你有多少个惊喜， 在你的人生当中？

今天，是一个让我惊喜的一天。哈哈。。 为什么呢？因为我又收到一包糖。哈哈。。 好开心。。这包糖是秋婷， 特别去我公司拿给我。当她去我的公司的时候，我刚好出去， 因为我的老板买了5 间公寓。Agent 跟我拿key. 所以，秋婷没有看到我，我也没有看到她。好可惜。

我听我的同事说，她站在我的office outside， 在看我的桌子。没有看到我，走一下，让后又会来，问我同事，我呢？我同事告诉她，我出去一下。秋婷就叫我的同事，把糖放在我桌上。秋婷突然打给我，问我在那里？我问她做什么？是不是在我的office? 她告诉我，没有。我们就谈一下。

我回来， 看到桌上有一个plastic bag, 就打开看。看到outside plastic bag 写"Joey Tan Chee Gwee" . 心里一直在猜，是什么意思？她告诉我意思是“贪吃鬼”（Tan Chee Gwee). 我快要给她搞到要掉发。。然后，我看一张字条，“Joey, 这次慢慢吃！不要无聊就狂吃！”哈哈。。 心里想，她才记得， 我无聊的时候， 就吃糖。。没办法， 要不然我会想睡觉。。

看plastic bag 里面，看到我喜欢吃的lolipo和friuttella的糖。。（我没有告诉秋婷，我喜欢什么牌子的糖）。 好久没吃了。。 自从，我爸去世后。。

秋婷，谢谢你的用心， 谢谢你的糖， 谢谢你的关心，谢谢你的无数lame 笑话，谢谢你每次讲bedstory 给我， 让我无时无可，感到感动，开心。。不任是在工作上， 面对多少不开心的事，只要听到你的Lame 笑话，我就忘记了，anger inside of my heart.

Note: 不要忘了我们今晚的约会噢。。。 哈哈。。 Friends forever.. Happy Valentines' Day !!

我没有忘记 Felicia Chin， Joanne Peh & Lingyi

当我写这个entry 的时候，我想应该向所有读我的朋友说一声“谢谢”。　我知道现在开始很多人会读我的blog. 我很开心。。因为我认识更多的朋友。不只是，Felicia Chin Fans, Lingyi Fans, Joanne Peh Fans & Qiuting Fans. 现在，我要说出我的真心话，跟所有的Fans 解释和 Felicia, Joanne & Lingyi.

D 说我现在好像比较喜欢秋婷。(在这里，我要跟你们解释，对,我是比较喜欢秋婷，比我开始认识她才要多。可是，我没有忘记我的"宝贝- Felicia", my best friend - Joanne, my cute - Lingyi.我都把你放在心里面。)　也许，　你们(fans) 会觉得我会比较疼秋婷。可是，我要大声告诉你们，我对每个都一样。

在我不开心是秋婷的Lame 笑话，让我忘记不开心的事。我记得我告诉秋婷，Set A Level of Friend - Best Friends, Good Friends & Friend. 如要我说；Joanne Peh is my Best Friend，　因为我们走过很多辛苦的日子。Felicia Chin is also my Best Friend, 因为我们是从她才没有“红”到现在“红”，　多少的风风雨雨，我们都坦白过。　Lingyi is my Good Friend。　秋婷is my Best Friend. 也许，会很多人会觉得我为什么不要脸，自己说她们是我的Best Friends? 如果，我说我们有多少的“缘分”去认识对方呢？我只能说，全都是一个字，“缘”。　我也不知道，我能在这个世界多久？

在多2 天，是“情人节”，　如果有情人，　给你心爱的人一个surprise & sweet hug. 如果没有情人的，就和朋友去庆祝吧？我想我会一个人过，因为没有情人。朋友也忙工作。

最后，我在这里祝大家，“情人节快乐，希望你们会有一个甜蜜和难忘的情人节”。

Note: 秋婷，你放心，不管你的事。我只是想把心里的话，讲出来比较安心。让每个人明白。不要忘了我的东西噢。。哈哈。。。

秋婷 Offical fans Club

Hi, those who Like 秋婷，I had create 1 yahoo group on fans club for her. I try to find fans for her. If interest, pls go to this yahoo & join. I will try my best to reply all of u email & questions.

http://groups.yahoo.com/group/qiuting/


Note: Evonne, Pls email. I got something to ask you. Thanks..

今天和秋婷约去吃饭。。

今天， 是一个让我有无数的lame 笑话。。和让我感到一点动心。因为秋婷约了我去吃饭。她来我做工的地方找我。我们是用我的1hrs break 去和她去bugis 吃。

我们一起搭MRT去Bugis. 到了Bugis, 来到basement, 秋婷好像“井底之蛙”， 说这里和以前不一样。。 好像跟Tampines Mall 一样。我说她，哈哈。。 你才说你的地盘。。 变了也不知道。。她说很久没来了。。哈哈。。 她就告诉我，她记得这里有日本resturant..她带我去。我告诉她，我知道。。 因为是我的“老地方”。。 她就做一个“haolian"的手给我。。 哈哈。。
我们经过, nydc 她就说要不我们在这里吃，我说：ok.. 她看到elmo， 她的手痒， 她打Elmo, 我对着她笑。她对waiter 说，要做有window 的。。

我们坐下后，我们看了，Menu.. 她问waiter， 有什么好吃的？我们就听waiter 的介绍。突然，她问waiter, 你们有没有angbao? 我笑了起来，才笑的很大声。 她有手打我头。Waiter 也笑秋婷。Sorry ah, 秋婷。。 我不是有心的。 是真的很好笑。因为你很Lame.. 不过，你很可爱。。我喜欢。因为有你的关心，和无数的Lame jokes, 让我忘记Pamela 什么对我，让我忘记Sean 什么写我在他的blog, 让我在做工的时候，想到你对我说的Lame Jokes.

