Joanne @ Mega Store Tampines Courts 17/01/2009

星期六，我2pm 就出门了。。因为我要change my POSB passbook, Jurong point 很多人，排到门口。。我没有等。。。因为我不知道会几时到我?我就下去Taka POSB,好在那里没有这么多人。。。大概，4pm 我离开Taka POSB, 我就搭MRT 下去Mega Store Tampines Courts, 因为Joanne 有event 在那里。。。

大概5pm , 我到了Megastore Tampines Courts.我到那里没有看到Rina,Vivien, Jay & Elaine. 因为她们告诉我，她们会很早到。。我就sms 问她们。。Rina 告诉我他们在Ikea 买东西，我叫她们快点下来。。因为很多小孩子。。我一个人不可以chop 这么多人的place...大概10mins, Rina & Elaine run from Ikea.. Vivien & Jay make payment @ Ikea, later then join us @ Courts.

大概5.50pm, Joanne arrived, saw her car passby.6.10pm the event started..715 take Maxicab come.. Joanne & Qi Yu Wu arrived, the crowd started, everyone was take out the camera & take pic of 2 of them..Joanne keep looking at us & out camera..Haha..I like the part when she interview, she talked abt " The beachball babe", that time she fliming the show also at the same time want to Fliming "The Little Noya", she dun want to get dark, cos she dun want wait when on Tv, look like maid... Me & Rina was laughing loud.. haha. Then, she look at us, use mouth said, very funny meh? 我点头， 因为我想到她在Sentosa 拿着umbrella. Haha..

Around 7pm, the event end. We all go to carpark wait for Joanne..She taking the Maxicab & the Maxicab make 3 big round, cos she want alot ppl mob her...Before she board the Maxicab, she got give me sign, she will go big round. around 10mins, Maxicab is back to carpark. Joanne come down, we at her car had a short chat abt 15mins.. Then, she go off..

**It was a fun event & alot of Jokes when Joanne on stage.. And thanks Joanne for all the funny things...

Fiona Advance Birthday Celebration 17/01/2009

Sat, after Tampines Giant, I went to Tampines Mall Bread Talk to get a small birthday cake for Fiona, cos her birthday is coming. While she was going for the 3rd location AMK Hub, I go get the cake & then go to RG.

Around 10.30pm, Fiona & the Carlsberg casts come back.. Around 5mins later, Fiona come out. She never drive, Xue ting go & call her, while my back face her, at the same time light the candles.She kena "shock"..Haha.. When she stand in front of us, both of us sing "Happy Birthday" song to her. Then, after she cut the Mocha Nut cake. 3 of us eat together & Fiona eat finished 1st.. Haha.. After we eat finished, we still left some cake, I asked Fiona to take back home... Then, we started our potography session...

After 30mins, Fiona on call cab, want to go home lah...then we send her to cab. Then, we go home lah..

**It was a simple, surprise birthday celebration.. Fiona keep call me, "mama".. Cos I was like "mama" give her tissue.. cos she was so dirty, after eat the cake, she use her hands clean on her dress.. OMG.. Then, I offer her wet tissue.. From tat period, she started call me "mama".. Haiz, now so many ppl, called me "Joey mummy", "mama", "Joeyma". Haha.. I think I going to be old soon.. cos I haven't get marry, so many daughters & all so big already..Haha....But in my heart, there is only 2 daughters, I admit them, they are QQ & Felicia. It will never change......

Fiona CNY Carlsberg Event @ Tanglin Halt Road 16/01/2009

Last Friday, I was going Fiona event of 2nd location (Blk 48 Tanglin Halt Rd) 8.30pm & 3rd location (Blk 7 Eunos Cresent) 10pm, the 1st location (Blk 101 Yishun Ave 5) 7pm, I never go, cos it was very rush for me after my work & also far frommy working place. Actually, I was plan to don't go down the event, but xueting asked me, am I going down? So, I also find anything to do, so I go down & see..

Fiona around 8.25pm reached Tanglin Halt Rd, when the casts reached. They all playing games...Then after they playing games, they go to Eunos.. Around 11.30pm the event end. Me at Xueting take MRT home..

