IMPORTANT ANNOUNCE

I like to informed Delphine, Rina, Joanne & Shirlynn, my 2nd hp nos line had been totally cut off lah. I don't know how you all will contact me.. BUT I promise you all, I will quickly settle my 1st & 2nd bill by 06/07.. give me a few more day meh.. U all still can email me or msn me or tag my blog.. I will try to catch up u all soon.. Promise.. Maybe I will take some $ from fixed despoit $ which my dad before he died, he left for me..Cos now, I really no choice. I had to go to this step.. Even I don't want to touch the $ in 1st place, which I told Jimmy ytd.. But I really don't want to lose contact with all my friends out there.. So, friends, after 06/07, u all can see my line is back..

Joey, Joey ah, Dun worry, & be happy.. Don't worry all my frez.. I still ok & happy..

Thanks & apprecaite from this 2 person words.

我想在我才没有开工之前，我想对Minghui & Peiyi 大声说："谢谢". 你们这些话，really bright up my day.. Haha.. Yeap..I like to share with you all; this 2 person is I chat with them @ msn;

Peiyi says:i miss the days when we are together
KBOX, I COME BACK LAH says:maybe will be difficult after i start work at kbox
KBOX, I COME BACK LAH says:cos i work nite shift, u all slp lah
KBOX, I COME BACK LAH says:then, when u all wake up, i slp.
KBOX, I COME BACK LAH says:u still drop by sms, i will sure reply u.Promise.

HUI`zAx ' 08 a.k.a MingHui [MH] a.k.a "老爷" sent 6/30/2008 12:53 AM:its always nice to hav a fren lik u
KBOX, I COME BACK LAH says: .. haha, always bully u
Minghui says:no lahx
Minghui says:bully.. in e sense of humour
KBOX, I COME BACK LAH says:
haha. i bully oso won't over limit
KBOX, I COME BACK LAH says:cos i always think for ppl heart & mind & feel
HUI`zAx ' 08 a:we hav alots of fun u knw
KBOX, I COME BACK LAH says: haha
KBOX, I COME BACK LAH says:never see me so crazy b4
Minghui says:yaps
KBOX, I COME BACK LAH says: .. dun 't think i cool
KBOX, I COME BACK LAH says:i oso can be fun oso
MingHui [MH] a.k.a "老爷" :yahs

**最后的感想：谢谢你们．．真真的．．It's really bright my days, even it is just a small words or msg or sms, I already very happy & appreciate it.. Haha..I don't know when I will see or receive sms from those my Dearest frez again for all the encouragement from you all again? But I will remember & like the song of "魔力" forever. Cos this song, .因为有魔力，有爱，才会让我有推动力, "你是我的魔力，心情不好我就想到你”。 Yeap.. I think I got to prepare for going to work lah.. Cos I start work at 7pm, taking bus 1 hrs.. Haha.. All my friends, dun forget all the fun we had before, no matter who are u? U all always in my minds.. Promise.. WILL DAMN MISS U ALL. Take Care loh.. Bye. Off for work lah...Cya

新的一天给我。。。

今天，是全新的我。。今晚，我会开工了。在我开工之前，我想在上面的老爸说：“对不起”，你不喜欢我在KBox 做工以前，因为你担心我。也看到我这么累。我那时不做，也是因为你。。现在，你不在了。我回去找我的快乐。。你不用担心我，我是一个坚强的女人，我吃的起苦。。真的。。就算，我倒下去，我也不会跟你们讲。因为我不要我身边的人为我担心。。

现在，我想跟你们说：“第一天”http://video.baidu.com/t?di=39571929_39571797&pos=140&word=%CB%EF%D1%E0%D7%CB

IMPORTANT: ALL MY FRIENDS, IF U ALL WANT TO COME DOWN FIND ME, PLS LET ME KNOW BEFORE COME DOWN. COS I SCARE THAT I WAS OFF OR I WAS BUSY. THEN I WAS NO TIME TO TALK WITH YOU AT MY WORK PLACE. I WAS FEEL BAD. COS I HAD TO STAY AT THE ROOM ALL THE TIME, I CAN'T ANYHOW COME OUT. HOPE YOU ALL CAN UNDERSTAND 我的用意。。

IF GOT LIQUOIR CHOCOLATE ACCOMPANY ME WHEN I WAS WORKING, I WILL DAMN HAPPY.. HAIZ.. THE 1ST WEEK OF WORK, I CAN OFF & REST. I HAD TO WAIT UNTIL THE 2ND WEEK, THEN CAN OFF DAY.. NEVER MIND, JOEY。加油，你可以的。。。YEAP..