秋婷，你知道我心里担心什么，我希望你会记得你曾告诉我的话。不管，现在才是3年后，我们才是像现在， 永不变。。

最后，谢谢你请客。下次，我请你， 我答应你。。 因为今天，我要请， 你拿了我的Visa. 我无法跟你拿。今天，我们的约会。我会把所有的“美好时光，放在心里面。”

朋友，你放心，我不会哭的。你在你得blog,写了，"Don't ever cry again, okay, friend?=) " 我不会掉入敌人的井里面的。。 =) 加油。。

A big surprise gift from - 秋婷

昨天，是一个让我感到无数的感动。虽然，在半夜 的时候给一个sms 吵醒。可是，也无所谓。因为，我习惯每次半夜给sms吵醒。

这包糖是秋婷specially brought for me.才是在早上７点多拿去我做工的地方去。可是，我不在。因为我做晚班。她知道。为什么她会这么有心，买给我？因为我告诉她，我有平血，所以她听进去耳里，就买了一些糖给我，让我不会晕倒。我如果没有吃饭，我会喝很多水，来让我饱。

当我5.30pm 来到office, 开我的drawer, 看到一包糖，再看到一小张字条。我才知道，原来是秋婷给我。我当场哭了起来，因为我是一个很容易感动的人。一些小小的东西，我都会哭。我的同事来了，我开始插掉我的眼泪。不让她们看到我为什么哭？

你告诉我；"Its a SWEET start to a new year & a new friend lah. Don't be emo, work! Haha.."

秋婷，谢谢你的糖。也谢谢你给我无数的感动和很多Lame Jokes.. 我一一都知道，看到。全都放在心理面。也感谢上帝给了我一个新的朋友，让她进入我的生活里面，让我们能够认识对方。请记得我告诉你的话，不要容易相信任和一个人。因为会被骗。你有喉咙痛，请记得喝多点凉茶，水和吃喉糖，　对它有好处。

Take Care.."small felicia" haha.. some1 will kill me... opps....:x

Note: 我最喜欢的chocolate, 已经关门了。。。我从suntec 去marina square 。。我感到好失望。因为这个chocolate 有酒精。Felicia Chin & Joanne Peh also like it... 我再也吃不到它了。。。

A New Friend Has Come into my Life - 洪秋婷

It's the excitement to meet new, nice people. Gotta be a good start, i reckon. I usually don't mention names but Joey sure is one nice girl that makes people feel comfortable easily with.I don't know what to say except to thank God for the nice things, people, Love, health (thou not so much cox apparently i am awake now purely cox i am kinda sick and feeling really bad) and Happiness.See how to make more Love..And forget about hatred;Cox it might lead to war, of the heart..That should contains Love, and more Love..Love for Life, Love for nice friends,Love for bf, Love for yourself..

为什么我会特别写这个entry? 因为她让我有了很多lame jokes 和让我把我心里面的不开心的事给忘掉。她现在知道我为什么会不开心？是谁让我生气？就是Pamela & Sean. 她告诉我，"Pls always remember ok, ppl who only faults with others, has plenty of it in themselves. And ppl who can forgive & ignore are the happiest ppl =) remember the first thing I told? Nice peoples should be happy.." When she told me this words, had gave me alot of of strength & comfort. 因为我感到很窝心和无数的感动。因为在我不开心的时候，GOD has send some one come into my life & give me "a new friend". 让她带给我无数的lame jokes.. 哈哈。。

当我读到她的blog, "It's the excitement to meet new, nice people. Gotta be a good start, i reckon. I usually don't mention names but Joey sure is one nice girl that makes people feel comfortable easily with." 我真的没有想到她会写我的名字在她的blog. 因为在我心里面，感激的话，只要自己心里面知道就好。好想Joanne Peh, 她对所有的感激的事， 一一放在心面， 可是她知道我一直都在她身边保护她。所以，我也跟她一样。谁对好，我一一都知道，看到。只是有的时候，我没有表现出来。

秋婷，请记得我在今天告诉你的话。（你告诉我的密秘）希望它可以在接下来的日子里，给你很多的帮助。如果，以后，你需要一个人来给你advise, 可以找我。ok? 最后，你生病了，记得好好地照顾你的身体。喝多点水。最后，不要忘， 我的情人节礼物。哈哈。。 你答应我的。我off 那天，我会跟你拿。哈哈。。 再次，谢谢你这么用心读我的blog. 可是， 不要做'井底之蛙" 哈哈。。 有人要poke 我了。。 谢谢你，记得我有Migraine. Maria Joey 会记得mdm告诉我的东西，什么不要多吃。哈哈。。。 谢谢你把我们合照的照片放在你的friendster. 拿我的照片，要给广告钱的。。 哈哈。。。


最后，我也不忘了，那些一直support & read my blog peoples. Like; Felicia Chin, Joanne Peh, 秋婷，灵伊，Delphine, Lijuan, Von, Rina, Meiling, Passerby, Lengend, Linda, Jerena, Aili, Shiwei, Charlie, PBY, Hyde,hp, Darren, teddi & so on.. (if i forget). Like to say "Sorry" to u..Cos too many peoples to remember, "old people" can't remember alot of things..