**It was a tired day for me, after work, rush here & there. And the one whole week, i was like slack in the office, still in my birthday moods...

Campus SuperStar "Live" recording

今天，我很早就下去RG等Felicia.. 因为xueting 叫我try to go & wait 8.30am - 11am. Then, Cheng Ying told me that contestants 9am report，所以，我就try my luck,看可以等到Felicia 吗？我在那里等了从8am - 12.45pm, 才看到Felicia 来。。Yuan Shuai 11am 到RG..我才以为Felicia 也要来了。。 可是，最后是12.45pm.. Felicia 才来。。我马上上去找她，因为她看到我，停下车。。。我把我亲手做的Jelly & Yoghurt 交给Felicia.. 她就问我，可以开来看吗？我说：可以啊？然后，我问Felicia, 知道今天几号吗？Felicia就说：“今天，有人生日”，她才在Pamela 面前，告诉她。。哈哈。。Thanks ah。。。Felicia给我3 个biscuits,说代替birthday presents. Thanks.. Felicia, 才去找才有没有biscuit?她找到一个，就给Pamela.. 她给Pamela才对我说："I must give her one, if not she said I never give her" Haha....She Damn funny loh.. Felicia 进去后，我就回家rest...晚上在下去。。。

下午5pm, I left my house.. Reached MDC 6.15pm, 我就去找Lijuan, Yijing & Von. 我们就在那里talk cock.. Haha.. Delphine 7pm reached & find us. We all have fun & chat with "I Not Felicia".. We chat with her until 7.45pm then we rushed to theatre see "Campus Superstar 3" .. We at the Theatre also have self entertain, we keep laugh at Felicia, cos her pattern is cute.. The show is 8pm - 11pm end.. After the event, we as usual, we go RG ait for come out... Around 20mins later, she drive out, inside her car, got peoples.. She come down & hang with us around 20mins..

She told me, my Jelly was very “抢手", cos the container is EMPTY & only left plastic bag,don't know where is the contianer gone? Then, she asked me, do I want the box? I said dun need lah.. It's ok.. Cos since I plan to give her the containers, I already dun accept to get it back from her..

Then, she chat with all of us & before she left, she asked Felicians sing "Happy Birthday" song for me.. OMG.. In my mind, I was "stone", cos some of them I dun know them & like very weird, want them sing birthday song for me.. After they said, I said "Thanks".. Reallly appreciated & touching.. cos Felicia still keep her promise the past 5 yrs, never break her promise of will sing "Happy Birthday" song to me every year.. Before she left, I request for her a hug.. She said Ok.. Then we hug & take picture & she left...

**This year, my birthday is a very simple. No cake, no special celebrate. But got present, wishes & "Happy Birthday" Song. I was already happy & 满足。。Really Appreciate & touched for everything & everyone remember my birthday.. I will never forget it...

My Advance Birthday catch up with QQ

今天，QQ 和我had a short catch up gathering & also spend my advance Birthday gathering.. 谢谢你。。我真的没事了，我只是不喜欢sandwitches feeling...也谢谢你知道我在想什么？我知道我要这么做了。。。我不会为这些事而哭。。不会。。。因为我记得你曾经告诉我，如果当我们是朋友的人，是不会说伤害我们的话。。我不会恨Vincent 曾经跟我讲的那些话，我才是会把他当朋友，只要他下次不要在讲那些话。要不然，我想我们真的连朋友都没的做。。。因为我不想每次都为艺人吵架而伤友情，很累。。真的。。。

只想说的，我知道谁对我好?谁比较有心。。。Joanne 对我讲的话，我会找机会解释给她听。。

今天，QQ一直弄我笑，Thanks ah Chao Ah Lian, Banana, Aunty. Haha.. 今天，QQ 真的很像aunty.. 可是，我才很喜欢HONG QIUTING..谢谢。。我知道你有心，找不到cake, cafe at Lavender & the pink cafe, which last yrs u said want to bring me, but no open, 2dae also not open, got open 4pm.. We reached there 3.28pm, sianz.. But I won't feel angry at all. I just enjoy walk with u the long distance.. Cos we had long time never walk & chat lah.. Haha..

