黃鴻升－不屑 (小鬼)

事情如果那么简单那就好了

想让自己不见

瞬间就统统消灭

人类如果没有心脏那就好了

受伤不会流血

悲伤也不会流泪



不需要有同类

传染颓废

不需要愚昧的尊严

不需要去偷窃你的思念

自我安慰


就让我伪装

我嘴角不屑

让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍

允许我保留我最后一点点特权

赦免我想念你的心碎

如果我眼神里闪烁不屑

可能我心里一半地已经残废

那一半跟着你走远了的那一天

这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年
如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许有一天我们会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍

Stop & Pause, Just give me a mins

At this moment, no matter how r u all? What you all doing? Where r you all? Busy or not busy?
Just want to say to above ppl that I Miss u & Love U;

大姐 - 米雪

Baby - 许美静

宝贝- Felicia Chin

Joanne Peh

Ah Teng - QQ

Rachael

Mama G

今天，我在回家的路上，听着歌， 脑海出现了大姐的样子。。。。我都在忙做工最近，所以，我发觉我很少updated blog & sms 一些朋友。。不代表我没有sms, 我就忘了我认识的朋友，你们的blog, 我每天都风雨不改在读。。。 我一直都在。。。只是你们不知道。。。

Happy Birthday Felicia Cin

Felicia,

Happy Birthay...

**Wondering, how r u now? Miss u & Love u....Bao Bei....

Minli farewell 23/10/2009

Today, is my another collegue Minli last day.. We had took alot pic of her.. And I also have help her take pic with collegue...(Which I had put at my facebook..)..

Sad - Sad that another NICE collegue left....

Happy - for she had found a better job than my company


Hope we can still keep as contact as whenever we free... 08/11/20009, we going to meet up for lunch.....

The Great Singapore Sing-Along滨海湾万人大家唱

昨晚，我和我的朋友和家人一起去看。。 原本，我和我的朋友很早就买票。昨天下午，我去慧慧Spa, 她有14张票，我就问我妈妈和姐姐，要不要去？她们要去。。。 她们要去。。。

美静， 10pm plus 出来， Baby 一出来，我就一直在叫“Baby, Baby". 她听到熟人的声音，她就说看到老朋友." Hahaha.. 我要跟Angie, Susan & Josphine's hubby. Thanks for take turn help me hold the banner..

昨晚，Baby 唱 2 首歌 "阳光终在雨后”& " 城里的月光" .. 很高兴， Baby 一直看过来。。。希望能快点听到Baby 的新专辑。。。。

SUPER SUPER PISSED OFF

Today, SUPER SUPER PISSED OFF WITH MY BOSS.. COS SHE ALWAYS NEVER THINK OF PPL SHOES..

WHEN WILL THE DATE OF MY "FREEDOM"

COME FAST????????????

I WANT TO BE LIKE

SABRINA..

Samsung M8800

Ytd I go this NEW hp, which is my contract is expiry for 2 yrs.. And I got 100 discount Voucher. So, I get a NEW hp.. I just top up $48, which is this hp cost $148. But I pay $48. There is 2 colour, black & pink. Pink out of stock.

Before I buy this hp, I keep ask ppl what model hp is good? Got ppl say Nokia & Sony Ericsson.. But this 2 hp, very ex.. Me need to top up alot.. So, at the end I use this brand & model...

This week, is a busy day for me..... Cos next week, I will be invole Yogurt Promotion at Tampines 1.. Haiz... For those who want to drop by & say "Hi" to me, can always sms me, see what time I there? And when? I will told you all...

** Take Care everyone. ..

Stop control of my Freedom

More & more dun like my boss.. Cos she too much.. Keep over control my FREEDOM & other collegues Freedom..

Today, I had finally write an email voice out my feeling of how I feel of her.. "Stop thinking that I will keep online on facebook while working & play game.. I dun play "Pet Society". I not like Jolin, who u had Fire b4.. I was already so busy & give me so many things to do, where got time to online play game.. I just feel she too "Ming Gan", of whatever I doing.. If you have NO TRUST on your own staff, I believe that sure those who work under u won't work for you long..