Take Care, 秋婷。希望我们友情能像细水一样长久。。。。加油！！！

洪秋婷 Totally Rocks!!!- 【唯我独尊】16强出炉

当我才没有写秋婷的故事前，要跟秋婷讲谢谢你，有读过我的Blog.. I'm very surprsie you search until can search until my blog.

今天，是我第一次看过和认识秋婷。因为，我在Channel U website http://u.mediacorptv.com/story.aspx?Editorial_ID=688&SubCategoryID=20 看过她的照片。没有想到会这么快，认识她。看到她的照片，又觉得她有点像Felicia Chin. 也好巧，秋婷也和我一样喜欢Felicia Chin.

当她看到我在reception, 她跟我"hi" ，　我心里开始有了？你认识我吗？我认识你吗？哈哈。。后来，Vincent 说要跟她拍照。。　我就走过去。。KPO.　后来，她走到我身边，问我是不是喜欢Felicia? 我说你什么知道？她说，她有读我的blog... 哈哈。。　没想到我的blog 有这么多人读。。Vincent 问我她叫什么名？我说Felicia.. 她就用手poke me.. 我给她这个动作，吓一跳。因为我们不是很认识。But can play until so crazy. 她才问我是不是不会这么早走？　我说我们在等朋友放工。她说她要叫cab, 叫我们等她叫cab, 才走。我说ok loh.. 我们又在谈天了，　讲了很多Secret.　一下，她的cab来了，跟我们说bye bye...

最后，想对秋婷说，我不是stubborn。　我只是喜欢叫你Felicia. 我不会叫你给我code. 因为，你是艺人，我要尊敬你。　也希望你会拿到冠军。才有，别忘了我这个朋友。如果你要找人，说心事可以找我。你知道什么找我吧。。　哈哈。。　友谊长久。。　你也累了。早点睡吧。。　

Note: 如果有人喜欢秋婷，请在这个comment box 写东西，因为她会读和看。。我告诉她了。 Thanks.

"Happy New Year" to u...

CNY Countdown @ Mediacorp 06/02/2008

今天，是一个让我感到无数的快乐。。为什么? 因为我已经有5年没有到Mediacorp 倒数了。我要谢谢Delphine & Vincent 给了我票。才有最重要的是我要谢谢"1 Artiste" last mins 帮我拿到票。

我和Delphine meet 7.45pm @ her hse bus stop but I come early 7pm，然后，我们搭bus 去Mediacorp. 我们到那里不久，就看到Von. Then, follow by Teddi, Keane, Melvin, Jerena & Vincent.我们在recept 谈天一下。8.30pm 我们就下去排队进去。进去后，我，Von & Teddi 坐在中间。Delphine, Vincent, Jerena, Teddi, me, Von, Keane坐一排。Von, Teddi & me 在里面谈很多。也让我忘记不开心的事。我和Von 一直叫靓瑄。(Felicia)。靓瑄跟我们wave. 哈哈。。

当靓瑄给红包的时候，我们都一直叫她。。

节目完后，我们就去RG等Felicia. 1.30am Felicia 出来了。她下车，跟我们说“Happy New Year" & shake hand. Felicia 一直跟我打眼色。哈哈。。　宝贝，我知道你的意识。

宝贝，希望在这一年里，你会快乐。把不开心的事给忘掉。不任发生什么事，Joey Mummy 会一直在你身边保护你。希望我们的友情像细水一样长。。　Felicia, Happy New Year.. Miss u.. Don't know when can see u again? :x.. Love u....

Happy New Year 2008

大家，新年快乐。今天，是初夕。 我想每个人一定很忙，在准备团圆饭。吃了团圆饭， 就会到 Chinatown 倒数。而我呢？我会到Mediacorp 倒数。 好久没有去Mediacorp 倒数了。要谢谢Delphine & Vincent.. 希望等下我会玩的很开心。。也希望可以看到Felicia & Lingyi.　可惜, Joanne 没有involve。。

今天，刚读了Sean 的blog，他写了“P/s Its terrible reading someone blog,i find that the english written is totally worse than a primary school student.I can't seems to really understand what is being written and the meaning behind it,the words that is used is wrong.The sentence structure and meaning makes people bewilder.That person write as if one is so great like that,whatever man who cares?To make it simple,its a total waste of time reading that blog because its rubbish.Your language might even degrade after reading it,please brush up your language for goodness sake.FULL STOP.”。

我要大声告诉Sean，　这个是我的blog, 我英文bad, 管你的什么事？我喜欢什么写，就什么写。只要我觉得comfortable. 如果你看不过眼，就不要来我的blog. 我这里不欢迎你。

最后，我在这里要谢谢很多人。在读了我的Blog, 都给我很多安慰的话。如: Joanne Peh, Lingyi, Rina, Delphine, Teddi, Von, Lijuan, PBY, Jerena. 请你们放心，我没事。我不会为了一个不懂我的真诚的人，而哭，难过。新的一年，要开心。是Joanne告诉我。所以，我会听她的话。Joanne, 你放心，我们的友情会长久和strong. 因为，我重感情的人。

Torture (from 德江Blog)

We like to be tortured.
When things come easy, it’s cheap.
We abuse it and taking it for granted.