**I like to specially thanks someone who had share with me something ytd & chat alot on phone 2hrs.. I know what to do lah.. Don't worry.. I will divert all MY LOVE & TIME @ WORK LAH.. BUT I STILL LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS. 因为我重友情，义气。。

Don't know when I will blog again? If want to know how am I? Is a very difficult for you all to know now? Sorry ah.Not I don't want to share, is I just want to spend my time on something else 1st.. THEY ARE ALL THE SHIT DEBTS..

Bye! Everyone.. If u all miss me, can always sms me or call me. I will try to answer & reply all of u.. Promise..

"再见" 熟悉的美好的地方。。

以上的照片，真的带给我了很多美好的回忆。。虽然，回忆在心里面。。可是，我想接下的日子，我会很少在去了。。不是因为我生气，才是Emotional,　才是我在跑逼什么不开心的事。。而是，今晚，将是我开工的第一天。我想我真的会没有什么机会再出去了。。我的时间将会upside from normal peoples.

我想我才是不要写太多，我想给你们以下的Video Link, 让你们知道我现在的不舍心情；

[1]“再见”, http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/Dvo61_FmKNI/ I specially like this song, cos got 1 part say: “我会牢牢记住你的脸，我会珍惜你给的思念，这些日子在我心中永远都不会抹去。

[2]"他才是不懂" http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMjUzMg==.html, I like the chrous part, cos got meaning..

[3]"魔力" http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/g7f9g92TmG8/, It is my favourite songs, of related to friendship.因为有魔力，有爱，才会让我们每一个人有推动力。Chorus is the MOST MEANING TO ME. "你是我的魔力，心情不好我就想到你”。

**最后的感想：I REALLY LOVE THOSE PEOPLES I LOVE & TREASURE FOR ALL THE WHILE.也许，有些朋友才真的不了解我的性格，明白我心里在想什么？我不在乎你们什么讲我？Maybe I was irritating person? Maybe I was losing? Maybe I was a Horror person, tat maybe some of u avoiding me? Maybe I was too fake person? Maybe I was too straight person, some of u can't accept my words?

IMPORTANT: My last words for everyone, I DON'T CARE HOW U ALL LOOK ON ME NOW? WHAT INSIDE U ALL MIND THINKING OF ME? I JUST WANT TO DIVERT ALL MY LOVE & TIME ON MY NEW WORK LAH. WHAT I WANT TO SAY TO EVERYONE OF U, I HAD SAID BEFORE. WHETHER U BELIEVE OR NOT? CAN LISTEN OR ACCEPT WAT I TRY TO TELL U ALL OR NOT? IT IS THE LAST TIME I TELLING ALL MY PEOPLES I KNOW. THE JOEY, U ALL KNOW STILL THE SAME, EVEN AFTER 1YRS, 5YRS OR 20YRS. HER CHARCTER STILL THE SAME. THE LOVE INSIDE HER HEART IS THE SAME. SHE STILL LOVE HER FRIENDS VERY MUCH..WHAT SHE HAD PROMISE YOU ALL BEFORE, SHE STILL REMEMBER.NOW, SHE JUST WANT TO KEEP BUSY WORKING, MAYBE SHE ALSO WILL WORK PART TIME JOB TO COVER ALL THE DEBT SHE HAD FACE THE PAST 2MTHS. SHE WON'T HAVE MUCH TIME UPDATE BLOG IN FUTURE ALREADY. NOT LIKE NOW, EVERYDAY UPDATE BLOG.

Before I stop this entry,I like to say some words to all my friends;

[1]I WILL MISS FELICIA, I HOPE TO SEE U AT "老地方”

[2]I WILL MISS QQ

[3]I WILL MISS JOANNE

[4]I WILL MISS MINGHUI, OF UR "LAME" & drink brother..

[5]I WILL MISS PEIYI OF UR LAUGH

[6]I WILL MISS DELPHINE, OF "AH LIAN" & "PIG", WHICH I ALWAYS CALL U.