Like, I work 1 yrs plus, how many salesman had resign? Ann Chew, Peter, Jester & Sam. Marketing Dept. Winson, Jimmy, Kim & Sabrina.It is all cos ur problem, that why all can't work long with you.. I think me also going & now I plan to also...

Looking forward for my FREEDOM SOON

友情的魔力，爱情的魔力

突然脑袋出现这首歌，心里面有很多想说。。。。

I had found my Pendant

Yeah.. I had finally found my necklace & Pendant at my house.. After I search of my room, bathroom...

So Happy.. But my necklace break into half.. Dun know why? Haiz..Think me, going to get a new necklace by this mth..... Earn more $$ at this moment...

QQ, I had found ur "Big Sis" Pendant,

which you gave me as

Birthday Present.

Hahaha..

I had lost my necklace

Haiz... today when I go for lunch, while I was eating, I touched my neck, I discovered that my necklace had lost.. I also dun know when I lost it? Where I lost it? I just know that the last time, I saw my necklace is on Sat..

I had lost the Pendant which is QQ had gave me from my birthday present.. I didn't mean to lost it.. I like the Pendant, not cos is QQ give me. Is the cost of words "Big Sis" that make me like it. And also sentimental value...

QQ, Sorry that I had lost the Pendant, u gave to me.

Jollity 4th Anniversary Fans Club gathering

Today, early the morning wake up to meet Jollity fans at ECP for our Jollity 4yrs Anniversary. We meet 11am at ECP mac, for those who want to have early early lunch with us..(Including me, Rina, Elaine Ken, Ted, Ken's 1 friend & Jimmy)..

Around 12pm, we walk to the beach, while waiting for Vincent to come 12.30pm.. We sit on the rock, take pic & "ice break" ourselves.. 12.30pm Vincent arrived, then we all go rent bikes for cycling.. We cycling from Mac to food centre, then have a break & rest awhile. Then, we play captain ball for 2 round, then break & rest awhile.. After 10mins, we went to Bedok Jetty, the view there is DAMN NICE & windy.. Alot ppl fishing... We enjoy the view & windy.. But too bad, the weather not fair to us, want to rain...Before raining, we took 2 pic & cycling back to rent bikes place.. Cos the time is going up, until 2.55pm..

After return bikes, we slack at Mac, eat & chat...And of course won't forget take group pic, before left... Around 3.40pm, we said "bye bye" to each other.. Me, Elaine & Melvin walk to Parkway to took bus.. Me took bus 36 to Orchard, meet Angie for Kbox singing....

**Even it was not a "well plan" gathering, but at least it is a gathering for fans to know each other well. Cos sometimes, I always think that we shall not cos just event of fans club gathering, then meet up..Sometimes fans also shall have some plan of "OWN" gathering.. Cos if not the idols we support, I think we won't have a chance to know everyone.. So no matter is which fans club I join, have "fate" to know each other, all cos we all love same idols.. So, it is great to share everything, news of idols to each of everyone.. If dun hv idols, I think them also dun have their own fans club, who so support them.. Don't u all think so?


**Those pic, which u all can see from my facebook, have upload at there.. my blog can't upload any pic lah.Cos have over limited of pic upload...

Happy Jollity club Birthday..

Hua Song Museum Mooncake Event (Part 1)

Today, after work I meet with QQ go for OMY Mooncake Event @ Hua Song Museum, which is at Haw Par Villa. The event started at 7pm, I reached there 6.40pm.. My "Siao Cha Bo" reached there b4 me.. "Kiasu".. Hahaha.. She wait for me outside Hua Song Museum, when I reached, called her hp.. She told me mosquito bite her.. Haha.. Then, I make fun of her, who asked her wear shirt, of course "Male mosquito" will "Love bite" her..

