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今天，我一起来，我要吃breakfast.我吃一片面包，吃到一半，我就没有味口，想吐。 我就打算去看医生。看了医生，医生告诉我因为我肚子有很多风，所以我会没有味口。。 再加我又有胃痛过。。又没有按时吃饭。 所以，我的身体一直来都不好。。才会有胃痛， Migraine. 又最近心情又不好。不任在工作或个人自事， 没有好睡。。又有bad cough for the past 2 weeks.. still not recover yet.. I know inside maybe to "heaty" that why will sick..
我昨晚，block my blog.. 今天，不任我online Msn or sms, 每个人都问我为什么block my block? (Pew, Delphine, Rina, Joeyy, Teddi, Jocelyn, Jerena) 现在，我告诉你们， 因为我Emo, 我想要让我的blog rest awhile.. So, I will block temp.. So, after I post this entry, I will block again.. I will open when I find my Emo had take away。。
I know that alot of peoples who like to read my blog, cos I will post alot abt me & this artiste what what? Or maybe I post abt some1 at my blog.. I just want to say a BIG THANKS FOR COMING IN READ MY BLOG.. I really appreciate..
*Note: I like to say a BIG THANKS TO THOSE WHO HAD ASK ME HOW IS MY SICK TODAY? THEY ARE QQ, DELPHINE, JESS, GERALD, PEW, JOCELYN & MY LOVE, I OK.. JUST MUST EAT A LOT MEDICINE, SPECIALLY THE VOTMIT MEDICINE BEFORE I EAT MY MEAL, I GOT TO TAKE THE MEDICINE, TO MAKE SURE I WON'T VOMIT WHEN I EAT LATER.. IT'S REALLY USE IT.. Cos today I eat Pizza Hut & eat alot.. ** I REALLY APPRECIATE & TOUCHED FOR THE CARE & CONCERN U ALL HAD SHOW ME, I CAN SEE IT FROM MY OWN EYES..
I think I got to sleep lah.. Cos I want to take Headache & Migraine Medicine.. If not I won't ok tml...cos 01/05 I got to work...Haiz. Sianz...
Tuesday, April 29, 2008
My day with Felicia & Qiuting after 《唯我独尊》On 28/04
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今天，我放工后，到一个我很喜欢的地方去 (Esplanda) relax & thinking something..后来，我听到Felicia 是今晚， 《唯我独尊》评判， 我赶快去买Felicia 喜欢的东西吃。。 我也买了一些东西给Qiuting.. Haha.. 我想Qiuting & Germaine, 一定喜欢。。 因为那个paper bag is FULL & heavy...Spend alot.. But never mind..
9.10pm, Felicia 出来。当她出来，Me, Lijuan & Lijuan's friend, Pamela, Xueting & Tanat was there. 他们每一个人都要跟Felicia 拍照，Felicia 告诉我们她有cramp, 想早点走，因为她想去看医生。可是，有一个fans, Tanat, 他好过分，明知道Felicia cramp lah & don't want to take anymore pictues, but HE INSTEAD WANT TO TAKE PICTURE WITH FELICIA. Then, Felicia said u take with my car, her body pain until whole body lies on the driving wheel. Then, Tanat said out from his mouth, said Felicia is a BULLY. Wow Kao, PLEASE LOH, WHO IS THE BIG BULLY? IS U.. SORRY LAH, I KNOW THAT I SHALL NOT LIKE THAT SAID THAT TO U.. BUT I JUST CAN'T STAND & THE WAY U LIKE THAT SAY FELICIA. Do U know that her left eyes the tears want to come out from her eyes? 她觉得你不能够了解她的痛？And u dun understand her, in her shoes. Imagine u had a cramp very pain & ppl keep ask u to take pictures with u, how u feel? Feel sad & pain, rite? 你记得我告诉你， 一件事，如果你真的很爱， 你的偶像，你会要她快乐，才是你要她伤心？爱是很美丽的，可是， 没有人能够真真的明白什么叫“爱”？ 爱是发出内心的，而不是去造作。明白吗？希望， 那些到现在才不明白， 什么叫“爱”？ 自己去想一想？我说的对吗？
10.30pm, Fiona 从recept 出来，我和Xueting, 就去找Fiona. 因为，我认识Fiona..Fiona 出来recept, 是要找GV 的tickets..我和Xueting, 跟Fiona 拍照。。 Fiona 很cute.. 她才是跟以前一样。。 后来，Guard找不到她的东西，她就进去，从RG 出去回家。。我就等Qiuting & Germaine 出来，因为我告诉她们我会来，和有东西给她们。。 我就回keep my promise..
大概12am, Qiuting & Germaine come out together..我就把我买的Sweets 给她们。。她们看到了，都很开心。。 因为都是她们喜欢的。。 Qiuting, 先走下去等Germaine. 在我送Qiuting 下去的时候，Amigo & Grace also walk down send recept send Qiuting off. Amigo talking with QQ, i just stand beside QQ & walk with her together.. 她知道我心里面有心事，只是不放便在别人面前说。。我送QQ到Germaine's bf car. 因为Germaine's bf 接Germaine. Germaine在车上，一直跟我说bye bye, QQ 也是一样。。。我越看QQ, 我越想把心里面的话说出来。他们的车，才没有走，我先走，因为我怕我的眼泪会掉出来。。 Sorry, QQ & Germaine, for left before you all.
** 最后的感想，我想对QQ & Germaine 说：“对不起，让你们看到我不开心的样子。。也许因为Evil had attack my soul & want to take away the LOVE that GOD had given me.. And I also face alot prombles, which all of things had happened to me, which QQ, Jess, Delphine & Gerald know.. I know I was very Emo. But can't. Cos I was a human being. I can be crazy, I can be happy, I can very good to everyone, I can hate everybody, I can scold peoples straight away if I found that the person is wrong. So, maybe I had offend anyone before.. But I really doesn't mean.. 因为我是重感情，友情的人。。That why, I will Emo & anger sometimes. Maybe some of u dun like me & dun know my charcter well. Maybe some of u like me, cos they know that 我对人真诚。Whatever, I hope all the sad things & unhappy things will get away from me soon."
Sunday, April 27, 2008
你几时才会对我坦白呢？
Gui, 你几时才会对我坦白呢？为什么你瞒我很多东西？为什么你这么随便？为什么你要让我们的感情，越来越远？为什么？你知道我放了多少爱情在你身上吗？为什么你要到处给人， 你的号码？你是我的最爱，Gui (this person is a guy, who i like most). 你又什么知道她们是好的吗？
Gui, do u know that I was angry of u, when I know that those gals had ur nos? If u think that they are good to u, then u go ahead & treat them good.. I really have nothing to say.. Cos I had done my best to show my TRUE LOVE for u.. But...I also don't know what to say & how to tell u. 我只能安静的，静静地。 我知道我该什么做了。。。爱你， 就要让你快乐。。我会。。。我不想在这里讲太多。。我亲手做了， 一样东西给你。。 我会找一天， 交给你。。。
**Important: I not a L, I got a guy who I like most.. Those who had see his picture,
know that how much I Love Him.. Rite? Delphine, Jess, QQ, Germaine**
Gui, do u know that I was angry of u, when I know that those gals had ur nos? If u think that they are good to u, then u go ahead & treat them good.. I really have nothing to say.. Cos I had done my best to show my TRUE LOVE for u.. But...I also don't know what to say & how to tell u. 我只能安静的，静静地。 我知道我该什么做了。。。爱你， 就要让你快乐。。我会。。。我不想在这里讲太多。。我亲手做了， 一样东西给你。。 我会找一天， 交给你。。。
**Important: I not a L, I got a guy who I like most.. Those who had see his picture,
know that how much I Love Him.. Rite? Delphine, Jess, QQ, Germaine**
You Caused my tears to fall
The tears roll down my cheek
My eyes they start to swell
I’m missing every part of youYour laugh, your smile, your smell
You were my second half
You knew me inside out
I can not comprehend it all
What this is all about
I thought I meant something to you
You meant the world to me
Now I see it wasn’t real
But how could this all be
You’ll never know the pain you caused
You aren’t there to see it all
My heart continues to ache
You caused my tears to fall
My eyes they start to swell
I’m missing every part of youYour laugh, your smile, your smell
You were my second half
You knew me inside out
I can not comprehend it all
What this is all about
I thought I meant something to you
You meant the world to me
Now I see it wasn’t real
But how could this all be
You’ll never know the pain you caused
You aren’t there to see it all
My heart continues to ache
You caused my tears to fall
What Happened?
Remember when we were the best of friends?
I do.I remember the long talks on the phone
Everyday on the weekend spent together
Never having anyone say one name without the other
Going everywhere with each other
Doing everything together
Knowing each other better than ourselves
But then you decide to hurt me like I never thought possible
You always think it's me, but you were the one that hurt me
I am just so tried of all the things you find to get mad about
I'm not going to try to explain what happened because knowing you; you won't
listen to anything I have to say
How could you think I would do something like that?
I thought you knew me, but I guess not
Nothing would have happened if you never decided to do what you did
You were the only one I trusted in life
I told you everything
Now I can't trust anyone
My heart is closed and will take a lot to be opened again
I want to talk to you the way we did before
I have cried over this too much and now I'm just mad
I wish you never did what you did
But at night all I think about is all the good times we have had
And I think to myself this is the end of our friendship
It hurts me so much to think like that, but I have to now
I loved you like a friend, a best friend, a sister
I just want you to realize that you were at wrong, but I know you won't
And that's why we can't be friends
I want you to remember the night I held you in my arms
You cried and told me everything that jerk did
I told you everything will be alright
I was there for you
I just can't get over how you are going to believe the boy that lied to you the most
And not believe your gir
lIt just scares me how much I try and sometimes knowing nothing will work
If you just try then maybe we can be friends
But until then I have to go on life living like I have never lived before
Without my best friend!
I do.I remember the long talks on the phone
Everyday on the weekend spent together
Never having anyone say one name without the other
Going everywhere with each other
Doing everything together
Knowing each other better than ourselves
But then you decide to hurt me like I never thought possible
You always think it's me, but you were the one that hurt me
I am just so tried of all the things you find to get mad about
I'm not going to try to explain what happened because knowing you; you won't
listen to anything I have to say
How could you think I would do something like that?
I thought you knew me, but I guess not
Nothing would have happened if you never decided to do what you did
You were the only one I trusted in life
I told you everything
Now I can't trust anyone
My heart is closed and will take a lot to be opened again
I want to talk to you the way we did before
I have cried over this too much and now I'm just mad
I wish you never did what you did
But at night all I think about is all the good times we have had
And I think to myself this is the end of our friendship
It hurts me so much to think like that, but I have to now
I loved you like a friend, a best friend, a sister
I just want you to realize that you were at wrong, but I know you won't
And that's why we can't be friends
I want you to remember the night I held you in my arms
You cried and told me everything that jerk did
I told you everything will be alright
I was there for you
I just can't get over how you are going to believe the boy that lied to you the most
And not believe your gir
lIt just scares me how much I try and sometimes knowing nothing will work
If you just try then maybe we can be friends
But until then I have to go on life living like I have never lived before
Without my best friend!
You Have Changed?
I search in vain,cannot find the root.
Where it is that this transformation has come from?
Why has it come about, what does it feed on?
Tell me what it is that torments?
What pain gestates in your very soul,for you to be vexed and lash out.
Once we were close, like two sides of a coin.
So close where words had no ground.
Today I am lucky if you still call me friend.
The cold reaching my very bones.
The silence speaks volumesof a departing union,but gives me no reason for relief.
A slab of ice between us that needs shattering!
