Tuesday, January 29, 2008

Bye Bye to “陈凤玲”, welcome "陈靓瑄"

当我看到8 days & 早报说陈凤玲,改名名字,我心里面第一个答案是为什么,风玲要改名?读完早报, 我才知道原因。 心里面里有点难过。可是, 如果Felicia 觉得"陈靓瑄" 这个名字对她好的话。我会为她高兴。虽然, 陈凤玲跟着它24年了。Let us say "Bye Bye" to 陈凤玲", let welcome "陈靓瑄"new name of Felicia Chin. NO MATTER, WHAT NAME U CHANGE TO, THE FELICIA CHIN IS STILL THE ONE WHO I KNOW 3YRS AGO. I WILL STILL SUPPORT U, CARE, PROTECT U & LOVE U . IT IS THE PROMISE I HAD MAKE TO U, SO IT WILL NEVER CHANGE. NO MATTER WHAT HAPPEN, FRIEND 4EVER.

希望所有喜欢Felicia 的fans 会接受她新名字"陈靓瑄", 因为你们喜欢的是Felicia 的人,而不是她的名字。


All the best to U "陈靓瑄 "。 

Always there Love, care, concern & protect U;

Joey Mummy

Monday, January 28, 2008

Health & Wellness @ Expo 26/01/2008





















Today, is a happy day for me but is also sad & painful day for me..Why I said that cos I still got Migraine. So, before I go down to Expo, I on the way taking MRT, take my medicine. Everything is last mins for going down to see Felicia @ Expo.


At here, I like to say "Thanks" for the above peoples for make me the day bright. [1]"hp" thanks for telling what on 25/01.. I understand what u try to tell me & I know & understand. Just maybe u dun know what I thinking inside. But at last I make it & go down see Felicia..[2]Lijuan - "thanks" for lend me read "wanbao" abt what the reporter said abt Felicia. [3] Tanat - "Thanks" for company me to Expo. [4]Rina - "Thanks" for rush down see Felicia & sit beside me.. [5] Pamela "Thanks" for help me get a copy of "wanbao" & go RG with me. [6]Von, Legend, Delphine & Vincent, "thanks" for saying "Hi" to me. Delphine & Vincent, glad that u will say "Hi" to me. Special Vincent.. cos after tat case, you have never chat with me. But at here, I want to make clear with delphine & vincent, you are not the 1 who make me angry, so I won't blame or don't friend u all. I know what is right & wrong.. Let start the story of Expo;


Around 6pm, me & Tanat reached Expo.. When we reached Expo, we go 2 different way, he go toilet, while I go 7-11 buy mineral water. When @ 7-11, saw Delpine & Vincent.. They said "Hi" to me, I also said "Hi" to them.. Then, Delphine, said "2dae u not working meh?" I said, I MC & last mins come 1. Then, I rushed to meet Pamela inside. When I reached Expo, I saw Lijuan, Von, Legend. But I was busy looking for Pamela.. cos she book seat for me.. After I found Pamela, I seat down. Then, Lijuan saw me, said "Hi" to me..follow by Von & Legend. Me wave back to them. Then, after awhile, Rina sms me, asked me, where am I? I said inside, she told me, she on the way down to expo, asked me book 1 seat for her. I said ok. Then, Lijuan walk to me, pass me "wanbao" abt Felicia news, said got impose her @ friendster. When I read it. I was so angry. I know the friendster is not Real Felicia 1, when Pamela got told me before. I told Pamela, tat 1 is not Felicia friendster. She said can't be, cos got alot her personal picture. I said, it is all can find @ Felicia blog. What I said is True, after I see the newspaper.


Around 6.30pm, Felicia arrived. 6.45pm, she was on stage. She was holding 2 sunflower.The host was so funny & cute. When Felicia on stage, felicia fans shouted "Sheng Jin Po". She wave.. She haven't saw me, cos I not standing with Delphine, Vincent, Lijuan, Von & Lengend. I was another side. Then, when she was singing "My Star", I moved in front to take her picture, she finally saw me. I know that when she saw me, was shocked. Cos I never told her or any fans that I was going down. Only Pamela & Lijuan last mins. She smile @ me. I was smile @ her. After her singing, start to play game, Legend was choice to be on stage, which u all can see all the picture on top, share with u all.. When playing game, Felicia was like "Sheng Jin Po", keep doing alot funny thing. The sunflower is she bought 1 for playing game..


