Stock Take

Today is a Damn day for me.. Cos of my Company Stock Take.. OMG.. From 9am until 10.30pm end.. We only break when Lunch, Tea Break & Dinner... (Those meals is company paid), go home by cab (Also Company pay)...

Lucky, 2dae we all co-operation, can end & finished.. If not, I think, we got to go home around 3am... Then, me going to damn tired...

Today, I can't go Bugis see Campus Superstar event, to give Hui Shi Support.. At here, I like to say "Sorry".. And at the gathering, I had told her personally.. Not I don't want to go, is I can't.. And also Fiona event @ Causeway Point, I also can't go.. I also told her already.. "Sorry" Fiona..

**Actually, I was really tired, cos 2am then sleep.. But when I think of ytd the "Thanks" gathering, all the tired is taken away... And also saw Mama G tag @ facebook. And also some pic @ Hui Shi fc blog.. U all joys, give the strength of movement....

Hui Shi "Thanks" gathering

I just come back from Hui Shi "Thanks" gathering.. Before I started of write the entry, I like to thanks Mama G for invite me to this gathering.. And also Hui Shi, I never forget of u. And also thanks the fc ppl for everything.. So, let started the story & fun...

I off work at 6pm, so I rush down to the gathering place b4 7pm.. I took bus from my office to the location.. And meet Evonne 6.45pm at the location bus stop.. I never think that the bus come early & reached early of the location 6.35pm.. Evonne haven't reached yet, so I called her, asked her, where is she? She told me, she at nearby.. Then, once she reached... Then, after awhile, Evonne reached... Then, we walk in the location. (Please don't asked me where is the place, I won't said), cos it is a secret.. Sorry... We go & find the party...

Around 7plus the party started, Hui Shi arrived.. Then, Hui Shi started to hang around those ppl there... When Hui Shi come sit my desk, I passed her the gift, which I bought on Thursay.. When she saw the gift, her action was shocked & touched.. She even asked me, "Is it very expensive?" I said "ok" lah.. Then, she looked at Evonne, Evonne said I dun know.. Actually, Evonne knoe. Just she dun want to tell her, cos I got told her, dun tell Hui Shi.. Cos I dun want ppl to know the "price of cost" & I also dun want ppl think, I try to catch attention.. I gave ppl gift, is from the HEART & THOUGHT.

1st they started of the game called "Blind fold Music chair".. I was kena "sabo" by Mama G & Yit Hann to play the game.. Thanks loh... Actually,tell u all the secret, the blind fold I can see a hole loh.. That why, I can get the chair fast.. But thanks loh, Mama G disturb me, take my chair the 1st time, dun think I dun know..Never mind, 2nd time, I also get the chair, but someone sit.. Dun know who.. Haha.. So, I was the 1st person out of the games, there is 5 ppl playing.. Then, after that is KTV time.. Then, after that is 2nd game.. This game is use newspaper to fold into smaller... Rachael was join in the fun.. (Which u all can see it)..

Around 10pm, we started to cut cake & group pic..

11pm, I & Evonne plan to go off 1st, cos sat I got to work. Before everyone left, Hui Shi gave everyone of us a book, which is inside got her msg & signature.. I was shocked.. Why she gave me? Then, I look at her, she told me "take lah", so I took.. Thanks, Hui Shi for the thought...

**I really enjoy, fun & joys 2nite.. Maybe cos I long times never had this fun.. Cos of age Generation...But Mama G & Yit Hann gave me the feeling like no Age Generation at all.. Hui Shi, thanks for keep sitting my desk & chit chat with us. Sorry ah, I shy.. Cos maybe it is my 1st time we see each other.. So..Glad that u like the gift I gave u.. And also I can see from ur looks, really funny.. I can see ur tears want to come out lah.. Just want to tell u, dun eat too much Pudding next time lah... If u like to eat Pudding, Jelly or bubble Tea, just told me.. I try to spend time make for u...

Yit Hann, thanks.. I never thought that that day I do the Jelly for Felicia & you told me, my jelly NICE.. Thanks loh.. Thanks for keep miss the Jelly loh...But too bad loh.. I no time to do.. Cos need alot of time to do Jelly..

Hui Shi, thanks for wat u had told abt me. And dun worry, wat u had told me, I won't tell anyone.. Haha.. Jia You for coming Monday. Must take care ur throat.. Ok? Dun forget wat u promise me..

I still living blessing, cos maybe I not a "big person" in everyone heart, but at least I like the LOVE spread around.. Maybe I not in the person life important, but I dun mind.. At least, got ppl know who am I? And remember me, I already happy.. Really....

