8 days Flea Market @ Big Splash with Felicia

Yesterday, I whole day at East Coast Park Big Splash. After Fiona had left, I hang around until 6pm, waiting for Felicia event. 我在Starbuck 和Von chit chat, while Lijuan & her bf go cycling.. Around 5.30pm, we walk to the centre stage, book the place, waiting for Felicia event start & arrived. Around 6.05pm the event start, Felicia on stage, I same as last time, use whistle called her. She heard it & give me the "du mouth" & funny face. Haha.. It is the secret weapon for me & her.. Rina & Von asked me what Felicia doing? I said, she followed me do whistle mouth also.. Haha... Felicia was on stage for a short chat, then come down to her car booth. And go to the Photograph booth.. Alot of peoples was Q up for want to taking picture with Felicia & Yandong. Take 1 pic is $10. So, I & Rina was Q up for the photography.. And also some of Felicity fans also. When come to my turn, Felicia saw me, I walk up to her, she keep calling "Mummy, Mummy".. Omg.. I show a sign og finger Shhh.. Cos I pai sei, Yandong beside her.. Then, she keep queit. Haha.. Then, when we took the pic, her hand put on my shoulder, then I as usual, my hand put on her wasit hard.. She said, "wow, u hug me so tie".. I look at her & smile.. Then, go off.. Cos still got alot peoples Q up for pic.. After photography session, she & Yandong left with a White Van, go back MDC. Then, I & Rina quickly run back our pic. Then, I asked Vincent where is Von & Lijuan? Cos they told me, we go dinner tgt after the event.. Vincent told me, they rush to RG lah.. Then, I said, "ah？" I started to sms Von scold her, never wait for me & informed me.. Then, I asked them how? They asked me then meet me @ RG.. I said but I still wait for my pic, haven't come out yet..

Then, after I got my pic, I rush down with 1 Felicia fans, Chengying & Tanat to RG, we share cab down. I sms Von, told her, try to stop Felicia, stop let her go off..Tell her, I rushing down. We wait for the cab for 10mins, then get the cab.. They already at there.. And saw Felicia, & they try to pull the time, don't let Felicia go off, while waiting for me arrived.. Once I reached RG, I quickly get of the cab & run to find Felicia.. Thanks Von & Lijuan for the help, really appreciate..

Then, we have a short chat with Felicia & also took some pic of her solo & take pic tgt.. Cos she is rushing off with her frez for dinner, cos she sit her frez car.. So, we all also let her off. Dun hold her time..

**I was damn happy, cos I had so long time, never rushing down from event to RG, find Felicia. Cos everytimes got Pamela there, I don't want to go.. But ytd she never rush down. So, I can rush down.. And she was happy ytd. Cos she was like "Siao Cha Bo", keep calll me "Mummy, Mummy".. The feeling is still there, even we not like last time, often contact or chat much. But inside our Heart, we had never forget each other & still have each other in our Heart. And the "Mummy" is Felicia gave me.. So, she still never forget. Thanks. Felicia, hope u will understand that, that time got a short period, that I had let go of u.. Cos of what Pamela had said me.. But I also don't bear to let go.. Cos 4yrs plus feeling is SO Strong.. Not easy to let go & forget. Hope u won't blame me.. But I was so happy that see u happy now, same as the 4yrs ago.. Even we never sms, but the feeling between us, never pull us apart away...

Felicia, Thanks.. Joey Mummy still love u like last time, still care of u, still concern of u, still behind protect u.. Now, I already don't mind that whether we will still like last time keep contatc or not? Cos at least I know that u have never forget me, I already contented..Cos at least, I see u happy now, I also happy.. Really.. So, let us walk ahead on our life. And always so fun, when we see each other.. Ok? Miss u, “宝贝”

**Note: Some pic is from Yihui, so thanks for the credit.. Cos i find nice. So, put at my blog & share with everyone..Thanks..