Then, 7.30pm, the event end.. We all quickly run to back stage. When we standing the rest room, the guards stand in front of us.. After awhile, Felicia come out with her male manager. I saw she walking out the front entrance, I told Lijuan they all, quick run to the entrance.. While Felicia still walking slowly, cos alot ppl blocking her way. Then, when she saw us @ entrance, she said wow u alll so fast.. Then, the guard, open the door to carpark, I told Lijuan, let run to her car.. I follow her direction, I can sence where she park her car.. I quickly run to her car.. While she still walking slowly...Then, she open the door, going the car, I open her left side door, put my stuffs inside her car, which 1 to give her 1. She said "wow.. u scare me, thought who?" then, the guard come to my side, block my way.. then, before she left. She turn my side, wave 2 times, say "bye bye".


After Felicia left, me, Pamela & Melissa went to RG, cos they want to try their luck, see can see Felicia @ RG or not? While me leh... was suddenly, plan to wait for "1 artiste", cos she told me she will be fliming this few days. So, I decide to gave her surprise. But at the end, around 11plus, she called me, told me don't wait for her. Cos will be over run & late.. So, I left RG. While Pam still @ RG.


There are 1 thing, I want to make very clear to all of u, my "1 artiste" is confirm is not Felicia or Joanne Peh. Is some one.. Who is she? I was tell.. Cos is a sercert.


Lastly, I want to tell Felicia, "Thanks" for bring alot of fun on 26/01/2008 @ Expo. I will always remember this day & Republic of "Campus Yummy". No matter what, I will still there for u..

Miss u lot.. Bao Bei.....


I had Migraine .

Today (25/01/2008), is a painful day.. Why? Cos I got Migraine & take MC 26/01. I got Migraine all the while. Just never share & told my friends who is always me..Not even Felicia & Joanne Peh.. "Sorry" for keeping it for u all. Cos I don't want u all worry abt me. From 21/01 - 25/01, I had been eaten Pandanol before sleeping to kill my Migraine. When I see doctor, my doctor, asked me; "You don't have a gd sleep , sleep late & think so much, is it?". I said, "Yap". why i don't sleep early, cos I have been thinking of Felicia badly. And this mth, I had been cried alot.. from MC King passed away, my birthday party wish never come true & wonder how is Felicia? And how is "my 1 artiste"? Cos heard from her that she is no gd mood.. Hope she is fine now..

Wednesday, January 23, 2008

今天去拜拜MC King....

在我才没有开始我的故事之前,有很多人告诉我, 我写的华语比英语好多了。也有人告诉我,她不会看华语,所以有些看不懂的字,就跳。不任什样我都要跟你们说声;“谢谢”用心读我的blog. 现在,我要开始我的故事。。

今天早上,我一个人去拜拜MC King, 在路上我在心跳, 也许因为我从来没有自己一个人去这种地方。因为我本身是Christian, 所以今天做了很多笑话。我到MC King 的“极乐世界”。我在他的牌面前哭了起来。在他的灵牌,告诉他很多话, 手才帮他抹灵牌。说完了,就下去烧银纸。我很好笑,来这里,竟然没有拿Lighter 和candle. 我就跟一个人借lighter..我想点火,可是什么点,都不能。就交一个uncle帮我点。他问我烧给谁?我说MC King.. 我们谈天很久,他告诉我,他的朋友和妈妈也是像MC King 这样死。我静静地听。 后来,他问我MC King 的家在哪里?我告诉他。在我要离开之前,我在上去跟MC King 说一声,希望他收到我烧给他的digital camera, shirt, LV shoes, wallet, watch, passport, credit card, chq book, 点心, slippery, medicine, instant noodles, hp & alot of money.. so that he can enjoy life go oversea, since he so like to travel, when he still alive. And he also like to take photos & post @ his blog. MC King, 我答应你,下次我再去拜拜,我一定买很多你喜欢的东西吃, 和Laptop. Uncle 也跟我上去拜拜MC King. Uncle, 问我住哪里?我告诉他,他放我在Bishan Junction MRT. 我心里很不好意是, 因为跟他不是很认识,他也帮了我烧银纸。如果,不是他,我想MC King 现在都才没收到。Uncle, "thank you for your help".

昨天,我读了权怡凤的blog, 她写了“delete”。他们走得太突然 , 太年轻,以至于教人心酸 , 让人不舍!到现在我手机里还留著 MC King的电话号码 , 我舍不得 Delete ,舍不得 …………….!每每把玩电话 , 在手机里找人名打电话时总会不经意掠过俩人的名字。这好像一直在提醒我 , 他们曾经来过这世上 , 我和他们曾在人生路程上碰过面。一想到这里,我的心就会开始往下沉。有时候会认为这样对待自己太残忍了 , 把他的电话号码Delete不就没事了吗?可是我真的不想也不敢。不想是因为不舍,不敢是因为深怕自己会忘了他们。。。我从来都不记得他的号码 , 只靠手机的电话簿 ,Delete了之后我就永远失去了他们 !