Happy Birthday Nicole 老师。。

今天，是Nicole 老师的生日。。 只想对Nicole 老师说的，你过的才好吗？虽然，你离开了我们5个月了。。可是，你的好，歌声才在我们的心里面。。。。。永不忘记。。。

Nicole 老师，Happy Birthday.. 希望你活的开心，把你的美妙的歌声，像天使一样在唱歌。。。

Happy Birthday Uncle

Happy Birthday Uncle... I just come back from home.. I went to celebrate Cheryl's Father Birthday. We go to Sunset Way to eat BBQ cum Steamboat (Fortune Cusine).. Acutally, everything is all last mins.. Cos this morning, I called Uncle & wish him, Happy Birthday... Then, after awhile, he called me.. And asked me, Am I free 2nite? Want to go eat Steamboat? I said, "ah, last mins. I pai seh, never got any present for u".. He told me, never mind.. I just come, can lah...So, I plan during lunch time, quickly go get a birthday cake for him.. After bought it & put at my office fridge..

6pm after work, I rushed to Sunset Way to meet them, we meet 7pm there.. Me reached there 6.45pm, 7pm Cheryl reached & give me a sweet hug, then her parent & grandma reached 7.15pm.. So, after they reached, we started our steamboat..Our 2 tables is full of foods... And Cheryl is busy BBQ for us. Haha. Thanks.. We had alot of fun when taking pic tgt.. Alot of "Lame" things.. Cheryl told me, we had long time, never meet lah.. Yes, I admit we had long time never meet...

After we had eat finsihed staeamboat around 9pm, we started to sing Happy Birthday to Uncle.. And everyone taking pic with Uncle.. (which u all can see from my blog).. Around 9.30pm, we left the place, cos Cheryl meeting her JC friends @ Holland Village... So, we go all go back home..

**Uncle, thanks for the treat.. And Cheryl, thanks for bright me up.. And we are still godsisters 4ever.. Dun worry, next mth wkend, when I free, I will go & meet u all up, if I can...promise...

为何？

这个image 又回来了。。。一年前发生的事，一年后，又回来。。。其实，我一直在想，难道我要去放手吗?我该不该安静的走开呢？也许，我已经知道我该什么做了。。

终于。。。。。

今天，我终于delete 了很多一个人的sms ...我没有想到， 我会留你的sms 70plus.. 今天，我终于一一的delete.. 只想活着，留着开心的事。。。"阳光中在风雨后"...

**Miss 美静。。。。

Feel

我曾经说过，我会写一个"Feel"的entry... 现在我就写下它。。

在过去的2个星期里，在我的眼前看到了很多事。。。如果要我一一讲，写是说不完的。。。其实，我一直都在保持安静。。其实，在我读到Felicia 的一个entry," 人真难搞" 又在一个朋友的blog 读到“有些人天天带着'自己'出门 有些人却天天带着'面具'出门 我不时的在想为什么 在猜是真是假在看好戏 和在问自己 谁是这谁是那我猜不到 我想不到 我看不到 我要不到 一个能让我心满意足的答案世上并没有完美人当然的 也不完美完美并不美我恳求身边的大家和自己把面具拿下 just be yourselves.为什么要这样折磨自己呢?我 挣扎了很多天 不知我是否该发这个贴 不发 我就像病猫发后要是有读者明敏感 又要没事找事和我吵无缘无故反脸但 我决定了 看了不爽就滚 没人要你阅读我的博客 没人要你发表你的意见 我一点儿的兴趣也没有而且你要那么敏感就滚 我没在说什么的 只是把心里话说出来吧了 记住你(们)没有资格批评别人的生活 完完全全没资格”。。

看了，心里有很多Feel,想说。。所以，我最近都一直在repeat 听“傻孩子”这首歌， 才有听美静唱的“阳光中在风雨后”。。这2首歌，给我了一个答案。。

在这个世界里，地球是圆的。。人的心里，烦恼，jealous, 自私，anger都一直在变。。。也许，有些人，会开始慢慢地变了，可是自己都不知道。。可是，在你身边的人都看得清清楚楚。。。眼睛是我们的soul..