We like to be tortured.
When things are hard to get, we want more.
Rejection becomes motivation and obsession.

We like to be tortured.
We struggle with the ones we love, for uncertainty.
Be it for more arguments or in the hope of moving on.

We like to be tortured.
We struggle to give up the ones we love, to be alone.
Be it for fewer burdens or more attention from strangers.

We like to be tortured.
We allow people to do it to us.
We let people determine our self worth.

Ultimately, we torture ourselves …

** I like to share with u all, cos I find this topics is nice & interesting. Cos we everytimes tortured with peoples, relationship & friends the most. Gd person always get hurt easy by peoples. Like I also. After I read this topics, I understand & know it. E.g. How many times u had tortured the one love u? How many times u had tortured the person who is always so selfish, jealous & petty with peoples? Many not alot of peoples can do it.. I think only me can do it.. But when I can't stand it with the person anymore, i will explore everything out for I had keep so long inside my heart.

Like what alot peoples who had read my blog, they easy to know my charcter, cos they know that I'm a "real" person, who is a very straight forward person, like to help peoples alot, who can be trust. And easy get hurt & emotion person also. I'm a person who is very REAL, TRUE, FAITH to Freinds. Maybe sometimes when I said the person, they may hate me & can't accept wat I had said them. But I said the TRUE & wat I thinking from my heart. I just dun want to hide. Cos it's will be me miserable... So, if those peoples who had been reading my blog all the while, at here i like to say Thank u from my bottom heart.

Thanks for LingYi, Von & Delphine who had been show concern on me after read my blog of between me & Pamela. I alright now. I won't let myself get into her trap & walk into "darkness". I won't so easy fall down 1.

LingYi, glad that u like the stuffs I had gave u.. haha.. And most important is the comfort u had gave me.. I alrite now.. I promise u, I will take care of myself.. And we'll have loads of chances to meet! Haha.. Dun forget our promise hor.. Hope u enjoy ur gala of Jay ytd 03/02.. Miss ur cute pattern... Haha... hope to see CNY countdown... U shall know where I will find for u.. haha...

Sad & Disappointed with Pamela keep me as seceret..

When I post this entry, I was saying Pamela keep me as seceret & the person is someone who I know.. Inside my heart, I keep asking "Why Pamela want to keep me as seceret? It is she scare that I get close with the artiste? Don't think that what u ask Lingyi @ bus, I know what u ask. Is just I don't want explore. I ask u, u said she not going RG. I can see wat u all talking between the window. She told u, she going to see周星驰 gala. But u never told me.I know.. I just keep quite. Tell me what u going back home... At here, I want to tell u that, "Artiste is belong everyone, NOT JUST FOR U ALONE". IF U WANT ARTISTE TO TREAT U WELL, USE UR OWN WAY, TO LET HER (ARTISTE) BELIEVE U & TREASURE U, LIKE WAT ARTISTE DO THAT TO ME.

I'M UR FRIEND, NOT UR ENEMY, WHY U WANT TO KEEP ME AS SECRET? DON'T U TRUST ME? SINCE U WANT TO KEEP ME AS SECERET, THEN NEXT TIME, I ALSO WILL KEEP SECERET FROM U & KEEP DISTANCE WITH U... COS INSIDE UR HEART, "U ARE NOT OPEN HEART ENOUGH, THERE ARE ALOT OF THINGS, I ALWAYS TOLD U, CHANGE UR CHARCTER, DON'T BE SELFISH, JEALOUS, PETTY... BUT Y U ALWAYS STILL LIVE IN UR OWN WORLD?"

NOW, I KNOW WHAT TO DO ALREADY.. SINCE U WANT TO MAKE THE 1ST STEP ON ME, THEN I MAKE SURE U WILL REGRET FOR WAT U HAD DONE TO ME.... COS FROM STARTING I HAVE NEVER OFFEND U, UNTIL NOW.. U USE UR HEART TO THINK.. USE "ANGEL HEART" TO THINK.. NOT "EVIL HEART".. TAT ALL I WANT TO TELL U...IF U DUN ACCEPT & AGREE WAT I SAID, THEN UR CHOICE, COS THE PATH OF ROAD IS U CHOICE U....NOT I FORCE U....

PAMELA, SINCE NOW U HAD BLOCK UR BLOG.. I KNOW, U WILL READ MY BLOG.. NO MATTER WAT, IF I KNOW, U TRY TO HURT FELICIA OR ANY1 I LIKE, I WILL MAKE U PAY FOR IT.. IT IS WAT I MEAN IT TO U

Lingyi with S-pop artiste @ Hougang Mall 03/02/2008

今天，我10点就到RG等灵伊， 因为她在她的blog告诉我。可是，她12点才来。她在cab里面看到我就跟我"wave"。 下车后，她走到我的站的地方。 她跟我说: "Sorry, 因为last mins改时间。她才告诉我，昨晚，她去了The MAX Pavilion@Singapore Expo of 5566 & S-Pop concert. " 我告诉她，你没有告诉我你有去。她静静。灵伊很好笑，告诉我们她不知道要去Jay Zhou 或 Zhou Xing Chi Gala? 我和Pamela 都叫她去Jay Zhou Gala. 她才问我们为什么没有去看5566 Concert? 才告诉我们她跟5566很熟， 要不要她帮我们拿他们的autograph? 我们都笑了。

我终于把她喜欢的TAU SA PIA给她了。我再去买新的给她和叫JB 给朋友做potato chip 给她。她说我有心了。哈哈，灵伊，我一直都是有心人，对我支持的人而已。只是有时候，有些人不了解我。我也不会去逼人去了解我。只要她们有眼睛， 就知道我对她们是不是真心的？然后，她问我们要不要拍照？我们就开始拍照了。。 拍完照后，我和Pamela, 就搭bus去Hougang Mall看灵伊。

1点我和Pamela 到Hougang Mall,当我们到哪里，没有人，我们就站在stage 前面。我们个去卖东西吃，因为我们才没有迟早点，很饿。我去买sunflower 给灵伊。想给她surprise.