Surely a word or two toeach other would help,
helpus both overcome whateverthere needs to be addressed.
I surely wish that you wouldat least redress the issues,
for which I am truly at a loss;wanting only reparation for a friendship now sadly lost.
Where it is that this transformation has come from?
Why has it come about, what does it feed on?
Tell me what it is that torments?
What pain gestates in your very soul,for you to be vexed and lash out.
Once we were close, like two sides of a coin.
So close where words had no ground.
Today I am lucky if you still call me friend.
The cold reaching my very bones.
The silence speaks volumesof a departing union,but gives me no reason for relief.
A slab of ice between us that needs shattering!
Surely a word or two toeach other would help,
helpus both overcome whateverthere needs to be addressed.
I surely wish that you wouldat least redress the issues,
for which I am truly at a loss;wanting only reparation for a friendship now sadly lost.
Saturday, April 26, 2008
My day with Joanne & Qiuting @ Mediacorp
今天，我很早就起来了。我4.30am 就起来，因为我要去RG 等Joanne. 因为我要拿birthday present 给她。我4.30am 就打电话给Delphine, 因为她也要去找Joanne, 给Joanne birthday present also.我5.15am , 就离开家里。。 因为我要去买breakfast 给Joanne.. 我买了breakfast, 我就sms 给Delphine. 告诉她， 我现在要去bus stop take bus to her place.大概6am, 我的bus passby Delphine's house bus stop. Delphine board the bus & we go RG together..
Around 6.40am, Joanne到 RG . 她一到RG, 她跟我们说，她先进去park 车，然后再出来。。 真的，Joanne 走出来。。Joanne, U R really GREAT MEH.. 我们3 个谈了一下和拍照。。 7am, Joanne 就告诉我们她要进去了。。 在她进去之前，她给了我们一个Sweet Hug. This hug, make me feel comfortable.. Cos maybe the past few weeks ，I was so sad & down. And this hug make me feel that Joanne always there for me & she know how I treat her.. She appreciate & don't mind. Make me feel so bad that I had done nth much for her fans club.. Joanne, I really Sorry abt it.. Cos I had put so many LOVE & effort in Qiuting fans club.. Joanne, I Love U as my best friend..
After Joanne go in, I & Delphine go to Bishan, have some coffee & buy foods.. While I waiting for the shop open. Cos I plan to buy something for Qiuting & Germaine for breakfast... I keep asking Delphine to go see Qiuting report, cos she never see Qiuting report before. As she told me, she want to go back for work, I told her go back work later lah, since it is u want to clear ur jobs & not boss asked u to work, so u can go back anything time.. At the end, Delphine followed me to Mediacorp again, wait for Qiuting.. We plan to give Qiuting surprise, don't tell her that Delphine come & see her report..
Around 10am, Qiuting is not here yet.. Cos she told me, she will be report 10am. But we wait until 10.30am, she still not here.. I find something wrong.. She never call or sms me.. After awhile, I saw a cab, when she come out from the cab, I saw she cried & told us she rushing off.. And run inside.. When I saw her cried, I shocked. And I quickly run & follow her to recept & pass her the bread Delphine gave her.. I asked her what happened? She told me the stupid Taxi Driver, bring her round & round, make her late.. I comfort her, asked her don't think so much...
**最后，我的感想是，很谢谢Joanne 给我的hug & all the "lame" jokes.. I really feel bad for u.. Sorry.. And Qiuting, it is the 1st time, I saw u cry in front of me.. Next time, don't anyhow cry.. Cos it is a small things. I thought is something is big.. 我看到你这样，我会心痛。。因为我要我的朋友快乐，开心。。。** Take Care
Friday, April 25, 2008
What things make U Brighten up ur day?
今天，我8am 就起来，因为我要去Suntec & Esplanade 买她喜欢吃的Pizza & Chocolates. 我10.50am就到Esplanade因为我知道那个chocolates open @ 11am . 我到那里，那个Salesgirl 是中国人，不太会听英文，跟她讲华语，她也不懂什么价钱？因为她是新人。我就问她你的Senior Staffs 几点来？她告诉他们11am, 才开工。我就告诉她，不要紧。我等他们来。我等到 11.20am ，他们才没来。我就问她，你同事几点来？她也不知道？我要疯了。。我问她，有没有Menu? 我帮她，因为时常卖，我知道。。她才让我买。。要不然，我不知道，我要等多久？买了， 我就赶快去Suntec, 买Pizza。买了，我就搭cab 去Mediacorp..
她12.40pm 就到 了。我比她先到。。她一下车，就跟我讲了很多东西。。她告诉我一些生气的事。我只能静静地听，让她出气一下。。然后，她进去后，我就回家。。我刚到家，她打电话给我，告诉我那个Chocloates 很美。。我告诉她，是我亲自选的。。我们讲了一个笑话。。( Qiuting, U know what I mean, rite?) Glad that u like the Chocolates I gave u.. Haha...^_^.. The price is not important to me. Nice is important to me... Cos if I buy something not nice, but the price is expensive.. I won't introduce to my friends..
Qiuting, hope those ur favourite chocolates will BRIGTHEN UP UR DAY. Cos what u told me before, I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER INSIDE MY HEART 4EVER. And they can pissed ur day off..
**Note: So, everyone, what things that make U brighten up ur days? As for me, I JUST HOPE QIUTING WILL BE HAPPY 4EVER, WHEN I NOT WITH HER 24HRS. I WILL BE VERY HAPPY..IT IS THE TRUTH, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART**
QQ, I LOVE U FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND FOR THE PAST 2MTHS HALF.
I MISS ALOT OF THE THINGS WE SHARE ALOT BEFORE,
I MISS THE DAY, I WALK WITH U TO BUS STOP,
I MISS THE DAY, I WALK WITH U TO MAIN ROAD FOR HIRE CAB,
I MISS THE DAY, WE MEET FOR LUNCH AT ALOT OF PLACE,
I MISS THE DAY, U OFTEN COME TO MY OFFICE PASSED ME SWEETS,
I MISS ALL THE NOTES U WROTE TO ME,
I MISS THE HUG U HAD GAVE ME,
I MISS THE DAY WHEN WE OFTEN AT BUGIS WHEN U END UR DANICNG,
I MISS THE TIME WE TAKE PICTURES TOGETHER,
I MISS THE TIME WE TALK ON THE PHONE,
I MISS THE DIFFCULT PATH WE HAD FACE,
I MISS ALL UR "LAME" JOKE,
I MISS ALL UR LOVE,
I MISS ALL UR CARE,
I MISS ALL UR CONCERN,
THANKS FOR SO UNDERSTANDING & TRUST ME SO MUCH..
LASTLY, QQ REMEBER WHAT I HAD TOLD U BEFORE...NO MATTER WHAT, I WILL STILL THERE FOR U.. LOVE U DEEPLY AS BEST FRIEND.... TAKE CARE..
DUN ALWAYS SCOLD XXXX.. NOT NICE.. OK?
**Important: I had been cough for 2 weeks already.. Delphine know abt it.. Maybe every 2 weeks, I got to shout so loud for QQ & never drink 凉茶．And my stomach was not good, whenever eat what? Will vomit it.. Jessilyn know abt.. Cos she got heard me want to vomit in voice..Inside of my body is too "heaty" now..** God pls heal my soul & body & give me the strength.. Amen. Cos last monday, I asked u passed QQ sick to me.. So, now I help her cover all her sickness..I never regret for it.. Cos I LOVE HER MORE THAN ANYONE.**
她12.40pm 就到 了。我比她先到。。她一下车，就跟我讲了很多东西。。她告诉我一些生气的事。我只能静静地听，让她出气一下。。然后，她进去后，我就回家。。我刚到家，她打电话给我，告诉我那个Chocloates 很美。。我告诉她，是我亲自选的。。我们讲了一个笑话。。( Qiuting, U know what I mean, rite?) Glad that u like the Chocolates I gave u.. Haha...^_^.. The price is not important to me. Nice is important to me... Cos if I buy something not nice, but the price is expensive.. I won't introduce to my friends..
Qiuting, hope those ur favourite chocolates will BRIGTHEN UP UR DAY. Cos what u told me before, I WILL ALWAYS REMEMBER INSIDE MY HEART 4EVER. And they can pissed ur day off..
**Note: So, everyone, what things that make U brighten up ur days? As for me, I JUST HOPE QIUTING WILL BE HAPPY 4EVER, WHEN I NOT WITH HER 24HRS. I WILL BE VERY HAPPY..IT IS THE TRUTH, FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART**
QQ, I LOVE U FOR BEING MY BEST FRIEND FOR THE PAST 2MTHS HALF.
I MISS ALOT OF THE THINGS WE SHARE ALOT BEFORE,
I MISS THE DAY, I WALK WITH U TO BUS STOP,
I MISS THE DAY, I WALK WITH U TO MAIN ROAD FOR HIRE CAB,
I MISS THE DAY, WE MEET FOR LUNCH AT ALOT OF PLACE,
I MISS THE DAY, U OFTEN COME TO MY OFFICE PASSED ME SWEETS,
I MISS ALL THE NOTES U WROTE TO ME,
I MISS THE HUG U HAD GAVE ME,
I MISS THE DAY WHEN WE OFTEN AT BUGIS WHEN U END UR DANICNG,
I MISS THE TIME WE TAKE PICTURES TOGETHER,
I MISS THE TIME WE TALK ON THE PHONE,
I MISS THE DIFFCULT PATH WE HAD FACE,
I MISS ALL UR "LAME" JOKE,
I MISS ALL UR LOVE,
I MISS ALL UR CARE,
I MISS ALL UR CONCERN,
THANKS FOR SO UNDERSTANDING & TRUST ME SO MUCH..
LASTLY, QQ REMEBER WHAT I HAD TOLD U BEFORE...NO MATTER WHAT, I WILL STILL THERE FOR U.. LOVE U DEEPLY AS BEST FRIEND.... TAKE CARE..
DUN ALWAYS SCOLD XXXX.. NOT NICE.. OK?
**Important: I had been cough for 2 weeks already.. Delphine know abt it.. Maybe every 2 weeks, I got to shout so loud for QQ & never drink 凉茶．And my stomach was not good, whenever eat what? Will vomit it.. Jessilyn know abt.. Cos she got heard me want to vomit in voice..Inside of my body is too "heaty" now..** God pls heal my soul & body & give me the strength.. Amen. Cos last monday, I asked u passed QQ sick to me.. So, now I help her cover all her sickness..I never regret for it.. Cos I LOVE HER MORE THAN ANYONE.**
LOVE
Love is like magic
And it always will be.
For love still remainsLife's sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there's nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heartAnd not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks...
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can't be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life's sweet mystery!!
And it always will be.
For love still remainsLife's sweet mystery!!
Love works in ways
That are wondrous and strange
And there's nothing in life
That love cannot change!!
Love can transform
The most commonplace
Into beauty and splendor
And sweetness and grace.
Love is unselfish,
Understanding and kind,
For it sees with its heartAnd not with its mind!!
Love is the answer
That everyone seeks...
Love is the language,
That every heart speaks.
Love can't be bought,
It is priceless and free,
Love, like pure magic,
Is life's sweet mystery!!