其实,我和权怡凤一样,不舍得Delete MC King 的nos. 因为我 怕自己会忘了他。所以,一直到现在我才收着。只想让MC King 知道,我们都没忘记你,因为你在我们每一个人的心里占了很大的地位。我们好爱你,想你。。。你知道吗?

 

Monday, January 21, 2008

5 Simple Rules to be Happy

To all my Dear Friends,

who has been reading my blog all the while, there are something I like to share with you all. I got this msg from Meiling. Here, is the msg how to make ourselves happy;

[1] Free your heart from hatred.

[2]Free your mind from worries.

[3] Live Simply.

[4] Give more.

[5]Expect Less.

When I received this msg, the 1st things in my minds is I know that what Meiling is trying to tell me, thanks. I know & understand.

My advice for all my friends out there, set urself free & take away all the hatred & worries inside of ur heart, live simply. And give more love & care to peoples who is around you & expect less of rewards from anyone. Then, you will "LIVE HAPPY" FOREVER.

Sunday, January 20, 2008

你对身边的朋友有多爱,关心,了解?

当我写到这个文章的时候,让我们有真心,良心问问自己。1)你对你在心里面在乎的朋友有多了解,关心和爱他们? 2)为什么人都会这么自私? 3) 为什么人都要这么的炫耀?你们心里有了答案吗?我已经有了答案。让我的答案和你们分享。


1)我对在我心里面在乎的朋友,了解多多少少都之知道她们心里在想什么。我心里很明白,也许我做一些事,让朋友生气,可是,好想告诉她,我不是有意的。因为我有自己的原因。当我做了那个事后,我知道我已经伤害她了。所以,在这里,我要对我很在乎的朋友说,(你应该知道你是谁)。“对不起,我不是有心要让你伤心,只因为我太在乎你这个朋友。我已经做了一个东西给你,把我们在一起的所有开心的回忆,放在里面,也许会不是很好看,可是,是我用我的真心,真诚去做。如有机会看到你,我会交给你。才有,我对所有我身边的朋友是用真诚来感动每个人。

2)为什么人都会这么自私?- 这个问题是从一个人的身边发觉。我们人都会2面。1是有爱心。 2是自私。如果问我那个回比较多?我会说是自私。因为我们人心里一直想得到一样东西,所以会不管用什么手法都要得到。像Kaijie要得到Fei Fei, 用多少的手法来对待Jin Long. 为什么我们不可以用大方的心来对待身边的人呢?为什么要吃醋?你这样做会开心吗?让每个人恨你,你喜欢吗?- (用你们的良心问问自己吧)

3)为什么人会炫耀?我是从一个男的影迷身上找到这个问题。他所做的每一样事都在炫耀。要每个人都吃醋,你这样做对你有什么好处?跟Felicia 有多Close. Please loh.. 你如果觉得这样做,你觉得很Happy. 我可以告诉你,我不会上你的当, 我也不会在乎。因为我相信我的宝贝。

4)保护- 我知道每个影迷都要保护自己喜欢的艺人,可是你们懂什么叫保护吗?如:做个大方的人,不吃醋。 在艺人需要你的时候,把你的手伸出来,帮她以吧。如很多影迷喜欢Felicia, 为什么我们不可以像大家庭,一起Support Felicia 呢?为什么要这里一个group? 那里一个group? 有那个艺人喜欢看到这种场面?为什么不能手牵手一起Support? 你们说对吗?


**Felicia, 世界上最遥远的距离,不是生离死别或天隔一方,而是我就站在你面前你却不知道我爱你。。。"**


最后,今天我买了好多死人的东西,想在新年之前,去拜拜我的老爸和MC King. 只相对MC King 说,“谢谢你,让我中了2次入围和1次安慰,都是你的号码。我知道你一直在保佑我。我买了好多东西给你在一个盒子里。希望你收到我的心意。MC King, 好想念你的笑声。”。。。。

Wednesday, January 16, 2008

My surprise belated present

When I post this entry, cos of "Someone Special". Cos I had received this surprise belated birthday card today 16/1/2008.

Firstly, I like to say "Thank you" to "Someone Special". (You shall know who are u). For those who want to know this person is? I won't tell u all. Cos it is a respect & secret between both of us. Sorry.

