不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有！

当我写这个entry 的时候，我想是时候，我该调整我的生活了。我要和所有曾经和我一起陪伴的朋友，不管是那些一起追[唯我独尊] 的朋友，UATO,才是一直认识我很久的朋友。 我只想对你们说谢谢，在过去带给我无数的回忆，快乐，难忘。。

我记得有人和Christalle的blog, 告诉我“回亿是在心里”。对，回忆是在心里。可是，有些回忆是伤心，难过的。。我不会忘记，我曾经对谁付出过的。我也不会忘记，我曾经答应过人家的话，我做到了，没有让每一个人伤心。。身边的人，一个个都在瞒我。。不用紧。。“心碎了不痕”，“http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/RJVJhMxGAC8/ 王菀之-我真的受伤了”http://v.youku.com/v_show/id_XMjAwMDE2MDQ=.html。我真的有的时候，我宁愿瞎了眼看不到，耳聋听不到。。因为这个世界，才多的lies .面具。。好可怕。。

朋友，谢谢你记得我喜欢的一切东西。。就算，我们什么Close? 那种感觉已经不在了。世界上最遥远的距离，不是生离死别或天隔一 方，而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我关心你。

拜一是我的“第一天 "　 http://video.baidu.com/t?di=39365678_39365801&pos=135&word=%CB%EF%D1%E0%D7%CB．　也是让我找回真真的我了。。以前，那种不懂白天是什么样的日子了？放了工，不想回家。就留在Kbox到6.30am, 和同事一起去吃Roti Prata & drink beer after off work 3am..那个就是真真的我，Joey.　好过那些带面具的世界，让我哭红了眼，也不会有人懂。。知道我心里在想什么？我在开工之前，才一直在找那些4 个月回忆的歌。。我真的好傻。。为什么要去这么珍惜什么叫“爱”的东西。。是我傻。。我承认。。

**最后的感想：我会去学会什么叫“不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有”的字。而什么叫“回忆是在心里”的字。Sorry, I don't think I will know & learn it.. Cos I don't understand what is everyone thinking inside..

Anyway, take care.. My friends.
(Minghui - if next time, u need someone to share prombles, I will always there for u)
(Peiyi- Don't take it too hard, u know wat I mean, right?)
(Jimmy- Thanks for keep help me the past 1 mths, I really appreciate)
(Delphine - Thanks for always listen to my prombles, LOVE U. AH LIan) Haha..
(Vincent- Yoz, 78.. Dun miss me hor.. hope we will have time tio catch up after we all working)
(Rina-Dun worry abt Joanne fc, I will still help u, if u need my help. Promise)
(Kelly-I not a fierce gal BUt nice gal, thanks. If u need help can always find me)
(Grace - 大明星，加油for wat u doing in future.)
(Delphina & Nigel - My little cute gal & boy, don't forget to keep in touched)
(Evonne - PLEASE STAY HAPPY, DON'T EMO LAH)

(Felicia - Don't foegt where to find me, I will at “老地方”, Joey Mummy waiting for U. )
(Joanne - I won't have much time go MDC, find u lah..But will MISS U.. Don't foget to keep sms)
(Christalle- Wish u all the best in ur work of SIA, don't forget I will always give u blessing,whenever u go)
(Shi Qian - 我永远不会忘记我们的约定，不见不散．Moto.. Haha..Wishing u all ur study, cos heard that ur result not good.Jia You)
(QQ - I don't know what to write to u? Cos what I want to say to u, had been said to u from 07/02 until 21/06.. I don't know how much u had been remember? But I still remember what u had been told me before. No matter is MDC, outing meals, phone & email. I stilll remember every single words.Just want to tell u, take care..Really thanks for everything..I will be happy from MONDAY ONWARD. Cos it is the place where belong to me.. I not a good person, I not a GOOD JOEYMA.. SORRY.Just want to tell u, "QQ, Stay Happy forever.Spend more time with your family,cos they REALLY LOVE U. I CAN SEE IT.) TAKE CARE.

**SORRY, I THINK I GOT TO STOP HERE COS MY TEARS KEEP COMING OUT & I WON'T BLOG OFTEN LIKE LAST TIME LAH AFTER MONDAY..COS I WAS DAMN TIRED AFTER WORKING SO LATE..REACH HOME SO LATE.TAKE CARE, EVERYONE.