2.20pm S-Pop 开始，我们都站起来，因为Cui Fang叫的。开场的是Teresa唱，接下来是S-Pop德歌手，(as above picture, which u all can see). 当灵伊出来的时候，跟我们说"hi & wave". 她唱了“发烧". 她一唱完歌，我就叫她的名字，把sunflower 给她。翠芳在stage说是起早庆祝情人节，问她什么庆祝？她说，她要读书。哈哈。。翠芳害这么"PaiSeh". 3.30pm event 完。我和Pamela run to back stage, see lingyi. 在她要离开之前，我告诉她记得吃和update blog. 她说ok...

Lastly, I feel happy to see 灵伊@ RG & Hougang.. Haha.. U finally know RG is Radio Gate, not Reception Gate.. Don't think recept that gate u want go in use pass is call RG.. haha.. blur queen...And thanks for remember me & my name... It is more than enough....If u need some one to share ur prombles, I can always be ur listen ear.. Cos I a TRUE FREIND.. Take Care.. my blur queen.. opps...she going to kill me when she see me next time... :x haha..

Msg To Pamela & Felicia Fans

当我写这个entry 的时候，是因为今天Pamela 跟我说了很多东西。在这里，我想跟Pamela & Felicia Fans 一个人生的道路。也许，有些人会不同意我的看法，我不会去逼你们去听我的。只想和你们分享。

[1] 为什么我们的脑会有２和东西？"Angel" & "Evil"? －因为我们的脑无法控制。有的时候，当我们是"Evil" ，　做了很多东西，如：在人家被后说人家的坏话，让你的enemy 喜欢的人知道你的坏事。一直想办法害你。我的advise 是不要管他们讲你的坏话。如果你没有做，为什么要怕他们说你的坏话呢？　我们只要并良心去面对你身边的人。当我们变"Angel" 得时候，　已经太迟了。(Why inside our brain got 2 things? cos sometimes we can't control our minds. So, "Evil" had come into our life. If those who is christian, the bible had said. When we don't have the heart of GOD, "evil" will easy come into our life & control our minds.So, when our enemy come & attack us, we just don't care what they said abt our bad words to our artise. Cos if the artiste know ur charcter well, she will believe u & won't listen what others ppl had told her. We just "Set our heart FREE, if we never done anything wrong to peoples, we don't have to care how ur enemy attack u.)



[2]为什么我们要掉进敌人的trap? 为什么要生气？－我不知道为什么你要掉进敌人的trap? 敌人如看到你生气，哭。他们就会很开心。因为他们的plan 做到了。你只要不要那么笨掉进敌人的trap, 他们也不会拿你什样？(Why we want to fall inside our enemy trap? Why want to make ourselve angry & cry? Since u know the plan of what enemy is trying to do to u. So, we shall learn to me smart & don't fall into their trap. They see u had fall into their trap, they will be very happy & laugh @ u. U like it meh? If u didn't fall into their trap, they can't do anything to u, right?)

[3] 什么选我门的路？－　我的人生道路有2 种；1. “暗路" 和"光明路 "。　如果我告诉你们我走过"暗路", 　你们相信吗？(How to choice the road of path in our life? In our path, there are 2 type of road, "darkness" & "Brightness" If I told u all, I had walk through the path of "darkness", u all believe or not? I know that u all won't believe. Now, I going to share with u all. I remember when I was in Sec 1 is it the "darkness" of me. Cos those ppl around me make use of me as friend. Cos they know that I was an easy going peoples. Then, 1 day I discovered that 1 of my best friend, who I trust so much, had said alot bad words to the guy I like. And the guy starting got feeling with me, cos he told me. Then, when I heard from some1 told me that my best friend told the guy I like abt my bad words & the guy I like had start avoid me. When I know & see it, I was so hurt, sad & disappointed. Why my best friend do that to me? I had never done anything bad to her & never said anyone bad words before. I got try to cut my hand before & walk into the "darkness" for 3mths. This "darkness" is s scarely, every day live sad, unhappy, restless. Until 1 day, my teacher saw me everyday look so sad, she asked me why? I share with her, cos she is my favourite teacher. Then, she asked me, want to go church or not? Cos she said GOD told her to invite me to Church. I agreed. Then, when I go to church, pastor share with us " The path of road". He said, in our life, there are 2 road for us, GOD had set & plan "bright road" for us. But if we choice to walk "darkness" & go 1 big round then u will find it suffer & miserable. After listen it, I had plan to walk the path GOD had plan & gave me.

So it is the story to tell u all that, like we choice a friend, have to be very careful. Don't easy trust anyone. Unless u know the person very well. Cos u onli can see the person out look but inside the heart is RED or BLACK, u don't know. Not like me...I can see it.. Cos GOD gave me the "eyes" to see & know. And Pamela, if she choice to walking her own path, let her be.. Cos 1 day she will regret. So, no matter how much we try to help, if she don't believe ur charcter. Then, no choice.
Just hope u will walk out the "darkness" & don't think so much.. Choice the path GOD had set & plan for u.. Stay Happy..