When I received this card, the 1st thing, I see the envelop is my favourite colour - blue. Then, when i see why the stamp stick upside down, make me laugh.. cos wonder who is so "SOTONG" person? Don't know how to put stamp.. Haha.. Sorry ah, not i want to laugh u, is u also find it is funny. Then, got put a small heart sticker on the envelop. When I open the card, it was a fun card, which is a connect the dots card. I find it was interested. Cos i remember when I young, I like to play this things. But when grow up, no time to play lah.. Dear Friend, "Thanks" for ur "拥心". In the card u said, "I hope this year will be filled with better things for you as u find happiness in all that you do. Thanks for all you've done, it's really appreciated". Do u know that when I read this part, make me feel touched & cried. Cos I never thought that you will write all this words to me. I never thought u have been caring of me all the while & read my blog, know what happened to me & know that I unhappiness last year. Dear Friend, with ur those words make me be strong again & don't scare of fall down again. Cos I know that U WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME & TRUST ME. Abt what I had done for u before & until now , I don't ask for any credit. Just hope u Happy & all those are my friends i know & care alot & hope they happy also. Friend, I will keep the card well & nicely, won't let is spoil, dirty or lose. Cos I don't know will I still receive ur card again every yr or not? Not just brithday card. Haha.. I think I'm too greedy lah.. (Just kidding). U know that I not that type of person. “有心就好, 再什么好的礼物也没用。因为有些东西不能用钱来买回来的。如;友情,信任,爱情,亲情。你的心意和用心,我明白。".

朋友,你放心,我会勇敢的站起来,别忘了,我答应你在今年,我会为你做2个事。我会做到。我答应你的事,一定会做到的。如果你对我有信心。

Lastly, I sincerely like to "Thanks" for those who had said "Happy Belated birthday" to me peoples. They are : "1 artiste", Lijuan, Darren, Linda, Teddi, ch, Jerena. And also those who had said "Happy Birthday" to me on 11/01 & 12/01. They are : Felicia Chin, Joanne Peh, Lina Ng, Chen Hui Hui, 米雪, Cheryl, Jeneen Goh, Banana, Meiling, Rina, Delphine, Ice, Anon, Amanda, Amelia, Amy Wee. I had recieved all of wishes in my heart. I like said "Thank You" for u all from my bottom of my heart.

Sunday, January 13, 2008

Thank you for Felicia & all the artiste send me wishes

When I plan to post this topics, there are alot of feeling & thoughts I like to express to those artiste who had sms me & called me & wish me Happy Birthday. Here, let start 1 by 1...

[1]Felicia Chin - Felicia, my dear "Bao Bei", do u know that from 01/01/2008 - 10/01/2008, I keep sending you email, want to double check with u, are u coming to my birthday or not? Cos I want to order foods, until 10/01/2008, I still haven't get ur reply. I already gave up of ur answer. Amanda , Delphine & Meiling told me, "你要对Felicia 有信心,她一定会记得你的生日". 一直到12/01/2008 afternoon, I gave up waiting on ur answer & tell myself don't think so much. Today is my birthday, shall be happy" I did that. But at 8.10pm, "Bao Bei", I received ur call, we chat around 10mins, you told me you got an event @ Orchard last mins, company asked u to go. But when I saw Sean Blog, I saw he taking picture with u on 12/01/2008. I asked myself, how come U with Sean on 12/01/2008? And why he always take picture with u, this few days? It is the answer I want to ask u.. But I gave up to ask u.. Cos I CHOICE TO BELIEVE WHAT MY "BAO BEI" TOLD ME EVERYTING IS TRUE. HOPE U WON'T LIES TO ME.
When u called me, you said, "Hello, is it Joey Mummy?" I found this voice is different from u. So, I asked who that? U said why alot peoples called u "Joey Mummy" ah? Haha.. (Please there are only 1 person who will called me "Joey Mummy" that person is U) And "Bao Bei", u really keep ur promise & never break your promise that u had make to me. (DON'T FORGET MY BDAE PRESENT, U SAID U WILL PASS TO ME ANOTHER DAY) I WAITING FOR THIS DAY. HOPE U WON'T FORGET. And I said I thought u forget my birthday. U said u will never forget my birthday. When I heard ur voice, I want to cry, cos I WANT TO GET A HUG FROM U.. BUT U WAS NOT THERE. "Bao Bei, do u know how much I need to see u?" Lastly, like to thanks u from my bottom of my heart for still remember my birthdae & make effort to called me.

[2] "1 ARTISTE" - Thanks for sms me & wishes me Happy Birthday. Even I received ur msg is on 13/01 12.30am, which my birthday had over. But I appreciate the heart & thoughts u had. Cos this msg is u after fliming then sms me. I know & understand .

[3] Joanne Peh - Thanks for sms me & wishes me Happy Birthday. U told me u busy can't make it. But it ok.. I understand. Inside my heart, I hope u will come to my charlet but since u can't make it, I can't force u. Cos I want to get a real hug from u. Just abit sad & disappointed. But I appreciate the heart & thoughts u had.

