Am I acting Inncoent inside ur heart?

当我写这个文章的时候，我用一个很冷静的心情去写。。我做在电脑前面，一面想，一面喝了一点酒。我脑海一直出现， 我的一个朋友sms 骂我的话。。 以下是我想对你说的。。

[1] 我前世欠你啊？我真的不知道我到底做错什么？我又没有说我不要回你的sms? 只是，我要你明白一件事，我会回每一个人的sms. 只是， 我如在忙的时候，我就会迟一点回你的sms. 也有错吗？

[2]不管是我的dearest friends him/her? 我对每一个人都一样，我一有空，我就会reply 她们的sms. It is my promise to everyone. So, please stop think that I don't like u..And don't be so sensitive. Can? 不是因为她们是我的freinds, 我这样说。你也是我的朋友。可是，为什么你不能够了解我？

[3]如果我觉得开始是我的错，我一定会跟你讲Sorry. 可是， 我觉得开始， 我没有avoid of reply your sms. But I don't know why u had the feeling.. Do u think u had mistaken me?

[4] 我虽然比你老，可是又什样呢？你很多次一直boom 我的hp， 跟我aruge. I choice to keep quiet, cos i dun want to aruge with u anymore & will the 2 of mistaken each other deeper. It is worthy? Anger will harm u & my body.. Understand?

[5] Abt my blog, I already told u & others that, is it the place that make me throw all my anger, happy & unhappy things at my blog. Just like a diary. Understand? And u can choice to care & dun care what I write. I don't mind.

[6] 我不会把不开心的事放在心上太久。好像，昨天，你sms 骂我， 我气一天，今天我忘记了。。一整天，hp 很静。可是，7pm plus， 你又开始sms 我骂我，因为你看了我的blog. 1st，you got to know that, do my blog got put the friend is WHO? I remember I never put the person name, how peoples know who are they? Pls dun just a small things & want to sms me & argue with me. Can?

[7] Am I inncoent inside ur heart? From starting, where got i act Inncoent in front all of u? 我真的不知道我到底在那里做错对你？reply sms late, wrong is it? Imaging u are already damn tired the past 2 days, sleep less than 4hrs & want to catch some sleep whenever in the bus or MRT, also wrong? When reached office, i start to busy working & want to forcus on my work, also wrong? Hp low & charging, never reply u, also wrong? Say I the one who choice dun reply ur sms & become like that.. Pls be more understanding & think for others.

[8] Last sat, when u sms me, yap u got sms me, tell me sorry for disturb & ask me go eat 1st.. Is after i told u, i want to get some sleep in bus, then u stop sms me.. Can u image that day, I was already damn tired.. Early the morning wake up to mdc, rush to Cheryl's uncle awake, then rush to Youth Concert, then rush to mdc again.. Do I had the time to eat? I just whole day keep drinking water to fill up my hunger.. Then, sun I work 6am - 3pm. Then, after 3pm, I rush down send Cheryl's uncle funernal. Then, stay at Cheryl house until 11pm. Then reached home 12plus & update blog until 4am. Then, monday, 8am wake up, rush to mdc. Then, after that go home awhile, prepare for "U R The One" ticketing list. 2pm plus left home, 3plus reached mdc, until 10plus. Then, reached home 11pm. Watch "U R The One" repeat until 1am. Then, updated blog until 2am. Then, quickly went to bed sleep. Next day, wake up 10plus when I received Qiuting sms, lucky her msg wake me. If not, I like late for work... I wake up, I quickly bath & go for work. On the way, I carry so many things, got heavy file. Where got hands reply u? When in the MRT, i quickly catch my sleep while on the way to work.. When reached office, I start busy lah.. U tell me, where got time to reply ur sms.. So, it is the most important things, u got to know..

**Lastly, there all, I got to tell u & explain to u.. If u still choice to believe that I was avoid ur sms. Then, I had nth to say.. Cos all the words, u had said to me, is REALLY HURT ME SO MUCH.. COS FRIEND WON'T HURT THEIR OWN FRIEND, UNDERSTANDING THEM IN THEIR SHOES.** I WILL OFF MY HP FOR FEW DAYS, COS I DUN WANT TO SEE UR SMS OF ARUGE WITH ME AGAIN. SO, I WON'T REPLY ANY OF UR SMS.

**Important: QQ, if u want to find me, u know how to find me. I had told u already. Ok? **Love U so much .. So, hope can hug some1 & cry...