[7]I WILL MISS VINCENT OF ALWAYS CALL U "78"

[8]I WILL MISS JIMMY OF THANKS ALWAYS LEND ME UR EARS.

[9]I WILL MISS RINA, OF UR ADDIAS CAP.. HAHA..

[10]I WILL MISS MC KING, COS HE LEND ME HIS EAR WHEN I DOWN.

Take Care, all my Dear Friends...If I got some times, I promise, I will try my best catch u all up. Even cut off my sleep. I also don't mind.. Really..I won't forget..

The day, I start to know Qiuting ...

这是我的最后第2 entry blog, 在我明天要开工之前，本来我已经很Emo & Sad 了。。因为我在想我最后1个entry, 我要什么写。。当我在想的时候，Minghui 给了我一个linkhttp://youtube.com/watch?v=7wRanIuTSC0&feature=related, 这个link, 又让回想到CNY. 因为这个link, 是我开始认识HONG QIUTING.才有这个是Last day of "U R The One Grand Final" link http://youtube.com/watch?v=Gppg8FZo85s



Q: 想到我什么认识Qiuting?

A:我记得我，Delphine, Vincent, Jerena, Von, Teddi 在等Darren 放工的时候，我们全部在Mediacorp Recept outside when going to Taxistand area.　“唯我独尊”，全部在等taxi要回家。Qiuting 跑来问我，R U Joey? The image is still in my minds..所有的画面都在我心里面，一直到现在。。我才记得我们谈过什么话？我也记得，我跟Delphine & Vincent 说这个"Siao Zar Bor",有点像Felicia & very "Lames"..他们也同意。。

Felicia Cagers Asia Basketball on 29/06/2008

昨天，我去了看Felicia 的Event@ Jurong Sport Hall Complex. 我4.10pm 就离开家。我搭cab 下去，因为我不知道在那里？没有想到我搭的这个cab, taxi driver is DAMN STUPID..他不会去的话， 当我上车之前告诉我。我上车后，才告诉我，不知道Jurong Sport Hall Complex 在那里。OMG。带我走整个Jurong West..Waste my cab fare $5.80. Actually shall be $3plus 1 loh.. Go 1 big merry round until going to be 5pm. The ticket put 5pm start, then the taxi driver take the street directly book. I told him, can u pls check where is the place or not? I dun hv the time already. The event start at 5pm & u don't know the place, shall told me early & not make me go 1 whole round. Then, he go & look the book.. OMG..He finally find the place, after see the street directly book.. I reached there is 4.55pm.. OMG.. I just throw the $ & drop off. Cos he really make me want to explore my temper..Before I left my house, I was already headache & not in gd mood & vomit after I eat my lunch.

当我到那里，我就去找我的bubby, Delphine & Vincent.. Haha. 当我看到他们，我很开心。。也许，是因为我会比较看到他们以后，所以，能在最后一天，在我开工之前能开到，BF (Best friends),　那种感觉真的很好。我也很容易满足的人。。我只想在我开工之前，尽量把我的时间给我最亲爱的朋友们。。不管是谁？　也许，我是一个重朋友的人吧？

8.10pm Singapore VS Malaysia basketball started, the match is so excited & interesting.. Cos we all keep cheers for Singapore team. Cos Felicia is cheering for Singapore Team.. We all don't like the Malaysia team, cos they play very rough.. Got 1 player NO 8, his look was so much like SEAN KOK..OMG.. When he playing, he like to keep pushing Singapore player, the jugde keep whistle on him.. OMG.. I REALLY CAN'T STAND HIS ATTITUDE. HE WAS DAMN SUCK..WHEN COM TO THE END, HE EVEN NOT HAPPY, WHEN JUGDE SAID HIM.HE NOT HAPPY & THROW THE BASKETBALL HIGH..WAT SUCK ATTITUDE HE HAD..DO HE KNOW WAT IS CALL 体育精神吗？Sorry lah, if u don't have , just get off this basketball match..Even I not a basketball player, I also know wat is the words mean..

After the match, we all go down find Felicia & take pictures with Felicia.. Haha...I was really happy when I saw her.. Cos I was so miss her after so long. And when everyone take pictures with her.She saw me, she asked me want to take picture? I said OK.. Cos she know that we have been so long never take picture. From CNY until now..Felicia, from the photo, I can see through the smile now & 4 yrs ago is totally different..Like I-weekly, u also had said.. I know the prombles, U had face.. I just want to tell you. Bao Bei, Press on.. No matter, what things u had face? Joey Mummy still care, concern on u & Love U.. REALLY. NOT A LIES.4 yrs ago what I had told u, I still remember..