** QQ, thanks for the treat, thanks for accompany me on my advance birthday, really appreciate.. Even dun hv the cake.. Got the HEART, I already happy..Thanks for lend me ur ears. Thanks for all ur "lame" pattern & jokes.. Make me keep laughing non-stop...

2dae is my birthday, I hope Felicia still remember my birthday. Without anyone telling her...When morning or nite see her.. Happy Birthday to myself.. Haha... 12/01 is a new days for me.. Not happy, also must happy... So, why not choice to be happy.. Right?

Felicia event @ AMK Courts 10/01/2009

6pm Felicia reached AMK Courts, she had some roadshow introduce of Courts products.. All Felicity members was standing in front.. All of us was busy taking Felicia pictures. The host of Courts, who saw me & want to "sabo" me again.. Cos last week, I go Fiona event at Tampines, he remember me. I don't want to get "sabo" again.. Felicia eyes look at me, her action was very wierd, maybe she thinking how come I was at Courts last week?

Around 6pm, the event end.. Felicia was left.. All the fans was follow her & to her car.. And me, me stand beside her & protect her & help her cross the road & send her to her car..After saw her left. Me go find Delphine, Lijuan, Von & Yijing @ Courts entrance. They never followed Felicia...

** Was happy, cos can see Felicia 2 times in 1 days.. And also won't foget "this special" days ，　才有甜在心里。。。Thanks Felicia for everything..

Felicia Event @ NYP 10/01/20009

拜六(10/01/2009), Rina 约我12.30pm 在NYP吃lunch,我们去NYP 因为有Felicia. Delphine 1pm plus 到NYP。 2pm Campus Superstar 开始， Campus Superstar & Hosts arrived.. 他们在台上玩了一些games.. 大概3pm plus the events end.Felicity & I went to AMK Courts, Cos Felicia got event at there 6pm.

**We had fun at NYP, cos of the games... The Campus Superstar contestants, 我看好蔡艾珈 & Jarod will won.. Ai Jia & Jarod, "Jia You"..

远才近呢？

其实，在过去的几天，我都在和我的一个ex collegue Jess contact.. 也许，你们会觉得很奇怪？我不是曾经很恨她吗？为什么我才会和她contact?其实，也很奇怪。。去年，在expo travel fair, 她也在，当我在找一些旧同事的时候，她看到我，跟我笑，才做弄我，这么大了，才是popcorn?哈哈。。从那时，我开始发觉其实她一直都才把我当朋友看待。。我对她的恨也没有了。。只是无法忘记，那件事的发生。。。

拜二，我经过Lavender, 我站在门口，看着我以前的做工地方，看到Jess, Jess 也看到我。。我们就开始讲话，那种感觉像以前一样，回来了。。。她先问我近来好吗？我就告诉她，我好，不过面对了一些不开心的事在友情和偶像之间。。。。她也才一样，了解我的性格。。。在友情和偶像之间，要balance 真的很难。。。她也给我一些advise...Thanks...

其实，在过去几天，我都在想我该不该去NPY？Felicia event on sat?Delphine 在拜三，有问过我，Rina 有叫我去。。可是，我心里面有一个结，在想Vincent 会不会在suan or shoot me 那天？我不想在我生日之前，又kena suan & shoot。。。我一直在想，我要什么做，才能够让2边balance？我更不想我和那些朋友 & Felicity & Jollity fans 的人变成enemy.. 其实，当我跟Joanne 我想quit fans club committee 的时候，她给我了一个答案。。这个答案是我很想跟她explain 的，可是，不知道要用什么方式去告诉她。。我只能选择，冷静先。。。先让她mistaken me, my heart is not in fans club 1st....因为我知道，如果我一quit, Joanne fans club 会变。。。我和Delphine & Vincent & felicity fans 的感情也变了。。。不再像以前一样了。。。

我现在只想，2月尾快点来。。。因为我可以every wkend go KL find my friend, cos she study there..我可以放下一些不开心的事去玩。。。


