Am I still unhappy?

为什么我会写这个entry? 因为今天有人问我这个问题，我想这个也是时候,我把心里的话说出来了。。

[1]原本，我plan 2个人做host. 可是，有人告诉我怕看到Joanne,说不出话来。。我就告诉Chairman 还host.. 可是，却给人家讲我pass wrong msg..

[2]我有告诉Chairman, committee members 每一个人当天都要拍照。。因为有人告诉我，她prefer that day take pic then host.. So, I told Chairman tat.. Also wrong.. I even told Chairman that all committe members want to take pic..

[3]Why I must give up on take photography? Since I was an Event Committee head.. Why others can't? And why u dun give up on taking photography leh? When u ask me to give up photography, I already not happy with it..

[4]Told me that we event committee discuss where our place gathering then tell Chairman. Then, I told others. They told me, Chairman must make the decide. Then, we follow. Then, I told committee.. I dun know lah.. What she msn me, I had copy & paste to u all.. At the end, no choice, have to voting & select the place gathering

[5]When I had the interest & plan everything nicely for gathering run down. Once I had plan, i dun like ppl to tell me take away.. Specially even 5mins also don't allow.. That will make me more angry & unhappy.. Don't say wait scare fans bored... Ask tat one interview won't waste so much time on it..

[6]After told me take away the interview, now whatever u ask me or told me, I will just tell u. "Ur choice, if u decide then go & do. No comment on it".. Why I had start give the "cold shoulder", cos I already sianz, tired & no more "冲击" .. So, if next time dun want me to lose my “冲击”，then dun even tell me, even 5mins also don't allow.. Like that I will rather dun give any comment at all.

**我虽然现在很气，很伤心，很失望。。可是，我不会让这件事，印象我的工作。。因为我知道我的杯子里的水已经满了。。我不想我身边的人，被我骂。不管同事或QQ..

Sat 06/12 faster come PLEASE.. Cos I can't wait to see my "gd daughter" haha.. And those Lovelies fans long time never see them lah. Almost 6mths already.. Yeah.. QQ basketball gathering come. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE.. HEAL MY SADNESS.. FILL UP MY HAPPINESS.. CAN?