**最后的感想：Bao Bei, thanks for taking picture with me. I was really appreciate. I'm really happy to see you , before I start work & to the “老地方”。Before u go off, the smile u gave me was so happy.. It is the SMILE, I want to see from u in future.. Do u know that?

Delphine, Vincent, Rina, Jia Hui, Teddi, Ice, Xuting, Lijuan, glad to see you all at Felicia event today..And I really don't know when I can join u all see Felicia event again? Just want to tell you all, Take Care.. Friends..

Friends, Thanks for cheers me up, COS I WAS DAMN EMO

昨天， 在我才没有去Ken 的birthday gathering, 我到了一个地方去。这个地方，我会在今晚，update blog. 因为这个地方，带给我很多“爱”回忆，　我也拍了很多照片。。这些回忆会让我画上句点。。好了，不要在讲这些了。留到晚上在讲吧。。讲一些开心的事前。。

7.20pm, 我从那个地方搭MRT到Ken 的家，他住在Eunos..我就sms 问Minghui, 他在那里？他就告诉我，他也在MRT. 我没有想到我们搭同一个train.. Haha..在我搭MRT的时候，我接到一个电话，这个电话是我很不想当时讲太多的话的人。。因为我的声音IS DAMN DOWN. AFTER CRY FOR THE PAST 2 DAYS. EYES IS DAMN RED, ALSO GOT HEADACHE..After we hang up the phone..

我们到Ken的家后，Minghui就打给Ken, 问他在那个coffee shop 吃？他就走到MRT 找我们。。我们到coffeeshop, Ken 的父母& his relative 在那里。他们就开始叫菜了。。我们吃一半，那些菜就来了。。那个煮炒的人很笨，一下子出这么多菜，我们什么吃的玩。Ken的父亲就很生气，叫他们不要出了。那些第4个菜，他不会还钱的。原本一个开心的一个gathering, 给那个staff make until all of us no moods to eat..So end at 9pm. While I was waiting for Jimmy to come & fetch me to Esplanada, cos he know I was DAMN DOWN..AND IT IS THE PLACE THAT CAN MAKE ME COOL DOWN. So, I asked Minghui, Ken & Peiyi wanted to join us there? They said OK.. So, I arrange Minghui & Ken take MRT.Ask Peiyi meet us @ Esplanada..Jimmy come & fetch me at 9.40pm..这是我第一次坐他的bike..当我坐他的bike, 让我想到以前我坐我EX 的Bike。Jimmy驾的speed跟我的Ex一样。。当他Speed at highway, I like the wind blow on my face.. Cos the feel is SO GREAT.. MAYBE COS I WAS DAMN DOWN, I JUST NEED THE WINDY BLOW ON ME.
Around 10pm, We reached Marina Square carpark, we walk to Esplanada meet them..

10.15pm Minghui & Ken reached Esplanada, Minghui go & buy PEACH beer for us.. He brought 2 bottles. 1 bottle is for me ALONE. 1 bottle is Peiyi & Minghui share.. Minghui know that I was DAMN DOWN, I WANT TO DRINK & MAKE ME HIGH..THANKS MINGHUI FOR SO UNDERSTANDING ME..LOVE U MY FRIEND..

我们从Esplanada 走到桥下。。Peiyi & Minghui 对着河大喊。。我不会这么做，我只会做在桥下喝酒。。这是我第一次在before 30mins drink finished the beer & face was not red..Cos normally I drink abit, my face will damn red.. And I also don't know why I will drink so fast? Is it maybe I was Emo? Sad? Down? I just don't want to talk much & just keep drink...YES, IT WAS. Jimmy told me don't drink so fast. I told him, I was ok.. Don't worry.. I know my limited..

Around 11pm, we all start to take group pictures at the bridge below.. Peiyi go up 1st.. Then, we all follow her up.. Haha.. I never know that, it was so fun take picture at below the bridge. Cos we all had to climb until the top & take picture. If u don't know how to control ur body, u will fall down..(U ALL CAN SEE FROM THE PICTURES AS A PROOF, DON'T SAY MY BLOG IS 80% TRUE ONLY.)