And this story share with Felicia fans out there.. Choice the path GOD plan for u all, dun stay in "darkness" - sad, disappointed, jealous.... Stay Happy.. Cos even u choice to walk the "darkness", the life is suffer & miserable, Why want to make urslef unhappy? Life is short..
Understand?

31/01/2008 go RG wait for Lingyi

Today, I went to RG, just cos of waiting for Lingyi. Cos she told me she will have rehearsal & end around 7 plus or 8 plus. So, After my work 6pm, I straight away rush down to RG, without having dinner. I meet Pamela @ RG, she also waiting Lingyi with me. We wait until 10.30pm.. but never see her.. So, I plan to go home.. I had bring Tau Sar Piah for her, cos I know she like it.

But wait until so long, never see her, so I disappointed & go home. So after reached home, I post @ her blog & told her I wait for her from 7pm - 10.30pm, have't eat dinner. The next day, 01/02/2008, when I read her blog, I saw what she wrote to me;

"OMG JOEY!!

i'm so sorry la! Rg = Recep gate?? i was looking out for u u know? i left at about 9 plus i think.. so sorry leh! aiya, u hungry should eat the tau sar piah ma! tsk..nxt time pls dun skip dinner ok?poor thing leh u.."

When I read it, I feel touched & never thought that she will post it @ her blog.. At here, I want to told Lingyi, starting I was disappoined can't see u. Pamela told me, it is u last mins change ur mind dun come or u bluff me. But I told her, u won't bluff me. Cos I can see from ppl eyes. I had never blame u.. Just maybe we don't have fate to see each other.

Actually, I know lingyi is not long.. I just saw her 2 times. 1st time is Simei S-Pop event, I was standing back stage while waiting for pamela, cos she see her idols. Then, when lingyi come out & want to perform on stage, she look @ me & smile @ me. Then, after she singing come down from stage, she also smile me.. Then, in my heart, I thinking, do u know me? I don't know who u r? But she smile @ me. 2nd times is when @ RG. After Felicia event @ Expo. We thought of trying our luck see can see Felicia coming from RG or not? We wait for abt 1hrs, then Pamela said want to go toilet, when on the way, so Felicia car, we quickly run back to RG. Then, Felicia told us she will be rehearsal until very late., told us don't wait for her, if we tired. Then, she go in lah. Then, we go reception toilet. On the way to RG, we saw lingyi. Pamela quickly run to her & talk with her, while I stand aside listen what they talk. Then, she smile me again..It is her 3rd times smile @ me. Then, I asked Pamela who is her, when starting I don't know her & wat is her name? Until Pamela told me. Then, I told Pamela, I plan to support her, cos she keep smile @ me, since she don't know me. And my feeling told me, she will be a nice gal. Really she is a nice gal.. See what she post @ her blog. Actually i never accept anything from her.. Just want to let her know that I did wait for her @ RG & want to pass Tau Sar Piah for her..

Lingyi, thanks for post all those things @ ur blog. U really make me feel touched & surprise.. I will keep inside my heart. Thanks. See u on 03/02/2008 @ Hougang Mall..

Bye Bye to “陈凤玲”， welcome "陈靓瑄"

当我看到8 days & 早报说陈凤玲，改名名字，我心里面第一个答案是为什么，风玲要改名？读完早报， 我才知道原因。 心里面里有点难过。可是， 如果Felicia 觉得"陈靓瑄" 这个名字对她好的话。我会为她高兴。虽然， 陈凤玲跟着它24年了。Let us say "Bye Bye" to 陈凤玲", let welcome "陈靓瑄"new name of Felicia Chin. NO MATTER, WHAT NAME U CHANGE TO, THE FELICIA CHIN IS STILL THE ONE WHO I KNOW 3YRS AGO. I WILL STILL SUPPORT U, CARE, PROTECT U & LOVE U . IT IS THE PROMISE I HAD MAKE TO U, SO IT WILL NEVER CHANGE. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN, FRIEND 4EVER.

希望所有喜欢Felicia 的fans 会接受她新名字"陈靓瑄", 因为你们喜欢的是Felicia 的人，而不是她的名字。

All the best to U　"陈靓瑄 "。　

Always there Love, care, concern & protect U;

Joey Mummy

Health & Wellness @ Expo 26/01/2008

Today, is a happy day for me but is also sad & painful day for me..Why I said that cos I still got Migraine. So, before I go down to Expo, I on the way taking MRT, take my medicine. Everything is last mins for going down to see Felicia @ Expo.