8 days Flea Market @ Big Splash with Fiona Xie

今天，我1.30pm 就到East Coast Park Big Splash... 因为2pm 有Fiona,我下去support 她，at the same time passed her xmas card.. 也许，你们会觉得我，为什么会下去Fiona? 我不是气她吗？那时，不相信我吗？ 对，那时我很气，她不相信我。。可是，经过这么久了，气也消了。。伤也不痛了。。所以，我就下去再次把我的爱，spread around..

我之前，我有sms 告诉 Fiona, 我会下去找她，passed her xmas card.. 她回我的sms.. 当她回我sms,我才以为她会问我是谁？因为也许，她把我的nos delete.. 可是，她没有。。我感觉有点安慰。。她回我的sms才是和以前一样，keep say Dear... 我感觉我有点内疚，因为她才一样，没有一些吵架，不再叫我Dear.. 我sms 问她，要不要我在Starbuck 买水给你喝？她说don't need.. thanks, Dear. 我就sms 告诉她，it's ok.. I had got Carmel for u already..

2pm，Fiona & Nat arrived..我和Rina 站在一起在centre stage, Fiona 看到我。跟我wave & hi.. 我也wave 回。。。Fiona & Nat on stage, had a short chat. Then, they went to their own booth.. Then, after that go for photograph session.. After Photography, they went to one of the kopitiam there sit down awhile & help fans sign autograph.. And the same time, Fiona drink the thing i gave her & also Xueting "Liang Cha". Around 10mins later, Fiona left 1st, while Nat Ho still at there. I was send Fiona off, even there is got guard protect her. But I still stand beside her. She stand between the road & want to talk with me. I pull her aside, cos got motorbike come in.. She smile at me.. Then, I send her to her car, cos she drive to Big Splash.. Then, wave & say "Bye Bye" to her. After 10mins, I received her sms, she thanks me for the drinks. I feel touched. Cos finally we had break the ice, go back like last time..

**我这个人就是这样，“口是心非”，曾经可以很气，恨那个伤害我的人。。　可是，我永远相信时间可以heal my wound & proof that I never had done anything wrong to hurt the ppl around me.. I just want all the peoples who know me so long, shall know that I not the betray ppl & I always will protect my friends no matter what.

Hope next time, Fiona won't don't think of don't trust me. And think I will betray her. Take Care... Fiona...

又气又开心的一天。。。

其实，midnite 的时候，我一直在生气，气到3am 才睡。。因为Delphine 告诉Vincent 生气QQ，cancel last mins cancel gathering，说下个星期Joanne gathering 不要去。。我一气知下，告诉Delphine. QQ is QQ, Joanne is Joanne. Please don't mix 2 of things together.. And Stop all the CHILDISH thinking minds & disturb me.. 因为我的心里已经很烦了，每一个人都looking for basketball gathering & prepare to have fun with QQ. But... 我又能什样呢？就算，我不能完，"那个东西来", 一直流，很痛，脾气也很坏。。我也不想发脾气，可是真的很幸苦，什么办？有谁了解呢？我从来没有这么痛，也一直流。。。。

早上，QQ sms 我，告诉我，可以meet 我4pm, 我就开始sms 给Lovelies, told them the gd news.. But too bad, almost all of them can't make it. Only, Ken, Minghui, Tanat & Me can make it..虽然，心里有点难过，可是，我却不能说出来。。因为一直很努力的要把这个gathering 弄的很好。。虽然，我知道我和MH 已经不在像以前一样那么要好。。可是，我知道我答应过QQ，我一定会当做什么都没发生。会和他"Hi"，可是就是不会再进一步。。。我今天做到了。。虽然，昨晚和今天MH有打给我，问我是不是confim cancel gathering? And it is cfm 4pm QQ can meet us? 我都一一很大方的告诉他details..因为我觉得，这是我和MH 的事，我不想mix up QQ gathering..因为QQ是无辜的，虽然她知道我们的事，可是我答应过的，我就会做到。。