**我和这些朋友的友情的距离会不会遥远才是拉近呢？我真的不知道。。。。我只知道，我很珍惜友情的人。。。。

今天，我很开心

今天，我很开心。。 因为我拿到一半的bonus.. Haha.. 上个月，我已经confirm staff 了。。在过4天，就是我的生日。。今年，我的生日会是什样的呢？开心的？难忘的？会看到我想看到的人吗？其实，我也不知道？老实说每一年，我都很期待和好朋友一起庆祝。。。可是，2009 的几天后，我开始不什么期待了。。因为我知道QQ没有空，Felicia 也为CSS 3 hosting 忙。。。Joanne 也忙拍戏。。。

不用紧，我已经想到我要做什么了。。。我要做一些我从来没有亲手为人做的事。。Hope the loves who get received the stuffs that I make one, will like it.. Cos it is from my HEART..
Yeah.. I thinking I going to busy this few days to make stuffs for making it..

**QQ, I miss u.. Can't wait for see u soon.. Cos I like all ur "lame" stuffs.. Hahaha...Me will wear the things u gave me as bdae & the shoes u make.. And I also want ur BIG HUG, that can make me comfort... Heehee...

只想说

也许，有些人会觉得，为什么这几天都不能看到我的blog?是不是因为我把你们delete 了。。没有，我只是换成admin。。因为我想冷静想一些事，我也没有updaed blog 过去4天？很多人告诉我，不要quit Joanne & Felicia fans club.. 因为我都很爱她们。。对我很爱她们， 可是，因为一些不开心的事，我就有这个念头。。因为我不想在idols & friendship，为了一些意见而变成连朋友都没的做。。。不管，我们是Chairman, Vice Chairman or Event Committee of any fans club 也好？我们都为我们的最爱做的最好。。　可是，如果在２个艺人当中，我们有没有问过自己，are we balance of our post of committee?这个答案，我已经看到了。。。

** Felicia & Joanne is the 2 Artiste I like , if u ask me, who the one I like most? I can tell you, I don't know.. Cos I treat them equal.. If I quit one fans club, mean other fans club, I also will quit.. So that be fair for 2 of them.. To proof them, I like most of them, but dun ask me to choice who? I dun like to choice.. Felicia is "my daughter" & Joanne is my gd friends.. And I already feel bad for Joanne for smt. Joanne, appreciate for ur advise. I still love my friends, doesn't mean this few days, I never talk much, mean I don't treat u guys as my frez, just I need time to cool down & think.. What had I done wrong? When ppl said "U just know Joanne love Orange, Felicia also like Orange, u don't know meh?" Is a words of hurting ppl.

今天是MC King 的死忌

~Can I Go home now?~ Answer: YES..

~Mc, have u recived the stuffs I burn to u?~ Answer Yes

今天，是MC King 的死忌。。我今天下去Mandai 拜他。。我12.30pm 就到了。。。我在那里1hrs.在那里和MC谈了很多。。。。谈了2008年，我不开心的事。。一面讲，一面哭。。突然，我看到一个东西，一直飞来飞去，在我身边。。。我知道你听到我的心声。。我知道你知道我不开心，你也知道我不喜欢sandwitches in between human being..

1.30pm, 我要走的时候，我就throw the red stuffs, 问他我可以走了吗？他给了我答案。。在我走之前，我下去烧了一些银纸给MC, 烧完了。。我又上去问他收到了吗？他给了我答案。。在我烧银纸的时候，突然下起小雨来，烧完后，雨停了。。。这是什么意识呢？

**只想对MC King 说的，“朋友，谢谢你。。谢谢你给我的安慰。。。04/01 这个日子，我永远都不会忘记。。谢谢，Aileen 的early birthday wishes.. Really appreciate & touched.. I know now u busy with Fliming, must take care.. Dun forget when u free go & find MC King...

我都爱她们2 个。。。

其实她们2个我都爱，都支持。。不是说：我比较喜欢这个而不喜欢。。更不是因为一些这个喜欢这个颜色，那个也喜欢这个颜色。。。当我们已经选择这个颜色的时候，也已经做了。。就不要说把这个颜色还给我们。。。更不要说，我只知道Joanne 希欢Orange, Felicia 我不知道。。。如果我不爱Felicia, 哪我更不会3天放工后，赶下去看Felicia.. 31/12/2008 我更不会去看Felicia而不去看Joanne countdown @ Boon Lay...

**2008的最后一天也会有不开心的事发生。。Sianz..