At here, I like to say "Thanks" for the above peoples for make me the day bright. [1]"hp" thanks for telling what on 25/01.. I understand what u try to tell me & I know & understand. Just maybe u dun know what I thinking inside. But at last I make it & go down see Felicia..[2]Lijuan - "thanks" for lend me read "wanbao" abt what the reporter said abt Felicia. [3] Tanat - "Thanks" for company me to Expo. [4]Rina - "Thanks" for rush down see Felicia & sit beside me.. [5] Pamela "Thanks" for help me get a copy of "wanbao" & go RG with me. [6]Von, Legend, Delphine & Vincent, "thanks" for saying "Hi" to me. Delphine & Vincent, glad that u will say "Hi" to me. Special Vincent.. cos after tat case, you have never chat with me. But at here, I want to make clear with delphine & vincent, you are not the 1 who make me angry, so I won't blame or don't friend u all. I know what is right & wrong.. Let start the story of Expo;

Around 6pm, me & Tanat reached Expo.. When we reached Expo, we go 2 different way, he go toilet, while I go 7-11 buy mineral water. When @ 7-11, saw Delpine & Vincent.. They said "Hi" to me, I also said "Hi" to them.. Then, Delphine, said "2dae u not working meh?" I said, I MC & last mins come 1. Then, I rushed to meet Pamela inside. When I reached Expo, I saw Lijuan, Von, Legend. But I was busy looking for Pamela.. cos she book seat for me.. After I found Pamela, I seat down. Then, Lijuan saw me, said "Hi" to me..follow by Von & Legend. Me wave back to them. Then, after awhile, Rina sms me, asked me, where am I? I said inside, she told me, she on the way down to expo, asked me book 1 seat for her. I said ok. Then, Lijuan walk to me, pass me "wanbao" abt Felicia news, said got impose her @ friendster. When I read it. I was so angry. I know the friendster is not Real Felicia 1, when Pamela got told me before. I told Pamela, tat 1 is not Felicia friendster. She said can't be, cos got alot her personal picture. I said, it is all can find @ Felicia blog. What I said is True, after I see the newspaper.

Around 6.30pm, Felicia arrived. 6.45pm, she was on stage. She was holding 2 sunflower.The host was so funny & cute. When Felicia on stage, felicia fans shouted "Sheng Jin Po". She wave.. She haven't saw me, cos I not standing with Delphine, Vincent, Lijuan, Von & Lengend. I was another side. Then, when she was singing "My Star", I moved in front to take her picture, she finally saw me. I know that when she saw me, was shocked. Cos I never told her or any fans that I was going down. Only Pamela & Lijuan last mins. She smile @ me. I was smile @ her. After her singing, start to play game, Legend was choice to be on stage, which u all can see all the picture on top, share with u all.. When playing game, Felicia was like "Sheng Jin Po", keep doing alot funny thing. The sunflower is she bought 1 for playing game..

Then, 7.30pm, the event end.. We all quickly run to back stage. When we standing the rest room, the guards stand in front of us.. After awhile, Felicia come out with her male manager. I saw she walking out the front entrance, I told Lijuan they all, quick run to the entrance.. While Felicia still walking slowly, cos alot ppl blocking her way. Then, when she saw us @ entrance, she said wow u alll so fast.. Then, the guard, open the door to carpark, I told Lijuan, let run to her car.. I follow her direction, I can sence where she park her car.. I quickly run to her car.. While she still walking slowly...Then, she open the door, going the car, I open her left side door, put my stuffs inside her car, which 1 to give her 1. She said "wow.. u scare me, thought who?" then, the guard come to my side, block my way.. then, before she left. She turn my side, wave 2 times, say "bye bye".

After Felicia left, me, Pamela & Melissa went to RG, cos they want to try their luck, see can see Felicia @ RG or not? While me leh... was suddenly, plan to wait for "1 artiste", cos she told me she will be fliming this few days. So, I decide to gave her surprise. But at the end, around 11plus, she called me, told me don't wait for her. Cos will be over run & late.. So, I left RG. While Pam still @ RG.

There are 1 thing, I want to make very clear to all of u, my "1 artiste" is confirm is not Felicia or Joanne Peh. Is some one.. Who is she? I was tell.. Cos is a sercert.

Lastly, I want to tell Felicia, "Thanks" for bring alot of fun on 26/01/2008 @ Expo. I will always remember this day & Republic of "Campus Yummy". No matter what, I will still there for u..

Miss u lot.. Bao Bei.....

I had Migraine .

Today (25/01/2008), is a painful day.. Why? Cos I got Migraine & take MC 26/01. I got Migraine all the while. Just never share & told my friends who is always me..Not even Felicia & Joanne Peh.. "Sorry" for keeping it for u all. Cos I don't want u all worry abt me. From 21/01 - 25/01, I had been eaten Pandanol before sleeping to kill my Migraine. When I see doctor, my doctor, asked me; "You don't have a gd sleep , sleep late & think so much, is it?". I said, "Yap". why i don't sleep early, cos I have been thinking of Felicia badly. And this mth, I had been cried alot.. from MC King passed away, my birthday party wish never come true & wonder how is Felicia? And how is "my 1 artiste"? Cos heard from her that she is no gd mood.. Hope she is fine now..

今天去拜拜MC King....

在我才没有开始我的故事之前，有很多人告诉我， 我写的华语比英语好多了。也有人告诉我，她不会看华语，所以有些看不懂的字，就跳。不任什样我都要跟你们说声；“谢谢”用心读我的blog. 现在，我要开始我的故事。。