[1]为什么一个情人会在一起？因为2 个人都爱对方。。。可是，如果其中一个不爱你，你才沉迷在自己的世界里，一直在幻想，是一个很可怕的。。因为这样变的很深，连自己都不知道。。可能，做一些伤害你爱的人或自己也不知道？一对情人，要什样保持比此的感情，是要互相了解，关心，爱，容忍，需要，让步。。。而不是，一方为你做了这么多，我们却没有为对方做任何一件事。。为什么会很多会divorce? 一个原因是因为自己做的不够好，才是背叛你爱的人？所以，爱一个人是要对方快乐，而不是去伤害她。。让她更讨厌你，值得吗？

[2]友情也是一样，在我们的生活里，我们有一群很要好的朋友。。。开始时常在一起，可是，慢慢地，朋友变成敌人。。为什么呢？是因为jealous 或自私的性格呢？也许，我们自己不知道，我们有那种行为。可是，在其他人眼里，你就是变了。。。值得吗？弄到这样？我真的不想看到这样的场面。。

[3]在选问人家问题的时候，不是因为大家是同事，就会碰到或看到有些人。。对，也许大家是同事，可是，也是不是很要好。如果问这个问题的话，就不对了。。像我公司的人一样。。。。

[4]面具- 我们曾经有问过自己几时拿下那个"假面具" 吗？ 真诚对待人吗？ 也许，开始你会没感觉，可是，慢慢的你会发觉，你累了，想拿下“假面具"..

[5]Secret 的付出- 我开始慢慢的要move a step back 了。。。我也开始慢慢的看开了。。就像这首歌一样“阳光中在风雨后"....哭过多少次，明天才是一样，天会变得更美。。。

[6]少一点KPO & gossip 人家的事非，对自己好一点。。。。。

[7]只要对得起自己，良心。。不要做背叛，自私,jealous 的人。。你的人生会过的很开心。。。。

**希望以上的entry,会让一些人清醒。。。因为我不想看到变成这样。。我也不是你们想象的那么坏。。。。。只是一直在想办法变完美。。。可是，好难。。。

安静了- - S.H.E

Campus Superstar 23/02/2009

I just come back from Campus Superstar.. I just write short & sweet entry... As usual, after work rush down to Mediacorp see Felicia. I like to thanks Yijing for help me buy my Dinner of Mcdonald.. I eat at theatre.. Cos I was hungry.. all the energy of rushing, all lose....

When I go in theatre, I saw Mama G, so I said Hi to her & also asked her help me passed the Lemon Honey to Hui Shi.. Actually, I got boiled Honeyed Chrysanthemum to Hui Shi, but cos just I put inside Converse bag, it's come out & left half bottle.. So, I plan to dun give her, cos I dun want wait she think I drink half then give her. No...So, I go & buy new one, Lemon Honey for her, cos she got sore throat. I just want her to recover b4 revival round. Mama G asked me to give her personally, I said dun want.. Cos I shy & dun know what to tell her when I see her 1st time? When I see someone 1st time, I will not be active.. So, I dun want her have that feeling...

B4 the show start, Hui Shi, Ai Jia, Shelly sit at the audience seats...Today, she wear the cloth nice.. I like it.. Mama G got told her, the Lemon Honey is I gave her.. Thanks loh..

After the show, we all go to Radio Gate find Felicia.. And have a short chat with her & photo taking session & autograph.. Felicia, thanks for play with me & thanks loh, I shy wow, that why dun dare ask u to sign.. Haha.. Just kidding.. Just cos Yijing near u, then I behind & alot ppl find u.. So, I just like to stand at the back..

**After, Felicia had left, I go to recept which is the junction, waiting for Hui Shi to come out, but wait until 11.30pm, never see the cab with Mama G passby.. I only saw Jarod & Ai Jia come out... So, 11.30pm sharp I left...Actually, I just want to stay far & see her safely go off.. Haha.. I know I silly...But nvm..

**Yijing, Sorry hor, Ur SHE bag wet, cos of my wet tissue.. Hahaha.. Pai sei....

**心里有一种复杂的感觉，可是，我也不想去想太多。。因为我不想看到这样的东西发生。。。我才是活的开心，因为我才是想把心中的爱，散播出去。。做这些，不需要让对方知道，你一直在关心她，只要她健康，开心。 我也会开心。。。下个星期，是我担心的日子了，Hui Shi 能不能赢，你我都不知道。。只想她尽力表演。。。。加油。。。

Boring Sunday

Today, I never go anywhere. I just go Chen Hui Hui Spa & had body massage 12pm appointment - 1pm..

When I was in the room, I discovered that, my whole bosy was tired.. Maybe cos Thur - Sat, busy chase Ella. So, I was tired... Then, i was like sleeply inside.. Haha.. The ppl who do for me, is Damn nice, she from China... And is a new stuffs. She know I scare cold, she use heater to make the bed warm. Thanks.. Cos she got do for me 1 time..

After do finished, have a short chat with Hui Hui & also make my balance payment for the package that time I bought for her.... She alllow & told me can pay her installment. So, I apprecaite for her kindness.. And we had know for 10yrs plus as best friends.. I pay by Diner card..