[4]Jaime Teo - Thanks for sms me & wishes me Happy Birthday. Since u got flu, u had to take care of urself, drink more water. Cos weather is bad this few days.

[5]Silver Ang - Thanks for sms me & wishes me Happy Birthday. Since u not in Singapore, but I appreciate the heart & thoughts u had.

[6]Tang Miao Ling - Thanks for sms me & wishes me Happy Birthday. Since u are not in Singapore, go KL discuss business. But I appreciate the heart & thought u had. Don't forget u said will treat me for meal, when u back. I will remember that.. ^_6

[7] Cheryl (my godsis) - Thanks for ur hug & wishes for me. I appreciate.

[8]Chen Hui Hui - Thanks for make effort to come down my charlet after work. Even I know u busy with ur shop business, but u got the heart, I already Happy. I appreciate.

[9] 米雪 - 大姐,Thanks for ur call 13/1 & wishes for me... I'm happy that u so busy still remember my birthday. I remember last yr this day, U celebrate my birthday @ Restuarant & sing birthday song for me. Now, u @ 西安, U must take care of ur health, cos u told me, 那里下雪。我好想你,好想念你煮的菜。好想你现在在我身边抱紧我。请你记得来新加坡的时候打给我。我在这里等着你。

[10]Lina Ng - Thanks for ur sms & wishes. Since u busy for work, I don't blame u. I appreciate the heart & thoughts u had.


Lastly & finally, I really want to thanks for all the effort u all have make for me & wishes of sms & call.. I appreciate. All this things, I will keep inside my heart & won't forget. Cos it is to proof that “你们有心, 记得我的生日。”我已经很满足。不要求太多。因友情可贵。

Thank You Cheryl for keep me company on my charlet 11/1 - 13/1/2008














Yoz.. my dear godsister cheryl, I like to say "Thank You" from bottom of my heart of company me the past 3 days & play with me @ Escape & the present u gave me. And also thanks for being my maid for 1 day on 12/01/2008.. Haha.. And Thanks for keep telling me for don't keep thinking sad of waiting for Felicia answer & hope she will come for my party.. If don't have u, I think I will be all alone spending my time @ my room..
Cheryl, Thanks for the present U gave me. Haha.. This yr, the cross u gave me is bigger than 21yrs, I gave me is so small.. Like what u also told me ytd.. Haha.. I said u still remember.. As for me, I don't ask for much from all of u.. Just hope that u got the heart, I already “心满意足”, “因为有很多东西是不能有钱来买到友情。只要有心,比什么都重要。” 。
Lastly, Thanks for giving so much happiness during my birthday. And thanks for being my godsister & freinds for 9yrs & walk with me this 9 yrs. From I start join J Team until I left J Team, we still keep in Touch. That proof that, Friendship is forever, no matter where & how far we are. Just cos we have heart for each other & know each other well. And also proof that, “我重友情”。 Love u so much.. My Dear Sis Cheryl...

12/01/2008 Celebration of my birthday

It is Pamela Gave me as present. Thanks.

It is Pamela gave me as present b4 I open..


It is Chen Hui Hui gave me as present. Thanks. My 9yrs best frez.

It is my 4 nieces & nephews, while they playing

It is my beloved nephew Dennis, is he cute?









Chen Hui Hui & his son Zavier.

My maid cheryl, help people carry stuffs..haha..