我很早到bugis, 我就去了百盛楼买Stamps..在那里，买后，我就在那里，走走，走到跳舞的地方，Jack's Place停留。。。记得那时，我们很开心的给QQ看，我们做的banner...可是，现在已经不能在回到原点了。。。

4pm, 我，Ken & Mh 在Bugis MRT meet.. Mh 3.55pm到了，跟我们Hi, 我带个微笑。。打给Tanat 没听，sms 没回。。也不知道是不是他听music 太大声，听不到？我不管他，我就sms 给他，叫他在OG 找我们。。后来，他打给我，我就告诉他，我们在那里？我们全部到了，QQ才没来。。我就打给她，她没听。。我就等她回电给我。。。4.20pm, QQ 回电，我就告诉她，我们在那里？看到她后，我们就找地方做，喝茶。。QQ就开始在卡片上，写上一些祝语，把礼物放在信封里。。当她的当儿，我的眼睛一直在看她很努力的在写每一张卡片，total 30pcs. 我知道QQ写的很累，可是，她都很用心的去写。。一一都看在眼里。。我也尽量帮她把卡片，寄给Lovelies.　想把这个温馨的日子，带有爱的日子，spread to all Lovelies fans. 希望Lovelies 会开心。。。QQ写完后，就和我们谈一下，然后就赶着走，因为她有事。。。我们才是一样，在离开之前，和QQ拍照。。拍完，我们就各自走。。当Ken 跟我bye bye 的时候，Mh 的眼神看着我。。好像在想我会和他bye bye 吗？我就是这样的一个人，我不会主动，我是被动的人。。所以，如果人家不和我打招呼，我是不会打招呼的。。也许，有些人会觉得，我是不是才在气MH?如果我说不是，是lies.. 可是，说老实话，我不像以前那么气了。。只是，学会保持一点距离，像QQ说的。。如果MH 有一点跟我讲话，我也会礼貌的跟他讲话。。就是的feel of topics many not much..

**QQ, 谢谢你这么用心的写每一张卡。。谢谢你的礼物。。我很喜欢，真的。。才是一样一句，不管礼物的贵重，心意最重要。。我手上带上你的ring了。。谢谢你，知道我喜欢带ring...你给我的牌，我会在我的生日带。。Just wait & see hor...最后，想说的，我都写给你了。。那些都是我的真心话。。我也看了你写给我的，其中一句，让我很感动。。我也开始觉得，我慢慢的改变了。。我的改变，是你的无数的advise, 爱& keep unhold my hands.. 让我勇敢的走下我被人误会的日子，给人骂Black Heart & Evil woman的日子。。心在想，当时如果没有你的advise,也许我会去做傻事。。。可能会打Rah...因为我的牛脾气。。其实，我真的不会去在乎，那些在不在乎我的人，尤其是那些对我有误会的人。。　因为真真了解我的人是不会去伤害我的，对吗？你告诉我的。。

The Joey who u all know is still the same.. 敢爱敢恨的人，有时“口不对心”，有时牛脾气，有时很直。。可是，我对人的好才是一样。。　不会变。。一直到老。。

我会在end of the mths 写我的2008的日子。。多一个月就是MC King 1st Anniversary (04/01/2009), fall on Sun. 我想我会去拜访他。。这个日子，我不会忘记，因为在我生日前几天。。。MC King, how is ur life there? Still Miss U, friend..

Damn Shit & Pain

I Hate "it" come.. So pain make me until so "pei chey".. Make me tml can't enjoy & play basketball with QQ & Lovelies fans.. Haiz.. WHY? WHY? WHY?

I HATE "U", MAKE ME SO PAIN..

2 more days to go....

Wawa.. Haha.. 2 more days is the FUN, HAPPY, ENJOY gathering for me.. REALLY.. I was keep looking on it & keep counting down.. Haha. 我从来没有这种感觉。。不知为什么这次会这么期待？也许是好久没有看到QQ 了。。自从，那天，她做cookie 到现在，我们有2 个月没见面了。。对吗？QQ. Haha..