你是一个Sensitive 的人吗？
今天， 我想和你们谈一个话题。。你是的Sensitive 的人吗？ 为什么我会谈这个话题？因为在我身边，发生了很多事情。。 让我发觉一些问题。我读了很多朋友的blog, 我发觉好多都不开心？为什么？
[1]让我们谈偶像吧？ 为什么这么多fans 会为偶像的事感到伤心，难过？只有一个原因，因为我们才在乎她们。像我一样，我承认我很在乎Qiuting, Felicia & Joanne. 每次， 我看到她们伤心，我也会变得Emo. 我看到她们开心， 我也会开心。。 这是人的自然反应。
[2]如果你看到自己的偶像对别的fans 很好，你心里会不会有一个吃醋心？为什么自己的偶像不对自己好一点？对别人好呢？你会不会觉得自己想太多？太Sensitive？首先，你一定要相信你的偶像，如果在她的心里面已经把你放在心里面的重要位子，你就不要太Sensitive. 像我一样，我永远相信Qiuting, Felicia & Joanne. 因为我知道她们心里面有我，虽然不是常见面。We are always so close until you all don't know. What u all see is just a surface side.
[3] 我老实跟你们讲，我讨厌看到fans & fans quarrel.. Like Sean & Pam, Pam & me, Me & some1 so on... 为什么喜欢的偶像，不可以跟别的fans 一起support 偶像呢？为什么要讲别人的坏话？为什么不能有爱？
[4]自私- 为什么我们人要自私？ 为什么不能够一起分享？我希望所有和我一起喜欢Qiuting & Felicia， 可以把你们心里面的Lock, unlock it. Dun be so selfish & open your lock of the heart, LOVE Everyone those u know & who also support them also..
[5] 在乎- 你心里面有谁是你在乎的？ 是不是你偶像？ 好朋友？ 爱人？ 而我呢？我心里面在乎的人有很多。如果说真的在乎的，是Qiuting & Xiao XXX..
[6]失去－你心里面有没有很怕失去一个人？如果你问我，我会告诉你们，我心里面是有很怕会失去我爱的人。。可是，如果我爱的人，一天要离我而去，我也没办法？因为他／她已经不再爱我了。。
[7]放手－有多少的人，会让在乎的人，选他／她们的路？放手让他们离开你的心里？ 如果是我， 我不会愿意。可是， 如果你很爱那个人，你觉得这样做，会让他们开心。我想我会选者去放手， 放开。。。 因为让他们知道你要他们快乐。。
[1]让我们谈偶像吧？ 为什么这么多fans 会为偶像的事感到伤心，难过？只有一个原因，因为我们才在乎她们。像我一样，我承认我很在乎Qiuting, Felicia & Joanne. 每次， 我看到她们伤心，我也会变得Emo. 我看到她们开心， 我也会开心。。 这是人的自然反应。
[2]如果你看到自己的偶像对别的fans 很好，你心里会不会有一个吃醋心？为什么自己的偶像不对自己好一点？对别人好呢？你会不会觉得自己想太多？太Sensitive？首先，你一定要相信你的偶像，如果在她的心里面已经把你放在心里面的重要位子，你就不要太Sensitive. 像我一样，我永远相信Qiuting, Felicia & Joanne. 因为我知道她们心里面有我，虽然不是常见面。We are always so close until you all don't know. What u all see is just a surface side.
[3] 我老实跟你们讲，我讨厌看到fans & fans quarrel.. Like Sean & Pam, Pam & me, Me & some1 so on... 为什么喜欢的偶像，不可以跟别的fans 一起support 偶像呢？为什么要讲别人的坏话？为什么不能有爱？
[4]自私- 为什么我们人要自私？ 为什么不能够一起分享？我希望所有和我一起喜欢Qiuting & Felicia， 可以把你们心里面的Lock, unlock it. Dun be so selfish & open your lock of the heart, LOVE Everyone those u know & who also support them also..
[5] 在乎- 你心里面有谁是你在乎的？ 是不是你偶像？ 好朋友？ 爱人？ 而我呢？我心里面在乎的人有很多。如果说真的在乎的，是Qiuting & Xiao XXX..
[6]失去－你心里面有没有很怕失去一个人？如果你问我，我会告诉你们，我心里面是有很怕会失去我爱的人。。可是，如果我爱的人，一天要离我而去，我也没办法？因为他／她已经不再爱我了。。
[7]放手－有多少的人，会让在乎的人，选他／她们的路？放手让他们离开你的心里？ 如果是我， 我不会愿意。可是， 如果你很爱那个人，你觉得这样做，会让他们开心。我想我会选者去放手， 放开。。。 因为让他们知道你要他们快乐。。
Hope U all will undetstand what I try to tell you all.. Cos LOVE is Beautiful..
Thursday, April 24, 2008
You Will Be In My Thoughts
Should you ever feel alone
If finding times hard to bare
You can still count on me
Know I shall always be there
You shall be in my thoughts
If you are hurting, I feel it too
It is my friendship sincerity
I shall forever share with you
There each step of the way
My support you can depend
I will listen if you need me
With love your forever friend
**Qiuting, u are like this poems, always in my thoughts.. Miss U so much....Miss all ur funny words**
If finding times hard to bare
You can still count on me
Know I shall always be there
You shall be in my thoughts
If you are hurting, I feel it too
It is my friendship sincerity
I shall forever share with you
There each step of the way
My support you can depend
I will listen if you need me
With love your forever friend
**Qiuting, u are like this poems, always in my thoughts.. Miss U so much....Miss all ur funny words**
Wednesday, April 23, 2008
Am I acting Inncoent inside ur heart?
当我写这个文章的时候，我用一个很冷静的心情去写。。我做在电脑前面，一面想，一面喝了一点酒。我脑海一直出现， 我的一个朋友sms 骂我的话。。 以下是我想对你说的。。
[1] 我前世欠你啊？我真的不知道我到底做错什么？我又没有说我不要回你的sms? 只是，我要你明白一件事，我会回每一个人的sms. 只是， 我如在忙的时候，我就会迟一点回你的sms. 也有错吗？
[2]不管是我的dearest friends him/her? 我对每一个人都一样，我一有空，我就会reply 她们的sms. It is my promise to everyone. So, please stop think that I don't like u..And don't be so sensitive. Can? 不是因为她们是我的freinds, 我这样说。你也是我的朋友。可是，为什么你不能够了解我？
[3]如果我觉得开始是我的错，我一定会跟你讲Sorry. 可是， 我觉得开始， 我没有avoid of reply your sms. But I don't know why u had the feeling.. Do u think u had mistaken me?
[4] 我虽然比你老，可是又什样呢？你很多次一直boom 我的hp， 跟我aruge. I choice to keep quiet, cos i dun want to aruge with u anymore & will the 2 of mistaken each other deeper. It is worthy? Anger will harm u & my body.. Understand?
[5] Abt my blog, I already told u & others that, is it the place that make me throw all my anger, happy & unhappy things at my blog. Just like a diary. Understand? And u can choice to care & dun care what I write. I don't mind.
[6] 我不会把不开心的事放在心上太久。好像，昨天，你sms 骂我， 我气一天，今天我忘记了。。一整天，hp 很静。可是，7pm plus， 你又开始sms 我骂我，因为你看了我的blog. 1st，you got to know that, do my blog got put the friend is WHO? I remember I never put the person name, how peoples know who are they? Pls dun just a small things & want to sms me & argue with me. Can?
[7] Am I inncoent inside ur heart? From starting, where got i act Inncoent in front all of u? 我真的不知道我到底在那里做错对你？reply sms late, wrong is it? Imaging u are already damn tired the past 2 days, sleep less than 4hrs & want to catch some sleep whenever in the bus or MRT, also wrong? When reached office, i start to busy working & want to forcus on my work, also wrong? Hp low & charging, never reply u, also wrong? Say I the one who choice dun reply ur sms & become like that.. Pls be more understanding & think for others.
[8] Last sat, when u sms me, yap u got sms me, tell me sorry for disturb & ask me go eat 1st.. Is after i told u, i want to get some sleep in bus, then u stop sms me.. Can u image that day, I was already damn tired.. Early the morning wake up to mdc, rush to Cheryl's uncle awake, then rush to Youth Concert, then rush to mdc again.. Do I had the time to eat? I just whole day keep drinking water to fill up my hunger.. Then, sun I work 6am - 3pm. Then, after 3pm, I rush down send Cheryl's uncle funernal. Then, stay at Cheryl house until 11pm. Then reached home 12plus & update blog until 4am. Then, monday, 8am wake up, rush to mdc. Then, after that go home awhile, prepare for "U R The One" ticketing list. 2pm plus left home, 3plus reached mdc, until 10plus. Then, reached home 11pm. Watch "U R The One" repeat until 1am. Then, updated blog until 2am. Then, quickly went to bed sleep. Next day, wake up 10plus when I received Qiuting sms, lucky her msg wake me. If not, I like late for work... I wake up, I quickly bath & go for work. On the way, I carry so many things, got heavy file. Where got hands reply u? When in the MRT, i quickly catch my sleep while on the way to work.. When reached office, I start busy lah.. U tell me, where got time to reply ur sms.. So, it is the most important things, u got to know..
**Lastly, there all, I got to tell u & explain to u.. If u still choice to believe that I was avoid ur sms. Then, I had nth to say.. Cos all the words, u had said to me, is REALLY HURT ME SO MUCH.. COS FRIEND WON'T HURT THEIR OWN FRIEND, UNDERSTANDING THEM IN THEIR SHOES.** I WILL OFF MY HP FOR FEW DAYS, COS I DUN WANT TO SEE UR SMS OF ARUGE WITH ME AGAIN. SO, I WON'T REPLY ANY OF UR SMS.
**Important: QQ, if u want to find me, u know how to find me. I had told u already. Ok? **Love U so much .. So, hope can hug some1 & cry...
[1] 我前世欠你啊？我真的不知道我到底做错什么？我又没有说我不要回你的sms? 只是，我要你明白一件事，我会回每一个人的sms. 只是， 我如在忙的时候，我就会迟一点回你的sms. 也有错吗？
[2]不管是我的dearest friends him/her? 我对每一个人都一样，我一有空，我就会reply 她们的sms. It is my promise to everyone. So, please stop think that I don't like u..And don't be so sensitive. Can? 不是因为她们是我的freinds, 我这样说。你也是我的朋友。可是，为什么你不能够了解我？
[3]如果我觉得开始是我的错，我一定会跟你讲Sorry. 可是， 我觉得开始， 我没有avoid of reply your sms. But I don't know why u had the feeling.. Do u think u had mistaken me?
[4] 我虽然比你老，可是又什样呢？你很多次一直boom 我的hp， 跟我aruge. I choice to keep quiet, cos i dun want to aruge with u anymore & will the 2 of mistaken each other deeper. It is worthy? Anger will harm u & my body.. Understand?
[5] Abt my blog, I already told u & others that, is it the place that make me throw all my anger, happy & unhappy things at my blog. Just like a diary. Understand? And u can choice to care & dun care what I write. I don't mind.
[6] 我不会把不开心的事放在心上太久。好像，昨天，你sms 骂我， 我气一天，今天我忘记了。。一整天，hp 很静。可是，7pm plus， 你又开始sms 我骂我，因为你看了我的blog. 1st，you got to know that, do my blog got put the friend is WHO? I remember I never put the person name, how peoples know who are they? Pls dun just a small things & want to sms me & argue with me. Can?
[7] Am I inncoent inside ur heart? From starting, where got i act Inncoent in front all of u? 我真的不知道我到底在那里做错对你？reply sms late, wrong is it? Imaging u are already damn tired the past 2 days, sleep less than 4hrs & want to catch some sleep whenever in the bus or MRT, also wrong? When reached office, i start to busy working & want to forcus on my work, also wrong? Hp low & charging, never reply u, also wrong? Say I the one who choice dun reply ur sms & become like that.. Pls be more understanding & think for others.
