我看错朋友了的Pew。。。。

昨晚，是一个让我很气的一个晚上也让我对这个朋友感到失望。。为什么我会这么讲？ 我想现在是我应该讲出来的时候了。因为我真忍了4个月，[唯我独尊]也要完 了。。不知道你们记得我曾经写过这个entry;

[1]为什么你要叫人家和你一起quit fc?

Pew: Cos tat time she heard Evonne & Minghui plan to quit, then she told them, quit lah, if u want to quit.

Joey: Why u encourage peoples to quit? If u want to quit, u quit lah, cos that time u told me u want to quit, pls dun pull people quit together with u..I don't like this type of peoples


[2]为什么你要到处跟人家讲我的blog, only 80% can be TRUE?

Pew: Cos that time, my blog said Qiuting & me having lunch at Jack's Place


[3]为什么你要到处跟人家讲， 我和Qiuting第一次约会， 是我叫她出来的?其实跟本就不是。。

Pew: 因为我的blog 写我和Qiuting 的约会在Jack's Place.

Joey :其实，那天刚好我做11am - 8pm. Qiuting要去dancing class, 她不懂那个地方，她早去，找那个地方。Qiuting 找到了，就去Jack's Place吃饭。她就想到我在Lavender 做工，就问我要不要和她一起吃饭？ 我吃饭时间是2pm, 我就提早去，1.30pm meet Qiuting. 所以，不是我约Qiuting 先，为什么你要到处跟人家讲是我？你已经有问过Qiuting 了，为什么才要到处讲另一个故事呢？


[4]为什么你要告诉我， 你们3个人没有空帮我下个月gathering? 你知道吗？我昨晚问了一个Joey，她告诉我， 你没有告诉她， 我叫你问她们这件事....

Pew: 因为我没有空。Then, I slip my mind to ask them..

Joey: Pls, tat time u straight away told me, Joey & Grace not free.And u never make effort to ask them. U not free, doesn't mean them also not free.If I never ask & check with Joey & Grace later, I will always think that they are not free.

Pew: Why u don't ask Joey urself?

Joey: Cos Joey & Grace very close with u, so it is better for u to help me ask them.


[5]为什么你要让人家相信你的话，让人家都对我有误会？ 也让我到现在错怪了人？

Joey: U ask urself, from the begining until now, did I step on ur head? Did I do something hurt u? Harm u? Why U want at my back say so much my bad things? The one I close with & trust with, is U. Not other? Why u tell people that when u talking with me, u was very careful of me? Am I so bad person in ur mind?

[6]为什么你send 给我的sms, 是你个人的看法？不是Qiuting的看法？直到我听耳听到Qiuting告诉我， 我才明白。。

Joey: Why u want to send me tat sms? Do u really care? If so den stop wat u are doing..Stop listing out a emotional stress to her.. And stop saying until u very pitiful..Do know that when u send me this sms, I straight away told Q, I want to close fc..Cos I never thought that I was the one who give Q emotional stress to Q. I never thought that I will give u all think I was try to act pitiful in front of u all, including Q..All the things I do is give u all this feeling..Do u know that when I told Q tat, I was going to cry. And to u know that when Q explain to me, she also crying... Do u know that all cos of ur stupid personal thinking way.. Make until 2 of us mistaken each other.. Do u know that all the past 4 mths, I done so much for fc & Q, is very tired.. I alone handle all the things.. Who help me to do the admin things? And if I really want to claim credit & catch attenditon, I can just passed my hp bills, how much I had called for Q, asked Q to pay for me.. But until now, I had never never asked for Q to pay me any single cents. And didn't tell her how much I had own on my hp bills, all the payment I had own at this moment.. I not working now, I no much $. But willing to use my $ to buy foods to Q eat, then pay the bills. Cos I know that it was more than u all dun know how much is it? If u dun believe, I can show u the bills.. Everytimes I see the bills come or reminder come, do u know wat I do? I just throw aside.. Cos whenever I see the amt, I will start Emo. I dun want to Emo, I want to do smt make myself happy & Q..Do u know that? Now, u tell me, DO I really care her? Please.. I care Q more than any one.. Do u know that? If u want Q to be close to u.. U can take.. I let go of her.. And I believe that Q will understand why I do that? Cos I love her, I dun want to see her miserable..I want her happy..

Pew: uh...Sorry...I really Sorry..

Joey: Sorry got use meh? Do u know that when quarrel, can make some1 very far to another person? Do u know that Quarrel is a tired things? I really dun like the gossip things..

[7]为什么你要把我的blog 的东西给人看？

Joey:When I invite u to my blog, I already told u, I trust u, I really dun want ppl to see my blog.Why I choice to put public, cos I dun like ppl gossip of me. Do u know tat? Do u know what is call respect ur frez? When they choice to block their blog? Cos they really dun want ppl to know.. Why u still want to do that? And is at Mdc recept. Ask Grace to borrow laptop from Minghui, and see my blog at the lift of recept behind the door, while u charge the laptop.. Please u think I stupid meh? When I go toilet, I didn't see u, joey & grace at recept.. I already keep quiet.. I just dun want to explore u.. Why u want to do smt that make me so disappointed with u? I try to be good to everyone.. But u are the one who keep telling ppl my bad things.. 我可以忍你，可是你要我忍到多久？你告诉我? 我是人，我有感觉的。。I fall down many times, I had to learn to stand up again...

Pew: Sorry, what u want me to do? What done is already done? I know that I was bad, do all those things..Please dun let this affect of Q

Joey: what I can say to u is, I was really disappointed with u. And I was damn angry with u.. No matter, how much Sorry , u said to me.. I won't forgive u & forget it.Cos u not worth for me to forgive u.. U just ask urself, why in the place, u want to do that to me? Wat is ur motive? Did I treat u bad? U use ur "良心" to think loh.. I really had nth to say to u lah..

Pew: I really Sorry, I never mean it..

**最后的感想是：我对pew 这个朋友感到很失望。。　我也看错了朋友。。为什么我对每一个人好，　是用真心，真诚。。　可是，却被人家伤害。。难道我真的是这么坏的吗？