic to eat.. After Dr Yeo apply the cream & bandage for me, my lap was not hot.. But I saw bubble come out..Haiz.. I think my lap, going to have a mark & have ugly lap.. Haiz..

Dr Yeo give me tml 1 day MC..if tml still not ok, I think I will take MC.. Dr Yeo want to give me MC today, I said dun want, cos today onli I working on my dept.. My partner on UPL....So, no choice, after see doctor rush back office. I was want to take half day home.. But can't....

Haiz....:( Cos scare my boss need someone help her do things..

**Why i always think for others, but never think for myself? Why I always so nice to ppl?Why?Always kena get hurt.....Maybe cos my minds still can't get over my emo... that why kena burn my lap..

《艺点心思》 - Felicia

我看了今天的《艺点心思》， 我看到Felicia interview.. 看了之后，心里面有很多的想法。。。一直看到她pull & mess her hair..我知道她的感受， 我了解。。

别人说你“假”，你为了这件事，感到自己不开心，何必呢？别人什么讲你，因为他们不了解你。。如果，认识你的人，就会不觉得你很“假”。。做回自己吧，Felicia.. 不要再为整容的事，不开心，压力。。因为很多身边的人，都关心你。。

不要一直认为当你需要一个listener，没有人愿意听。。你错了，是看你本人愿意不愿意把心里的心事说给你相信的人听。。。。

*宝贝，Joey Mummy 真的希望你开心每一天，用“心”去对待自己和身边爱你，关心的朋友，家人，fans... 真诚是最重要的。。。







http://showbiz.omy.sg/Showbiz/E-News/Story/OMYStory200908271541-86349.html

男人不该让女人流泪

你说我让你看不清楚
你说你害怕在爱中迷途
舍不得你哭
如果是我让你觉得无助
让我告诉你
我对这一切有多在乎
如何证明我深情的吻
才能呵护你脆弱的灵魂
我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人
就算被冷落
就算犯错
我都不走
喔~相信我无悔无求
我愿为你放弃所有
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
喔~相信我别再闪躲
我愿陪你
直到最后
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
相信我
如何证明我深情的吻
才能呵护你脆弱的灵魂
我愿用生命阻挡任何能伤害你的人
就算被冷落
就算犯错
我都不走
喔~相信我无悔无求
我愿为你放弃所有
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
喔~相信我别再闪躲
我愿陪你
直到最后
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
相信我
喔~相信我无悔无求
我愿为你放弃所有
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
喔~相信我别再闪躲
我愿陪你
直到最后
男人不该让女人流泪
至少我尽力而为
相信我

爱一个人好难 － 苏永康

Finding a place to hide & alone....

最近，我都不什么想写blog... 因为心情不是很好。。 Yj, 谢谢你对我的关心， 如果我说我没事，是假的。。你的关心，我知道。我只想一个人静静的冷静一段时间，去把伤口给疗伤。。。请所有关心我的人，请不要问Yj 发生什么事？她不知道。。因为我谁都没有说。。。including QQ..你们的暗地关心我，我知道。。可是，我不想人家知道。。因为是我的私事，请让我有一点私人空间，好吗？谢谢。。

脑海一直出现我们的玩笑，

出现你给我的nickname,

出现我给你的nickname,

我买了一件东西，

代表我们的nickname..

我知道我不能把你留住，

可是为什么你曾经要对我说

不该说的话呢？

为什么？

为什么你要伤害我？

为什么？

为什么你要让我为你哭了多少的眼泪？

为什么你带给我这么多的欢笑？

为什么你要我不能把你给忘掉？

我试过一天把hp 关掉，

可是一开hp, 看到msg inbox,

你曾经对我说的话，

全出现在我的脑海里。

我好想把你的sms 给delete..