[8] Last sat, when u sms me, yap u got sms me, tell me sorry for disturb & ask me go eat 1st.. Is after i told u, i want to get some sleep in bus, then u stop sms me.. Can u image that day, I was already damn tired.. Early the morning wake up to mdc, rush to Cheryl's uncle awake, then rush to Youth Concert, then rush to mdc again.. Do I had the time to eat? I just whole day keep drinking water to fill up my hunger.. Then, sun I work 6am - 3pm. Then, after 3pm, I rush down send Cheryl's uncle funernal. Then, stay at Cheryl house until 11pm. Then reached home 12plus & update blog until 4am. Then, monday, 8am wake up, rush to mdc. Then, after that go home awhile, prepare for "U R The One" ticketing list. 2pm plus left home, 3plus reached mdc, until 10plus. Then, reached home 11pm. Watch "U R The One" repeat until 1am. Then, updated blog until 2am. Then, quickly went to bed sleep. Next day, wake up 10plus when I received Qiuting sms, lucky her msg wake me. If not, I like late for work... I wake up, I quickly bath & go for work. On the way, I carry so many things, got heavy file. Where got hands reply u? When in the MRT, i quickly catch my sleep while on the way to work.. When reached office, I start busy lah.. U tell me, where got time to reply ur sms.. So, it is the most important things, u got to know..
**Lastly, there all, I got to tell u & explain to u.. If u still choice to believe that I was avoid ur sms. Then, I had nth to say.. Cos all the words, u had said to me, is REALLY HURT ME SO MUCH.. COS FRIEND WON'T HURT THEIR OWN FRIEND, UNDERSTANDING THEM IN THEIR SHOES.** I WILL OFF MY HP FOR FEW DAYS, COS I DUN WANT TO SEE UR SMS OF ARUGE WITH ME AGAIN. SO, I WON'T REPLY ANY OF UR SMS.
**Important: QQ, if u want to find me, u know how to find me. I had told u already. Ok? **Love U so much .. So, hope can hug some1 & cry...
I Miss You, My Friend
I miss you more than words can say,
I think of you each single day,
I love you like my sister and friend,
I'll always love you til the end,
The more i think, the more i weep,
at least i have memories to keep,
I know we'll meet again soon enough,
but i can't wait cos this is tough,
every time i see a pretty flower,
i think of you then my eyes shower,
every time i take out my photo pile,
i look at you and me and i smile,
all the memories i hold in my heart,
no need to miss you, we're not apart.
**Dear, I MISS U & I MISS THE TIME WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER & CHATING . NO MATTER IS WHERE WE HAD BEEN GATHERING BEFORE. MISS THE DAY
WHEN WE CHATING ON THE PHONE. MISS THE TIME WHEN WE HAVE FUN TOGETHER.MISS THE TIME WHEN WE SHARE ALOT OF THINGS & PROMBLES**
I JUST WANT TO TELL U THAT I MISS U WHENEVER I WAS UNHAPPY,COS ALL THE THINGS U HAD DONE FOR ME, WILL ME HAPPY. ALL THE SMS U HAD SEND
TO ME, I STILL KEEP, NEVER DELETE. COS THEY WILL MAKE HAPPY ALWAYS..
TAKE CARE... MY DEAR & THE ONE I LOVE...
I think of you each single day,
I love you like my sister and friend,
I'll always love you til the end,
The more i think, the more i weep,
at least i have memories to keep,
I know we'll meet again soon enough,
but i can't wait cos this is tough,
every time i see a pretty flower,
i think of you then my eyes shower,
every time i take out my photo pile,
i look at you and me and i smile,
all the memories i hold in my heart,
no need to miss you, we're not apart.
**Dear, I MISS U & I MISS THE TIME WHEN WE ARE TOGETHER & CHATING . NO MATTER IS WHERE WE HAD BEEN GATHERING BEFORE. MISS THE DAY
WHEN WE CHATING ON THE PHONE. MISS THE TIME WHEN WE HAVE FUN TOGETHER.MISS THE TIME WHEN WE SHARE ALOT OF THINGS & PROMBLES**
I JUST WANT TO TELL U THAT I MISS U WHENEVER I WAS UNHAPPY,COS ALL THE THINGS U HAD DONE FOR ME, WILL ME HAPPY. ALL THE SMS U HAD SEND
TO ME, I STILL KEEP, NEVER DELETE. COS THEY WILL MAKE HAPPY ALWAYS..
TAKE CARE... MY DEAR & THE ONE I LOVE...
Tickets for 唯我独尊 on 05/05/2008 of Qiuting
Hi,those support Qiuting out there,who is interest to go for the "Live"showon 05/05? I had the tickets. Cos I need to prepare for counting the head..I want to know the answer by 01/05/2008. . Thanks..
Thanks for suppport Qiuting..
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Unreasonable peoples I face
When I write this entries, I like to say 2 peoples who is had been unresaonable to me inside my heart.. Maybe I said out, it will hurt u, but I just want to let you all know, what I had been thinking inside for so long for today.
[1] A friend - Yesterday, she sms me, I was never reply. Cos my hp batt is low. So, I charging my hp.. today, when I wake up, is already going to be late for work.. So, I was rushing to work, so never reply sms. Then, when reached office, I was busy serving customer. Where got time to reply your sms? When 2nd time, I see her sms again, from the way she sms me, like not happy. So, I plan to reply her while I still service customer. In ur mind, maybe sms just need 30sec to reply. But I WANT U TO KNOW 1 THING, IF DOING SERVCE LINE, U SERVCING CUSTOMER HALF WAY, UR HP RING, WILL U ANSWER UR HP. PLS LOH.. USE UR BRAIN TO THINK.. DO U KNOW THAT IT IS VERY RUDE, WHEN U SERVCING CUSTOMER THEN U NEVER PAY ATTENTION TO THEM? AND WHEN I COME TO WORK, I WANT TO FORCE ON MY WORK, IF I COUNT WRONG AMT OR EXPLAIN WRONGLY, CUSTOMER WILL COMPLAIN ME. I NOT LIKE OTHERS, CAN WHILE SERVCING, CAN STILL SMS? And boss pay me $ for work, is working. NOT PAY ME $ TO ATTENDACE U ALL SMS WHEN I BUSY. When I FREE, I will sure reply all of sms.. It is my pattern.. And if u dun want to talk to me, I won't force you, cos u dun understand me well & my working like? AND I WANT TO TELL U, AGE IS NOT A BIG BIG BIG GAP OR AGE GENERATION. IS THE MIND OF U. Hv u been concern of other peoples working like? U use ur heart （良心）to think..
**Important: What is call I was the one who start everyting just cos I choose not to reply ur a short msg? Is really very very very funny. When u r on the way to work, u also can just reply u as short short msg rite? (DO U KNOW THAT WHEN A PERSON IS DAMN TIRED FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS, FINGERS & SHOULDER IS ALREADY TIRED.. WHERE GOT ENERGY TO REPLY MSG? WHEN I DAMN TIRED, I JUST WANT TO FIND TIME TO SLP ON THE MRT OR BUS WHENEVER GOT TIME..DUN U KNOW WAT IS CALL FIGHT FOR 睡眠？IF I DUN HV ENOUGH SLP & REST, I WILL HAVE MIGRAINE. IF MIGRAINE COME, I WILL MC 3 DAYS ALREADY. AND ONCE I REPLY UR SHORT SMS, U WILL KEEP CON'T SMS ME. LIKE LAST SAT(19/04). WHEN I TOLD U, I HAVEN'T EAT & NO ENERGY.. U STILL SMS ME ON MY WAY HOME. SO, PLS BE MORE UNDERSTAND & STOP BEING SO "CHILDISH" & "UNREASONABLE". I KNOW THAT WAT I SAID MAYBE WILL HURT U. IT IS MY CHARCTER, I WAS VERY STRAIGHT PPL. I WILL NOT REPLY MSG IF U TRY TO SCOLD ME OR ARUGE WITH ME. I JUST IGNORE UR SMS. COS ANGER WILL HARM MY BODY & STRENGTH. LASTLY, IF U STILL CHOICE WANT TO TALK WITH ME, I WELCOME. BUT IF U STILL CHOICE BE UNREASONABLE, THEN I WILL JUST IGNORE UR SMS. BUT I WON'T ANGRY WITH U..)**
[2]Tida - [1] "Normal and healthy girls won't look a bit like her. She is beyond just skinny. It's almost a sick mind to be that skinny. Please, no more words of praise for her. Tell her the truth that she needs professional help to gain weight. It is too ugly to look like that. No amount of clothes or fashion can mask soemone with her horrible frame. Save her soon."[2] What was there to see on her chest? Nothing but bones! If that is not a case of alarm, I don't know what is? She blogged that she is so 'proud' of her beauty. She is sick in her head to even said that.
What i want to tell you is, IF U DUN LIKE QIUTING, JUST SHOUT UR FUCKING MOUTH & GET OFF MDC FORUM.. QIUTING SKINNY IS IT UR PROMBLE? WHAT NO AMT OF CLOTHES OR FASHION CAN MASK SOMEONE WITH HER HORRIBLE FRAME.WAT IS THERE TO SEE ON HER CHEST? NOTHING BUT BONES?
WE ALL LOVE QIUTING, NO COS OF SHE SKINNY, NOT COS OF SHE NO CHEST TO SEE. 是因为她有一颗善良的心，给每个人都很好。关心她的FANS & FREIND. IF U THINK THAT LOOKS CAN OVER COVER A PERSON LOOKS. THEN, I CAN TELL U.. LOOKS WILL OLD 1 DAY.. BUT THE INTERNAL HEART, WON'T OLD 4EVER..
**Important: Qiuting Lovelies fans club members & her friends & ME, LIKE HER COS SHE GOT 善良的心。。So, all Qiuting fans out there just hack care this Tida. Qiuting, dun care wat Tida had post & wrote of u.. U got me, I will be there for u protect u 4ever.. Remember what today, u told me.. Love U always.. AiAi
[1] A friend - Yesterday, she sms me, I was never reply. Cos my hp batt is low. So, I charging my hp.. today, when I wake up, is already going to be late for work.. So, I was rushing to work, so never reply sms. Then, when reached office, I was busy serving customer. Where got time to reply your sms? When 2nd time, I see her sms again, from the way she sms me, like not happy. So, I plan to reply her while I still service customer. In ur mind, maybe sms just need 30sec to reply. But I WANT U TO KNOW 1 THING, IF DOING SERVCE LINE, U SERVCING CUSTOMER HALF WAY, UR HP RING, WILL U ANSWER UR HP. PLS LOH.. USE UR BRAIN TO THINK.. DO U KNOW THAT IT IS VERY RUDE, WHEN U SERVCING CUSTOMER THEN U NEVER PAY ATTENTION TO THEM? AND WHEN I COME TO WORK, I WANT TO FORCE ON MY WORK, IF I COUNT WRONG AMT OR EXPLAIN WRONGLY, CUSTOMER WILL COMPLAIN ME. I NOT LIKE OTHERS, CAN WHILE SERVCING, CAN STILL SMS? And boss pay me $ for work, is working. NOT PAY ME $ TO ATTENDACE U ALL SMS WHEN I BUSY. When I FREE, I will sure reply all of sms.. It is my pattern.. And if u dun want to talk to me, I won't force you, cos u dun understand me well & my working like? AND I WANT TO TELL U, AGE IS NOT A BIG BIG BIG GAP OR AGE GENERATION. IS THE MIND OF U. Hv u been concern of other peoples working like? U use ur heart （良心）to think..