Then, we go in Museum & walk walk..While we walk walk at the same time, me take alot of pictures..After walk walk, take pic.. We go to the Hall, which all the ppl gathering for eating.. QQ eat alot of mooncakes.. She see enjoy of eating.. Can't stand her.. Hahaha..

Around 8plus, we had left 1st. Cos nth else there already.. Then, we took bus to Vivo City, took MRT home..

**Thanks QQ for invited to this event & also have a Great fun while taking pic.. Alot of funny pattern.. Those pic which can see at my facebook...

Happy Birthday 陈慧慧

Happy Birthday

陈慧慧

Today, I was giving her an advance birthday SURPRISE.. Hahaha. I specially make an order of Tulip & forget me not flowers to my 18yrs old "OLD FRIEND"..陈慧慧

Last mth (19/9), I went to her spa.. We have alot of chat in the shop.. We chat on, how long we have know each other? (18yrs) How we know each other? (from her fan Jennifer who have make use of her & hurt her b4) How old when she know me? (12yrs old).. All the image is inside of both of us HEART..

18yrs is a very long for us, which we can maintain our friendship so well.. Cos I always feel that it is very hard to find ppl who can REAL understand what we thinking inside of our heart, minds? If want me to say out, there is alot of ppl who I know, I know & can see through their charcter.. Got Friendly, Understanding, Caring, Loving, Unselfishness Love, Selfish, Heartless, Petty, Jealous, Shy.......

Those who I can maintain VERY CLOSE friendship long is those who REALLY REALLY know & understand me.. And Treasure our friendship... Like Hui Hui had said, "I was always so sweet, how can she bear to scold or quarrel with me?"...

Lastly, Just want to say "Happy Birthday To 慧慧".. Enjoy ur Special Day TODAY.. Cos GOD create us to this world.........

Do u know the meaning of "tolerate"

Pisssed with my NEW partner... Just saw her facebook status : "M":i feeel happy even if im cashless. lovely friends, wonderful company.. at least im not lonely like some people who are 30 but has the mind of a 15 yr old teen ((="

The whole story is just a very simple things:

Me : Did u print smt?

M: I think so.

Me: What u think so? got wheat grass & email, pls take it.

M:leave it there first.

Me: I just want you to learn 1 things, whenever we print something, remember to go & take. If not, then wait ppl take or see how? cos some docement is confident. So, stop throwing temper.

M:you have no right to tell me to take my things, if I need it, I will take it. Im not asking you take it for me, don't push my patience. Don't come & brother me abt such trival things..

M: u better learn to show some respect, I will not tolerate you questioning me like how you did abt the printer. I'm not here for you to question. Do u understand?

Me: I not question u, [1]I just want to ask u, is it u print smt? If yes, pls remember to take.
[2]I can't always keep remind u or boss that u print smt ah? [3] I can't always like keep pass u all the things print....Got to have a habit to remember whether we all got print smt or not? From starting I have never questions u anything.. I dun care wat u doing.. Just like Sabrina, also got smoethims ask me, is it I print smt? Or sometimes I also got ask her, is it she print smt? Just remember to take,,,, It is a simple things...

**I MISSS WORKING WITH SABRINA.. SHE IS SO MUCH BETTER THAN "U"at least she know how to "tolerate with ppl"..And won't feel like been questions. Cos of u, I avoid to join lunch with purchasing & marketing dept, which we usually go with.. Just cos let u to have more soical with ppl.. I never eat lunch...

Just cos "U r New fresh, so what? Just cos ur post is exective so what? Just cos ur pay is $200 more than me, so what?" Work is to help one another when collegue.. U think u alone can do so many things meh? No way.. So dun be so "hao lian"..

M think the word i say to her :" what u think so" is Rude word to her.. Hey, come on, it is my straight charcter..

I love a friend give me 1 word : "gnd"..Thanks.. I agree..