可是，老天好像在完我。。 为什么要在今天来？为什么不在13/12过后来？我不能够玩的太疯拜六。。Haiz...

我发觉我的记忆里，已经没有Mr J 的影子了，对他也没有感觉了。。他就像MH, Rah, JS一样已经不在我的记忆里面了。。。也许，我该谢谢QQ教了我很多。。我才学会这么走过这个痛苦的日子里。。

**I DAMN MISS U, QQ. Do u know that.. 2 more days is coming.. Haha. Tml after work, i going Orchard & buy UR Favourite Chocolate, which I had promise u. I will get for u as Christmas present. So, I will keep my promise.. Then, Sat meet all Lovelies at MRT & then bring them meet u.. Haha.. Wawa.. My Sat, faster come.. I want A BIG HUG FROM QQ..OMG..Like at MDC, how u hug me.. “来来，你要喝奶吗？”I still remember what u had said to me before.. Haha...

Am I still unhappy?

为什么我会写这个entry? 因为今天有人问我这个问题，我想这个也是时候,我把心里的话说出来了。。

[1]原本，我plan 2个人做host. 可是，有人告诉我怕看到Joanne,说不出话来。。我就告诉Chairman 还host.. 可是，却给人家讲我pass wrong msg..

[2]我有告诉Chairman, committee members 每一个人当天都要拍照。。因为有人告诉我，她prefer that day take pic then host.. So, I told Chairman tat.. Also wrong.. I even told Chairman that all committe members want to take pic..

[3]Why I must give up on take photography? Since I was an Event Committee head.. Why others can't? And why u dun give up on taking photography leh? When u ask me to give up photography, I already not happy with it..

[4]Told me that we event committee discuss where our place gathering then tell Chairman. Then, I told others. They told me, Chairman must make the decide. Then, we follow. Then, I told committee.. I dun know lah.. What she msn me, I had copy & paste to u all.. At the end, no choice, have to voting & select the place gathering

[5]When I had the interest & plan everything nicely for gathering run down. Once I had plan, i dun like ppl to tell me take away.. Specially even 5mins also don't allow.. That will make me more angry & unhappy.. Don't say wait scare fans bored... Ask tat one interview won't waste so much time on it..

[6]After told me take away the interview, now whatever u ask me or told me, I will just tell u. "Ur choice, if u decide then go & do. No comment on it".. Why I had start give the "cold shoulder", cos I already sianz, tired & no more "冲击" .. So, if next time dun want me to lose my “冲击”，then dun even tell me, even 5mins also don't allow.. Like that I will rather dun give any comment at all.

**我虽然现在很气，很伤心，很失望。。可是，我不会让这件事，印象我的工作。。因为我知道我的杯子里的水已经满了。。我不想我身边的人，被我骂。不管同事或QQ..

Sat 06/12 faster come PLEASE.. Cos I can't wait to see my "gd daughter" haha.. And those Lovelies fans long time never see them lah. Almost 6mths already.. Yeah.. QQ basketball gathering come. PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE.. HEAL MY SADNESS.. FILL UP MY HAPPINESS.. CAN?

那个last entry 的人不是QQ

我写的last entry abt I said I delete my friendster the person is not QQ. 我要大声说明。。因为有人觉得那个我写的是QQ. 可是，不是。。我说的那个人是Jimmy... 所以，你们现在可以看到我的Friendster list 是再没有Jimmy 的名字了。。。

我不会这样对QQ 的。。而且，我们都这么熟了。。我又是她的JoeyMa, 我什么可能这么做呢？除非是有一天，QQ 做了一件让我伤心，生气的。。我就会把所有她的东西给delete away & throw away.. 可是，我想应该不会发生吧。。因为我们的比此的心里都把对方当好朋友了。。QQ, 对吗？