**Important: What is call I was the one who start everyting just cos I choose not to reply ur a short msg? Is really very very very funny. When u r on the way to work, u also can just reply u as short short msg rite? (DO U KNOW THAT WHEN A PERSON IS DAMN TIRED FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS, FINGERS & SHOULDER IS ALREADY TIRED.. WHERE GOT ENERGY TO REPLY MSG? WHEN I DAMN TIRED, I JUST WANT TO FIND TIME TO SLP ON THE MRT OR BUS WHENEVER GOT TIME..DUN U KNOW WAT IS CALL FIGHT FOR 睡眠？IF I DUN HV ENOUGH SLP & REST, I WILL HAVE MIGRAINE. IF MIGRAINE COME, I WILL MC 3 DAYS ALREADY. AND ONCE I REPLY UR SHORT SMS, U WILL KEEP CON'T SMS ME. LIKE LAST SAT(19/04). WHEN I TOLD U, I HAVEN'T EAT & NO ENERGY.. U STILL SMS ME ON MY WAY HOME. SO, PLS BE MORE UNDERSTAND & STOP BEING SO "CHILDISH" & "UNREASONABLE". I KNOW THAT WAT I SAID MAYBE WILL HURT U. IT IS MY CHARCTER, I WAS VERY STRAIGHT PPL. I WILL NOT REPLY MSG IF U TRY TO SCOLD ME OR ARUGE WITH ME. I JUST IGNORE UR SMS. COS ANGER WILL HARM MY BODY & STRENGTH. LASTLY, IF U STILL CHOICE WANT TO TALK WITH ME, I WELCOME. BUT IF U STILL CHOICE BE UNREASONABLE, THEN I WILL JUST IGNORE UR SMS. BUT I WON'T ANGRY WITH U..)**
[2]Tida - [1] "Normal and healthy girls won't look a bit like her. She is beyond just skinny. It's almost a sick mind to be that skinny. Please, no more words of praise for her. Tell her the truth that she needs professional help to gain weight. It is too ugly to look like that. No amount of clothes or fashion can mask soemone with her horrible frame. Save her soon."[2] What was there to see on her chest? Nothing but bones! If that is not a case of alarm, I don't know what is? She blogged that she is so 'proud' of her beauty. She is sick in her head to even said that.
What i want to tell you is, IF U DUN LIKE QIUTING, JUST SHOUT UR FUCKING MOUTH & GET OFF MDC FORUM.. QIUTING SKINNY IS IT UR PROMBLE? WHAT NO AMT OF CLOTHES OR FASHION CAN MASK SOMEONE WITH HER HORRIBLE FRAME.WAT IS THERE TO SEE ON HER CHEST? NOTHING BUT BONES?
WE ALL LOVE QIUTING, NO COS OF SHE SKINNY, NOT COS OF SHE NO CHEST TO SEE. 是因为她有一颗善良的心，给每个人都很好。关心她的FANS & FREIND. IF U THINK THAT LOOKS CAN OVER COVER A PERSON LOOKS. THEN, I CAN TELL U.. LOOKS WILL OLD 1 DAY.. BUT THE INTERNAL HEART, WON'T OLD 4EVER..
**Important: Qiuting Lovelies fans club members & her friends & ME, LIKE HER COS SHE GOT 善良的心。。So, all Qiuting fans out there just hack care this Tida. Qiuting, dun care wat Tida had post & wrote of u.. U got me, I will be there for u protect u 4ever.. Remember what today, u told me.. Love U always.. AiAi
看完 《唯我独尊》“甜美公主”21/04/2008
今天早上，我跟平时一样到Mediacorp 等Qiuting. 我买了2 包breakfast 给Qiuting & Germaine. Qiuting 9am 打电话给我，告诉我， 她生病了。。 我听了，担心她会有事。她叫我帮她买Panadol. 我就帮她买。她在9.30am 之前就到Mediacorp, 我吓一跳。因为她说10.45am report time. 我到Mediacorp, 我就告诉Qiuting, 我到了。她出来recept.. 我们讲一下，她进去了。因为她生病。我也不会跟她讲太多。。她进去后，我就等Germaine, 要交给她breakfast. 过一会儿，她来。。 Germaine 进去后，我就回家，rest awhile. Cos I was tired after going the furneral the past 2 days.
2.30pm ， 我从家里出门。3.30pm 我到Mediacorp. 我一个人在carpark for Queue up.. 我知道有点早。可是，我就是要找一个地方睡觉。。5plus some of the fans reached.. I at usual 6.20pm start for busy going up & down between carpark & recept. Cos of fetch Qiuting's friends..
最后的感想：Qiuting, U never won "甜美公主" never mind. Cos I know u had done ur best. Me also..Just Jia You next Thematic Rounds "Ms Sporty" 活力教主. Ok? Love U & Miss U ..
**Important: I like to thanks above peoples, who had come down & support Qiuting today;
[1] Qiuting's sister & family
[2 Joyce
[3]Jayelle
[4]Carmen
[5]Clara
[6]Leonard
[7]Hanming
[8]Kristie
[9]Delphine
[10]Vincent
[11] Johnathan
[12] Teddi & her friends
[13] Paul & his friends
[14]Evonne
[15] Keane
[16]Melissa
[17]Minghui
[18]Kai Xiang
I really thanks for you all make effort to come down & suppport Qiuting..And gave her all the cheers. Love U all.
*Note: Qiuting's sister, thanks for the breads & drinks, u bought for us.. Haha.. And I love all ur funny things when you sitting with us & make me laugh until non-stop.. And lucky I got extra tickets, that why I can gave you all.. If not, I really don't know how? But I appreciate for last mins come down give Qiuting support & I can see that she was happy to see u all. Pls dun say my voice is power, from so far, shout Qiuting name, and all can heard.. Haha. At least, I gave her the comfort & help release the stress.. Haha.. ** Qiuting's sister, I also love u.. Haha.. dun everytimes call me darling, Love me.. Wait Qiuting kill me.. I die..
朋友，谢谢你对我坦白。。。
今天，我接到一个朋友的电话。。她突然告诉我，她有一次， 在我的背后说我的坏话。。 当我听到这句话，我没有生气。只是，有一点失望。为什么她会觉得我的blog 60% is not TRUE. Until she told me, she had mistaken me. And she always want to tell me that. But she dun dare.. 朋友，你记得我跟你说的话吗？I admit I was a very straight person & I know that alot ppl can't accept what I had said them face to face. That why always I had offend peoples. And what I want to tell u, not only u, & those peoples who always think that I was very straight person & u can't accept me, that why make u all dislike me. What I want to tell u is, I always want to make friends with alot of peoples. But I know that there are some of peoples that I can't click with. So, I won't force myself to try to get near you all. What I can tell u all that, I not a "fake" person. If those who know me well , will know that I actually care all of my friend.
最近，有一朋友问我一个问题，如果有人要接近Qiuting, 你会解意吗？我现在要在这里告诉大家，我不解意。因为不管是谁？要做一些“小动作", 来接近Qiuting, 你们去吧。。 因为Qiuting Is belong everybody.. Even how much I had put effort on her & fans club, she know.. I dun ask for much.. Really.. I just want Qiuting Happy... Cos I Love Qiuting more than anyone.. Even how much peoples said me what what? I don't care.. I just hack care u all meh. Understand?
最后，我想对Qiuting 说的是，Be Happy & Stay Health.. 我对你的爱，关心，支持是永不变的。。
最近，有一朋友问我一个问题，如果有人要接近Qiuting, 你会解意吗？我现在要在这里告诉大家，我不解意。因为不管是谁？要做一些“小动作", 来接近Qiuting, 你们去吧。。 因为Qiuting Is belong everybody.. Even how much I had put effort on her & fans club, she know.. I dun ask for much.. Really.. I just want Qiuting Happy... Cos I Love Qiuting more than anyone.. Even how much peoples said me what what? I don't care.. I just hack care u all meh. Understand?
最后，我想对Qiuting 说的是，Be Happy & Stay Health.. 我对你的爱，关心，支持是永不变的。。
Monday, April 21, 2008
Cheryl Won Miss Press Princess
这次，我会写一些比较伤心& 开心的事。。 昨天，我送Cheryl's uncle 的最后一程， 放工后赶下去。他们说，如果要送死人， 不要迟到， 会对我不好。。 我在3.45pm 到。他在4pm 出。。在所有的过程， 我们每一个人都在哭，连他也在哭。因为下雨。。昨晚， 晚报& 新明有报道他的新闻, 我们每一个人都买一份。因为做记念。Uncle, I like to thanks for won yesterday 4D, ur no. Thanks alot.. I know it is just a small amount.. But I already happy. Cos U know that I was there prasie for u when I send u last jounery on the ROAD & when they burn ur body.. Thanks.
Cheryl, Congrat U had won "Miss Press Princess".. Haha.. Happy for u...These are all the pictures she had won, I took the pictures when at her house.. Haha.. Her dog was so cute... Everytimes, I go Cheryl's house, the dog will make a lot of noise.. Cos He was so happy to see me & run around my leg & lip my hands.. Haha..And I stay at Cheryl's house from 7.30pm - 10.30pm, we bring the dog for a walk & run with the dog.. Haha. So cute.. Cos I never take a walk with her dog..
最后，我想对uncle 讲， 你安心的去吧。尽快把凶手找来。。 保佑你的家人& 孙子。。
我想我也该走出Emo 的时候了。。 做个开心的人。。
**Note: Qiuting, Germaine, Jess, Gerald, Yihui, Darren,Rina, Delphine. Thanks for all the concern u all have on me.. I was fine.. I alright now... Love U all so much.**
Saturday, April 19, 2008
Qiuting ,Youth Eco Concert 19/04
~ QQ & Germaine best friend 4ever~
~Me & Germaine is best friend 4ever~ Love U
~Germaine, Recycle shirt. Cute? ~
~Qiuting, U R THE ONE, who is so ROCKZ!~
~Gotta Catch by my camera~ Heehee..
~AiAi & Me is always close & best friend, in each other heart. Love U~
今天，是一个让我都在和时间在跑。。1pm 是Qiuting 的reporting time. 我9am 就起来。10am 出门。 我就赶去The Central 买Qiuting 的东西吃。我到The Central 是11.25am. 我就快点买了东西就赶下Mediacorp. 12pm， 我就到Mediacorp. 1pm, Qiuting 才到Mediacorp. 因为，她去上课。
我给了东西给Qiuting, 我看着她匆匆地跑进去。。 因为迟到了。。 她进去后，我就赶去Cheryl's uncle 的awake在Pasir Ris St 21， 3pm 到那里。 我拜他的时候，告诉他， uncle 你安心的走吧。尽快把凶手绳之一法。4.30pm 我从那里离开， 搭bus 到Bishan int, meet Melissa 下去Taka 看Youth Eco Concert.. 6pm 我们到Taka, Minghui, JS & Evonne 己经到了那里。我就去找他们，然后， 一起坐。。
7点多, the concert official Start.. “唯我独尊”8.30pm 出来，男生先出来，走catwalk & introduce. 多10mins, Gals Contestant, 她们出来。。我，Minghui & Melissa, start to take Qiuting banner & let her know & see where are u.. When she come out, we all shout very loud & my whistle. I want to thanks Minghui & Melissa for the cheers. And also thanks Evonne, urself do Qiuting banner & Christalle banner. Then, after they finished introduce, me, Minghui, Melissa, JS & Evonne , 5 of us run to Mandrian Hotel, take a cab & rush down to Mediacorp.. Lucky, we take a cab which can be 5 peoples sitting.. In the cab, we said, we like chasing S.H.E. I said, I had never chase be so crazy b4.
When we reached Mediacorp, "唯我独尊" 的人才没有到。。 过一会儿，我看到Qiuting & Germaine come out 1st.. I, Melissa, Grace had a chat with Qiuting. And we of course never forget to take picture with her. I had been long time, never take picture with Qiuting. Then, Germaine, Qiuting they all going down taxistand, while Germaine waiting for her friend. We had a lot of fun with Qiuting. Rite QQ? And I also take picture with Germaine, cos we seldom take picture. She know..