Then around 11.20pm, we all walk to Esplanda take last NICE GROUP Picture. Cos Peiyi MUST GO HOME BEFORE 12am, cos her brother will ban her.. So, we respect her decide. After the picture, Jimmy send Peiyi home, cos Peiyi always want to take a ride on Jimmy bike.. Haha. Peiyi, now u had sit lah.. Don't say I was super Irritating, don't let u sit his bike. Haha...He is my BF (Best Friend).. Ken take cab home, cos he was tired, want to sleep lah. As for me & Minghui take MRT home.. On the way home, we at MRT, we chat alot.. He asked me, will I choice like some friends as very close friends? As my reply for him is "THOSE WHO KNOW ME FOR LONG & KNOW MY CHARCTER WILL ALWAYS MY CLOSE FRIENDS. AND FRIENDS IS KEEP COMING IN & OUT IN MY LIFE. SO, WHEN I CHOICE CLOSE FRIENDS, I WILL BE VERY CAREFUL..IF I FIND THOSE WHO CAN CLICK WITH, I WILL TREAT THEM AS MY BEST FRIENDS."

**最后的感想：我想跟Minghui, Jimmy, Peiyi & Ken 说：真心要谢谢你们陪我在我要开工之前和我聚一聚。才make me HAPPY for the short moment..I really appreciate. And I want to say Thanks Jimmy for sugguest to go my favourite place & thanks for ride on your bike.. Don't worry, I was scare of the speed u ride. Cos I like the fast speed.Thanks Minghui for the half treat of thePEACH beer & listen to my EMO prombles..Thanks Peiyi for make me fun, high & laugh, whenever I saw u. Cos u are "xiao char bo" Haha..Thanks Ken the treat for dinner, even we not really enjoy it.. 只要有心意，我已经满足了。。真的。

**Minghui - 如果你想要谁是我的新best friend in my life, I can tell you. They are U, Peiyi & Jimmy.. Cos the 3 of you who always there for me, when I was EMO & DAMN SAD.. U all always lend me the ear to listen & always make me laugh.. And old Best friend are Delphine, Vincent, Rina , Joanne Peh. You all always lend me the ear also, when I need you all..I had never forget you all.. Cos U ALL ALWAYS INSIDE MY HEART..

As for those who always make me cry, I really don't know U R IN MY WAT LEVEL OF FRIEND? COS INSIDE MY HEART, I ALWAYS TRY MY BEST TO PULL & TREASURE OUR FRIENDSHIP..最爱的朋友，永远是你。可是，也许名字只是一个表面。一直想在SPECIAL EVENT, SPEND THE DAY WITH ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS. BUT I WAS NOT THE ONE. " 也许我在你们的眼里不是很重要，可是我永远记得，我一直都在你们身边陪你们的喜，怒，哀，乐的朋友，而且我就站在你们面前你们却不知道我一直都在关心你们，爱你们。"

**IMPORTANT: NOW, THE TIME IS 5AM, AFTER BLOG SO MUCH.. ME GOING TO SLEEP LAH, HEADCAHE. I LEFT 1 DAY TO ENJOY. GOING TO MEET DELPHINE 2NITE SEE FELICIA**

Fun @ Esplanada 28/06/2008 Pictures (Part 1)

~Me,Ken,Minghui, Jimmy & Peyi~

~Me & Jimmy~
~Me, Ken, Peiyi & Minghui, under the bridge take picture~

~Opps, What Minghui doing to Peiyi?~ Haha

~Minghui & Me SO EMO~

~Minghui try to make me HAPPY~ Thanks

~QQ Lovelies Fans, always unite & ROCKZ~ Love =)

~Peiyi like ride Jimmy Motorbike~ Haha..

~Minghui eating YI Mian. OMG..So BIG~ Haha..

To Be con't on Part 2, cos too many pictures & alot to share...Cya..

