What is the point of planning gathering?

我觉得我真的很累。。。累是因为每次我plan 好的gathering.. 每次都会一些事让我很气，不开心。。。就如:

[1]QQ gathering, 好心问每一个，sms 问他们有没有来。。　可是，我却收到一个人的sms 告诉我，he think better don't go for gathering,cos scared of ppl gossip & try to avoid of it. And even try to stay away from those ppl they r related to me..我心里在想，这个是一个QQ gathering, 不是你和我的约会。。Why scare ppl gossip? And u also like QQ? Is there anything wrong meh? For going the fc gathering? PLEASE lah. 请分辨白和黑，可以吗？

[2] Joanne gathering: 我 plan 好的rundown, 告诉我，有一个part take away the interview of she got rape in the show & replace as Game 3. 如果这么喜欢玩games, then the 2hrs gathering keep playing games Non-stop better. No photography & autography for fans, no exchange present, Joanne don't need to sing 2 songs.. MUCH BETTER. DON"T THINK SO? Easy for everyone.. Dun need so many trouble. 一直玩game, very tired. And make everyone can't breath.. And then wat is the points, I request of fry foods for everyone that day? Cos at least everyone got time to relax & eat & drink during the 2hrs..

** 这些都是我一直想说出来的，尤其是point 1, 我真的是忍了好多天.所以，我没updated blog the past few days. Cos I was no moods.. But no one understand what i try to do & plan? Do u know that I sianz & tired of those rubbish?