**好开心拜六可以看到Bong Qiu Qiu.. 哈哈。。我记得你告诉我，有东西给我。。 哈哈。。 我等着你的礼物噢。。Yeah.. I WANT A BIG HUG FROM U.. Miss u.. 哈哈 。 我知道你会说我肉麻。。 哈哈。。 我就是喜欢这样。。跟你学的。。。。

U R on in my life anymore

我今天终于把你从我的friendster removed u in my friends already. 因为你已经不是我在乎的人，朋友了。。Hp 你的nos & sms, 你所send 给我的。。。我也把它拿走了。。。因为只要我一看到你的照片，sms..我就伤心。。我不要把伤心永远陪着我。。2009要来了。。我不希望新的一年记得你的样子。。。

**我只知道我累了，对你没有勇气的性格感到累了。。。我不需要你的祝福，我更不需要你跟我说take care...因为u are not fit to tell me all that....cos u r not my friends..

What is the point of planning gathering?

我觉得我真的很累。。。累是因为每次我plan 好的gathering.. 每次都会一些事让我很气，不开心。。。就如:

[1]QQ gathering, 好心问每一个，sms 问他们有没有来。。　可是，我却收到一个人的sms 告诉我，he think better don't go for gathering,cos scared of ppl gossip & try to avoid of it. And even try to stay away from those ppl they r related to me..我心里在想，这个是一个QQ gathering, 不是你和我的约会。。Why scare ppl gossip? And u also like QQ? Is there anything wrong meh? For going the fc gathering? PLEASE lah. 请分辨白和黑，可以吗？

[2] Joanne gathering: 我 plan 好的rundown, 告诉我，有一个part take away the interview of she got rape in the show & replace as Game 3. 如果这么喜欢玩games, then the 2hrs gathering keep playing games Non-stop better. No photography & autography for fans, no exchange present, Joanne don't need to sing 2 songs.. MUCH BETTER. DON"T THINK SO? Easy for everyone.. Dun need so many trouble. 一直玩game, very tired. And make everyone can't breath.. And then wat is the points, I request of fry foods for everyone that day? Cos at least everyone got time to relax & eat & drink during the 2hrs..

** 这些都是我一直想说出来的，尤其是point 1, 我真的是忍了好多天.所以，我没updated blog the past few days. Cos I was no moods.. But no one understand what i try to do & plan? Do u know that I sianz & tired of those rubbish?

Outing at Seoul Garedn Bugis 29/11/2008

上个星期六，我2.30pm - 4pm 到Marina Square 的Burgar King collected Joanne gathering $$ from fans. 原本，Rina 约我2.30pm。可是 ，她迟到3pm 才到。。没办法，我就先做settle up & collected the $$ who had come down make payment 1st..

4.15pm , 我,Rina & Teddi才离开到Bugis meet Delphine & Vincent. 4.30pm我们到Bugis, Vincent 打给我们，说他要剪头发， 我们就在QB house 等他。。他剪完头发后，我们就开始我们的“工作”去买Joanne gathering stuffs..

大概6.30pm , 我们就去Seoul Garden 吃我们的Dinner.. Vincent, Delphine & Teddi 1 table. Me & Rina 1 table.. Vincent & Delphine 那桌上很多东西比我的桌子才多。。因为Rina 怕BBQ.. 所以，我很幸苦，我只能煮我这面的BBQ, Rina side我不能煮。。因为怕弄到她。。吃完饭后，我们就discuss gathering 的东西。。Discuss 完了，我们就陪Vincent 到BHG 走走，因为他说要买东西for Joanne gathering Exchange present session. 买完了，我们就回家了。。我和Delphine 搭一样的train 回家。。

回到家，我就洗头，冲凉。。洗了很多次头，可是那个味道才有。。没有办法只好放弃。。。

**我的其中一个Christmas wish had come true.. Like to thanks Delphine, Vincent, Rina & Teddi make my wish come true.. 虽然，这只是一点点的事，可是，我已经很开心了。。因为我是个容易满足的人。。