Genting Trip with my family (25/09 - 27/09/2009)

Friday (25/09) Nite, I was alone took coach to Genting.. My mum & 2nd sister & her daughter go on Friday morning... I took 9.30pm coach @ Boon Lay.. Actually, I was scared took nite coach, cos I scare driver was sleeping when driving.. Lucky, the drivers was not.. If not, I won't be at here blog....

I reached Genting Sat (26/09) 4am sharp, when I reached I went to my mum & sister rm, press doorbell, cos 4 of us share 1 rm. Was damn tired, taking nite coach.. Cos keep stopping every 2hrs for toilet break.. Dun have nice sleep...

Then Sat morning 8am, we all wake up eat breakfast @ First World.. Then, go find my uncle & his family, bring them walk walk Genting.. I bring them take cable car.. Cos I got FREE cable car tickets.. Hahaha..Thanks my ex company operation give me 10 tickets....Then, around 3plus, they go back rm rest, while I go Casino gambling... Meet them Dinner time....After Dinner, I bring my uncle & mum to Casino see see, walk walk.... Then, they go for their shopping, I go back to gambling again... Gambling until 11pm go back Hotel sleep.. Cos Sun my uncle & his family go left Genting 6am, so we all want to send them off downstair..

Sunday (27/09) 5.45am, I wake up & brush up & quickly go to uncle rm & send them off downstair...My mum as usual cry when send her familt off. As for me, no cry... Just dun bear.. But still hv to say "Bye Bye" to them...After send them off, I con't go back sleep.. Around 8am, my mum wake me up, ask me go eat breakfast, I told her, help me packet.. I want to sleep, cos really super tired.. Around 10am, they come back.. Wake me up.. Me wake up eat breakfast, after awhile bath, then prepare to go down check in... Cos we took 11.30am coach back to Singapore...On the way, sleep & wake up for toilet break every 2hrs...

**It was a short holiday trip, but it was a worth it family gathering.. Specially my mum can see her brother & family... Since I was not working this wkend, I make use of my wkend to join my mum the trip...Even it was a rush & tired trip.... Even when come back, I was flu... But I had never complain of any single words.. Cos I also miss my uncle... He asked us Dec join them to Bali, he treat us... I also want to go, but need to wok out my leave & $$$$$$

Pissed with my partner....

Today, I was pissed with my partner.. What the fuck is u telling me today? I will remember what today you had told me..

Don't ever ask me smt, I won't be nice to help you anymore...

QQ OMY Blog interview Video

QQ OMY Blog award

QQ, congrat had won "Best bedroom suit" Award.. Happy for you... U R still the same always so supportive whatever things.. Haha.. When I haven't see the pic & news, I already know you will wear PINK for the party.. Cos u like PINK so much.. Haha.. My guess is always right..

For those who still like, support, care & concern QQ, as same as me.. Can go see the link as above ; http://lifestyle.omy.sg/Lifestyle/Leisure/Hobby%2B%2526% 2BInterest/Story/OMYStory200909172030-91374.html, and I also have updated Video.. Can go & see...

**I have a pen, my pen is PINK. I have a "siao friend", she is PINK. And who is that PINK? Her name is call "ANG CHIEW TING"..

I feel that my work is getting more & more stress.. My memory can't store so many at work already.. Even take down notebook also not enough for me to write..When I can like Sabrina & Grace "freedom"?

Next mth I going to go down watch over the Yogurt Promo for 4days for 4 or 5hrs at Tampines 1...I think my wkday going to waste half of my day, can't do my own work which is on pending... HELP..... keep looking at the sky, want to fly......Get freedom....

Ex - M5 Royal Music Boss

今天，我看了新明报道一个新闻，"肃毒局前高官替男生口交　判监18周", 看到照片的觉得这个人很熟，原来是“老爹”。。。 为什么他会是这样的人呢？ http://news.omy.sg/News/Local%2BNews/Story/OMYStory200909181507-91616.html，他自己也有开一间公司，http://www.gw-agency.com/

我想现在那个Fat William应该很开心吧？因为他到处sms 给人，跟人讲这件事。。。。。希望一切都能没事。。。。