不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有！

当我写这个entry 的时候，我想是时候，我该调整我的生活了。我要和所有曾经和我一起陪伴的朋友，不管是那些一起追[唯我独尊] 的朋友，UATO,才是一直认识我很久的朋友。 我只想对你们说谢谢，在过去带给我无数的回忆，快乐，难忘。。

我记得有人和Christalle的blog, 告诉我“回亿是在心里”。对，回忆是在心里。可是，有些回忆是伤心，难过的。。我不会忘记，我曾经对谁付出过的。我也不会忘记，我曾经答应过人家的话，我做到了，没有让每一个人伤心。。身边的人，一个个都在瞒我。。不用紧。。“心碎了不痕”，“http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/RJVJhMxGAC8/ 王菀之-我真的受伤了”http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMjAwMDE2MDQ=.html。我真的有的时候，我宁愿瞎了眼看不到，耳聋听不到。。因为这个世界，才多的lies .面具。。好可怕。。

朋友，谢谢你记得我喜欢的一切东西。。就算，我们什么Close? 那种感觉已经不在了。世界上最遥远的距离，不是生离死别或天隔一 方，而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我关心你。

拜一是我的“第一天 "　 http://video.baidu.com/t?di=39365678_39365801&pos=135&word=%CB%EF%D1%E0%D7%CB．　也是让我找回真真的我了。。以前，那种不懂白天是什么样的日子了？放了工，不想回家。就留在Kbox到6.30am, 和同事一起去吃Roti Prata & drink beer after off work 3am..那个就是真真的我，Joey.　好过那些带面具的世界，让我哭红了眼，也不会有人懂。。知道我心里在想什么？我在开工之前，才一直在找那些4 个月回忆的歌。。我真的好傻。。为什么要去这么珍惜什么叫“爱”的东西。。是我傻。。我承认。。

**最后的感想：我会去学会什么叫“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”的字。而什么叫“回忆是在心里”的字。Sorry, I don't think I will know & learn it.. Cos I don't understand what is everyone thinking inside..

Anyway, take care.. My friends.
(Minghui - if next time, u need someone to share prombles, I will always there for u)
(Peiyi- Don't take it too hard, u know wat I mean, right?)
(Jimmy- Thanks for keep help me the past 1 mths, I really appreciate)
(Delphine - Thanks for always listen to my prombles, LOVE U. AH LIan) Haha..
(Vincent- Yoz, 78.. Dun miss me hor.. hope we will have time tio catch up after we all working)
(Rina-Dun worry abt Joanne fc, I will still help u, if u need my help. Promise)
(Kelly-I not a fierce gal BUt nice gal, thanks. If u need help can always find me)
(Grace - 大明星，加油for wat u doing in future.)
(Delphina & Nigel - My little cute gal & boy, don't forget to keep in touched)
(Evonne - PLEASE STAY HAPPY, DON'T EMO LAH)

(Felicia - Don't foegt where to find me, I will at “老地方”, Joey Mummy waiting for U. )
(Joanne - I won't have much time go MDC, find u lah..But will MISS U.. Don't foget to keep sms)
(Christalle- Wish u all the best in ur work of SIA, don't forget I will always give u blessing,whenever u go)
(Shi Qian - 我永远不会忘记我们的约定，不见不散．Moto.. Haha..Wishing u all ur study, cos heard that ur result not good.Jia You)
(QQ - I don't know what to write to u? Cos what I want to say to u, had been said to u from 07/02 until 21/06.. I don't know how much u had been remember? But I still remember what u had been told me before. No matter is MDC, outing meals, phone & email. I stilll remember every single words.Just want to tell u, take care..Really thanks for everything..I will be happy from MONDAY ONWARD. Cos it is the place where belong to me.. I not a good person, I not a GOOD JOEYMA.. SORRY.Just want to tell u, "QQ, Stay Happy forever.Spend more time with your family,cos they REALLY LOVE U. I CAN SEE IT.) TAKE CARE.

**SORRY, I THINK I GOT TO STOP HERE COS MY TEARS KEEP COMING OUT & I WON'T BLOG OFTEN LIKE LAST TIME LAH AFTER MONDAY..COS I WAS DAMN TIRED AFTER WORKING SO LATE..REACH HOME SO LATE.TAKE CARE, EVERYONE.

Qiuting, Happy 21st Birthday

QQ. Happy 21st Birthday To You.. Hope you enjoy urself on 21st birthday...我也不知道我要写什么给你?只想Specially post this entry for U. 而且，心情也不好。Still got few more days, I won't have chance to update my blog lah.. Just want to tell u. Take Care of urself in whatever u do in future..