可是，我做不到。。。

这几天，我去做工，

心情好坏，

可是，我才要装着什么事也没发生。。

真的好难，好幸苦。。

你知道吗？

现在，我的心情就像这个颜色一样，

GREY，

我看不到颜色了在我的生活里。。。

现在，只想找一个地方hide ,

一个人静静的。。。

因为最近都不想说太话。。。

林晓培 - 心动

有多久没见你
以为你在那里
原来就住在我的心底
陪伴着我的呼吸
有多远的距离
以为闻不到你的气息
谁知道你背影这么长
回头就看到你
过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果
不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹
过去让它过去
来不及
从头喜欢你
白云缠绕着蓝天
如果
不能够永远都在一起
也至少给我们
怀念的勇气
拥抱的权利
好让你明白
我心动的痕迹
总是想再见你
还试着打探你的消息
原来
你就住在我的身体
守护我的回忆

Feeling bad now, having broken heart

曹格-背叛



最愛的人不是你-鄭中基



許志安 - 為什麼你背著我愛別人




許志安 - 想說



王菀之 - 我真的受傷了



林曉培 - 心動

"阳光终在风雨后"

我刚刚读了Felicia 的blog, 心里面有很多感想和感触。。。只想对Felicia说的：“不管别人怎么说你，看你，你的fans 都会支持你。。因为我们对你的爱，支持是不会变。。。"

Catch up with QQ @ Tampines Mega Courts & Ikea

Ytd after work, meet QQ at Tampines Mega Courts.. She was late.. Cos last mins got stuck.. I was wait for her 30mins.. She meet me 7.45pm, she come at 8.15pm. Thanks loh.. Miss QQ.. haha.. While, I was waiting for her, I go Giant walk walk..

Then, around 8.05pm, she sms me told me, will be there 10mins. So, I left Giant & walk to Mega Courts.. Then, walk to Market Place see the things inside.. Abt 8.15pm, QQ came, she saw me from outside, then she like siao, hug me.. Haha.. But I was not surprsie at all,,, Cos she always "siao siao" one...So, I get use lah.. But I still like ppl hug me...Hahaha..Then, we go see vacuum, cos she told me, her hse is "snowing" now. Haha.. so I promise to get for her "house warming" gift... After we get the vacuum, we went to Ikea to find her 3rd sisters & partners eat dinner... QQ treat me dinner, cos I get her Vacuum... thanks QQ for the treat...

Last wk, I go KL, I buy the Ferreo Collection http://www.ferrerochocolatesusa.com/from KL Airport for her. Ytd I finally passed to her.. She said me, whenever I go oversea, I always won't forget to get smt for her.. Haha.. Yes, I admit.. Cos "I have a pen, my pen is Blue. I have a friend, my friend is "U"".. Haha.. And now ur wall is BLUE.. haha.. I know, u will say "boring".. Haha.. Watever.. Now, whenever u see ur wall, will think of me everyday.. Haha..

Then, after our Dinner.. We walk walk to Ikea... Haha..Whenwe walk Ikea.. Alot of fun & jokes...got 1 is abt RA stuffs...

Then, after that we went home.. QQ 3rd sister send me to Tampines MRT.. Thanks.. Then, I took MRT home...

** It was a great day for me.. Thanks meet "siao cha bo" QQ...

Desmond, u think it is a jokes?

我又看了昨晚的晚报，我只能说一句："我不觉得是在开玩笑,难道你不觉得这个玩笑开的太大了吗？"你在娱乐圈多久了？难道你不知道，什么该说？什么不该说吗？

就算，你是个爱开玩笑的人，可是也要有limited.. 难道你不懂吗？

只希望你不要再上报了，不要再给任何一个comment.. STOP IT..

许振荣, shut ur mouth.

