Tuesday, May 27, 2008

心里面好想找一个地方写我的心情。。

心里真的好想把我的心事写出来,也好想告诉她。。可是, 我想了想我才是选择Silent & Shut up.. 因为我知道她对我的误会是划不清的。。。因为我一直在repeat 看2 个人的blog.. 心里面有好多话想说。。。可是,我真发觉我的blog 已经不是一个能让我发泄的地方了。。其中2句话, 让我不懂要什么说:“Maybe this is the key to everything. Maybe you'd never really listened to it's goodness. Or maybe it's been making way too much noise, asking for way too much attention. Maybe if that's the case, you should shut it up =) Cox i could hear it too. And then it's bad like that.” & “is now like that cause of ur stubbornness and attention seeking-nessor HAHA mainly one of ur plots in ur ou xiang ju”读了好几次,也哭了好几次。。心如刀割。。。

我的Stubbornness 还来一个误解。。我更没有想到我会给人一种感觉是我要你们catch my attention on u.. 心里面的痛,误会是永远划不清。。 

**最后, 我想在这里跟一直一来都在读我的Blog 的朋友说的是:“谢谢你对我的blog 的支持,今天将是我最后updated blog.. 也是我画上句点的时候了。。如果想知道我最近什样?你们应该知道什么找我?我一定会告诉你们我什样了。。最后,我想对朋友说的,我真的没有想到,我会给你那种感觉。。只想对你说:I really Sorry, I had never said Sorry in public to people.. I willing to do that, cos I Love u & care of u very much. I also never say Sorry to the person in face to face before. If I got a chance, I willing to say Sorry to u in face to face.."

Good Bye, "Full of Love & Memories" Joey blog.. It is the last time I write & post. 心里面虽然很舍不得。。 可是,为了一个朋友的感受, 我选择画上句点。。这个blog is really like a diary to me.. And a place to throw all my anger, unhappythings & happy things here. After write out, few days later, I will forget.. But I think it time, I won't forget.. Cos it is the big mistake I had make.. Good bye, My beloved blog..I dun want to let peoples think that I want peoples to catch my attention on me.. So, i choice to be SILENT NOW.....


I Love my blog,
I Love Qiuting very much,
I Love Lovelies fans,
I Love Delphine,
I Love Mei Hoon & her frez
I Love Pew,(even wat u had told me today, I still Love U as my frez)
I Love Felicia very much,
I Love Joanne very much,
I Love & support Mavis Hee Mei Jing( from 1984 until now 2008, I still haven't forget u,24yrs)
I Love Rina,
I Love Joey, (even sometimes she mistaken me that I dun like u, but I still Love u, really)
I Love Grace,
I Love Delphina,
I Love 黑夜,
I Love M5,
I Love Minghui,
I Love Xiao Gui,
I Love Germaine,
I Love Pearl,
I Love Felicia fans,
I Love Gerald
I Love Jessilyn (even she had hurt me so much, but I still Love her)
I Love Molly (even she mistaken me, but I still Love her)
I Love Evonne (even she had backstab me, but I still Love her)
I Love Vincent
I Love Kenneth
I Love Kailin
I Love all Qiuting friends
I Love & miss MC King very much
I Love my favourite uncle (he had passed away)
I Love my dad (even how much he had said abt my mum when he drunk, but I still LOVE U)
I Love Ekin (even tat time, I let u go back to ur ex-gf, but I still Love u as frez, until now we still keep in touch)
I Love Ah Yang (my 1st bf, I dun know where are u now? But I just want to tell u, I still Love u)

Take Care everyone.. No matter, who had mistaken me. But inside of my heart, I still Love U all.. If u all dun want to talk to me 1 day or dun treat me as ur frez, I still treat u all as my friend.. Really.. It is won't change... It is a promise..

Good bye....Love is Endless, Love is Kind, Love is Patient, Love is beautiful, Love is Magnanimous.....“无条件为你,从没有想任何回报”真的。。 最后,想说的。。就一却尽在句点吧。。。Love =) 爱无极限

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