Qiuting, thanks for sharing & telling me when u pull me aside. I understand everything.. Thanks.. I know what to do.. I know no matter what, u will always be there for me & willing to listen to my prombles.. Thanks my Dear Friend.. Love u so much..
凶手你在那里？
当我写这个文章的时候，我想说一些伤心和气的事。。 今天，我去了Cheryl's大舅的awake. 我听到他的家人告诉，大舅是什么死的？他驾motorcycle, 在between Pasir Ris & Loyang Express, the accident happened. And his body was find in the 沟里。OMG? We all guess that the killer who had knock him, had run away.. Cos his body was flying into 沟里。当我听了，我伤心，好想哭。。我在大舅灵前，告诉他，你在天，告诉我们， 事情是什么发生的？让我们把那个撞你的凶手给放在jail.. 撞倒你，才没有良心，去报警。。
4pm, got reporter come & interview her daughter.. Her daughter told the reporter wat had happened? I hope the killer who the newspaper 2nite, will report to police, say HE IS THE KILLER. AND SEND TO JAIL. 凶手，如你有良心，最好去自首吧。。 要不然， 你会被下地狱。
大舅，你在天有灵，保佑我们把凶手给catch it. 今天， 我做到6am - 3pm, 放工后，我会赶到你的灵前，送你最后一程。希望今晚， 或等下，你会出现在我梦里，告诉我，凶手是谁？我一定要帮你catch HIM & send to JAIL. I MEAN IT. U just come back from JB that day & meet this unhappy accident & in hospital, suffer for 2 days. And become vegetaion, brain dead when send to hosptial. And the bone inside hit ur heart, make u died.. OMG. How can be so CRUEL?
最后，大舅你安心吧。。 在 “极乐世界” 活的快乐吧。。We will miss U..
4pm, got reporter come & interview her daughter.. Her daughter told the reporter wat had happened? I hope the killer who the newspaper 2nite, will report to police, say HE IS THE KILLER. AND SEND TO JAIL. 凶手，如你有良心，最好去自首吧。。 要不然， 你会被下地狱。
大舅，你在天有灵，保佑我们把凶手给catch it. 今天， 我做到6am - 3pm, 放工后，我会赶到你的灵前，送你最后一程。希望今晚， 或等下，你会出现在我梦里，告诉我，凶手是谁？我一定要帮你catch HIM & send to JAIL. I MEAN IT. U just come back from JB that day & meet this unhappy accident & in hospital, suffer for 2 days. And become vegetaion, brain dead when send to hosptial. And the bone inside hit ur heart, make u died.. OMG. How can be so CRUEL?
最后，大舅你安心吧。。 在 “极乐世界” 活的快乐吧。。We will miss U..
《唯我独尊》甜美公主 on 21/04/2008
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Qiuting, 在来迎的星期一（21/04/2008），我有一个感觉你， 你不会赢。Sorry lah, 不是我要给你泼你冷水。因为你和我都知道， 哪个主题对你比较看好会拿奖？ 不过， 我才是会尽力帮你打电话。。 我记得在Farrer Park吃东西, 你跟我讲的每一句话。。 我不会忘记。。
最后， 我想真心希望请所有喜欢Hong Qiuting fans or friends,
PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE CALL & VOTE FOR F2 HONG QIUTING.. THANKS...
**NOTE:Call 1900 112 7002拨打 1900 112 7002SMS F2 to 71199发送 F2 到 71199Each SMS or Telepoll call costs 60 cents (exclusive of 7% GST).SMS and telepoll voting lines will openon Apr 7, 7pm to 8.45pm. The results will be announced on the same day, minutes before the end of the programme.The score is based on 50% professional & guest judges and 50% public voting (SMS/IVR).
Qiuting really need all of you support & cheers. Those who had asked for me tickets on monday, I will sms you all by sun, tell you all wat time to come. See you guys Monday. Thanks for come down support Qiuting. Really....
**Note: Melissa, Monday u can come early, you come Mediacorp early loh.. Anyway, I will be there early..Thanks
** Guess: 我猜“甜美公主”会是林思敏（Rachelle Lim)赢。Just ONLY COMMENT & GUESS. NOTHING ELSE. COS I A FAIR PEOPLE.
No matter, which Contestant win? I just want to tell you all that don't take it to heart of the prize. Cos at least, U HAD DONE UR BEST. GOOD LUCK FOR ALL OF U..(INCLUDING QIUTING)..
QIUTING, LOVE U ALWAYS & 4EVER AS BEST FRIEND & 知心朋友。加油。。 ^_6
真或假？
当我写这个entry 的时候，我一直很想告诉，一直在读我的blog 的每一人，我会用一点比较重的话对你们说。希望你们会WAKE UP & STOP ALL UR GUESS OF EYES, FEEL & GOSSIP ON ME. Let start my story for u all;
[1] 我知道很多人会觉得我喜欢Germaine, I WANT TO TELL YOU ALL, I DUN SUPPORT GERMAINE, I JUST TREAT HER AS MY BEST FRIEND, COS SHE IS QIUTING BEST FRIEND. I TREAT HER GOOD & NICE. I DON'T THINK ANYTHING WRONG? CAN'T A BEST FRIEND, TREAT FREIND GOOD? AND I KNOW THAT THAT TIME, MY BLOG, I POST ABT I HELPING GERMAINE SAID WORDS, IS I SEE FROM THE TV. I JUST SAY THE TRUTH? IS IT UR BUSINESS? OR IT IS UR PROMBLES? IF U ALL DON'T KNOW ANYTHING, JUST SHUT UP UR BIG MOUTH & GET OFF MY BLOG.. AND STOP SPREAD MY GOSSIP..
[2] I, Qiuting & Germaine is best friend. In ur eyes, maybe u see sometimes we are close, sometimes we are not? U r wrong? We always so close. Just I try to avoid of ALL U ALL FUCKING GOSSIP. DO U KNOW THAT IT'S MAKE US SO MISERABLE? DO U KNOW THAT I HAD BEEN CRIED HOW MANY TIMES OF AVOIDING. SO, DUN ALWAYS USE UR EYES TO JUDGE A PERSON.. COS U WILL NEVER KNOW THE PERSON WELL ENOUGH..
[3]WHAT IS CALL MY BLOG IS 60% IS TRUE? WHAT THE FUCK IT IS MEH? MY BLOG IS ALWAYS 100% TRUE.. I CAN TELL U ALL THAT, MY BLOG IS THE ONLY PLACE THAT WHICH I CAN SAY OUT ALL MY SAD, ANGER & HAPPY THINGS.. JUST LIKE A DIARY..IF U ALL THINK IT IS 60% TRUE. THEN, I CAN TELL U ALL, JUST FUCK OFF & GET LOSE OF MY BLOG.. MY BLOG DUN WELCOME U TO COME. MY BLOG ONLY WELCOME THOSE PEOPLES WHO KNOW, UNDERSTANDING & BELIEVE ME WELL. IF U ARE NOT,THEN DUN TALK FUCK AT MY BACK.. IF U DARE, JUST SAY IN FRONT OF ME. I TELL U MEH..
[4]WAT SHOW? IT IS THE TRUTH.. SOME PPL IS JEALOUS, JUST DUN ADMIT. BUT NVM. JUST WANT TO LET U ALL KNOW THAT, ARTISTE WANT TO TREAT WHO GOOD, IS THEIR CHOICE & BUSINESS. I CAN'T STAND THEM. AND THEY WANT TO TRUST ME & TREAT ME GOOD, I ALSO CAN'T STAND STOP THEM.. UNDERSTAND?
Lastly, if those who dun believe me & my blog, then not fit to read my blog.. JUST GET OFF. Cos u dun know me well. It is my advise for u.. And what u all going to say abt me, JUST TO TELL U ALL THAT, THE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN ME, QIUTING & GERMAINE, WILL NEVER BREAK, NO MATTER WAT? GET IT..
[1] 我知道很多人会觉得我喜欢Germaine, I WANT TO TELL YOU ALL, I DUN SUPPORT GERMAINE, I JUST TREAT HER AS MY BEST FRIEND, COS SHE IS QIUTING BEST FRIEND. I TREAT HER GOOD & NICE. I DON'T THINK ANYTHING WRONG? CAN'T A BEST FRIEND, TREAT FREIND GOOD? AND I KNOW THAT THAT TIME, MY BLOG, I POST ABT I HELPING GERMAINE SAID WORDS, IS I SEE FROM THE TV. I JUST SAY THE TRUTH? IS IT UR BUSINESS? OR IT IS UR PROMBLES? IF U ALL DON'T KNOW ANYTHING, JUST SHUT UP UR BIG MOUTH & GET OFF MY BLOG.. AND STOP SPREAD MY GOSSIP..
[2] I, Qiuting & Germaine is best friend. In ur eyes, maybe u see sometimes we are close, sometimes we are not? U r wrong? We always so close. Just I try to avoid of ALL U ALL FUCKING GOSSIP. DO U KNOW THAT IT'S MAKE US SO MISERABLE? DO U KNOW THAT I HAD BEEN CRIED HOW MANY TIMES OF AVOIDING. SO, DUN ALWAYS USE UR EYES TO JUDGE A PERSON.. COS U WILL NEVER KNOW THE PERSON WELL ENOUGH..
[3]WHAT IS CALL MY BLOG IS 60% IS TRUE? WHAT THE FUCK IT IS MEH? MY BLOG IS ALWAYS 100% TRUE.. I CAN TELL U ALL THAT, MY BLOG IS THE ONLY PLACE THAT WHICH I CAN SAY OUT ALL MY SAD, ANGER & HAPPY THINGS.. JUST LIKE A DIARY..IF U ALL THINK IT IS 60% TRUE. THEN, I CAN TELL U ALL, JUST FUCK OFF & GET LOSE OF MY BLOG.. MY BLOG DUN WELCOME U TO COME. MY BLOG ONLY WELCOME THOSE PEOPLES WHO KNOW, UNDERSTANDING & BELIEVE ME WELL. IF U ARE NOT,THEN DUN TALK FUCK AT MY BACK.. IF U DARE, JUST SAY IN FRONT OF ME. I TELL U MEH..
[4]WAT SHOW? IT IS THE TRUTH.. SOME PPL IS JEALOUS, JUST DUN ADMIT. BUT NVM. JUST WANT TO LET U ALL KNOW THAT, ARTISTE WANT TO TREAT WHO GOOD, IS THEIR CHOICE & BUSINESS. I CAN'T STAND THEM. AND THEY WANT TO TRUST ME & TREAT ME GOOD, I ALSO CAN'T STAND STOP THEM.. UNDERSTAND?
Lastly, if those who dun believe me & my blog, then not fit to read my blog.. JUST GET OFF. Cos u dun know me well. It is my advise for u.. And what u all going to say abt me, JUST TO TELL U ALL THAT, THE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN ME, QIUTING & GERMAINE, WILL NEVER BREAK, NO MATTER WAT? GET IT..
I Need You...