昨天，我看到头版有陈靓瑄的报道。。 我读了，我只有一句话要对许振荣说："陈靓瑄,有没有动过手术，有管你的事吗？". 我想应该没有吧。。。

我不喜欢你讲的这句话 ："我跟她身边的人很熟，跟她经常有接触。每天这样跟她混，她有什么东西改了，会不懂吗？你说你病了，瘦了，我可以理解，but我都有接触过都有拍......当然，我也不否认，人是会变美的，over the years。在这行久了，虽然什么都没有做，但somehow，就是OK了，知道怎么打扮，会有glow，散发光彩了。不过，有些东西是不可能变的." 就算你每天跟Felicia混，每天在MDC看到Felicia。 So what? 难道你不知道艺人该有一些事私人空间吗？如果有一天，有人报道你是Gay或者你跟那个人去Hotel 开房，你看了，会不会生气？会不会伤心？

我只想说的，"U R NOT FIT TO BE FELICIA FRIEND". 只能做同事。。。因为好朋友是不会出卖自己的朋友。。希望你能向Felicia 说一声："Sorry & explain". 不要伤害Felicia. Felicia is a Nice gal & nice friend...

Touching entry from Mama..

Hmm....I was about to declare how much of a great day I had... until I realise some love ones are feeling emo these days... specially today...

XXXX jie seemed to be upset abt her some friendship?

Life isn't a bed of roses...
Life isn't all colours and rainbow...
Life isn't perfect...
ButLife is full of lessons...
I am a bit affected that they are down...
but I gotta be strong to pick them up and walk along...
Its times like these...
all of us need to be strong for ourselves...
when times are low
Its times like these...
all of us need to be a partner ...
a follower...
a friend...
a family...
a support...
for the ones feeling low...
Be strong...
together we will get there...

MAMA G


**When I just read Mama this entry, my tears come down.. Cos she post msg at my wall "ppl change... good or bad... we cannot say... but they do change... just remember when one change...don't forget your roots...friends and family." I reply her "Mama, thanks.. Yap..sometimes even they change, they also dun know.. Always left me out, whenever go down "somewhere".. I hv been keep close 1 eyes.. And I never go down the "somewhere", but ppl will say u go down.. What Logic is it?I always think, no matter how often we hang around often, but sure will sometimes they will left u out on "a place"...I just thinking "Do ppl know wat is TRUE friends".Do themslves really know & think of others feeling? Maybe No, maybe yes.. Just know themsleves know the REAL answer.. Maybe we all got to ask our OWN sleves.. Did we change to other ppl? Or NO.. Maybe urself, will think that NO is the answer.. But the ppl around can see whether we hv change or not?


Mama, thanks for ur comfort.. i just need time to cool down.. cos I always keep closing 1 eyes whenever that things is happened.. But how much, can a person bear level "tahan"? We ourselves shall knoe the answer better than anyone.. Am I rite?

孫燕姿-一“起走到”MTV

我突然想到这首歌，我在问自己，“人为什么不能一起走到". “人为什么不能一起分享?" 如果你们留意，歌词，我觉得很有意识。。。不想多说。。。。Enjoy the songs...

"让爱自邮" event @ KL Mines Shopping Fair (09/08/2009)

Sun (09/08/2009), I wake up 5am.. Sat nite I was stay at Rina's house, I sleep at her brother rm.. I quickly wash up, bath & make coffee drink.. Then, we left Rina's house 5.40am, cos Rina told Valerie meet at Budget Terminal 6.15am. Once we reached,we went for check in. After check in, we go to Mac & eat breakfast. Our flight is 7.20am, around 6.50am we go in waiting lounge...Then, me & Rina was use computer online awhile b4 boarding..

Around 8am, we reached KL airport.. Actually, shall be 8.15am, but it's early 15mins.. OMG.. Then, once we chop our passport, we cabbed down to Mines Shopping Fair.. I never thought we will be so early reached there... Haha.. Guess wat time was tat ? 9am.. Haha... The shopping is not open yet.. So, we walk walk around & "explore our KL charlet"... There was nth to walk, so we plan to coffee shop to slack & have a drink.. Then, we saw Water Taxi (Mines Cruise) there, so we all plan to go & sit it 11plus.. They bring us to a tunnel which is 8m high, the boat was inside, was warm... after awhile, they bring us to other "world".. We tour for 50mins.. Then, after that, we go for lunch at A & W.. Then, we go to L1 a place to take a short snap, cos it was still early.. Around 2.45pm, we wake up & proceed to the stage area & watch a performance by their local singer by the name of Danell Lee.. His singing is nice. But his looks not gd look...