Around 1.40pm, I take MRT to CCK Station, then take 172 to my house Boon Lay... 2.45pm reached home. Then, eat late lunch.. Then, started watch "The Gems of Life" DVD, I had rental.. Finally, I had read finished.. It was an interesting story...Then, after watched finished, I started to online internet.. And updated blog for the past few days happening.. Actually, inside my minds, I got smt to want to blog, but tired & dun hv the "feeling" to write...Maybe when I got the "feel", I will blog..

Anyway, got to sleep early, cos tml going for work, after on leave for thur & friday.. And also tml after working, going Css3 see.. So, better dun stay late, cos this coming wkend is a damn tired days for me, cos COMPANY STOCK TAKE FOR FRIDAY TO SUN... SIANZ...Nite, everyone...

**Actually, I & Jessilyn shall ,meet after my spa. But sat nite, she told me, she got smt on, so can't meet me.. so no choice...Haiz..

许美静"重逢7' 21/02/2009

我看了“重逢7" 的concert.很多的回忆，回忆很新谣的歌。。像姜郚唱的“萍水相逢”，南方二重唱的“从不拒结归来”，苏心荃唱的“告别”， the slide video play all those artiste that had die & leave us in this world. Specially they got play MC King picture, make me Emo awhile。 才有TCR accappella perform, they all perform also nice... 才有“心动”写这首曲的人。。

美静是最后的表演嘉宾，美静唱了3首歌，“遺憾”，“阳光中在风雨后" &　“城里的月光”。。当美静一出来，她看到green lightstick & A2 board, 她跟我waves.. Haha. So happy.. Cos she still remember me.. 当我看到美静，我开心到哭。。美静唱第2首歌的时候，我看到她的眼角哭了。。她才在台上说了：“看到好多熟人”。。节目完后，我跑到stage 前面，跟美静握手。。然后，我跑到后台等美静出来。。。她看到我．．过一会儿，美静出来了。。。我就和美静合照。。她看到我，开口的第一句话：“你近来好吗？”我回答她，“我很好，只是忙做工”。我也问美静；“你好吗”，她说：“很好”，一直跟我笑。。。过一会，那个concert 的老板带美静回。。。

**今晚是个很开心也让我感动的一个晚上，因为我等美静11年了，终于等到了。。我也支持15 年了。。(1994 - 2009)。。一路上我都在哭，这张照片，我会好好的珍惜。。。。美静，我会永远想念你，希望你会活的开心，快乐，健康。。God Bless U, baby..

S.H.E Album event @ East Point 21/02/2009

Sat morning, I was very early reached East Point around 8am..When I reached East Point, there was alot peoples Q up.. I know some of them is last nite after the concert was go down for Q up & some was 6.30am reached there already.. Like "someone".. Actually, I got asked friend help me chop 1 place, she told me to come around 8am. But never thought when I reached there, there was already got alot fence & alot guards & crews.. So, I no choice. I follow the Q & dun cut Q.. Around 9plus alot ppl come, while Q up, lucky know alot new ppl. Front & back ppl, they all like Ella.. Haha. Specially got 1 guy also like Ella. We had alot chat & help each other look after the place, if either one of us want to go toilet, buy things to eat or buy drinks.. Talk，Talk , Talk, the time passby very fast, under the Hot sun.. Saw Grace also.

Around 2pm, the event started, S.H.E arrived. They started from FM DJ "on air Yes 933" with Chong Qing.. We stand out the open air, we can't heard & see S.H.E. So, we can just Then, around 3pm, they start to sing 2 songs, "宇宙小姐" & "安静了". Then, after 10mins they go backstage take a break, around 5mins, they come out & started Autography for S.H.E stamp, 复古& 现在版CD session..Around 4plus, my turn to go up the stage.. When I see Ella, I was said "Hi, Ella".. She also said "Hi & smile" to me. Haha.. thanks.. After the autography session, me & 2 Ella fans go to City Hall. Cos got 1 gal, she drove & she go meet her hubby. Then, I "lobang" her car to City Hall. Cos I going to Esplanade Concert Hall to see "重逢7", see 许美静。。

Then, 3 of us go different way.. Me alone go Hongkong cafe eat Dinner.. The time still early 5pm plus. Then, after eat, I slack at Hong Kong cafe. Miss the foods & Ice Milk Tea. Long time, never go Hong Kong cafe, cos of some reason.Around 6pm, I left Hong Kong cafe.. Then, go to Esplanade the open air concert place , see the sky, see the "lion city", heard the winds blow...

Around 6.45pm, I left the place & prepare to go Esplanade Concert Hall, See the concert..

** Just 1 word to say, HAPPY, STILL HAPPY. Thanks Ella, Thanks Angi & Thanks Christopher. Let me to know new Ella fans.. Specially Christopher open Umbrella when the sun out, to block us. Thanks.. U are a nice guy...