我找到工了。。

当我写这个entry 的时候，其实我的心情不是很好。。也许，有些人会觉得我很奇怪。找到了工，为什么我心情不好，不开心？理由很简单，因为我这个工，会让我更少时间上网了。不能和Minghui，Delphine, Vincent 和一些人我时常MSN 的朋友再chat le , 我要和你们说：“再见”了。。我希望不任我在那里，我跟你们的友情都会last 4ever..

我想告诉我所有的朋友，我拜一开始做工了，我回到我开心的地方做工了。也许，我和Felicia 4年前，她时常找我的“老地方”。 Felicia, 我希望我能在Kbox 看到你。。你应该知道我在那个outlet 做工吧？ Same Place & Same time working.. But OFF Day is not fit one.. Hope u will give me surprise when I working.. Cos I Damn MISS U, BAO BEI..I miss the 4yrs, how we know each other?

现在，我想对QQ说的，不要忘记你曾经告诉我什么？我不会忘记的。因为我会把那个sms 收起来。我会把我们一起拍照的照片，放在我做工的地方和ipod..我的电话，我才是会24hrs 开着。。也许，在我做工的时候，，我不能听你的电话。可是，我可以回你的sms..我希望我们的友情won't break..Cos I'm UR JOEYMA & You are my BEST FRIEND & BEST DAUGHTER ALWAYS.

**最后的感想：我想对所有我的朋友，QQ, Felicia, Joanne, Christalle, ShiQian, Jimmy, Delphine, Vincent, Minghui, Peiyi, Kelly, Rina说的，不任我跟你在一起的时间会多少以后，我真的希望，有时能收到你们的sms,email, friendster, facebook & tag my blog. 让我知道你们没有忘记我。因为当你们起来的时候，我在睡觉。当你们睡觉的时候，我在做工。。我想我该停我这entry 了。。因为我的眼泪不停的流。。。如果你们要约我，要早跟我讲，我答应你们，我会尽量按排。。Promise.. I WILL DAMN MISS U ALL, DEAR FRIENDS..LOVE U ALL.. TAKE CARE MY FRIENDS..

Trip to Pray MC King...

今天， 我下午1.30pm,我和Delphina meet 在Tiong Bahru Plaza, passed 给她fc t-shirt。然后，我就去我的老家Tanglin Halt的Church..这个Church, 我记得是我最爱的Science 老师带我进教堂的。因为我在中学的时候很坏，时常跑课，跑去玩Bowling..因为是我的最爱。。我记得我这个老师，她的名字叫Miss Lynette Liaw.. 她很疼我，很关心我，我的Math不是很好，她都会给我Tution. 她都会把她的多余时间给我，让我很感激。。如果不是Miss Liaw永她的爱来改变我，我想我也不会懂什么叫“爱”。。我想我现在应该会很坏了。。Miss Liaw, thanks for the LOVE, u gave me..I will still remember ur bdae 17/05, every yr I will still send u bdae card, since I had left Secondary 13yrs already..U R MY FAVOURITE TEACHER.

After I go to my old church, I go Mandai 拜经MC King, 我说过我会在开工前，catch up all my friend.. So, I DID.. MC KING, 你知道吗？我好想你。。我今天去拜MC King,　我 买了他最爱喝的Ice Lemon Tea，因为每次我带他做Roadshow, 他都叫我买。。我在跟他讲话的时候，我也不知道为什么我的眼泪会哭。。我告诉他，我现在没有做工。。我interview 了很多工。。我不知道我该选什么？我也告诉他，我在友情方面也被人家伤害过，你告诉我，我该什么办？我在那里坐着和他谈天30mins. 后来，我打算要走了，我就用2个$0.20 coins, asked MC King Permission, Can I leave now? 1st time, I throw, is 2 flower. He still don't allow me to go.. Then, I sit down & chat again with him..Another 10mins, I drop the coins & asked his permission again.. This time is 1 flower & 1 head, mean I can go lah.. Then, I thanks him & clean his face & tell him, I will come & pray him in "七月". And told him, hope he at “极乐世界”里会开心。。然后，我就搭bus 138到ZOO interchange, then change bus 972 to Choa Chu Kang, then take 172 to home..When I drop at Zoo, while the bus haven't come, I go around & take pictures.. Haha.. I like so long , never go to Zoo loh, since I was young..

**最后的感想：我真的好想念MC KING..朋友，谢谢你听到我跟你讲的话。。我已经找到工，我也选了我要做的工了。。MC KING, I LOVE U & I MISS U...