Yoz, all my dear friends i back from my charlet. Firstly, I like to say "Thank You" from my bottom of heart, those who sms me wish me Happy birthday, they are : Banana, Teddi, Delphine, Meiling, Rina, Ade, Pamela & Amy Wee . And of course, never forget those who tag my blog & wish me, they are : Ice, Miu, Von, Legend & Hp. I had received all ur msg.. I not unforgetable person.. Haha.. I told myself, I must thanks everyone of u. Now, let start my celebration of my birthday @ Charlet.
Actually, my charlet is the things of everything last mins, cos I don't know how many peoples will come for my charlet, even I invite some.. The answer is half of them can't make it. Cos they all sick... I also no choice.. cos I can't accept them to come. Even inside my heart, hope to see alot people come, but when I know "bao bei" can't come, my heart already give up & don't hope anything.
11/01/2008, Early the morning, I went to IMM buying some stuffs for charlet. Around 2.45pm, I reached NTUC Downcount East Coasta Sands Resort & check in alone. After check in, I go to my unit, unpack all my stuffs. After unpack, I take a snap, cos Cheryl fliming, she told me will come @ nite & company me. Around 7pm, I wake up, watch "手足2". Then, 8pm, me alone go Mcdonald eat dinner. After eat dinner, I went back to room, prepare to see "The Golden Path".
When I see Felicia face, make me think of something & feel sad again. Then, Cheryl around 10.15pm come to my room & knock the door, while I was at toilet. I heard someone knock the door, but i never open the door, cos I thought is the next door Ah Beng.. Then, after awhile, Cheryl called my name. So, I open the door, she said why i never open the door? I said cos u never sms me, told me, u coming..Then, Cheryl, said let go out & play... So, we go the Aracde to play game.. Haha.. me long time never play Aracde lah, while playing with Cheryl, make me feel go back the youngster days.. haha.. Then, around 11plus, we go back our room, she watch TV, while I was lay on the bed & fall sleep lah.. Haha.. maybe I was too tired & never sleep well during MC King passed away.
12/01/2008 (DAY), Me & Cheryl, wake up 10plus, then go eat breakfast. After that, go to Ecaspe play the whole day, until 4plus then go back the room. Here, is all the picture, she play, I don't dare to play.. We play Kart, Wet & Wild & Shooting Boat, & Hunted House.. Haha. when we go Hunted house, Cheryl was so scared, she hold my arm so tight, cos she scare of see ghost story or anything related with Ghost. While we playing Shooting Boat, haha.. I shoot her until her whole body wet.. Hahaha... she can't win me 1.....cos went she shoot me, I will con't keep shoot her.. I don't scare wet...
12/01/2008 (NITE), it i the time for me to have my birthday party celebrate.. At here, I like to Thanks for those who make an effort come to my charlet & celebrate my birthday. They are,
Chen Hui Hui & Family, Cheryl, Jason, Cheryl's parent, my family, Pamela, Yanti, My regular customer (Jenny & Victor), Yvonne (Hui Hui staff). They are only 20 peoples coming, but I already happy. Even I invite around 50 ppl, but half can't make it, cos sick.. so..... & left alot foods...
Lastly, I like to thanks for those who attend my birthday party & all the whishes & msg from all of u... ^_^ Love u guys..

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

我的生日要什么庆祝?什么愿望在12/1/2008?

当我写这个文章的时候,脑海里和心里一直在问自己,今年我的生日,会什么庆祝?会什么过?刚好,Delphine msn 我,我就想在这里把心里想的说出来。

其实,我心里面,很想7个人有空,为我庆祝我的生日12/1。可是,已经有4个人已经告诉我,她们没有空。第1个是Silver, 因为她在上个月已经说她不会在新加坡 11/1 - 15/1。第2个是汤妙龄, 因为她去KL谈公司。第3个是一个人给我“红星”的tickets. 第4个是Lina Ng, 因为教会有event. 现在,只有一个认识9年的朋友陈慧慧告诉我,她有空,虽然,我知道她要忙自己的Spa, 可是她愿意陪我庆祝一下,虽然时间不是很长,我已经很满足了。

我现在很希望Felicia & Joanne, 会记得我的生日,跟我庆祝。可是,我心里多少已经有数了。有人告诉我,要对Felicia 有信心。 她一定会记得你的生日。我回答,“她会记得吗?也许忘记了,我有问过她的事。”我记得她答应我,会做一样东西,不知她才记得吗?突然,记得一句话,“如我们对一样东西,希望太高,失望会很高。" 你们说呢?我相信这句话,我真的很希望我的宝贝不会让我失望。因为,我已经要倒下去了。我没有力去坚强了。好想能够抱抱你,大哭出来。宝贝,你听到了吗?看到了吗?知道我心里在想什么吗?没有什么东西比得上你的抱抱一下。

因为,我们有“缘分”才会认识对方。所以,想告诉你,朋友请好好珍惜身边重要的人。。。不要等到身边的人离开后,才来难过,珍惜。。已经太迟了。像MC King 离开了我们。。。。

Tuesday, January 8, 2008

MC King, 安息的到“极乐世界”去吧。



MC King, 在过去的3天里,我想告诉你,我没有好好的睡,也不想吃太多东西。只是,喝Bubble Tea 来当我饭。也许,你说我笨蛋。可是,我就是睡不好,因为我一关上眼睛,就看到我以前带你做ROADSHOW的样子,你的笑声在我脑海里。

MC King, 今天我去了你的 出殡,和陈丽贞,李美玲,杨莉冰,咏梅,王裕香,小玲,一大粒,站在一起。看到她们为你哭的这么伤心,我也哭了起来。尤发为你唱了,《爱你一万年》,一大粒为你唱了《月亮代表我的心》

MC King, 在万礼火化时,我相信你,你听到辉哥说的话吧?“你一直问为什么你一直“红”不起来?现在你“红”了,这么多人来送你最后一程。你开心了吧?” 才有陈泰明说;“你的努力,我们都看到了,现在你最希望听到的是掌声,让我给你掌声吧?” 小玲说;“This is not the end,but your beginning to a new world, MC we love u & miss u" .