I Need You
by Luvmeluvr
I need to feel you, I need to touch you
I need to feel your sweet breath upon my neck
It's you that I want to make love to
It's you I lack
I need your love, I need to feel your hands
Caressing my body, running through my hair
But when I look around
You're not even there
I want to feel your body pressed against mine
I want to feel you love me from the inside
I need to feel your warm embrace
But my hands are tied
The day will come when we will be together
The day will come when you'll be mine
We'll hold each other every day
And love each other all the time
I love you more than you could possibly know
I just love the thought of you
And I love to hear you say
You love me too
你知道我很想你，爱你吗？你知道我多希望你会说你爱我，我在等这一天，每天，对着你的照片看，你send 给我的。对你的爱， 是“一心一意”， 所以我才会想在你生日， 亲手做东西给你。 这是我第一次学做。像我第一次亲手学做东西给Qiuting. 虽然， 手痛。可是，我坚持到底， 我告诉自己，我一定要做完，给你& Qiuting..因为在我的心里，你和Qiuting is NO1, No one can replace u all inside my heart..我的同事，全都知道， 你和Qiuting 对我很重要。。也许，有一天，你们会伤害我，我知道我会什么做。。 我不会告诉你们。。 因为，爱是了解，宽容，放手，快乐， 无自私。我爱你和Qiuting 4ever...
by Luvmeluvr
I need to feel you, I need to touch you
I need to feel your sweet breath upon my neck
It's you that I want to make love to
It's you I lack
I need your love, I need to feel your hands
Caressing my body, running through my hair
But when I look around
You're not even there
I want to feel your body pressed against mine
I want to feel you love me from the inside
I need to feel your warm embrace
But my hands are tied
The day will come when we will be together
The day will come when you'll be mine
We'll hold each other every day
And love each other all the time
I love you more than you could possibly know
I just love the thought of you
And I love to hear you say
You love me too
你知道我很想你，爱你吗？你知道我多希望你会说你爱我，我在等这一天，每天，对着你的照片看，你send 给我的。对你的爱， 是“一心一意”， 所以我才会想在你生日， 亲手做东西给你。 这是我第一次学做。像我第一次亲手学做东西给Qiuting. 虽然， 手痛。可是，我坚持到底， 我告诉自己，我一定要做完，给你& Qiuting..因为在我的心里，你和Qiuting is NO1, No one can replace u all inside my heart..我的同事，全都知道， 你和Qiuting 对我很重要。。也许，有一天，你们会伤害我，我知道我会什么做。。 我不会告诉你们。。 因为，爱是了解，宽容，放手，快乐， 无自私。我爱你和Qiuting 4ever...
Thursday, April 17, 2008
一个朋友离开了这个世界。。。
今天，我接到Cheryl's Father 打给我， 告诉我Cheryl 的大舅昨晚had accident & passed away. Cos he drive motorcycle. 当我听到吓一跳，因为在上个月，我才喝Cheryl's 的cousin's wedding. 我才看到Cheryl all relative.. Never thought so fast, after 2 months, her uncle meet accident.
真的，在这个世界里，很多没有想到。。 上个星期， 一个朋友的爸爸死。现在，又。。。
最后，我要恭喜Cheryl 拿到奖回来。。 为你感到开心。。好了，我想我该写到这里。Sat, I had go for the awake, cos last nite held there. Cos Sunday is the Funeral.. Haiz....
真的，在这个世界里，很多没有想到。。 上个星期， 一个朋友的爸爸死。现在，又。。。
最后，我要恭喜Cheryl 拿到奖回来。。 为你感到开心。。好了，我想我该写到这里。Sat, I had go for the awake, cos last nite held there. Cos Sunday is the Funeral.. Haiz....
痴痴的等。。
今天，我放工到9pm.我就sms 问Minghui, Qiuting 出来了吗？ 他告诉我，才没有。。 我就搭cab 从Boon Lay Branch赶下去Lavender Branch, drop day cash, 然后， 赶下Suntec City买Qiuting 想吃的东西。然后， 又赶下去Mediacorp..等Qiuting 出来。。 我原本才以为她们会11pm 出来。。 没有想到12am plus 才出来。。 她的东西cold 啦。。 她们一完，她和Germaine 就跑的好快。。从recept 跑到taxi.. 好想在赶时间。。 haiz.. 我没有什么机会和她讲话。。。
心里面有点气她，因为她不知道我为了这个东西和staff argue. 可是，haiz.. 算了。。谁叫她是我喜欢的朋友。。她说她想吃， 我就赶在10pm 之前， 买给她。他们本来要close & clear up the stuffs. And dun want cook for me. I told them, just now half an hour, ur staffs told me still got stock. Now, u told me, dun have.. Wat is it meh？ Then, the manager asked his staff, go & cook for me.. I really appreciate..When I called, u all said close @ 10pm, last order 9.45pm.. I reached Suntec is 9.30pm loh.. Dun liars to me, is out of stocks loh.. If u dun want to cook for me, just say.. But I follow u all timing. No wrong.. I just want a fair service..
最后，只想说一句，Qiuting, 希望你会喜欢， 我帮你买的东西。。因为你说你想吃。。 好了。。 我也累了。。这几天，都在埋命 做东西给你。。手好累。。不过，不要紧。。。我一定可以做完它的。。
明天会更好。。I like to thanks Qiuting, Jessilyn, Gerald, Rina, Delphine,Yihui, Joeyy & Minghui.. I ok already.. I no more Emo lah.. What "she" had done to me. I won't forget & forgive.. Cos what "she" had done to me, is something I can't accept. And I also had been cried & Emo for 4 days.. MY Father of GOD, can see who had hurt me & what they had done to me, while I never harm them..
**Note: Dear, dun worry.. I will remember what u told me when I down.. I really ok lah.. No Emo lah.. Cos I had the LOVE from u... Love U always no matter what happened..
**Jess, wat flower crazy? Haha.. We haven't tat 1 yet loh.. I admit I Love him alot, just like how much I like Qiuting.. Now, the 2 of them is important to me.. I willing to do something for them.. Hope the 2 of them can see, what i make for them, will be happy..cos my finger pain & tired.. But never mind, ALL COS OF LOVE. Haha..
心里面有点气她，因为她不知道我为了这个东西和staff argue. 可是，haiz.. 算了。。谁叫她是我喜欢的朋友。。她说她想吃， 我就赶在10pm 之前， 买给她。他们本来要close & clear up the stuffs. And dun want cook for me. I told them, just now half an hour, ur staffs told me still got stock. Now, u told me, dun have.. Wat is it meh？ Then, the manager asked his staff, go & cook for me.. I really appreciate..When I called, u all said close @ 10pm, last order 9.45pm.. I reached Suntec is 9.30pm loh.. Dun liars to me, is out of stocks loh.. If u dun want to cook for me, just say.. But I follow u all timing. No wrong.. I just want a fair service..
最后，只想说一句，Qiuting, 希望你会喜欢， 我帮你买的东西。。因为你说你想吃。。 好了。。 我也累了。。这几天，都在埋命 做东西给你。。手好累。。不过，不要紧。。。我一定可以做完它的。。
明天会更好。。I like to thanks Qiuting, Jessilyn, Gerald, Rina, Delphine,Yihui, Joeyy & Minghui.. I ok already.. I no more Emo lah.. What "she" had done to me. I won't forget & forgive.. Cos what "she" had done to me, is something I can't accept. And I also had been cried & Emo for 4 days.. MY Father of GOD, can see who had hurt me & what they had done to me, while I never harm them..
**Note: Dear, dun worry.. I will remember what u told me when I down.. I really ok lah.. No Emo lah.. Cos I had the LOVE from u... Love U always no matter what happened..
**Jess, wat flower crazy? Haha.. We haven't tat 1 yet loh.. I admit I Love him alot, just like how much I like Qiuting.. Now, the 2 of them is important to me.. I willing to do something for them.. Hope the 2 of them can see, what i make for them, will be happy..cos my finger pain & tired.. But never mind, ALL COS OF LOVE. Haha..
Monday, April 14, 2008
Broken Friendship
Broken Friendship
by Alain Is Canadian
Broken FriendshipA tear is shed for broken hearts,
As Faithful friends, do depart,A wasted bond which has been spun,Weakened, battered and undone,And always vengeance in the way,But still their tears drop, day by day,Wishing things could mend and heal,But anger is all they wish to feel,Scared to admit that they may long,To one day, fix the things gone wrong.But till the day of mended pain,Both shall struggle to maintain,Their ignorance to their mistakes,Their empty care that friends did break,No one knows, what future holds,But two true friends do unfold,It came so quick, without demand,But as for now, it’s in their hands,For neither knows what other feels,But both must know what all is real,The memories of the endless times,The pain that seems in constant rhyme,The mending power which they confer,The reality of longing for,And now lies the day which needs an end,To leave it stay as broken friends,Or to work for things that they do long,But either way, they should move on.
by Alain Is Canadian
Broken FriendshipA tear is shed for broken hearts,
As Faithful friends, do depart,A wasted bond which has been spun,Weakened, battered and undone,And always vengeance in the way,But still their tears drop, day by day,Wishing things could mend and heal,But anger is all they wish to feel,Scared to admit that they may long,To one day, fix the things gone wrong.But till the day of mended pain,Both shall struggle to maintain,Their ignorance to their mistakes,Their empty care that friends did break,No one knows, what future holds,But two true friends do unfold,It came so quick, without demand,But as for now, it’s in their hands,For neither knows what other feels,But both must know what all is real,The memories of the endless times,The pain that seems in constant rhyme,The mending power which they confer,The reality of longing for,And now lies the day which needs an end,To leave it stay as broken friends,Or to work for things that they do long,But either way, they should move on.
My Beautiful Friends
~ Me & Qiuting, best friend 4ever till the end. Love U~
~My best "知心的同事. Love U～
～Me & Bao Bei , Felicia Chin. Love U~ 
~ Me & my godsis, Cheryl. Love U~
~ Me & 大姐, Love U ~
~ Me & "Siao Char Bor , Joanne. Love U~
~Me & Funny Fiona. Love U~My Beautiful Friend by Emma
You made me laugh when I cried so hard
You gave me bracelets to cover my scars
You held me close when I was so cold
You offered a comforting hand to hold
You picked me up whenever I fell.
You showed me heaven when I was blinded by hell.
You answered my calls in the darkened night.
You gave me the reasons to hold on and fight.
You rescued me when I was drowning in pain.
You placed me back on the right path again.
You loved me forever and stayed by my side.
You entered my heart as an angel to guide.
You may not be with me so much anymore.
But I know you will leave open a beckoning door.
I miss you so much but I'll fight till the end0
I love you so much my Bestest friend
**Want to thanks above peoples**
[1]Qiuting - Thanks for being my friend from the past 2 mths. And I glad to know
u as my Best Friend. And we had walk through alot of Happy & sad path. But our frienship still so strong. Strong until no1 can break it. And thanks for always comfort me & make me laugh, understand me. I really appreciate.
[2] Jessilyn - Thanks for always there for me. And willing to listen to my prombles. I really appreciate.
[3] Felicia - Thanks for being "my daughter "for the past 3 yrs. And bring me alot of Happy Memories.
[4] Cheryl - Thanks for being my godsister for so many years. Glad to know u.
[5] Da Jie (Mixue) - Thanks for my Da Jie & dote me all the awhile. Even we don't often see each other but inside our heart got each other. Glad to know u.
[6] Joanne - Thanks for being my best friend so many years.. And trust me so much.
[7] Fiona - Thanks for being my friend & always ur funny pattner. Make me laugh.
黑暗的世界里。。。。
当我写这个entry 的时候，我心情是很坏，伤害， 失望，误会，了解。。之前，我的哭了，在工作的地方。我为什么会哭？ 因为有一些事情， 让我很伤害，误会。。
[1] 为什么我对待每一个身边的朋友都是用“真诚， 真心”。 为什么会有人要一次又一次的伤害我？为什么你要做这么多“小动作”， 让我对你又恨又伤心？为什么？
[2] 为什么好人， 每次被人伤害？ 被人误会？我没做的， 我没说的， 就到处跟人讲我的坏话？为什么？ 为什么你要这样做？
[3]为什么这个世界是这么美，可是因为有一些“小人”， make until this world is darkness & cruel? Why can't it be beatiful?