My legs got blu black

~Left Leg~
~Right Leg~

也许，你们会觉得很奇怪？ 为什么我的脚会blue black? 我想也许星期天，我去慧慧的Spa, 所以才会这样。。。拜一的时候，我发觉我的脚有Blue Black.. 可是，当我按的时候，我不觉得痛。。
我也不知道为什么？我有跟慧慧说了。。她说，她会帮我check what happened？

**希望我的Blue Black 快点go away...

You Are A BIG Coward

In my eyes, in my minds, You are A COWARD to me NOW. I was damn angry with what I had saw ur sms.. Ytd I sms everybody, just to double check with who is cfm going? And today, I received YOUR sms, in ur sms, u told me; "I guess. After some thoughts yesterday, I think it's best for the sake of everybody's interest, that I should not come for the gathering. I guess i myself is afraid of gossipers now. I am really sorry to myself that I had dailed to bring you back as a friend to me. I guess I shall stay away from everyone who was/are related to u. It would be good for us all. Thanks for being a friend once. Thanks for u have given me a chnace once to befriend with you. Take Care.

I reply: "ok, since u want avoid & stay away me, rah,mh js. Go ahead. Now, in my minds, u r a coward. And now I telling u, u r not my frez.From 2dae onwards, ur nos won't be in my hp. And 20/12 also cancel our outing. Next time, u got any prombles, dun find me."

Sun, I invited you to see 45th Anniversary, I know u lies to me, that u said u got smt on, cos Chantrice, JS & Mh is going.. U scared they said u..What u had sms me? "It's true that I avoid coming for that sun show because I don't want rumours and gossip to spread again. I believe u also don't want rite? Isn't better I dun appear for that sun show?


**我真的对你很失望。。。I HATE U DEEPLY.

许美静MTV

許美靜 - 明知道




許美靜 - 明知故犯




許美靜-傾城(粵語)



許美靜 孫燕姿 蔡健雅 - 看電視



许美静-颜色




許美靜- 聽那星光歌唱




許美靜 - 鐵窗




許美靜 - 遺憾




许美静-都是夜归人




許美靜 - 如此




許美靜-倾城




許美靜 -- 蔓延





** 我最喜欢的歌是“明知道”是因为美静自己写的歌，让我开始支持& 喜欢她。。到现在才是一样。。。我说过，不管以后她才会不会再唱歌？本地歌手，我只喜欢美静一个。。因为她永远是我的baby...Yeah.. Love u...

重逢7演唱会

我很开心。。 因为我等了14年了，从1994 - 2008。我一直都在等许美静的concert.. 终于，让我等到了。。虽然，不是她的个唱，她只是以特别来宾的身份参与首晚演出。。。Local renowned artiste Xu Mei Jing (许美静) will specially performed on the first night 21 February only.

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我明年的生日愿望成真了。。 哈哈我一定会去看美静的表演。。。不知道有那个好心人会陪我看。。 哈哈如果没有，我就一个人去看。。现在,book until 15/12, will have 15% discount TICKET PRICE (Exclude Booking Fee)Standard - S$118 ($100.30) , S$98 ($83.30) , S$88 ($74.80), S$68 ($57.80), S$58 ($49.30).. 我想我一定会去买$100.30. 因为这也许唯一次可以看到美静的concert..我打算有green lightsticks.. 因为她喜欢Green.. 哈哈。。。。

** Baby, 你等我噢。。。我再次高声和你一起唱“城里的月光”，“明知道”，“颜色”，"鐵窗", "遺憾", "都是夜歸人", " 如此", "带我走" , "迫在眉梢 ", "蔓延", "阳光都在风雨后”。。 我才记得什么唱呢。。哈哈.. Really can't wait for 21/02/2009 faster come... 美静，我好想你。。好想抱你。。