今天早上，我一个人去拜拜MC King, 在路上我在心跳， 也许因为我从来没有自己一个人去这种地方。因为我本身是Christian, 所以今天做了很多笑话。我到MC King 的“极乐世界”。我在他的牌面前哭了起来。在他的灵牌，告诉他很多话， 手才帮他抹灵牌。说完了，就下去烧银纸。我很好笑，来这里，竟然没有拿Lighter 和candle. 我就跟一个人借lighter..我想点火，可是什么点，都不能。就交一个uncle帮我点。他问我烧给谁？我说MC King.. 我们谈天很久，他告诉我，他的朋友和妈妈也是像MC King 这样死。我静静地听。 后来，他问我MC King 的家在哪里？我告诉他。在我要离开之前，我在上去跟MC King 说一声，希望他收到我烧给他的digital camera, shirt, LV shoes, wallet, watch, passport, credit card, chq book, 点心, slippery, medicine, instant noodles, hp & alot of money.. so that he can enjoy life go oversea, since he so like to travel, when he still alive. And he also like to take photos & post @ his blog. MC King, 我答应你，下次我再去拜拜，我一定买很多你喜欢的东西吃，　和Laptop. Uncle 也跟我上去拜拜MC King. Uncle, 问我住哪里？我告诉他，他放我在Bishan Junction MRT. 我心里很不好意是，　因为跟他不是很认识，他也帮了我烧银纸。如果，不是他，我想MC King 现在都才没收到。Uncle, "thank you for your help".

昨天，我读了权怡凤的blog, 她写了“delete”。他们走得太突然 , 太年轻，以至于教人心酸 , 让人不舍!到现在我手机里还留著 MC King的电话号码 , 我舍不得 Delete ,舍不得 …………….!每每把玩电话 , 在手机里找人名打电话时总会不经意掠过俩人的名字。这好像一直在提醒我 , 他们曾经来过这世上 , 我和他们曾在人生路程上碰过面。一想到这里，我的心就会开始往下沉。有时候会认为这样对待自己太残忍了 , 把他的电话号码Delete不就没事了吗？可是我真的不想也不敢。不想是因为不舍，不敢是因为深怕自己会忘了他们。。。我从来都不记得他的号码 , 只靠手机的电话簿 ,Delete了之后我就永远失去了他们 !

其实，我和权怡凤一样，不舍得Delete MC King 的nos. 因为我 怕自己会忘了他。所以，一直到现在我才收着。只想让MC King 知道，我们都没忘记你，因为你在我们每一个人的心里占了很大的地位。我们好爱你，想你。。。你知道吗？

　

5 Simple Rules to be Happy

To all my Dear Friends,

who has been reading my blog all the while, there are something I like to share with you all. I got this msg from Meiling. Here, is the msg how to make ourselves happy;

[1] Free your heart from hatred.

[2]Free your mind from worries.

[3] Live Simply.

[4] Give more.

[5]Expect Less.

When I received this msg, the 1st things in my minds is I know that what Meiling is trying to tell me, thanks. I know & understand.

My advice for all my friends out there, set urself free & take away all the hatred & worries inside of ur heart, live simply. And give more love & care to peoples who is around you & expect less of rewards from anyone. Then, you will "LIVE HAPPY" FOREVER.

你对身边的朋友有多爱，关心，了解？

当我写到这个文章的时候，让我们有真心，良心问问自己。1）你对你在心里面在乎的朋友有多了解，关心和爱他们? 2)为什么人都会这么自私? 3) 为什么人都要这么的炫耀？你们心里有了答案吗？我已经有了答案。让我的答案和你们分享。


1）我对在我心里面在乎的朋友，了解多多少少都之知道她们心里在想什么。我心里很明白，也许我做一些事，让朋友生气，可是，好想告诉她，我不是有意的。因为我有自己的原因。当我做了那个事后，我知道我已经伤害她了。所以，在这里，我要对我很在乎的朋友说，（你应该知道你是谁）。“对不起，我不是有心要让你伤心，只因为我太在乎你这个朋友。我已经做了一个东西给你，把我们在一起的所有开心的回忆，放在里面，也许会不是很好看，可是，是我用我的真心，真诚去做。如有机会看到你，我会交给你。才有，我对所有我身边的朋友是用真诚来感动每个人。

2）为什么人都会这么自私？- 这个问题是从一个人的身边发觉。我们人都会2面。1是有爱心。 2是自私。如果问我那个回比较多？我会说是自私。因为我们人心里一直想得到一样东西，所以会不管用什么手法都要得到。像Kaijie要得到Fei Fei, 用多少的手法来对待Jin Long. 为什么我们不可以用大方的心来对待身边的人呢？为什么要吃醋？你这样做会开心吗？让每个人恨你，你喜欢吗？- （用你们的良心问问自己吧）

3）为什么人会炫耀？我是从一个男的影迷身上找到这个问题。他所做的每一样事都在炫耀。要每个人都吃醋，你这样做对你有什么好处？跟Felicia 有多Close. Please loh.. 你如果觉得这样做，你觉得很Happy. 我可以告诉你，我不会上你的当， 我也不会在乎。因为我相信我的宝贝。

4）保护- 我知道每个影迷都要保护自己喜欢的艺人，可是你们懂什么叫保护吗？如：做个大方的人，不吃醋。 在艺人需要你的时候，把你的手伸出来，帮她以吧。如很多影迷喜欢Felicia, 为什么我们不可以像大家庭，一起Support Felicia 呢？为什么要这里一个group? 那里一个group? 有那个艺人喜欢看到这种场面？为什么不能手牵手一起Support? 你们说对吗？


**Felicia, 世界上最遥远的距离，不是生离死别或天隔一方，而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你。。。"**


最后，今天我买了好多死人的东西，想在新年之前，去拜拜我的老爸和MC King. 只相对MC King 说，“谢谢你，让我中了2次入围和1次安慰，都是你的号码。我知道你一直在保佑我。我买了好多东西给你在一个盒子里。希望你收到我的心意。MC King, 好想念你的笑声。”。。。。