MC King, 好听的话,我不会说,你知道的。你了解我是个什样的人。所有的感激的话,放在心里面,从不告诉人。所以,在这里,我要大声告诉你,“谢谢你,一直一来support 我们的1st Class 去KL。”“谢谢你在做Roadshow 的时候,做到我对你的要求”。 “谢谢你带给我和J TEAM每个人的欢笑”虽然,你离开了我到“极乐世界”去,我希望你能保佑你妈,弟弟,咏梅,丽梅,一大粒,Thomas Ong 和其他的艺人健康,平安,开心。

MC King, 不管你在哪里,在我们每个人的心里面,你永远都是我们的“开心果”,永远都在我们身边。WE LOVE U & MISS U VERY MUCH. TAKE CARE, MY FRIEND.

安息的到“极乐世界”去吧。不要忘了我们。。。。

MC King, 12/01/2008, 是我的生日,我想我应该不会很开心的过,因为我有一个很强的感觉,有人会忘记我的生日。你知道我说的是谁吧?如果那个人才会记得,我会抱着她哭。因为我要倒下去了。我没有力去坚强了。

朋友请好好珍惜身边重要的人。。。不要等到身边的人离开后,才来难过,珍惜。。已经太迟了。

Friday, January 4, 2008

MC King 走了。。。











MC King, 当我收到J Team 的人Sms 我,说你走了。你知道我吓了一下。我才跟自己讲不可能的。上天什么会把我们的“开心果”带走了。我才打你手机,你弟弟跟我说你走了。我的眼泪哭出来了。以前带过的艺人就这样离开我们。我恨你,没有跟我说一声就走了。你知道我为你哭了多少?为什么要在下个星期我生日之前走?为什么要我在新的一年哭?
我才记得有一次坐在你的车,很怀念在车上一起听你播放陈百强的歌,你也跟着唱,你说你喜欢他的歌。到现在,我还是无法接受,他已经走了。。。我相信,很多人都跟我有一样的感觉。。。昨天的这个时候,他还是好好的。。。我希望,我现在在写的每个字,只是一个剧本而已。。。或许只是一个恶梦。。。不要是事实好吗。。。
记得在2个月前,你才来我公司买我们的1st Class Coach to KL.你说你带你妈妈去。我卖Tickets 给你的。你才买面包给我。当时,我才说不用,你才叫我拿。你去 KL 的那天,我在上班前,送你。你吓一跳。我想给你Surprise.
我知道你一直在还债务,一直在想要赚很多钱,把债务还清。你辛苦了。我知道你才有很多梦才没有做到。
我无法用说的来表达对你的感谢和思念,因为那太沉重,对我来说,太困难了。 所以我用写的,我知道你会看到的。刚才看你冷冰冰的样子,我知道你努力过,所以我也会跟你学习,努力让自己活得好,为身旁的人带来欢乐。 希望你安息,放心一路走好。这几年,你也累了,是时候好好休息。感谢你在累到不行的时候还会第一时间想到让身旁的人开心。象你这样不怕麻烦的朋友, 今后在我难过时肯定会在远方看着我,保护着我们的。
Time will slowly fade away this pain i'm feeling now but my memory of you shall always stay in my heart.Farewell buddy, a kind soul.

今晚,才要去拜你,我真怕我会哭在你面前。。。。。我再也看不到你“搞笑”的样子了。。

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

2007 Memories I had with.

Firstly, I want to say "Happy New Year" to all my friends & Felicia Fans. Cos I know that you all will read my blog often. Here, I sincerely like to say "Thank You" for all of u, making effort to read my blog. Here, my going to start my story;

What I had done in the past 2007 & have memories for 2007? How shall I said leh? Half of the mths is Happy, half of the mth is Unhappy. If those who know, shall know what I mean?

Event that I go for Felicia 2007:
[1] I - weekly issue 500 event
[2] Vitagen @ Raffle City
[3] Army @ Suntec
[4] Fliming "The Path Of Gold" @ CHIJMES CHURCH
[5]Campus Yummy [NTU, SP & RP]
[6]Ice Skating Gathering
[7]Flea Market [8days]
[8]Star Awards 2007 [16/12]
[9]Countdown 2008 @ Boon Lay Place [31/12]

Honestly, I had never thought that I will had so many chance to see Felicia during 2007.