Around 3.35pm, Joanne & Pierre arrived.. The host announce them for arrived.. Me & Rina quickly cover our face using the fc board.. Then, she saw the board 很熟．．Then, I told Rina, she like saw our board, then 2 of us put down the board & call "Joanne"... She was kena SHOCKED & SURPRISE.. See us here.. Cos we never told her, we will be there.... She told the host that we from Singapore fans club.. Host was also shocked that we will come all the way to support Joanne.. Yes, even I also never thought I will do this silly things for Joanne.. Maybe cos ppl always says "Action can proof more than words".. Yes, so I did it & proof it.... I remember Rina, want to go KL? She said anything.. She asked me, ""why i suddenly plan to go KL?". I told her, cos is different... The feeling is different.. Cos everytimes we at Singapore chase Joanne event, but we never taste the feeling of when u at other country, when u not born in the country.. So, I want to give a try.. I can say that, I never go Mines before.. I only go Bukit Bintang area often..

When Joanne & Pierre on stage, they having Q & A for the drama 《让爱自邮》, then I & Rina keep shout out the answers.. Joanne told us "shhh...dun say out.. give malaysia fans a chance, then she give me the "box" sign.. And I also give her back..Haha.. 3 of us keep give sign on each other on stage... the funny action is so cute...Then, the next game, is 3 fans act inside the role of "Qiao Shan", while Joanne is the 3rd party... (which u can see the above video, I record).. I keep see it & laugh.. The winner acting is GREAT...



After the games 2, they start autograph....Me & Val Q up for help Jollity fans get autograph signature.. Rina told Joanne that got 35pcs posters want her to sign, she said, why so many? Rina said for fans.. Then, Joanne told Rina, when see her next time, then asked her to sign.. So, Rina sms me told me, Joanne can't sign so many.. So, I took 5 pcs poster, (on behalf for me, Rina, Delphine, Elaine & Jan...) Then, after autograph, we followed them to the entrance while waiting for their car come. Then, Xl help us took group pic, which she promise us.. Thanks, Xl.. Appreciate... After we took 2 group pic, Joanne & Xl board the car & we say "bye bye" to Joanne.. And I shout out to Joanne, "新加坡见"...Then, she siao, keep give us "flying kiss".. Haha.. Then, we plan to cabbeed down to airport, cos we want to try whether can see Joanne at airport? Cos heard her flight is 8plus, but we wait from 5plus to 8pm, never see Joanne.. So, we plan to check with the counter, they said dun have Joanne name in system.. So, we left & go to LCCT Terminal for our flight...

We reached LCCT around 8.20pm, we go for eat our dinner at Mac, me & Rina stand 2 different counter.. Then, in front of me, got a guy, who is still ordering foods & haven't pay $. Rina dun know what happened? Suddenly cut my Q. Then, I said, "hey, wat happened to u? Ppl still order foods, haven't pay, u cut Q.. then she Pai seh, she Q back her counter.. The crew also laugh at Rina...After our dinner, we go for check in.. We took 10.25pm flight back to Singapore..


** It was a really tired for me, cos wake up early & sleep late b4 nite.. Keep slack whenever we at Mines.. But over all, is a HAPPY & Contest day for me.. Cos AT LEAST we never waste the time, $165 for flight,effort to go KL..And I not just say & never do.. I did.. And also give Joanne a surprise..


And I also have get 1 Malaysia fan to join Jollity.. Rina said she dun encourage oversea fans to join this club, cos she dun want wait they pay, then can't attend the gathering. I told her, if fans love & support Joanne, they dun mind to join the fans club.. We just try our best to updated Joanne news & give what we can give/help them, if they can't come gathering.. I plan to make 1st step for Jollity fans as INTERNATIONAL fans club..I always believe we can do it..

This Sun 16/08/2009 3.30pm, Joanne still got event at Main Concourse, Queensbay Mall , Penang.. I won't go.. Cos I got working.. Sorry.. Joanne...

"让爱自邮" event @ KL Mines Shopping Fair (09/08/2009)