If you all was in my shoes, u will know what I thinking? And how I feel? All I doing for all my friends GOOD. I won't harm anyone 1. But why always peoples come & attack me? And make use of my KINDNESS AS WEAKNESS? WHY? WHY?
LASTLY, SINCERELY HOPE GOD CAN TAKE AWAY MY LIFE SOON.. COS I WANT TO ACCOMPANY MC KING TO “极乐世界”， 忘掉不开心的事。。 我真的好累，一次又一次被 人伤害 & Backstab．上帝， 我请求你， 把我带走。带我到另一个世界里。（“极乐世界”） 。。。。
眼泪也哭到累，红。。 心碎了。。
[1] 为什么我对待每一个身边的朋友都是用“真诚， 真心”。 为什么会有人要一次又一次的伤害我？为什么你要做这么多“小动作”， 让我对你又恨又伤心？为什么？
[2] 为什么好人， 每次被人伤害？ 被人误会？我没做的， 我没说的， 就到处跟人讲我的坏话？为什么？ 为什么你要这样做？
[3]为什么这个世界是这么美，可是因为有一些“小人”， make until this world is darkness & cruel? Why can't it be beatiful?
If you all was in my shoes, u will know what I thinking? And how I feel? All I doing for all my friends GOOD. I won't harm anyone 1. But why always peoples come & attack me? And make use of my KINDNESS AS WEAKNESS? WHY? WHY?
LASTLY, SINCERELY HOPE GOD CAN TAKE AWAY MY LIFE SOON.. COS I WANT TO ACCOMPANY MC KING TO “极乐世界”， 忘掉不开心的事。。 我真的好累，一次又一次被 人伤害 & Backstab．上帝， 我请求你， 把我带走。带我到另一个世界里。（“极乐世界”） 。。。。
眼泪也哭到累，红。。 心碎了。。
Tickets for 唯我独尊 on 21/04/2008 of Qiuting
Hi,those support Qiuting out there,who is interest to go for the "Live"showon 21/04? I had the tickets. Cos I need to prepare for counting the head..I want to know the answer by17/04/2008. . Thanks.. Can email me@qiuting_fc@yahoo. com..
**IMPORTANT: THOSE WHOEVER IS QIUTING LOVELIES FANS CLUB MEMBER OR NOT,ALSO CAN GET TICKETS FROM ME.NOT SAY WHO IS QIUTING LOVELIES FANS CLUB MEMBERS, I DON'T WANT TO GIVE. I WELCOME EVERYONE TO GET TICKETS FROM ME.NOT MATTER IS FANS CLUB MEMBER OR NOT, ALL ARE WELCOME..REALLY. DON'T LISTEN WHAT “小人”HAD SAID.**
Thanks for con't suppport Qiuting so much...
Sunday, April 13, 2008
MC King, 生日快乐。。。
Happy Birthday To u, Happy Birthday To U, Happy Birthday to MC, Happy Birthday to U..
朋友，对不起。今天，没有去拜你。因为我做工。。 而我又生病了。。 今天，我伤风了。。希望你不会生气。七月的时候，我在去拜你。。Ok?
最后， 希望你在“极乐世界" 会快乐，开心。。MC King, 最近，我很emo. 因为很多事情发生在我身上。我也为了朋友哭了很多。。感觉好累。真的好累。。为什么好人没次被人伤害？为什么“小人"要伤害我？好希望很够再听到你的笑声。因为每当听到你的笑声， 我都会很开心。。
MC King, 我好想念你。。好想和你一起到“极乐世界”， 忘掉不开心的事。。
Evil Person, Pls STOP ASKING.
Evil person, Can U STOP ASKING PEOPLE AROUND WHAT HAPPEN? AND WHAT "SHE" HAD SAID? And PLEASE STOP TELLING PEW WHAT HAPPENING? I HATE IT MEH.. SHE had left Qiuting fans club? Why want to get her invole of fans club things? And told her what is going on? Do u want me explore what u had done to me @ my blog? If u want, I can do so.. Make sure lose face meh.. Get wat I mean? Pls dun over my limited.. UNDERSTAND? I THINK IT IS THE TIME, U STAY AT A PEACE PLACE TO THINK, WHAT U DONE TO ME? IS IT RIGHT? 用你的良心去想。我不想去讲太多。因为如果我要讲，你一定没有面子。。So, please wake up..
I think there is anything for us to talk in future... Sorry..
最后，我想对身边的朋友，请带眼睛去看人。不要太相信“小人”讲的话。。才有身边的关心我的朋友， 我才好。我没事。。 只是无法接受有人一直讲我的坏话。。如果， 知道我的为人的人，就知道我是什样一个人。如果你们要去相信"小人", go ahead.. I really can't stop u..What I can say is Sorry & feel pity for u all..
I think there is anything for us to talk in future... Sorry..
最后，我想对身边的朋友，请带眼睛去看人。不要太相信“小人”讲的话。。才有身边的关心我的朋友， 我才好。我没事。。 只是无法接受有人一直讲我的坏话。。如果， 知道我的为人的人，就知道我是什样一个人。如果你们要去相信"小人", go ahead.. I really can't stop u..What I can say is Sorry & feel pity for u all..
Evil Person, Pls get lost of my world...
When I wrote this entry is alot of things happened between the past few hours & make me angry & cried, just cos some1 who had mistaken me. Cos of an Evil person. There are which I want to share with you & explain clearly to those peoples who had mistaken me for the past 2 mths. Let start my story;
[1] Friend, pls stop listen to the EVIL PERSON, who had try to create trouble between U & ME. And if u had listen to "my best friend", what she had told U. Now, u shall know that from starting until now, I had never complain U in front of her. It is what I can swear. And if u choice to listen what the EVIL person had told u & mistaken me. I can told u. I respect ur choice. Cos I know that from starting until now, I had never done anything bad to u.. Cos I had the LOVE inside my heart.
[2] EVIL PERSON, WHAT U HAD DONE TO ME & BACKSTAB ME & TALK ABT MY BAD WORDS, I KNOW..ALL THE AWHILE, I KNOW.. I JUST CLOSE 1 EYES, KEEP QUITE. I KEEP QUITE, DOESN'T MEAN I SCRAE OF U.. IS I JUST HAVEN'T SHOW MY ANGER & POWER TO U..IF I REALLY HOT, I CAN TELL U. I WILL HIT U & MAKE U GET LOST. I CAN CREATE U, I ALSO MAKE SURE U LOST IT. DUN BELIEVE, LET SEE IT MEH.
[3] xxx, I hope it's time for u to wake up. Cos I dun want u con't to listen what the EVIL Person had told u abt me. If u have anything unhappy with me, can straight away find me. I can tell u straight away told u. I dun want u fall into the trap too deeply, until I can't help u up anymore.
[4] Dear, thanks for always trust me & comfort me. When I was down & cried just now. Dun worry, I will be strong & help u 4ever.. Ok?
Lastly, Qiuting Lovelies fans club members, I hope u all will stay strong with me, PLEASE DUN LISTEN ANY OF THE EVIL PERSON TOLD U SMT. THE EVIL PERSON IS SOMEONE WHO IS VERY CLOSE TO US. If any prombles, u all dun understand & want to know.. I will tell u. BUT SORRY NOT THE EVIL PERSON..
*NOTE: EVIL PERSON, IF U CON'T TO BE HAVE THE BLACK HEART, GO AHEAD.. I WON'T FALL FOR UR TRAP. I WILL PROOF TO U THAT I WILL BE VERY STRONG. AND IF U CON'T TO LIVE IN UR WORLD, GO AHEAD. FROM THE STARTING UNTIL NOW, I HAD "REN" U FOR VERY LONG.. SO, STOP SPREAD BAD WORDS TO PEOPLES ABT ME.
U BETTER WATCH OUT MEH....
[1] Friend, pls stop listen to the EVIL PERSON, who had try to create trouble between U & ME. And if u had listen to "my best friend", what she had told U. Now, u shall know that from starting until now, I had never complain U in front of her. It is what I can swear. And if u choice to listen what the EVIL person had told u & mistaken me. I can told u. I respect ur choice. Cos I know that from starting until now, I had never done anything bad to u.. Cos I had the LOVE inside my heart.
[2] EVIL PERSON, WHAT U HAD DONE TO ME & BACKSTAB ME & TALK ABT MY BAD WORDS, I KNOW..ALL THE AWHILE, I KNOW.. I JUST CLOSE 1 EYES, KEEP QUITE. I KEEP QUITE, DOESN'T MEAN I SCRAE OF U.. IS I JUST HAVEN'T SHOW MY ANGER & POWER TO U..IF I REALLY HOT, I CAN TELL U. I WILL HIT U & MAKE U GET LOST. I CAN CREATE U, I ALSO MAKE SURE U LOST IT. DUN BELIEVE, LET SEE IT MEH.
[3] xxx, I hope it's time for u to wake up. Cos I dun want u con't to listen what the EVIL Person had told u abt me. If u have anything unhappy with me, can straight away find me. I can tell u straight away told u. I dun want u fall into the trap too deeply, until I can't help u up anymore.
[4] Dear, thanks for always trust me & comfort me. When I was down & cried just now. Dun worry, I will be strong & help u 4ever.. Ok?
Lastly, Qiuting Lovelies fans club members, I hope u all will stay strong with me, PLEASE DUN LISTEN ANY OF THE EVIL PERSON TOLD U SMT. THE EVIL PERSON IS SOMEONE WHO IS VERY CLOSE TO US. If any prombles, u all dun understand & want to know.. I will tell u. BUT SORRY NOT THE EVIL PERSON..
*NOTE: EVIL PERSON, IF U CON'T TO BE HAVE THE BLACK HEART, GO AHEAD.. I WON'T FALL FOR UR TRAP. I WILL PROOF TO U THAT I WILL BE VERY STRONG. AND IF U CON'T TO LIVE IN UR WORLD, GO AHEAD. FROM THE STARTING UNTIL NOW, I HAD "REN" U FOR VERY LONG.. SO, STOP SPREAD BAD WORDS TO PEOPLES ABT ME.
U BETTER WATCH OUT MEH....
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Friends of Honest
When I post this entry, I was very emo.. Emo of what is the world of Media is ? Why I said that? Cos there is something happened & yesterday I just discovered it. Before I start my story, I like to say Sorry to those who read my blog, cos my English maybe not good. Cos my Chinese words in the computer got some promble. That why, I can't use Chinese words to post. Let's start..
[1] Is it that Artiste want to popluar & try to make up alot of news that is not TRUE?
[2] Is it that when make up the news that is nnot TRUE, also ur friends who is concern so much
on you, u also bluff & cheap on them? Just to make it "REAL"?
[3] Is it that when a friend who try to use "Zhen Cheng" Da Dong everyone heart, U try to make use of them?
[4] Is it that when u make up the news which is that is not TRUE, inside ur heart u feel GOOD?
[5] After u had bluff ur friends & you find that they treat u REALLY GOOD, have you tell yourself that U WANT TO TELL THEM THE TRUE & HONEST TO THEM or not?
It is the 5 points, I had been thinking from last nite 11pm - 4am, until now I still thinking the answer.. I hope my friend will give me a gd answer. I was very tired 2dae, cos last nite when to a friend's dad awake.. 1am - 4am. Before that I was went for meeting 10pm. Then, this morning when to Mediacorp find Qiuting, gave her breakfast.
Always Like Angel protect U & LOVE U
Joey
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