At here, I like to use my "bottom of my heart" to thanks alot of peoples, who I know during this 2007 & gave me alot of happy momeries. Here is the list,

ARTISTE

[1]Felicia Chin
[2]Joanne Peh
[3] 1 artiste
[4]Silver Ang
[5]Tang Miao Ling
[6]Chen Hui Hui
[7]Mi Xue [Hk artiste]
[8]Xue Li [Hk Artiste]
[9] Cheryl Chen Xue Er
[10] Lina Ng
[11]Yanfu [2moro]
[12]Ella


Felicia Fans

[1]Pamela
[2]Ade
[3]Banana
[4]Amanda
[5]Amelia
[6]Lijuan
[7]Teddi
[8]Delphine
[9]Vincent
[10]Charlie
[11]Darren
[12]Legend
[13]Aili
[14]Hoetian
[15]Von
[16] Xiao Hui
[17]Hp
[18]Sianz
[19]Ting
[20]Passerby
[21]Hyde
[22] Ice [Even we quarrel, never talk, but I still never forget u, cos I not "ungrateful people"]
[23]Jerena [Even I don't like u ask me ask so many questions abt me, but I still never forget u]
[24]Sean
[25] Cheryn
[26]Melissa

Joanne Fans

[1]Meling
[2]Rina
[3]Adria


Happy Memories;

[1]When I was with Felicia, cos she everytimes try to make all funny thing, tat make me laugh. And thanks for taking so many together picture with me, all I keep im my memory card, hp memory card, hp wallpaper, computer, Ipod picuture folder. And 3yrs ago, u gave me photo, I still keep in my photos album &
remember wat u had gave me b4? (sorry, can't tell u all).

[2] When I was Joanne Peh, she is also another funny person, when take picture, alot funny action, she will laugh herself. Joanne thanks for attend BBQ of ur fans gathering after ur work. And the sweet hug from u after Star Awards 16/12/07. Cos it is the 1st time, U hug me.

UNHAPPY MEMORIES;

[1] Abt me & Ice. Inside of my heart, I always think that we all support Felicia,
and other Felicia fans also, why want to have selfishness, jealous peoples? Why so many quarrel between Felicia fans? Why can't have a PEACE heart to support OUR FELICIA? I don't like to see that. I think Felicia also don't like to see that.

[2] Silver Ang case, why Silver bf want to hurt Silver? Why want to break her heart? Until now, she still feeling down. Don't answer any call. Silver, hope u will get well soon. Do u know how worry, i am? Cos u are my frez. I dun like to see my frez sad.

All the Peoples above, I like say "Thanks" for coming into my life to know all U. Maybe sometimes, we will have some mistaken & quarrel. But there are sometimes, is I control of my
temper too long, that why will scold u. Specially Felicia. Specially at here, I like to "Sorry" to u, sincerely from my bottom of my heart. I never mean. U also shall know that I too care, concern, love, protect u & mind of u too much. Like what we always said that "When we love some one too much, sometimes we never mean to hurt the person u love". That why, now I force myself, don't think so much & choice the life that I want. Like Joanne had said above this words; "I’m all excited about the new year. Perhaps it’s an excuse to start anew, and to focus on what lies ahead. That’s why I’ve set myself a new year resolution to de-clutter my life. I have the urge to trash, organise and clear some space at home, because I think the environment that we live in will affect the sort of aura that surrounds us too. It’s not superstition, it’s more like a psychological encouragement that if I can be free from all these material possessions, I can be free in spirit. There is too much negative energy in the world. Everyday in the news, there are bound to be (at some point) disasters, accidents, political turmoil, murders, suicides, family disputes, legal tussles and so on.

We shall Thankful to that we have "FATE" to know those peoples in our world & life when we still alive. Maybe some of them u know can be ur TRUE FREZ, maybe just passby ur life, maybe they are some ppl make use of u, maybe they are some ppl who hurt u deeply. But ask urself from ur heart, how many times? U choice to close 1 eyes to don't care many times. Like what I am?

Lastly, before I end my 2007 memories, just want to tell all of, FORGET ABT THOSE UNHAPPINESS THINGS, CHOICE THE HAPPY PATH U WANT. COS LIFE IS SHORT, U WILL NEVER KNOW WHETHER U WILL LIVE 2MORO OR UR FREZ WILL STILL BY URSIDE FOR U 4EVER OR? JUST TREAURSE NOW WHAT U HAVE. DON'T MAKE URSLF REGRET 4EVER.

BAO BEI FELICIA, DO U KNOW HOW MUCH I MISS U? EVERYTIMES NO CHANCE CHAT WITH U....TAKE CARE. LOVE U 4EVER.